32.Can't resist?!

"Holy shoot. The car need to stop now. What the timing?" I slammed my hand on the steering wheel sounding frustrated.

It's 8 at night and the rain is pouring so hard that I couldn't see outside the window clearly and the night has become cold and dark. I have just driven from hospital to the mansion and now my car broke down few steps away from the mansion.

I looked for an umbrella at the back but to my poor luck I didn't have one. I then grabbed my phone and scrolled I through the contacts but I haven't got number of any of the staff to whom I could call and asked to bring me the umbrella so my thumb stop on one contact and that is the jerk, I forced my finger to tap the call button as he was the only one who could send someone for my rescue but that jerk phone was busy.

I rolled my eyes as he would never be of any help for me then I think of calling the mechanic but due to heavy rainfall he too can't reach here. So I looked outside to see a soul wandering around but there was only the loud sound of rain striking against my car window and the thunderstorm added more to the frightening night.

So grabbing my mobile and stuffing it into my leather bag I turn off the car engine and opened the car door holding the bag and key. I then hurriedly locked the car and literally ran towards the mansion door.

I was soaked from head to toe due to the heavy rain when I have just walk four steps. I tried not to feel irritated due to the wet clothes clinging to my skin and tried to walk steady in my sandal which was difficult due to the rain on the road.

"Haaaa -cheee." I sneezed out loud when I place a foot at the main door soaking from head to toe.

"What the fuck? Why were you out in rain? Bring the towel Roan." I heard Shaub pissed voice coming from the left.

But I ignored his question and walked ahead but he place the towel on my head or literally threw it stopping few steps away from me.

"Roan! Pass these key to Mr.Walt. I forgot to gave him." I handed the key to him dropping my bag on the floor.

I then wiped my face with the towel and wrapped it around my upper body as I could see the jerk glaring at Roan who was staring at my soaked clothes.

"Mam dinner will up till you get down." Lia, the maid said coming in the view.

"It's Shalifa, Lia. Thanks but I have already eaten." With that I picked up my bag from the floor and climbed up the stairs to go to my room.

I closed the door dropping the bag on the side table and went to take a warm bath. I added extra bubble and maintaining the hot temperature strip of my clothes to take a bath.

The hot water soothed my skin and I relaxed for a while. I have already told Mr.Waltz to send my car to the garage so tomorrow I need to take a cab.

After a long relaxing hot bath I put on the robe and went to the walk in closet but to my dismay there was only few of my clothes which I don't wear usually.

So I searched for my pajamas but the shelf was empty. I walked out to my room and was about to call Lia when I saw Shaub standing near the door frame with his hands shoved into the pant pocket.

"What are you doing here?" I asked with a knitted eyebrow.

"Seems like you have a relaxing hot shower." He said with a smirk ignoring my question and eye me up and down.

"It's none of your business and mind saying where are my clothes?" I placed my hands on the hips and narrowed my eyes at him.

"Come with me." Shaub said over his shoulder while walking to his room.

"Why?" I yelled at him while standing near the edge of the bed.

"Come inside if you don't want to catch cold by not wearing your clothes."He shouted opening his room door and walked inside.

I then stomped my foot like a child and with a huff I enter his room. His room was bigger than mine and the wall were painted with grey color.

The king size bed was at the center of the room with a portrait of him at the wall above. There was a nightstand at the both sides with a lamp and the flat screen opposite to the bed. And there was only a dresser and a few drawers in the name of furniture along with a spacious balcony.

I was staring at his room when I hear some rustling sound coming from the side. I looked for him but I didn't see him so when I walked towards the direction where the sound was coming from, I saw a walk in closet which was like a show room with every style clothes and accessories available.

"Here." Shaub pointed to the shelf as I approached him and found my pj hang on one of the shelf.

I then took the pj and looked around to find my clothes hang on the shelf. I double check my pj to see if it's really mine and the dark blue scarf which was made for only me with a unique design by Bel hang near the jacket cleared my suspicion.

"What are you doing with my clothes?" I shouted at him clutching the pj in my arms.

"Your belongings and clothes has been shifted here in my room." He said the last word a bit loud.

"Why are my belongings shifted here?" I asked in the same tone.

"You are staying in my room as grandpa has come. I had already told you that he is suspicious about the marriage and I don't want to creat more problems." He said taking his coat off and hang on the shelf.

"When did Nicho arrived? He didn't call me." I mumbled looking anywhere but at him.

"He didn't call me too. It was a sudden visit and he is resting now. He will talk to you during breakfast." He said opening the third button of his shirt.

I hmm in response but sharing the room with the jerk made me to make faces. I just couldn't tolerate speaking to him for a minute and here I need to stay in a same room as he. It's good that I will be busy in the hospital so I don't need to spend much time here.

"Ooo..." I screamed when I saw Shaub's naked upper body and he was opening his belt.

"Don't know anything of the word privacy." I said glaring at him.

