I wondered if it all started after that awkward lunch.
Or maybe it began when Wi Seol-Ah made her unexpected confession.
For some reason, Wi Seol-Ah had started acting a little different.
After my afternoon training and lecture, as I rested, I could feel someone watching me.
I looked around, trying to figure out what it was, when I noticed a head poking out from the crack in the door.
âHmm?â
I squinted, focusing on the door. The initial shock faded as I recognized a familiar face.
Of course I did, it was Wi Seol-Ah after all.
At first, I thought I was seeing things, but it was really her.
What was she doing?
I wasnât the only one who noticed herâmy roommates were staring in the same direction, equally puzzled.
Wi Seol-Ah was already attracting attention from others as she was the descendant of one of the Heavenly Venerables.
On top of that, her growing beauty had made her a target for some unsavory characters.
It was understandable, though.
How could she not, looking like that?
Though personally, I missed the days when she still had some baby fat in her cheeks.
âBrother?â
As Pe Woocheol noticed, he called out my name.
âI know.â
Slide.
I stood up as soon as our eyes met.
She was obviously here for me.
I would be hurt if that wasnât the case⦠but surely, I was right.
Wi Seol-Ah flinched when I approached, but thankfully, she didnât run this time.
She always used to bolt, but at least now she was staying put.
Is she some kind of a wild animal?
It was that difficult to approach her.
Smirking to myself, I stepped closer to Wi Seol-Ah and asked,
âWhat are you doing here?â
âAhâ¦!â
âWhat do you mean âAhâ?â
Why was she acting all surprised when weâd just made eye contact?
Her reaction showed that her eyes were still as big as ever.
Though they had a sharpness now, gradually resembling the ones I remembered from my past life.
Yet, her behavior showed me she was still different from the Celestial Sword I once knew.
âDo you have anything you want to say to me?â
âNo, itâs not like that.â
Her hair swayed with every shake of her head.
In just a few years, her once-short hair had grown long.
Now reaching all the way to her waist.
As I gazed at the strands of brown hair streaked with gold, Wi Seol-Ah spoke.
âI just wanted to see youâ¦â
Her words pierced right through my chest.
I never expected to hear that from Wi Seol-Ah.
ââ¦â
Her words left me speechless.
Before I could recover, Wi Seol-Ah took advantage of my shock and ran off, disappearing right after she finished speaking.
Why does she run away every time I try to say something back?
Maybe she really is a wild animal?
This wasnât the only time Wi Seol-Ah ran away.
Weâd meet occasionally during training, but she always bolted after just a few words.
But at least now, it felt like she was trying to make an effort.
It was better than before, since she wasnât running away immediately like before.
Still, her constant peeking at me was getting a little unnerving.
Why was she acting that way?
My head was already filled with conflicted thoughts thanks to what happened in the morning.
Yet, the culprit herself was acting that wayâ¦
Was she trying to make me even more flustered?
If that was the case, she was successful in doing so.
Thanks to her, I was more conflicted than ever.
With group training done for the day, it was time for my individual session.
Normally, Iâd eat with the others around this time, but tonight I decided to skip dinner since everyone seemed busy.
I figured my recent bouts of spacing out were due to a lack of training, so in a way, this was for the best.
I rarely missed a chance to catch up with the others during mealtime, so it had been a while since we hadnât met due to conflicting schedules.
Moyong Hi-ah had been busy lately, saying she had some business to take care of, while Tang Soyeol mentioned she had plans to meet up with Peng Ah-hee.
Namgung Bi-ah casually mentioned she was having dinner with Gu Yeonseo, which came out of nowhere.
Wait, since when were they close to each other?
Could I even say that they got closer?
Iâd heard they were grouped together, and it seemed they spent a lot of time together because of it.
Iâd been a little worried about Gu Yeonseo, so I was relieved Namgung Bi-ah was with her.
I heard from the rumors that Namgung Bi-ah had a high position in her group.
Though that was predictable, considering how the biggest talent of the group was bound to become the most famous.
It was the same for others too.
Swooshâ¦
The heat from my body dispersed into the cool wind.
Right now, I was in the field behind the Heavenly Dragon Academy.
The training grounds were obviously packed, and if I went there, Iâd probably just end up watching Pe Woocheol train or making Gu Jeolyub roll around.
So, I decided to find a quiet spot to train on my own.
Squish.
