Upon hearing that, my friend turned to me with a piercing expression on her face. Then, she rolled her eyes at me. âSay, whatâs playing in your brain all day long, Eve? Youâve got to be firm in some things and yield in others. Life is a gamble. Show your hand when you sense that things are amiss. Conversely, you canât waver if you think that you can win. Otherwise, youâll lose everything you have. Do you understand me?â
âUh⦠Sabby, Iâm a bit lost now that youâre speaking metaphorically with me.â My mind was chock-full of scenes depicting Christopher and Monicaâs engagement, my imagination supplying me with resplendent and grand images that I simply couldnât shake off.
âI mean, you have to be firm when youâve made your decision. Do you get it now?â Sabrina was rendered speechless at my obtuseness.
Likewise, I was flabbergasted. âCan you please speak English?â
Growing irate, Sabrina thumped the steering wheel hard. Then, she reached out and pinched my cheeks forcefully, only dropping her hands when my face was almost squashed. âHow could you have so little confidence in my idol? Is he a shameless jerk like Lyle?â
At that, the corners of my mouth twitched, and I sighed. âSabby, if I hadnât known that you like Zachary, I would really suspect that you have a crush on Christopher. How on earth did he brainwash you that you trust him so much? Itâs as though you trust him in everything he does.â
âOf course! Zach said that Christopher is honorable and responsible. Heâs a man who will never change his mind once he has decided upon something. Zach definitely wonât lie to me, so Iâm naturally in favor of my idol getting together with you!â
Flooring the gas pedal, Sabrina drove me to the mall. As she pointed at the throng of women coming and going, she commented, âLook, people bustle and hustle around, but they all seek different things. A simple woman like you, for instance, seeks confidence. Come with me. Iâll take you for a makeover so that youâll become a woman worthy of Christopher.â
I felt that her words indeed made sense. My lack of confidence in Christopher wasnât because I didnât trust him. On the contrary, I didnât trust myself. Since he loves me so much, why am I so adamant about remaining dowdy?
Thus, I tried on beautiful clothes one after another and bought tons of the trending new styles for every season at Sabrinaâs advisement to present myself better. Finally, we went to the cosmetics shop and bought the most popular cosmetics nowadays.
When I paid with my card, it maxed out. I had no way of footing the bill, but Sabrina waved a dismissive hand and said to consider it a gift for my pursuit of happiness. âYou owe me a favor, so it means that your man owes me a favor. If there are any good projects in the future, I can ask my idol for them! This investment is undoubtedly worth it! Eve, youâre sure to be my lucky star in due course!â
âAlright, then. Iâll tell him to keep the good stuff for your family business.â I gazed at my reflection in the mirror. I had to admit that I indeed looked good after the makeup artist touched up my makeup; my countenance was delicate and my smile was sweet.
Just when we had exited the mall, Sabrina ruthlessly kicked me out of the car. Claiming that it wasnât appropriate to have me as the third wheel since she was going on a date with Zachary, she told me to ask her idol out to keep me company instead.
As I choked on the cloud of smoke she left behind, I was gripped by the urge to yell out that we shouldnât meet anymore since our friendship had now ended.
Trudging across the plaza, I sat down on the bench with a hand propped against my chin. I braced myself to watch the announcement of Christopher and Monicaâs engagement once again. Perhaps I might calm down after watching it a few more times. After all, confidence only comes in desperate times.
A while later, Christopherâs handsome countenance manifested on the huge screen. He was sitting on the couch casually in a dark gray suit with a reporter interviewing him at the side. Oh my God, itâs the latest news! Even as I perked up my ears, my eyes remained riveted on the screen without blinking even once.
âMr. Lane, has a date been set for your engagement with the lady of the Martin family?â