What the hell did this crazy old man just say?
"Did he just ask me to⦠touch him?"
A wave of revulsion surged through me, and I instinctively scratched at my ears, hoping Iâd misheard.
But judging by the Hermitâs utterly ruined expression, I wasnât the only one whoâd heard it.
One look at his face told me everything. He was clearly thinking the same thing I was.
And as expectedâ
âYou senile fool⦠have you lost your mind?â
The Hermit bluntly voiced what Iâd wanted to say, and it was oddly satisfying. Not that it made any of this easier to digest.
"Touch him? Has he truly lost it?"
From what Iâd heard, Namgung Myungâs lingering consciousness remained in Thunder Fang, a manifestation of his unresolved attachment. But after centuries of confinement, had he finally gone insane?
[Myung⦠Myung-ahâ¦]
Meanwhile, Noyaâs mournful voice grated on my nerves.
ââ¦Noya, your friend is still here. Well, heâs dead, but heâs still⦠here.â
It sounded like Noya was reminiscing, so I tried to point out the obvious.
[Hah, what nonsense are you spouting, kid? Where could Myung possibly be?]
âRight therââ
[Donât tell me youâre mistaking that perverted lunatic for Myung? Ha! Impossible.]
ââ¦â
Ah.
It seemed Noya had chosen to deny reality.
Though Namgung Myungâs spirit lingered as a manifestation of his regrets, Noya was adamant that it wasnât him.
ââ¦Well, great.â
Frankly, I didnât want to believe it either. But having heard it firsthand, there was no going back.
[Please⦠I beg youâ¦]
Namgung Myungâs pitiful voice kept pleading.
What the hell was going on?
"Shit⦠what am I even supposed to call this?"
The emotions boiling inside me were too complicated to name. One thing was certainâit wasnât a good feeling.
Of all the things to happen, I never thought Iâd be harassed like this by a dead man. Forcing down the shivers running up my spine, I addressed Namgung Myung.
ââ¦Whatâs wrong with you? Are youâ¦?â
I bit back the words completely insane and substituted another question.
âAre you in pain or something?â
Could lingering spirits even feel pain? I had no idea. But at the very least, Namgung Myungâs current state was far from normal.
How could anyone look at this and call it sane?
[Childâ¦! Pleaseâ¦!]
"What the hell is your problem?"
It was getting downright terrifying.
If a young woman had said this, Iâd still be creeped out. But having a long-dead old man beg me to touch him? That was on another level.
âOh, for crying out loud, what is wrong with you?â
I instinctively took a step back, unable to hide my disgust.
Noticing my reaction, Namgung Bi-ah gave me a puzzled look and asked, ââ¦Whatâs wrongâ¦?â
âWhatâs wrong? This old man isââ
I stopped mid-sentence, suddenly noticing her expression. Something wasnât right.
âYouâ¦.â
ââ¦?â
âCanât you hear anything?â
Namgung Bi-ah tilted her head in confusion. She couldnât hear Namgung Myungâs voice?
ââ¦She wielded Thunder Fang, though?â
She had just held the sword, fully manifesting its blade. Yet she claimed not to hear Namgung Myungâs voice?
âWhat kind of situation is this?â
While I was reeling from this unexpected revelation, Namgung Myung spoke again, his voice weary but resolute.
[That descendant may have been acknowledged by Thunder Fang, but not by me.]
âWhat does that even mean?â
Acknowledged by Thunder Fang but not by him? Werenât they essentially the same thing?
[Even if Thunder Fang accepts her, unless I choose to let my voice reach her, she wonât hear it.]
So she could use the sword even without his acknowledgment?
âThatâs actually better, isnât it?â
Given Namgung Myungâs personality, it was probably a blessing in disguise that Namgung Bi-ah couldnât hear him.
But then againâ
ââ¦Tsk.â
For Namgung Bi-ah to grow stronger, she needed his power.
Even if the Hermit guided her with Namgung family techniques, it wouldnât match the benefit of learning directly from Namgung Myung himself.
So the question lingered.
ââ¦Why wonât you acknowledge her?â
Namgung Bi-ah had more than enough talent.