I circulated my Qi through my Dantian, checking its condition.
The amount of Qi I possessed remained the same.
Even with my recent focus on Mind Arts, my Qi hadnât progressed much.
That was understandableâmy Qi level was comparable to a Fusion Realm martial artist, and given how much Iâd consumed, it was difficult to push it further in my current state.
What about my body though?
Itâs hollow.
Iâd torn through and regenerated my body countless times, aiming to strengthen my foundation. It was stronger than others my age, but only just.
I still lacked compared to other Peak Realm martial artists.
Iâd only reached this stage thanks to my past lifeâs experience and the sheer volume of Qi I possessed. It allowed me to build a tall, though unstable, tower.
It wasnât a tower that would fall easily, but that didnât necessarily mean that it was built well.
Tsk.
It meant that if I ran out of Qiâthe foundation of this towerâit could still collapse.
I could fix that by training my body and strengthening it, but that would take too long.
A full-body transformation was the only real solution, but even that wasnât a perfect option.
Unfortunately, I wasnât in a position to even consider that right now.
What should I do?
The heat of my Qi still coursed through my body.
I kept channeling it through my middle Dantian, then up to my top Dantian.
It at least feels like the path became smoother.
The process was far smoother than when Iâd first tried channeling Qi to my top Dantian.
But even now, I could barely reach it, let alone break through.
Why though?
I couldnât understand.
Why was this all I could manage?
My Qi alone wasnât enough to break through.
And just trying to reach my top Dantian nearly drained my Qi completely.
It only confused me more.
Itâs not like I lack Qi though.
I definitely had more than enough Qi.
The fact that I felt like I was running out when trying to reach my top Dantian meant the problem lay elsewhere.
I believed that it was a problem with my mind.
Something in my mind was stopping the Qi from reaching my top Dantian.
What was the problem?
My mind was a mess of conflicting thoughts, making it impossible to pinpoint the issue.
First, it was my lack of Qi after regressing. Now, it was a mental block.
I didnât know why I ran into problems every time.
âSighâ¦â
With a heavy sigh, I pulled my Qi back into my Dantian.
The cold winter breeze hit me once my body cooled down.
As steam puffed from my mouth in the cold air, I turned and called out,
âItâs cold, so come here.â
ââ¦!â
I noticed a figure flinch behind the trees.
âStop peeking and get over here.â
I gestured with my hand, and the figure slowly revealed themselves.
Of course, it was Wi Seol-Ah.
It was almost endearing, watching her approach slowly but surely.
I channeled my Qi to warm the air around us as she got closer.
âIs it a hobby?â
âHuhâ¦?â
âIâm asking if peeking became your hobby.â
âN-No.â
âThen why have you been acting like this all day?â
ââ¦â
âWhy do you keep peeking at me like that?â
I grabbed Wi Seol-Ahâs cheeks with both hands and gave them a playful tug as I finished speaking.
âOuighâ¦!?â
Wi Seol-Ah eyes widened in shock, clearly not expecting me to actually pull her cheeks.
She didnât have as much baby fat on her cheeks as before, but I could still pinch them easily.
It was almost fascinating how much I could stretch them, given how slender her face was now.
âThe thing you said to me in the morning too. Are you trying to harass me?â
Wi Seol-Ahâs eyes widened at my words.
I then released her cheeks.
I hadnât pinched too hard, but Wi Seol-Ah still rubbed her cheeks, wincing from the slight sting.
âWhy have you been acting this way?â
I wondered what she was up to.
I had no clue what was going through Wi Seol-Ahâs mind, but there had to be a reason for her strange behavior.
I needed to know what it was.
After hesitating for a moment, Wi Seol-Ah finally answered, her eyes trembling.
ââ¦T-They told me that this would work.â
âThis would work? Who told you that?â
ââ¦They said that I would successfully charm you if I keep staring at you like thisâ¦â
Charm?
Did she just say the word charm?
The word charm came out from Wi Seol-Ahâs mouth?
ââ¦Charm?â
I repeated the word in my head three times, still not understanding, so I said it aloud.
It wasnât a word I ever expected to hear from Wi Seol-Ah, no matter how I looked at it.
Maybe she realized that too, or maybe she was just embarrassed, because she quickly turned her head away.
âWait, so you kept peeking at me the whole day trying to charm me?â
ââ¦â
ââ¦Just how is that charming?â
The only âcharmâ Iâd ever experienced was during battle in my past life, but even then, I knew it took a lot more than just staring to charm someone.
