Roman spits blood at my feet, and I jump back.
âHey, what the hell?â My shoes are white Air Force sneakers. âIf I wanted red shoes, I would have bought red ones.â
But he isnât looking at me. Heâs looking at his opponent in the ring. I fucking hate this place. But Roman actually asked if I would come down tonight, and I couldnât say no. He needs me, and Iâll always be there for him when he calls. Just like he is always there for me when I need him.
âWe have a game tomorrow. Do you really think this is the best idea?â
I know no matter what I say, he wonât listen. Once he gets an idea in his head, he goes through with it.
His glassy eyes tell me that, for him, this is the best idea. His dad was drunk earlier, and Roman called me for help. Heâs spiraled again.
I need him to snap out of it, and Jace isnât here to help me. I have no idea where the fuck he is, but I need him now. Because I have never been able to break Roman out when he gets like this.
âCome on, man, letâs go. We can still get some food at Annieâs.â
He looks right through me, and I know nothing I say will change his mind. Not until heâs knocked out. He never just walks away. He will fight until there is nothing left to give.
I grab my phone and call Jace again. Roman moves again and swings at the huge fully-grown man heâs been fighting the past ten minutes. Iâm surprised they are still fighting, to be honest. Roman is messed up from last night still, and I wonât be surprised if he has more broken ribs after this.
When Jace doesnât pick up, I scroll to Milaâs name. Is this still her number? If I call her, will she come? Would she even be able to help Roman? He hasnât spoken about her at all since that first Saturday we saw her. He still hasnât spoken to her in chemistry, not even about the projects weâre now starting. I would swap with him, if I could. I would partner with Mila.
I wanted to talk to her last Friday. I know what she said was right. She isnât here to hurt us or break us up. She could, very easily, with the truth, and she wonât. What she said was perfectâwe were her first kiss. Each of us. I donât care how it happened. She was my first kiss, regardless, and all week Iâve wanted to get her alone so I could talk to her. But between practice and school, Momâs drinking getting worse, and Dad working late, I havenât found the time.
My thumb hovers over her name. Will she even pick up if she sees itâs me? I rake my hand down my face. I look over to see Roman on the floor and the ref counting. Fuck. Heâs out cold. I shove my phone in my pocket and jump in to get him.
Arthur is there beside me as we drag him out of the ring. Romanâs eyes flutter open, and he grunts something as he tries to get up.
I push him down. âNo more, youâre done. How many fingers am I holding?â I put two fingers in his face, and he swats them away.
âBoy, no more. Okay? You have a football game tomorrow, and youâre gonna be hurting pretty bad after Tommy knocked your lights out,â Arthur growls at him.
Roman settles back, and I sigh in relief. Iâm not cut out for this hellhole. I hate it here; I hate what he does. But if I donât accept his fighting, heâll try to hide it. Hell, he already hides more things from me and Jace than we realize.
I saw the leather prospect cut at his trailer earlier. Heâs prospecting for The Sons of Death MC. I didnât tell him I saw it. I need to talk to Jace about it. Iâm scared for Roman more than ever.
Is it Mila that tipped him over the edge, or has he already been pursuing this behind our backs? He has a motorcycle. Heâs had it for a while now. But I never thought he would join a club.
My phone goes off, and I see itâs Jace. I answer with a sigh of relief. âI need you, now.â
âThis is it, boys. Letâs start this season off by showing those Kings whoâs best.â Coach Perkins holds his clipboard as he looks over us. The locker room is abuzz. Weâve been waiting for this day.
âLakeview has been working hard, but weâve been working harder. How you feeling, Roman?â Coach looks him over, and Roman just nods as he taps the side of his helmet.
He looks like shit, but Coach would never tell him that. Heâs here, like me, for the love of the game.
I donât feel much better than Roman looks. I hardly slept. I was worried heâd broken a rib and it had pieced his lung or something, not to mention heâd snored loudly when I brought him back to my place.
Coach rambles on about defense, and Grady pounds his chest. âHell, yeah,â he cheers.
The whole locker room grows loud with the rest of the team cheering Grady on. The team loves himâheâs the glue that keeps us all together. Our captain. He is going all the way. There are college recruiters out there tonight just for him, and he received offers last year. But heâs holding out for the right one. He wonât tell us which one that is. I hope he gets the college of his dreams. Heâs a four-star recruit, so I would say the odds are high he will.
âRebels, bring it in,â Grady calls out. We bring it in, our hands all reaching toward the middle as Grady calls out, âWork hard, play hard, and victory is ours.â
âVictory is ours,â the room erupts.
âRebels on three. One! Two! Three!â Jace calls out.
The room echoes with the stomping of feet and the cheers of my fellow players. We all run out onto the field. The Rebelsâ stadium is full. A sea of red and blue surrounds us, with fans cheering their respective teams. A home game is the best way to start the season. And against none other than our rivals, the Kings of Lakeview Prep.
Nothing beats the feeling of running out onto that field. I donât think Iâll ever be able to explain it. Itâs something you have to experience firsthandâthe crowd, the anticipation, and the atmosphere. Everything about playing under the bright Friday night lights.
The cheerleaders scream our names as we run past, Emerson lapping it all up. I guess heâs over the whole Mila thing. Not that he even had a chance with her.
I jog along, stretching as I do. I look up into the stands since Mom said she would come tonight. Dad said he had to work late. Iâve come to not expect him at my games. As long as I keep my grades up, I donât see him. I canât see her, but I hope sheâs out there.
There is one blue among the sea of red, and as soon as I see her face, I stumble to a stop, Emerson crashing into me.
âWhat the fuck, dude?â he curses. But then he looks to where I spotted her.
She smiles and waves at us, but I canât see past her blue jersey for the Kings. Sheâs actually dating Asher Rossi?
I shake my head, unable to believe it. She really is. Jace had said so, he saw it. But I had hoped deep inside she wasnât. That he made a mistake. She turns to the girl beside her, and I see Asherâs number.
âHoly shit, sheâs with a King, for real?â Emerson croaks. âI thought that was a bullshit rumor. She never told me.â
I shove past Em, not caring if she told him or not. I need to find Jace, now.
I run my finger over the scar on my palm, and my eyes narrow on Asher from across the field where heâs warming up.
Gritting my teeth, I growl out to Jace.
âHeâs a dead man walking.â