She wasnât lacking in ability, nor had she abandoned the Namgung family like the Hermit had.
She was an ideal candidate to wield the sword. So why wouldnât he accept her?
When I posed the question, Namgung Myungâs answer was blunt.
[Why should I tell you?]
Hah.
âOh, this old manâs got some nerve.â
Even while pleading for help, he clung to his pride. It was almost amusing.
I couldnât help but smirk.
This situation was unexpectedly entertaining.
âSeems like you need something from me. Are you sure this is the right way to ask for it?â
[â¦]
If someone handed me leverage on a silver platter, Iâd be foolish not to use it.
Sure, his desperate begging was nauseating, but if he wanted my help that badly, he shouldâve approached me differently.
And more importantlyâ
âI need to understand why heâs acting like this.â
I needed to know his motives.
Why was he so desperate? And could helping him backfire on me somehow?
[â¦You littleâ¦]
Realizing heâd handed me the upper hand, Namgung Myungâs frustration was palpable. But it was too late.
âIf youâre not going to explain, thatâs fine. Just donât expect me to do anything for you.â
My meaning was clear: no answers, no help.
[â¦Grit.]
I could hear the sound of his teeth grinding in frustration.
That reaction told me all I needed to know.
âHeâs really desperate.â
For him to endure this humiliation without giving up, his situation must have been dire.
What could possibly drive him to this point?
âDid I do something?â
I couldnât recall anything.
The only interaction Iâd had with Thunder Fang was briefly wielding it earlier.
That alone had wrecked my body, and I was still feeling the aftereffects.
Given my current state, I had no reason to use the sword again, let alone help him.
In other wordsâ
âHeâll need to give me a reason.â
Just as I was wondering if his pride would allow it, Namgung Myung finally spoke.
[â¦That childâs sword⦠it isnât for herself.]
âWhat do you mean?â
[A sword should be a reflection of the self. But when she held Thunder Fang, I could see where her path was leading.]
He seemed to be referring to when Namgung Bi-ah had used the sword.
[Her conviction is unwavering, and Thunder Fang resonated with that. But I did not.]
Despite his earlier fatigue, Namgung Myungâs voice now carried a strange fervor.
His words were laced with conflicting emotions.
[A sword meant for others⦠I refuse to lend my power to someone who walks that path.]
[Noya, youâ¦!]
ââ¦Noya, hold on.â
Noya, clearly agitated by Namgung Myung's words, opened his mouth to speak, but I quickly stopped him in my mind.
A sword meant for others.
What Namgung Myung lamented was, in the end, a reflection of his own lifeâone lived for the sake of the world.
âOr rather, itâs the lingering regret he left behind thatâs lamenting.â
It might seem like splitting hairs, but the distinction probably didnât matter much.
Regardless of how Namgung Myung himself had disappeared, I felt I was starting to understand why he refused to acknowledge Namgung Bi-ah.
A sword not for oneself but for another.
If Namgung Bi-ah was cultivating such a sword, the question then was: For whom was it intended?
I already knew the answer.
âMe.â
Considering her vow to protect me and her intention to journey to the North Sea, even an idiot like me couldnât fail to see the truth.
If Namgung Myung saw that as a problem, thoughâ
âThen whatâs your point?â
[â¦What?]
Frankly, it wasnât my business.
While I didnât exactly want Namgung Bi-ah to put herself on the line for me, the fact that her resolve had led to this situation just made it all the more irritating.
âSo, youâre throwing a tantrum because sheâs kind-hearted, and you donât like it?â
[How dare you speak like thatâ]
âWhy not? Itâs true.â
Though my words were harsh, they werenât wrong.
Riled up, I spoke sharply, and out of the corner of my eye, I saw Namgung Bi-ahâs widened eyes.
I had tried to hold back, given her presence, but Namgung Myung was pushing all my buttons.
âThe so-called ancestor of the Namgung family⦠acting no better than a petulant child.â
[You insolentâ!]
Watching Noya sighing at Namgung Myungâs antics, I got the distinct impression that the real Namgung Myungâthe man Noya once knewâwas nothing like this.
This spirit, this lingering regret, was probably just a bundle of raw emotions left behind.