Sure, maybe someone like Moyong Hi-ah, with her seductive eyes, could pull that off, but Wi Seol-Ah didnât have that kind of expression.
Just where did she learn such a thing from?
It all sounded ridiculous.
Perhaps,
Wi Seol-Ah was beautiful enough to charm a man just with a glance.
But to think Wi Seol-Ah would actually try to do something like thatâ¦
â¦Nah, there is no way.
Yes, that certainly wasnât the case.
Also, charm?
Wherever she learned it from, if Wi Seol-Ah was really trying to charm me,
â¦
My brain stalled for a second.
I couldnât think anymore.
How had things ended up like this?
I fumbled for a response when she suddenly said,
ââ¦It seemed like this didnât work, so Iâll try something else next time.â
âWhat?â
Her words snapped me back to reality.
Something else next time�
âWhat are you going to do? Wait, what are you even doing now?â
I had no idea what Wi Seol-Ah was up to.
She confessed she liked me in the morning, and now she was trying to charm me.
I asked, genuinely confused by what she was after. Wi Seol-Ahâs expression hardened, the shakiness in her eyes gone.
âTrying hard.â
âTrying hard?â
âYes, Iâm trying hard. I couldnât afford to do nothing, so Iâm doing this at the very least. So please⦠donât hate me for it.â
Her words, along with that soft smile, pierced straight into my chest.
I couldnât bring myself to respond.
I couldnât tell her there was no way I could hate her.
It wouldâve been better if I did manage to tell her that though.
Because of that, my mind was filled with fog which led to a headache.
Not unbearable, but uncomfortable enough.
As I felt that sensation, Wi Seol-Ah spoke again.
âMaster Gu.â
âHmm?â
Wi Seol-Ah spoke to me.
ââ¦Can I try hugging you?â
Her words caught me off guard, spoken in a careful, hesitant tone.
I hadnât expected it, though it was something Iâd heard from her beforeâlong ago, in my past life.
-In times like this⦠just please hug me.
She probably didnât remember this.
I was pretty sure that only I remembered this happening.
Before I could respond, Wi Seol-Ah moved.
She rushed into my arms.
She had grown a bit, but she was still much smaller than me, completely enveloped by my frame.
I hesitated, unsure if I should wrap my arms around her, but then I felt her body trembling slightly.
I wasnât able to win against her, so I tapped her back lightly.
It was all I could do for her at the moment.
How ironic.
I knew that I had so many things to say to her, but I chose to keep my mouth shut in the end.
I couldnât do or say anything until I took care of at least one of the burdens weighing on me.
It was a choice I had to makeânot just for myself, but for everyone around me.
With that thought, I finally spoke, my voice strained.
ââ¦Could you please loosen up a bit? I might die.â
As usual, Wi Seol-Ahâs grip was tight and unrelenting, making it hard to breathe.
ââ¦No.â
But she strictly denied my request, so I decided to endure it as I didnât want to ask twice.
After a few minutes, Wi Seol-Ah finally loosened her grip, darting off and vanishing before I could figure out how to handle the situation.
******************
Under the soft light of the moon filtering through the windows, Peng Ah-hee, a blood relative of the Peng Clanâone of the Four Noble Clansâmade her way forward, carrying a warm teacup.
She was heading to see her friend.
When she reached her destination, she found Tang Soyeol gazing out the window, a cool breeze blowing in.
âWhat are you doing?â
âOh, you came?â
Tang Soyeol smiled when she saw Peng Ah-hee with the tea in her hands.
âIs something outside?â
âHmm? No, I just heard that the night sky is pretty.â
Peng Ah-hee glanced out the window, expecting a beautiful night sky, but only saw a few faint starsânothing remarkable.
She gave Tang Soyeol a curious look, then set the teacup down on the table.
âYouâve also been eating less recently. Are you feeling okay?â
âI havenât had much of an appetite lately.â
Tang Soyeol replied, taking a sip of her tea.
Peng Ah-heeâs expression shifted as she asked,
âDid Master Gu do something?â
âCoughâ¦â
Tang Soyeol choked on her tea, coughing it out after hearing Peng Ah-hee.
Peng Ah-hee calmly wiped the table, clearly used to this reaction.
