Chapter 1: dumb duchess

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The early morning mist had barely lifted from the grounds of St. Clair Manor as Seraphina St. Clair descended the grand staircase, the polished wood gleaming under the soft glow of the first rays of sunlight. Her heels clicked sharply against the marble steps, a stark contrast to the silence that filled the house. The corridors were still quiet, save for the soft rustle of the housekeeper's skirts as she moved about the lower floors, preparing the manor for another day of routines that felt increasingly out of sync with Seraphina's own ambitions.

As the newly appointed Duchess, Seraphina had swiftly set to work implementing changes across the estate, determined to modernize the legacy her father had left behind. She had already closed off several outdated parlors and turned them into study rooms for the village children she had pledged to educate. She was in the midst of drafting a proposal for a charity event, something grand and new, that would showcase both her ideals and her place in the world.

But there was one thing-one person-that stood in the way of her grand plans: Benedict Grey.

The footman, hired only a few months ago, had become an inexplicable puzzle to Seraphina. She had first seen him in the manor's entry hall, his posture stiff and rigid, his eyes dark and unreadable as he carried out his duties with quiet precision. He was silent, of course. Not in the way most of the staff were, bound by the unwritten rules of servant conduct. No, Benedict's silence was deliberate, purposeful, as though it were an intentional barrier between him and the rest of the world. His muted existence was a stark contrast to the ever-changing world that Seraphina was striving to create at St. Clair Manor.

She had been drawn to him, initially. Something about his presence had intrigued her. But what had started as mild curiosity had quickly turned into frustration. For the better part of three months, Seraphina had watched him perform his duties without ever uttering a single word. Not a whisper, not a murmur. He wasn't deaf, she knew that. Benedict was simply mute. And the silence he carried with him was more unnerving than any sound could be.

She had tried, more than once, to strike up a conversation with him-about his life before St. Clair Manor, his thoughts on her various reforms-but every time, he only gave her a polite, closed-off nod, his eyes carefully avoiding hers, as if nothing she could say would ever be worth the effort of a response.

The situation had grown intolerable. As much as Seraphina despised tradition, she found herself frustrated by the unyielding silence he imposed upon their interactions. She had expected, perhaps naively, that a mute servant-someone working under her roof-would at least make an attempt to engage with her, even in the smallest way. Yet Benedict's refusal to break his silence only deepened her sense of discomfort, a constant, silent rebuff.

And so, here she was again, standing in the hallway outside the drawing room, her breath catching slightly as she adjusted the sleeves of her blouse. Benedict was waiting for her.

The door opened with a soft creak, and there he was, standing at his usual position just beyond the threshold. His tall frame cast a long shadow across the room, and his dark eyes-eyes that never seemed to convey anything more than quiet indifference-shifted to meet hers.

"Good morning, Benedict," Seraphina greeted, forcing a pleasant tone, though inside, she was already irritated. His face remained impassive, the same stoic expression he wore every time they met.

His eyes flicked briefly to the ground in acknowledgment but didn't venture back up to meet her gaze. There was no smile, no welcoming gesture. Benedict Grey had never been one for warmth, that much was clear.

She moved to the grand desk positioned in front of the expansive windows that overlooked the manicured gardens, the sunlight casting long beams of gold over the worn wood. Benedict's silence followed her as she moved, an oppressive presence hanging between them.

"You've finished the tasks I set for you, I presume?" she asked, her voice tinged with a mixture of expectation and irritation. It was not a question she needed to ask-she had already seen the completed reports on her desk-but she couldn't help herself.

He nodded, his movements smooth and deliberate. Benedict was efficient, that was undeniable. It wasn't his work ethic that frustrated her. It was the impenetrable silence, the unwillingness to connect in any way, no matter how small. For someone who was so skilled at being unnoticed, he had mastered the art of making everyone around him feel irrelevant.

"You know," Seraphina said, crossing her arms as she looked at him, "I've made an effort to bring about change here. I've asked the staff to help with the children's education, to support new initiatives. But you... you don't seem to care at all."

Benedict shifted slightly, his dark gaze never leaving her, but still, no words came. His silence was deafening, and Seraphina felt her frustration rise once again.

"You know, it's not just about doing your job, Benedict," she continued, her tone sharpening. "It's about being part of something bigger. I'm trying to create a place where people-everyone, regardless of their station-can have a say, can be heard. But you? You remain in the shadows, refusing to even acknowledge the changes I'm making."

Her words hung in the air, and for a moment, she thought she saw something flicker behind his eyes-a flicker of emotion that might have been annoyance or perhaps something else. But as quickly as it appeared, it vanished. Benedict returned to his position by the door, standing as rigidly as ever, his face an unreadable mask.

"I'm here to do my job, Your Grace," he finally signed, his hands moving fluidly in a language she had long since come to recognize. His fingers, elegant and practiced, formed the words without hesitation.

Seraphina tilted her head, her brows furrowing in confusion. "I... I don't seem to understand. The gesture," she admitted, her voice softening slightly as she watched him.

Benedict paused for a moment, his gaze momentarily flickering to the side, before signing again. This time, his fingers moved even more deliberately, spelling out the words more clearly: I am here to serve, nothing more.

Seraphina felt her frustration shift into something else, something closer to a weary realization. He truly does not want to connect, she thought. He has chosen this silence...

She swallowed, a wave of frustration washing over her. She had expected, hoped even, that there might be something more-some hidden depth to the man standing before her. But all she saw was stubbornness, an impenetrable wall of silence that he refused to let down, no matter how hard she tried.

"You are more than just a servant here, Benedict," she said quietly, almost to herself. But her words were drowned out by the soft rustle of his uniform as he stepped back, his posture still perfectly aligned, as though she hadn't spoken at all.

"I am only a servant," he signed again, his face as stoic as ever.

Seraphina felt a sharp pang in her chest, though she couldn't quite place the emotion. She stared at him for a moment longer, as though hoping he might finally speak the words she so desperately wanted to hear. But all she received in return was the same unbroken silence, a reminder that no matter how much she pushed, no matter how hard she tried to understand him, Benedict Grey would remain a mystery.

A puzzle she could not yet solve.

With a sigh, Seraphina turned away, her heels clicking softly as she walked toward the door. "We shall see, Benedict. We shall see," she muttered under her breath.

And Benedict Grey, remained confused as to why she did not know that it is sign language. What a dumb duchess, he thought.

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Thank you for reading! This chapter explores the growing tension between Seraphina and Benedict, as she attempts to break through his silence. Despite her efforts, Benedict remains a puzzle, and Seraphina begins to realize how much more there is to him than she initially expected. I hope you enjoyed the dynamic between these two characters and the start of their complicated journey. Let me know your thoughts!

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