For hours, Jade and I donât leave the dance floor. My face hurts from smiling and laughing. And this dress? I donât think Iâll be returning it. It smells like sweat and champagne.
The party has died down and the few of us left are sitting in the living room at Jackâs house. He has this huge sectional. Me and Jade, Declan, Scarlett and Leo, Ash and the girl thatâs been with him most of the night are all sitting on it. Tyler is sitting in an armchair across from me and Jack is in another. A guy named Johnny Maverick is sitting on the floor between us all, leaned back with his legs kicked out in front of him.
The guys are heckling Leo about getting married, but when I check his reaction, he doesnât look like it bothers him one bit.
âMarried life is great,â Maverick says. Heâs the only one here thatâs already walked down the aisle. âDonât let them scare you off. Nothing better than knowing someone always has your back. Plus, sex. Lots of it. They wish they were getting laid as much as us.â
âSpeak for yourself,â Ash chirps. âYour wife doesnât even live here. How often can you really be getting it on?â
âDoes phone sex count?â he asks.
Ash sucks in a breath through his teeth, a playful smile on his lips. âGray area, but Iâll give it to you.â
I inadvertently glance at Tyler and find his gaze on me. I managed to dodge him all night long, but this isnât the first time Iâve caught him looking my way. I break eye contact first, but he speaks for my benefit.
âDakota, Maverickâs wife, is still in college back in Arizona.â
My face warms. I was feeling slightly out of the loop, but I didnât want to break the atmosphere with a thousand questions to figure out everyoneâs backstory.
âOh, right. I keep forgetting you donât know everyone,â Scarlett says.
âItâs fine. Iâm figuring it out.â
âWho am I?â Ash asks.
âTrouble. Thatâs who you are, Ash Kelly.â
Everyone laughs.
âSorry to be the first to cut out, but I should get going.â Tyler stands and smiles at Leo and Scarlett. âCongrats, guys. Thrilled for you.â
Leo gets up to shake his hand and pull him into a one-arm hug. âThanks for coming.â
Tyler waves to the group, letting his stare hold on me a beat longer than everyone else.
After heâs gone, other people start leaving. Declan, then Ash and his girl say their goodbyes, then Scarlett and Leo.
Jade and I follow them out, but linger in Jackâs driveway to wait for Sam.
âGod, I canât remember the last time I had so much fun,â I say, spinning in a circle with my arms out. My coat falls open and the air bites at my skin, but I donât care. Iâm not even drunk. A little tipsy, maybe.
Jade, on the other hand, is well past tipsy.
âSamâs here!â She tosses her arms up when headlights turn down the street. âOh, no. Thatâs not him.â
We take off up the street anyway. She links her arm through mine, and we sway and sing. Good thing most of the neighbors know us. Her steps slow suddenly and pull me backward.
âCreeper alert,â she whispers loudly.
I stop singing and look up the sidewalk where a guy paces ahead of us.
âNot a creeper,â I say.
Tyler turns at the sound of my voice. He has his phone up to his ear, but he drops it as I shorten the distance between us.
âWhat are you doing out here?â I ask, wondering for a second if heâs going to try to talk to me again.
âEverly isnât home, and when I call her phone, itâs saying itâs no longer in service.â Panic flashes in his eyes.
âShe probably just turned it off. Where was she going?â
âI donât know.â His jaw flexes. âShe was gone when I got home this afternoon from the game. She left a note that said sheâd be back by midnight. I didnât think anything of it.â
I glance at the time on my phone. Itâs almost two.
A car comes to a stop next to us. This time it is Sam. I look between an expectant Jade and a stressed-out Tyler. Heâs got his phone back to his ear.
âGo,â I tell her. âIâm going to stay and help him track down Everly.â
âYou want us to wait?â she asks.
âNo. Iâll call an Uber.â I hug her.
She hesitates.
âIâll be fine. Thank you for tonight.â
She smiles. âIâll call you tomorrow.â
Tyler drops the phone to his side and tips his head up to the sky. He lets out a growl. âFuck, Everly.â
If I had been drunk, I think seeing him like this would sober me right up. âWhere would she go?â
He looks at me like he didnât realize I was still here. âWith River if I had to guess, but I have no idea where he lives.â
âOkay. Do you have his number?â
He gives his head a quick shake.