âWhâ¦What are you talking about, Ah-hee?â
âJudging by that face of yours drunk in emotion, I concluded that that was the case. Am I wrong?â
ââ¦â
Tang Soyeol hesitated for a moment after hearing Peng Ah-heeâs question.
ââ¦You are half correct.â
âI knew it. Should I go beat him up for you?â
âN-Noâ¦! My Master Gu doesnât go easy just because his opponent is a girlâ¦!â
âYou speak as if you are certain that Iâll lose⦠That hurts me a lot you knowâ¦?â
Despite her words, Peng Ah-hee knew the truth.
Gu Yangcheon, now known as the True Dragon, was the top of his generation.
There was no way she could take him on, especially without a title of her own.
ââ¦I just, feel kind of pathetic.â
âAll of a sudden?â
Peng Ah-hee opened her eyes widely upon hearing Tang Soyeol.
The Poison Phoenix, the first masterpiece of the Tang Clan, feeling pathetic?
It was absurd.
âWhy do you feel that way?â
âI just do.â
Though Tang Soyeol smiled as she spoke, her eyes betrayed a sense of emptiness.
âMaster Gu is quite popular, you know.â
ââ¦Uh, yes.â
It wasnât something Peng Ah-hee could understand, but she had to admit that Gu Yangcheon was incredibly popular with girls.
Each and every girl around him all came from incredible backgrounds.
âBi-ah sis too.â
The Sword Dancer, a future candidate for the Sword Queen.
âYoung Lady Moyong as well.â
She might not be much of a martial artist, but the Snow Phoenix excelled in other areas.
âAnd Seol-Ah.â
Then there was Wi Seol-Ah, descendant of the Sword Venerable.
â¦It really is strange.
Peng Ah-hee felt a shock each time she thought about it.
She just couldnât understand why such incredible girls were always around Gu Yangcheon.
Though I feel like Iâm starting to understand recently.
The Gu Yangcheon of the past was a reckless troublemaker, and she wouldâve tried to steer Tang Soyeol away from him. But now⦠Gu Yangcheon seemed different.
He still had a rough personality, but he wasnât acting that way towards the girls that liked him.
And his martial prowess was a point of pride for them.
Becoming the youngest to reach Peak Realm in history was an accomplishment any clan would covetâit hinted at the potential to become the future Zenith.
Even the Poison King who loved Tang Soyeol, would shed tears of blood.
â¦Though his reaction would be a bit different if he learned that Gu Yangcheon had other girls around him besides Soyeol.
He would try to poison Gu Yangcheon to death as soon as he see him.
Peng Ah-hee was certain.
Setting that aside, Tang Soyeol was feeling inadequate compared to them.
âWhy do you think that way? You also- â
âI know that there isnât a need for me to feel that way, but I canât help but feel that way you know?â
Tang Soyeol kept the smile on her face.
âI know I shouldnât compare myself to them, but I do anyway. I have nothing besides the Poison Phoenix title.â
Despite saying pitiful words, Tang Soyeol sipped her tea with a calm expression.
Peng Ah-hee often found it impressive how Soyeol could speak so gently while belittling herself.
She felt that she would be very hurt if she was in Tang Soyeolâs shoes.
âSâ¦o? Are you going to give up on Master Gu?â
âHmm?â
Tang Soyeol tilted her head at the question..
Peng Ah-hee now was confused seeing her reaction.
Wasnât that what she was trying to hint?
âWhy would I give up on Master Gu?â
âWas that not what you were trying to say? I thought⦠you were saying that you lacked compared to others, so that you are giving up.â
Tang Soyeol chuckled at Peng Ah-heeâs assumption.
âI guess thatâs not it then?â
âNope, it is not.â
After a long, soft laugh, Tang Soyeol turned her gaze to the moon.
âGive up? If I was going to give up, I wouldâve done it long ago. Iâve always known Iâm not on Seol-Ahâs level or the othersâ.â
âThen?â
âBecause I lacked, I found myself looking for a different path.â
âDifferent path?â
âYes. I can fulfill it my own way.â
Peng Ah-hee couldnât quite grasp what Tang Soyeol meant by âfulfilling it her own way.â
There was something different about the way she smiled as she spoke.
Hadnât she come here to complain?
âAh-hee.â
âHmm?â
Tang Soyeol turned to look directly at Peng Ah-hee.
âCould you help me?â
Tang Soyeol had very calm eyes as she said those words.