If thatâs what had kept him intact all these years, I could understand.
But even soâ
âIâm not dealing with that crap.â
Senile old men were a dime a dozen.
My head was already pounding, and I didnât have the patience to entertain this nonsense.
Though Iâd initially planned to investigate his behavior, I realized it would be easier to cut my losses here.
Turning to the trembling, furious Namgung Myung, I spoke:
âYou said you need me.â
[â¦I did.]
I didnât know why he needed me, but his urgency was undeniable.
âThen promise to properly teach her. If you do, Iâll help you.â
I wasnât going to do this for free.
[Youâ¦!]
Namgung Myungâs voice grew darker. Maybe he hadnât expected me to strike a bargain, but that was his problem.n/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
[Youâre saying youâd resort to blackmail?]
I laughed.
âWell, this old manâs got a sense of humor.â
If heâd known me longer, he wouldnât find this surprising.
[Whatâs so funnyâ]
âWhat else would you call it? And honestly, itâs less blackmail and more⦠negotiation. We both get something out of it.â
Iâll do what you ask, and youâll give me what I want.
It wasnât complicated.
âIâm tired and want to sleep, so just answer. Yes or no?â
[â¦Grit.]
Namgung Myung ground his teeth audibly, but I already knew what his answer would be.
The only thing that bothered me wasâ
âI probably went a little too hard on him.â
Not that I felt bad for Namgung Myung.
If anything, I felt guilty toward Noya. Berating his old friend like thisâ¦
[Friend? Who are you talking about?]
Ah. Heâd already disowned Namgung Myung in his mind.
Seeing Noya genuinely confused erased any lingering guilt I had. Good riddance.
The Hermit stood there with an indescribable expression, staring at Thunder Fang, while Namgung Bi-ah, completely out of the loop, glanced around nervously.
As I waited for Namgung Myungâs answer, the seconds dragged on.
Finally, he spoke:
[â¦Iâll teach her.]
âWhat was that? Didnât quite catch it, senior.â
[â¦I said Iâll teach her how to wield the sword properly. Now grab me already.]
âOh, I didnât hear you.â
[How can you not hear me when Iâm speaking so clearly!]
I shrugged. âWell, she canât hear you, can she?â
[â¦!]
I gestured toward Namgung Bi-ah, who still seemed oblivious to his voice.
This needed to be addressed.
[Sighâ¦.]
Realizing my point, Namgung Myung let out a reluctant sigh before turning to Namgung Bi-ah.
[Can you hear me now?]
ââ¦!â
Namgung Bi-ahâs startled reaction was⦠unexpectedly cute.
[There. Satisfied?]
As soon as I heard him, I retrieved Thunder Fang from the Hermit.
I wanted to get this over with as quickly as possible.
Vrrrum!
The moment I gripped the blade, I felt my energy being drained.
[Ahhâ¦!]
Namgung Myung let out an audible sigh of relief, one so unsettling I wanted to throw the sword away immediately.
But I held back.
âSo thatâs why he wanted me to grab it⦠to absorb my energy?â
A significant amount of my energy was being drawn out, steadily but surely.
[Haaahhh!]
âUgh. Gross.â
Hearing an old man groan like that made my skin crawl.
Finally, as the draining sensation subsided, I glared at Namgung Myung.
âWhy the hell are you doing this?â
Though his voice was clearer now, his explanation didnât make me feel any better.
[â¦Because you poured your energy into Thunder Fang earlier.]
I nodded slightly. That tracked with my earlier use of the sword.
But stillâ
âWhy is that a problem?â
[â¦I know the reason. I just didnât expect to experience it firsthand.]
At least he knew. Sighing, I handed Thunder Fang back to the Hermit, who didnât look thrilled to take it.
If my ancestor had acted like this, Iâd feel pretty disillusioned too.
Once heâd steadied his breathing, Namgung Myung finally spoke again.
[â¦The reaction is tied to something I suspect.]
âWell, itâs a bit late to sound so serious now, donât you think?â
[Let me ask you something, child.]
His voice had returned to its original, cold tone. I was about to brush it off whenâ
[What is your connection to the Blood Demon?]
His words made my brow furrow deeply.