âWhere do they like to go?â
âI donât know.â He runs a hand through his hair.
Ash comes out the front door, shrugging into a leather jacket. âI called Declan; he doesnât have Riverâs number either, but he thinks his last name might be Stafford or Stamford, something like that.â
âThanks,â Tyler clips.
Ash comes to stand with us and nods to me.
I smile at him, but Tyler steals my focus. Heâs freaking out and I donât know how to help.
âHer Instagram,â I say as I unlock my phone and search her name. Nothing immediately comes up. âAre you following her?â
âI donât have an account,â Tyler says.
Right. I knew that. I might have had a moment of weakness and looked him up a few times over the years.
âWeâll find her.â I place a hand on his arm, ignoring the sparks it sends shooting up my fingertips.
âFound him,â Ash says, looking at his phone. âRiver Stevenson. Declan was way off. Want me to send him a message?â
âCan I see?â I ask.
He hands me the phone and I scroll until I see the photo Everly had shown me of him and his ex. The record store. Itâs a long shot, but itâs something. âI might know one place to check.â
Tylerâs eyes light up with something like hope.
âThe record store where he works, Empire.â
Tyler takes off toward his car. I follow.
âDo you want me to try somewhere else?â Ash asks. âWe could split up.â
Tyler shakes his head as he throws open the driverâs side door. âNo, stay here in case she comes back. Iâll call you if we find her.â
Seated in the passenger seat, I buckle up as Tyler peels out of the driveway. He shifts and it draws my attention to the car.
âYou bought it.â
He gives me a quick glance as I run my hand along the dash next to the cobra logo. For just a second, he flashes a playful smile. âSecond thing I bought when I signed my contract.â
âWhat was the first?â
His grin falls.
âWell, itâs beautiful.â Itâs an unexpected thrill to know he did this for himself. Tyler didnât come from a family that had a lot of money, and never really wanted for a lot of things, but owning a â67 Ford Mustang Shelby GT500 was a dream he talked about like other people talking about going to the moon. Sure, itâd be awesome, but what were the chances of it happening?
âShe wasnât when I bought her. Restored just about every piece.â
âYou did it yourself?â
âNo. I wish.â
The atmosphere shifts back to tense when he takes a turn, and the record store comes into view.
âThere,â I say. The streets are dark and quiet. Most of the businesses are closed this late. Even the bar a block away has closed up for the night.
Tyler lets the car idle in front of the store.
âThe sign says it closed at ten,â I say.
âThatâs Riverâs car there.â He points to an old Mazda in a metered spot. âIâm just gonna check the door. If sheâs not here, I donât know where else to look.â
He looks so desperate and hopeless. I rest a hand on his arm. My throat tightens. Itâs hard to believe that after all this time a simple touch could still make me feel so many things. But now is not the time to get caught up in the past. âWeâll find her.â
His dark head nods and then he leaves me alone in the car while he runs to the front door and pulls. It opens and he disappears inside.
Seconds turn into minutes and Iâm so close to getting out and going in when he finally comes out with his arm around Everlyâs shoulders.
âOh no,â I say quietly, and get out to help him.
âI can walk,â she says, but then stumbles as she tries to pull away from us.
âI only had two beers. Or maybe it was four. Iâm not very good at drunk math.â Her glazed stare lands on me. âI donât think I can go to school today, Ms. Vaughn.â
âNo, I donât think you can either,â I say. âGood thing itâs the weekend.â
âYouâre eighteen, Ev,â Tyler says through clenched teeth.
âOh, please, you drank when you were my age. I know you did.â
âYou were supposed to be home hours ago. And why is your phone off?â
âMy dad cut off my service. I was going to text from someone elseâs phone, but I donât have your number memorized.â She looks at her brother and then reaches out and touches his face. âYou look so mad, big brother. I was fine. I can take care of myself.â
A muscle flexes in his cheek. âYeah? How exactly were you going to get home tonight?â
âRiver would have brought me home as soon as everyone left.â She yawns and her shoulders slump forward. âIâm really tired all of a sudden. Can you lecture me later?â
âSure, Ev. Iâll lecture you when itâs more convenient for you.â
Tylerâs jaw flexes as she goes limp next to him. I move in to help steady her. She reeks of alcohol and cigarettes. I hold my breath as I take the other side and we guide her into the car. Tylerâs car doesnât have a back seat, so I have to squeeze in next to her.
