They kept me locked up for hours, beating the shit out of me until I passed out. Over and over, they told me I failed them, as if I didnât already know that. Theyâre out fifty grand because of my stunt last night.
They touched Mila, and I lost control. I had to put on a good show, so no one would think I threw the fight. But when they touched her, something came over me. I couldnât see anything but her being touched by them, and I wanted them dead. The assholes dumped me at the cemetery.
To âshow me where I will be buried with my girl.â
Milaâs on their radar now. They said if I donât give them fifty grand, theyâll kill her. Everythingâs fucked.
But Mom has the money. She has it there, stored away safely. Itâs not fifty grand, but I can ask Hunter or Jace for a loan. I have to keep Mila safe. If anything happens to her, I will never forgive myself.
I drag my broken body down to Mom.
I let out a strangled sob when I see her name and reach out to trace it, leaving a smear of blood where the gold of the J once was.
âMom, god. I need you.â I lay my head down on the grass. I need to close my eyes, just for a moment.
The breeze picks up, and it feels good on my hot body. Something lands on my face, and I brush it away. When the breeze picks up again, it happens for a second time. This time, I pick it off my face and pull it back to see with my eye, the one not swollen shut.
A daisy? Where did that come from? I look beside me and see another, the first one that fell on me. I push myself up and look at Mom. Is she sending me daisies? Is this a sign?
But then I see three more perched on the top of the headstone. I reach out and take one. These have been freshly picked and placed here only recently.
I hear the crunch of metal, and a scream rips through the air. My stomach drops. I look to the road before turning back to the daisies as they all fall to the ground and scatter in the breeze.
Oh god.
With every ounce of energy I have left, I run to her.
âMila?â I call out, stumbling.
My ribs are broken, and every breath I take makes my body scream in pain. I need to get to her, so I press on as fast as I can, the white spots dancing in my vision with every breath I take.
My throat is hoarse and doesnât carry far. âMila?â I call again once I make it to the narrow street in front of the cemetery.
âMila?â My throat feels like itâs closing as my vision swims.
Lying on the road is a small figure and a mangled pink bike.
.
My feet stumble, one after the other, trying to get to her. But I feel like Iâm wading through water, my body going backward. This is a nightmare; one I canât escape.
âMila?â God, answer me, tell me youâre alive.
âRoman?â her small voice carries to me.
I stumble and land beside her head, my hands hovering over her body. Blood pours from a gash on her head, her blonde hair now as red as the jersey I wear every Friday night. I donât know where to touch her, where to begin to help.
âHelp,â I cry out. âSomebody help?â
I donât have my phone, so I canât call nine-one-one.
âRoman, youâre safe. I found you.â She chokes out a sob, her big blue eyes peering up at me. I brush her hair away from her eyes, so she can see me better.
âIâm safe. You found me,â I whisper to her. Sheâs going to be okay. Sheâs strong, my beautiful Mila.
She coughs and groans. Oh, god. Blood trickles from her mouth, and I wipe it away with my thumb, as if that small act will make it all go away. As if she doesnât have internal bleeding.
I cradle her head in my hands. âKeep looking at me. Donât close your eyes.â
A woman calls out, and I turn to her. She yells to me that sheâs got help on the way.
I turn back to Mila. âHear that? Helpâs on the way. They will come fix you up. You just gotta keep breathing. You have to stay with me, Mila.â
âIâm cold.â
Her body is trembling, and I donât have anything to cover her with. I have nothing but the shorts I wore for the fight last night.
âI got you. Iâll keep you warm.â She closes her eyes and my heart drops. âMila, come on. Mila, open your eyes.â
More blood trickles from her mouth, and I let out a cry, trying to wipe it away, but itâs not stopping. I clean her face as best I can while I call her name, over and over again.
âWake up,â I cry out, and Iâm rewarded with two blue eyesâ¦and a small smile. I release a ragged breath.
âDonât do that to me, sweet girl. You scared me. I need to see your beautiful eyes. I need you here with me.â
She tries to reach out to me, and I grab her hand and hold it. Sheâs so cold. Fuck, this is really bad.
âI see you, Roman.â
âGood, just stay with me. Help is on the way.â I can hear sirens coming closer. Theyâll save her.
âKiss me,â she whispers.
âJust keep breathing. I will kiss you when youâre safe.â
âNo, I need you to kiss me, Roman.â
âWhy?â
âBecause you were my first. I want you to be my last.â
I press my lips to hers, and she lets out a small sigh. I promise this wonât be her last kiss. Sheâs gonna be fine.
I pull back from her just as the red and blue lights start to dance across her face.
Her eyes flutter closed, and her body goes limp in my arms.
Fuck, no.