Chapter 18 Sabrinaâs POV:
My cheeks feel so hot right now.
Caldan stared at me, a gentle look in his eyes. âBeautiful,â he said again, his voice a murmur.
The sun hid behind the clouds, leaving behind a pale golden glow. I hope he doesnât see how Iâm blushing like a schoolgirl right now. I didnât know what to say, how to respond to such a compliment. So I turn back to the sky, hoping my face is hidden enough.
âIâd like to see you again, Rina.â He said.
âItâs not like Iâm going anywhere.â
âNow Iâm even more intrigued.â He chuckled to himself.
It was then I turned to face him. âSir Caldan,â I started off calmly, I truly appreciate the breather youâve given me this evening. But I cannot do this again. As much as I love this distraction, at the end of the day. I cannot run from my chores.â âIs that so. He ducked his head to the side. I may have been imagining it, but he looked disappointed. When he looked up again, his smile was back. âDonât worry, Rina. The next time weâll meet, Iâll make you an offer Iâm sure you wonât be able to refuse I doubt it, but I donât voice any of my doubts.
He took my hand and brought it up to his lips. His eyes met mine as he kissed the back of my hand. A shiver ran down my spine. His lips were soft and cool against the skin of my hand. I felt tingles, right from the spot his lips touched, down to my belly. Unable to keep the intense eye contact going much longer I looked away.
âThank you, Rina. I had fun this evening because of you. He said, still holding my hand in his.
âMe too, I stuttered. âThank you, sir Caldan.â
Caldan took me down the roof and left. He said he has to meet someone. My guess was lady Nifra, but I didnât ask. I clasped my hand, a small smile on my lips as slideshows of the evening fitted across my mindâs eyes.
I walked back to the kitchen, and the closer I got the more dread settled in the hollow of my heart.
âOh crap, I muttered to myself.
âIâm glad youâre self aware.â Lady Nifra snapped back.
She stood in the kitchen, her hands planted on her hips, a disapproving look on her face. âWhat did you think you were doing?!
Leaving all this work being and going heaven knows where?!â
I thought about what Caldan said, about lady Nifra showing tough love..
She hates me. Period. This doesnât have anything to do with tough love.
âI had to leave it I said, my chin raised an inch.
âYou had to?!â She gasped in exasperation.
Sir Caldan ordered me to leave it behind.
IM 22:03 Tue, Nov 5 Chapter 18 The moment I said those words, a change shifted in the air.
âWhat did you just say? Lady Nifra asked, her eyes narrows.
âI said. sir Caldan ordered me to leave the work behind.
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She paled. Her face turned white as a sheet, as if she had seen a ghost. I frowned, that wasnât the reaction I was expecting. I had hoped sheâd continue yelling, telling me that Caldanâs orders meant nothing and that I was a slave, nothing but a salve.
None of those things happened. Instead, she looked horrified.
âCaldan asked you to...â She said and trailed off. âAnd you went with him?â She asked.
I nodded. âYes, I did.â
Her arms fell to her sides. âOh dear Luna,â She whispered to herself. She looked up at the ceiling, a helpless look on her face.
She muttered something I didnât catch, but I heard my name.
âWhatâs the matter?â I asked.
She looked down and met my eyes. Hers shone with fear.
âItâs not like he ordered me to come with him, I mean, I went willingly. Out of my own free will.â
She chucked darkly. âFree Will?
I frowned, even more confused. âIf something is wrong could you at least tell me?! Youâve said nothing to me that could be. the least bit helpful! You said stay away from him, and you wouldnât provide any reasons. And now youâre...â I paused and inhaled a large amount of air. âWhat is it that you have against him? What is it that you canât tell me?â
She stormed over to me. âCaldan is his majestyâs younger brother. She hissed through clenched teeth. âAnd heâs his majestyâs complete opposite. Caldan is a psychopath, Sabrina. You do not want to be around him.â
A psychopath.
Lady Nifra has lost her mind.
It was night, I had been dismissed from the rest of my duties. I took a shower and I laid in bed. The time ticked by and by, and I was unable to sleep.
I couldnât get it our t of my head. The terror in lady Nifraâs normally icy eyes. The tremor in her voice. Her words, Caldan is a psychopath.
âThatâs insane.â I scoffed. I shifted so I was lying on my back and facing ceiling. âSheâs crazy if she thinks heâs a psychopath.â
The complete opposite of his brother, the alpha of alphas?! Has Nifra even seen the man? How can she say that Caldan was worse than him?
The alpha of alphas is the real psychopath here. How can one person be so evil and cruel? All my sufferings in this pack are because of him.
Iâm not that surprised that Caldan is his brotherâI mean, I had always suspected Caldan was some sort of royalty Iâm stunned at is the comparisons.
Caldan is the only one who had shown me an ounce of kindness in this place. Lady Nifra just wants me to continue suffering.
She wants me to get the full experience of being a slaye â what 2/4 22:03 Tue, Nov 5 G Chapter 18 Hated. Ridiculed. Spat at. Insulted Sir Caldan is challenging all of those and she hates him for it. She hates me even more for it. She doesnât want to see me so much as smile or feel happy for any reason whatsoever.
Iâm nothing but a slave to her. And I should suffer as such.
Jokes on her.â I muttered in anger.
Sheâs just paranoid. And she wonât tell me the real reason to stay away from Caldan.
And I hate that.
Iâm not going to stay away from him. And thatâs fucking final.
I didnât see Caldan till two days later.
He came by the laundry room where I was doing all the laundry and again âordered me to leave the chores behind, and come for a stroll with him. This time, I didnât argue at all. I dropped the laundry basket and followed him.
âYou seem happy to see me,â He said with a smile as we walked through the hallway.
âI am,â I said honestly. At the back if my mind I felt a twinge of guilt. I was hoping that lady Nifra would see us, and see how much I was flaunting her ârequestsâ. 1 offered Caldan a smile.
I am happy to see him. Heâs pretty to look at, and I get a chance to breathe after a whole day of slaving away.
âWhen were you going to tell me you were his majestyâs brother?â I asked the question that had been plaguing on my mind. âAh, she must have told you huh?â
âShe did, but thatâs not the point here. You didnât tell me.â
I have an identity outside of being related to the alpha of alphas He looked at me briefly. âI am my own person, and it doesnât matter who Iâm related to.
I nodded. âI gue guess so, you want people to see you for who you are and not who your family is.â
âBingo. Youâre really smart.â
I rolled my eyes playfully. âIf I had such a powerful brother, I guess Iâd....
âEnough talk about my brother. He turned to face me. âTell me about yourself. Who is Rina?â
I paused in my tracks. Who is Rina? Good question. I donât know Thereâs nothing a about me. Iâm a slave. Thatâs all.â
âJust a slave? Is that what title you want to give yourself?â
Itâs what Tam âBut not who you are. Or who you used to beâ
I met his eyes. âNot exactly. I used to be a Luna, but thatâs a thing of the past now.â
âA Luna?â 11is eyes widened. âNo wonder youâre so beautiful.
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