The nurse took a look at my medical record and fell into silence. âMs. Tanner⦠Iâm sure the doctors will figure a way out,â she muttered.
Her words fell on my ears like a final verdict that sealed my fate. The glass in my hand slipped to the ground and shattered. I was not dreaming.
âAre you okay, Ms. Tanner?â the nurse cried out and ran to grab a towel to dry my hands. My heart warmed upon receiving kindness from a stranger.
âSorry to trouble you,â I said, trying to put on a smile. âCould you pour me another glass of water?â
The nurse got me some water, and I took my medication under her watchful gaze. I sat back in my bed, listening intentionally for my own heartbeat. I wondered if my heart would stop beating anytime soon.
Sturdy footsteps soon echoed down the corridor outside and stopped right outside of my door. I turned my head toward the door, anticipating someone. âDarius?â
âHow are you feeling?â It was Gordon.
âIâm fine. Thanks, Mr. Lane.â I lowered my head, bracing myself to hear the bad news.
âWellâ¦â There was hesitation in his voice. Before long, he cleared his voice and changed the topic. âI know my wife doesnât like you dating Chris, and I hope you donât mind her honesty. She tends to overthink things, but rest assured, I approve of this relationship. You might find our family intimidating, but I will readily welcome anyone my son loves. I donât really care about finding a daughter-in-law with good family background. Iâm sure my son made the best choice.â
âThank you, Mr. Lane. Thatâs very kind of you.â Our exchange was purely for cordialityâs sake. I was not in the capacity to demand the family to accept me. After all, I was a dying person.
âGet some rest. Darius will bring the doctors later.â
The man did not break the news to me in the end. He was worried I would not be able to take it. I could tell he had my best interests in mind. To be honest, I knew Christopherâs family was genuinely amiable and kind. I would be the most blissful thing in life if I were still in my best health and could gain their blessing, but that wish would remain unfulfilled at this rate.
The day felt unbearably long. I did not go to see Christopher because I was afraid I would break down in front of him. I did not know how to let him know I would be leaving him for good.
He would not be able to come to terms with it.
A few doctors came in not long after, bringing some machines to do a thorough check-up on me. âPlease do everything you can to save her. Sheâs my friend,â Monica said to them.
She probably knew about my situation, else she would still be spiteful and snarky. I could tell she felt bad for me from her tone alone.
It was a familiar tone I used to hear growing up. I had lived on the kindness of people, and it was not like I had a choice not to now.
When everyone finally left, I turned aside and gave way to my emotions. Life was slipping away second by second, but there was nothing I could do. My tears were my only futile protest against the imminence of my death.
âHow are you feeling, Ms. Tanner?â Dariusâ sudden voice startled me. I did not know there was someone else in the room. I wiped away my tears quickly and shook my head.
âYou should think on the bright side. It will be good for your mental health too.â He walked over, and I could feel his gaze falling on me. âYou look a lot like your mother when you donât speak. I remember she would sit quietly in the library buried in her books as I looked at her.â
Darius must have known my mom really well. Deep in my heart, I had always yearned for motherly love. That was why I was jealous of Crystal. âCould you tell me about my mom? She left when I was still young, so I could not remember a thing about her. I donât even remember how she looked like now.â