Itâs quiet as we head back to the house. Everly rests her head against my shoulder, and I wrap my arms around her so she can use me as a pillow. I watch Tyler, feeling like Iâm seeing him and all the stress heâs under more clearly. His hands tighten around the steering wheel, and he mutters under his breath, but I canât make out anything other than the multiple f-bombs he drops.
âSheâs safe,â I say softly, and place my hand on his bicep.
He nods, but the leather creaks under his grip.
Walking into Tylerâs house the second time is surreal. Three guys wait in the doorway as Tyler helps his sister inside: Jack, Ash, and Declan.
I amble behind him awkwardly unsure if I should wait to talk to him or just go ahead and call an Uber.
Tyler looks over his shoulder while Iâm still deciding. âGive me five and Iâll drive you home.â
Declan steps forward on Everlyâs other side.
âDeclan,â she murmurs happily.
âHey, Little Sharpie.â He takes some of her weight from Tyler. âThis looks like more than one beer.â
âYouâre lucky your brother found you and not me,â Jack calls to her back. His dark stare narrows as he watches Tyler and Declan all but carry her up the stairs.
âYouâre all hypocrites. You guys drink all the time,â she fires back.
They get her upstairs and disappear, then Iâm back to not knowing what to do with myself.
âWhere was she?â Ash asks.
âThe record store with River.â
âWhat was he feeding her? Jell-O shots?â
âI donât know. She said she just had a few beers.â
âSheâs gonna be hungover as shit in the morning.â Jack grumbles under his breath as he stalks to the door. âCall me if you guys need anything.â
Ash watches everything with amusement. âLittle Sharpie is going to have hell to pay tomorrow. I do not envy her that.â
âYeah, this whole âteam of big brothersâ thing is intense,â I say. Itâs obvious in the thirty seconds Iâve been here that she has a group of guys, her brotherâs teammates, that all care about her and have been helping look out for her. Iâm glad for her, but also canât help but wonder what that must be like. Awesome or overbearing? Iâm guessing a little of both.
Ash laughs. He has a way about him that makes the moment feel less tense. âDo you want something to drink?â
âYeah. That would be great.â
I follow him into the kitchen.
âI have wine or beer, liquor.â
âAlcohol doesnât sound that great right now,â I admit, picturing Everlyâs ashen face.
âRight. Water it is.â He fills a glass and sets it on the island.
I take a seat on one of the large barstools in front of it and drink slowly.
Declan comes down soon after.
âHow is she?â Ash asks.
âSleeping. Ty tried to get her in the shower, but she passed out cold. Where in the hell was she?â
âThe record store where River works,â I answer.
Declan shakes his head. âI told her that guy was no good.â
âWeâve all told her that,â Ash says. âIâm pretty sure sheâs dating him just to piss us off.â
âDid Jack already take off?â Declan looks around for him.
âYep. Stormed out of here all pissed off that Little Sharpie was drunk.â He grins.
âShe knows how to worry the shit out of all of us, thatâs for sure.â Declan blows out a breath and runs a hand over his jaw. âI guess I should get back too.â
âYouâre welcome to crash here,â Ash offers.
âNah.â Declan grins and it transforms his face into a less serious, more boyish expression. âI finally get to practice tomorrow, and I want to get there early.â
âAll right. See you then.â Ash gives him a salute and Declan leaves.
âYou guys have a whole team bonding thing going on that I was not prepared for,â I admit.
âYou? Tim Vaughnâs niece doesnât know hockey players?â His brows lift.
âWhen Uncle Tim talks about his hockey days itâs usually about certain games or achievements. I donât think he ever mentioned raising teenage girls with his teammates.â
Ash laughs good-naturedly. âYeah, well, I guess this is a unique situation, but I donât doubt that he would have done whatever his guys needed.â
I nod, sure heâs right.
