Chapter 210 Sabrinaâs POV:
Iâm so glad I have the truth now. And Iâm even more glad that Caldan was lying.
The king led me to a resting area in the gardens. We sat on the benches, my hand held tightly in his as the evening breeze ruffled our hair and clothes.
âYour Majesty?â I said after a few minutes of peaceful silence.
âYes my love?â
I wondered if I should ask this question at all or just let it go. I glanced at his face and his smile gives me the motivation to go ahead.
âItâs about your ex mate.â I said, still cautious. âAre you ready to tell me about her?â
He went silent for a while. Then he nodded. âIâm ready to tell you all about her.â
I scooted close to him, taking his hand into my lap. âIâm all ears.â
He started to speak. His voice was calm and mellow as he spoke about her. Katherine, was her name. He told me about how he was mated to her before the curse, and how his bite killed her.
âMy goodness,â I gasped, my free hand flew to my heart in shock.
The way he spoke about her, he had been very in love with her. But there was a sharp bitterness in his tone, one that was hard to miss.
âShe died because of me.â He said, angrily to himself. âIt was all my fault.â
âIt wasnâtâ
He looked up at me, his eyes glowing subtly. âHow can you say that? It was my bite that killed her. If I didnât do that then...â He trailed off and sighed.
I moved closer to him, my shoulder pressing into his bicep. âYour majesty, you didnât know any better. You didnât know how the curse worked. You didnât know what would happen. It was really painful, but it wasnât your fault.â
âit was my fault.â He pulled his hand back from mine. My heart aches and I reached out to him, only to stop halfway and let hand drop to my lap. âI should have tried harder. Figured it out somehow.â
my âAlexander,â
He shook his head. âIt was my fault, Sabrina. And thatâs why...after Katherine died I decided that I would have no need for a mate. I wouldnât fall in love again. I focused my entire energy into my packs, into my duties as king.â
I tilted my head to the side and smiled warmly at him. âBut you love me,â
He turned to face me and mirrored my smile. âDo I?â
I pulled back. He laughed and took my hand.
âI do. I do love you, very much.â He said. He kissed my fingers, his lips lingering with each kiss. âAll those promises, all the talks of never falling in love again, they flew right out of the window the moment you came in.â
Iâm glad I can bring love back to your life.â
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Chapter 210 He kissed the inner of my wrist. The tip of his nose brushed my skin and he inhaled deeply. âYou brought more than love into my life. You brought... everything.â He held my hand to his face, nuzzling my wrist. âIt gives me great pain knowing that I canât mark you. I hate it. So much.â
My heart skipped a beat and fluttered with excitement. âYou want to mark me?â
âYes.â He said, his eyes meeting mine. He kissed the inner of my wrist. âEveryday, the urge gets stronger and stronger. I want to see my mark on your skin, permanently. I want to wake up and see it everyday.â
Heat rises under my skin and I bit my lip hard to contain a whisper. His words lit a fire in my belly. I scolded myself mentally to behave. We are in public, and I donât want to jump his bones right now.
I brushed the side of his face with my fingers. âYou can try.â
âTry?â
âYes..you can mark me. Bite me. I wonât die.â
He lowered my hand to his lap, his eyes suddenly serious. âSabrina, did you not hear what I just said.â
âYes. I heard every word. And I mean what I said too. I wonât die. well....I might not die. But itâs worth a shot.â
âYou know, most people would run and never look back if they knew that my bite could kill them. I canât believe youâre willingly saying this to meâ
âI am.â I said and smiled.
âWhy arenât you afraid right now?â
âI have no reason to be afraid of you, my darling Lexy.â
He narrows his eyes. âIm being serious.â
I wipe my smiles off and assume a serious expression. âSo am I too.â
He burst out laughing. My belly warmed and I soon found myself laughing too.
âMost people wonât even kiss me again. Theyâd believe I could bite them by accident.â
I bit my lower lip and wiggled my brows suggestively. âI mean, you have done that. And I didnât die.â
âThatâs because I didnât break your skin back then. And donât tempt me right now, weâre having a serious conversation.â Even as he said that, the corners of his lips turned up in an amused smile.
I straightened my back and smiled. âOkay, okay, Iâm serious. I trust you. I trust you with my life.â
âNo.â He said immediately. âI will not take that chance with you. If I bite you, there wonât be time to figure out an antidote if it hurts you. Itâs instant, Sabrina.â
My heart skipped a beat. âInstant?â
His eyes became closed with hurt and guilt. âThere will be no time to call for help. Seconds. I canât take that risk with you.â
âBut I want it.â
âNo.â
âAnd 2/3 you want it too. You want to mark me too.â
âI do. Fuck, I do. If I could, Iâd pull you into my lap right now and sink my teeth into your neck. And weâll leave this place with my make proudly displayed on your skin.â
I touched my neck. My breath hitched in my throat and I bit my tongue.
âBut I canât do that. And thatâs final.â