We won.
I knew we would, but this has been an incredible night for the Rebels. Something happened to Roman; heâs a different person tonight. Might have been the smile he was wearing when the guys all commented on his hair and how wicked it looked. Or the person who did it for him made him smile that way.
Iâd watched her earlier from where I sat inside at lunch. I donât know if Mila realizes, but she bites her lower lip when she concentrates, and, hell, that destroys my concentration. Iâve seen her doing that a lot in art, and I have to readjust my cock each time. Hell, even now Iâm getting hard just thinking about it. The teacher has commented that Iâm behind in my work, but thatâs because Iâm too busy staring at a work of art.
Mila Hart.
Tonight, seeing her up there, cheering and screaming out to us, made me want to show off. She called my name. and I heard her over the rest of the crowd. Iâd never run so fast in my life. I was worried I would miss the catch, but I caught it, digging my heels in and running for her. Getting the touchdown for her. I played better than ever, and itâs because she was there.
I know Roman played for her too. He might say he doesnât want her, but I know he does. He wants her approval. He wants her to see him how she used to. Nothingâs changed for her either. She still watches him like she always did. Reading his face and body language and knowing what to say at the right time.
Jace, on the other hand, cocky bastard.
He changed when we got to high school. Freshman year, he shot up out of nowhere and decided to be the leader of our trio. I never fought for it. Mila had always been our leader. Wherever she went, we followed. No one ever called her that, but she was always the one who spoke up for us first. She was the first to get into fights to protect us.
So, when Jace claimed her spot, I didnât give a shit. I was happy to go along with whatever he wanted, as long as I was having fun and getting pussy. Iâd followed Jace and let him lead.
But, tonight, his passes were on point. His calls, everything. He didnât miss a beat. If there were any scouts out there, I can bet they all wrote his name down. Roman too, even though heâs made it clear that college isnât gonna happen. He plans to work at the tattoo shop with Ronnie after high school.
At least he can make that choice for himself. My dadâs still breathing down my neck about wanting me to go to Lakeview Prep. But as long as I keep my grade up, he canât force me to move. We signed a contract.
Grady had an off night for the first time ever; he hasnât been the same since we had our fight on Monday. Iâm not sure if itâs Jace or all three of us he has a problem with, but heâs hardly spoken to us.
Weâre almost back at school, and my heart is racing. I canât wait to see Mila.
When she said she was going to be home alone, then not alone, Iâd hoped she was trying to tell me something. Hell, she was flirting with me, but she had been all week. So, when I said I would meet her there, and she didnât question it, I thought for sure she wants to be alone with me. Tonight is the night Iâll tell her I want to be more than friends.
God, Iâve never just wanted to be her friend. I have always wanted more. But now that the carrot has been dangled, I want to take a bite. Jace agreed on Monday that the pact is null and void. We just had to promise not to fight with each other when she picks one of us.
If she doesnât pick me, Iâll be devastated. But Iâll try and be happy for whoever she does pick. Tryâ¦not to smash them in the face with my fist every day.
I made the rule that thereâs no talking about it. If Jace gets her, I donât want to hear how amazing her kisses are or how good she makes him feel. We all agreed on that. Thatâs how I know Roman isnât over her; he wants to kiss her again.
Heâs just scared. The fighting down at The Shed would have to stop if he did have her. The people down there are scary motherfuckers, and thatâs no place for Mila. Hell, thatâs no place for my friend, but I canât stop him.
I saw her blush tonight when I blew her a kiss from the field. And every time I turned to look at her, she was beaming. It felt good to have her looking at me like that. Hell, I have wanted her since I was a kid. Now, tonight. Itâs finally my chance. My chance to have her alone and tell her how I have fallen in love with her, again.
Not that I ever fell out of love with her. She might have broken my heart when she left, but thatâs history now. I donât want to waste time being upset over that. Hell, I donât even care if I was the last one she kissed before she left. I want to move forward with Mila, and I hope this means she does too.