Ashâs gaze lifts above my head and I turn to see Tyler. His hair sticks up around his head and he walks like a man thatâs run a marathon and is about to collapse.
âBeer?â Ash asks.
Ty nods and falls onto the stool next to me.
âIâm off to bed.â He slides the beer to Ty and then smiles at me. âGlad I finally got to meet you tonight, P. Vaughn.â
âYou too,â I say before he steps out of the room.
Tyler tips back the bottle and takes a long drink. His throat works and I watch the column of this neck, noting how much heâs filled out over the years. He was always muscular but heâs broader now. Everywhere.
He sets the bottle down and looks at me. All the things Iâve despised about him are hard to remember when he looks so broken.
âThank you. I donât know how I would have found her without you.â
âYou would have. You have a lot of people that have your back,â I note, meaning the teammates that showed up here for him and his sister. âBut youâre welcome.â
âWhat the hell was she thinking?â He looks at me like he expects me to have the answer.
âIâm not sure, but go easy on her, okay?â
His gaze narrows.
âOr donât. Sorry. It isnât my business.â I hold up both hands.
âNo, I want to know. Youâre smart and you know more teenagers than I do. What would you do?â
âSheâs been through a lot it seems. I donât think yelling at her is going to do anything. Talk to her. Hear her out. Set boundaries and rules, but donât lose sight of the fact that sheâs here and sheâs safe. Thatâs what matters.â
His jaw works back and forth, but he nods. âIâm sorry you got pulled into this.â
I find myself reaching out and taking his hand. It jolts me every freaking time, but this time I can feel how it affects him too. I keep contact for a few more seconds as I say, âIâm glad I could help. I keep telling you I like Everly and I mean it.â
âAnd me?â he asks, gliding his thumb along my palm. âStill hate me?â
I hold his gaze. My heart races and I struggle to put my feelings for him into words. Do I hate him? Of course not. Iâm not sure I ever did. But Iâm not a masochist either. I almost didnât survive him the first time, and this grown-up Tyler with the weight of the world on his much broader shoulders could wreck me.
âNo,â I finally say. âI donât hate you.â
âWell, thatâs something.â He tips back the bottle again. âI think youâre right. She needs routine and rules, stability that she hasnât really gotten from me and the half-assed job Iâm doing trying to look out for her.â
âI think youâre doing a really great job, all things considered.â
He makes a face that shows his disappointment in himself.
âI should get home.â
âYeah, of course.â He sets the bottle down. âLet me drive you home.â
âItâs okay. You should stay in case she needs you. I have an Uber on the way.â
âAll right then. I guess, thanks, again.â
âBye, Tyler,â I say as I stare into his dark green eyes. My pulse skips.
âBye, Pipes.â
I make it all the way to the front door before my resolve crumbles. I walk back into the kitchen. Tyler is tossing the beer into the trash. He looks up when I enter, and a hopeful look crosses his face.
âIâll do it,â I say. âI will look after Everly, be her nanny, or whatever.â
âYou will?â
âYes.â
He rushes me and hugs me, squeezing the air from my lungs. âThank you.â
Any final hesitation I had leaves when he pulls back, and I see the relief on his face. He just aged backward by about four years.
âShe obviously needs a female influence amidst all your teammates,â I say the last part jokingly but Iâm serious. Holy overprotective hockey players.
âThank you. I will pay you whatever you want and thereâs a spare bedroom upstairs that Ash said you could have.â
I quirk a brow.
âI ran it by him earlier in case you said yes,â he admits.
Those nerves are back as I imagine waking up in the morning to a sleepy-eyed, shirtless Tyler. That soundsâ¦amazing, and also like torture. âI donât know. Us sleeping under the same roof feels likeâ¦a lot.â
âOkay, whatever you want. Iâll text you my schedule and leave the details up to you, but the offer to stay is open, and name your price.â
Iâm probably going to regret this in the light of the morning, but I find myself nodding. âNo payment necessary. Consider it a favor. I will chill with her while youâre gone. Letâs just start there.â