I havenât said shit to the guys about where Iâm going after the game. Iâm hoping Jace is going to Zackâs party so he wonât see my car out in front of Milaâs. But I look down at the group message on my phone and realize Jace has started a new chatâ¦with the four of us, called âblood friends.â
I run my thumb over my scar; there will only ever be four of us who understand what that means. It would be creepy for someone who didnât know what that meant to see it.
Jace turns where he is seated next to me on the bus. âMy parents will be in bed, but you can come hang in my room until then.â
Iâm justâ¦I donât know what to think. He ignores my silence and glances past me across the aisle. âYou too, Roman.â
This isnât how I expected my night to go at all. All my plans have gone out the window. Weâve been in Jaceâs room for about twenty minutes already, and I havenât sat down. Iâm trying to figure out how this is gonna work. How to play this out now that theyâre both gonna be there.
Romanâs lying on Jaceâs bed with his eyes closed and his hands behind his head. He still has the braids Mila gave him. I donât think he will take them out until he has to wash his hair. He has a peaceful look on his face, and I canât begrudge the guy for wanting to go over to Milaâs. Not when he has been more himself this past week than he has in four years.
Jace looks out the window again to see if James has left. Heâs looked almost every minute. I can tell heâs eager to get over there, and it frustrates me. I canât sit here and watch this. I pace beside the bedroom door.
âSeriously, Hunter, whatâs up?â Jace asks as he closes the blinds again, turning to me.
I shrug. I canât tell them Iâm upset theyâre coming, that she invited me first. But did I just go and invite myself read the signal wrong? Itâs not fair to take it out on Jace and Roman. Itâs my fault.
âNo, tell me whatâs up with you. Youâve been pacing since we got in my room. James is still there. We have to wait like she asked. What more can I do other than go over and demand he leave his own house so three guys can have a sleepover with his daughter?â
He thinks thatâs why Iâm pacing. At least he hasnât clued into the real reason. Iâve been trying to figure out how to get her alone once we get into her house. I want to talk to her in private and tell her how I feel. Fuck, putting my heart on the line like that makes my stomach turn. Normally, I donât care if Iâm rejected by a girl. It doesnât happen often, and there is always another one there, waiting for me.
But I donât think I can handle being rejected by Mila. I donât want another girl.
I want her.
The sound of a car door has Jace looking out the window again. like a creepy fucker.
âShit, man, at least wait until heâs gone before spying on him. He might see you and change his mind about leaving,â I grumble at Jace.
He doesnât respond.
Roman rolls off the bed, and we both go to the window to see for ourselves that James is leaving. We see the headlights of her dadâs truck as it pulls out of the driveway.
âOh, shit,â Jace utters under his breath, and my eyes are drawn to Milaâs room. Fucker gets to stare into her room any time he wants, and tonight, I mutter the exact same words.
âOh, shit. Does she realize we can see her?â I ask, but itâs more to myself than them. I hear something clatter on the windowsill as Jace grabs a walkie-talkie. Oh, wow, thatâs the one they used as kids. He switches it on, and weâre greeted by white noise and a beep.
Mila pauses and looks around her room. My brows rise as she goes to her windowsill and picks up her walkie-talkie before looking over to us. Her eyes widen slightly, then she smiles and winks at us. God, I can feel that smile and wink down into my cock. But itâs not just that; itâs everything.
âSomeone putting on a show for us?â Jace says down the line to her.
She grins on the other end and takes a step back. Sheâs wearing a black lace bra and a thong again. When she spins, I can see her perky, smooth ass, and I do everything in my power to hold back my raging hard-on. But itâs impossible when she looks so fine, and I just know sheâs everything I ever wanted. Like every Christmas gift all wrapped into one sexy, smart, and sassy girl next door.
âDonât take too long jerking each other off. I have popcorn and beer.â
God, sheâs playing us. She did that on purpose. Knew we would be looking.
Well, I want to be the first to tell her how much I liked her show, and I want to see it up close and personal. I move away from the window, rearrange my junk, and grab my bag. I run out of Jaceâs house like itâs on fire. I want to be the first one to see her and maybe catch her still wearing only that black lace.
Iâm coming, Mila Hartâ¦just hopefully not in my shorts.