"You're the one invading my privacy, my love. Can't resist the view?" He said with a smirk when I was staring at his well defined torso.

"Umm...I can't resist to puke." I muttered sprinting towards the door which I assume to be the bathroom and it was the one which look more fascinating than the room with modern appliance.

I then locked the door and went to the sink. I took a long breath looking at the mirror and remembered to change the clothes.

I took the robe off and wore my pj. The images of Shaub's naked torso flashes on my mind and I couldn't help but to admire his well sculpted body. I wouldn't tell him that as it would boost his ego more and he would find other things to mock me.

Shaking my head I went out of the bathroom and collide with a wall. It's hard and it's-move. Wait! Wall is a non living thing which is fixed at a place and....I'm sounding stupid.

"Stupid? Umm..it's your second name." A not so famous voice said with a chuckle standing one step away from me only in his sweat pants hung lower at his waist.

"Are you doing a part time job of a priest getting bored of being the stupid billionaire ?" I said sarcastically.

"Oh love. I can become anything you want." He pulled me in a swift placing his hand on my waist and whispered in his sexy voice near my ear.

"I.." I was still as if my brain had stopped working and no words came out from my mouth.

His warm breath made me shiver and he slightly nibble on my earlobe. I so wanted to push him but my hands were frozen as my body was liking his touch.

He slowly fan his breath on my left cheek and place kiss on my jaw. My heart was beating loudly and I was like a robot waiting for the command. His kiss made me feel giddy and I gained my consciousness and placed my hand on his bare chest.

I then felt his muscle tense at my touch like it burns him, which I was feeling when he was placing kiss on my ear but then he relax and I looked at him to find him already staring at me.

We stand in that position looking intensely at each other. I was feeling cold but the closeness give me unknown kind of warmth. I wouldn't tolerate someone touching me inappropriately but with him it's different.

My mind reminded me that he is a problem but my body find it as a solution. His touch burn me but in a good way and I forget everything about right and wrong.

I just don't like guy company much, not that I'm interested in girls but it's just to protect my fragile heart. I'm so god damn emotional that I feel insecure about my heart as it is the key to my weakness.

I have seen Bella crying over her ex after break up and it takes a lot to move on. As a bff I have been with her in her happiness and sorrow so I always bought her choco chips to brighten her mood to let her move on.

Seeing my bff crying over some guys made me feel disgusted as they just play with someone feelings and I know Bell too need to be responsible but she gave her full into their relation and in the end she get rejected badly.

I always tell her that she shouldn't be in a harmful relation but she tell me that she is testing the relation. She wants to experience it and it makes her happy. I too have tried dating but it didn't work for me.

The longest was for four days and that was during my high school summer vacation. He was eye catching with a over sweetness that want to get on my pants. And since then I have only met with the guys but didn't went on a real date.

Bell has tried boyfriend hunt for me but none of the guys made me feel special. I mean like some kind of special feeling which are said in a romantic novels and movies.

I believe in love and I want the love like my parents have for each other and my grands had even though one left the world earlier. I want to grow old with that one person, have kids, share happiness, pain, sorrow and everything that life has store for me.

Let's just say that I'm waiting for certain someone not a prince charming but a man who would love me till death. Someone who would support me even he isn't with me and made me feel safe like a family. I don't know if that man would come when I would be taking my last breath.

Or you just need to open your inner eyes to find that person.

"See you can't resist me?" A husky and seductive voice broke the chain of thought.

"If it helps you go to the dreamland then yes." I said rolling my eyes to avoid the further reddening of my cheek and he went towards the bed and lie down.

"Where I'm sleeping?" I asked looking for the sofa.

"On the bed." He said while patting the matters beside him.

"And you?" I walked towards the bed and stopped at the edge.

"Come on love. It's not that we haven't share the bed and the bed is large enough to accommodate your weight. But if you snore or cuddle then I wouldn't say the same. The floor will be your bed." He turned off the lamp before I could argue and slept on the left side.

I did not want to share the bed but I don't want to catch cold so I lie down on the right side maintaining a large distance as much as I can and closed my eyes to have a good sleep.

"Please don't leave me. Please mooo....m." I heard someone sob and yelled out loud.

And I ignored it thinking I'm hearing things but then the sound become louder and I felt the bed sheets moving.

So I opened my eyes and find it to be sometime in midnight.

I then hear the noise which disturb my beauty sleep and find Shaub stirring in his sleep while mumbling loudly. It seems that he was having a bad dream and the moon light let me see a lone tear escape from his eye.

His situation made me feel sad not out of pity but something inside me too feel the pain. And I wonder how many barriers are there to know his true self.

"Ssh..it's okay. I'm here Shaub." I whispered near his ear running my hand through his hair in a soothing voice.

After a while he became silent and I saw his chest rising up and down in a normal rhythm. He looked so vulnerable and pained that I couldn't compare him to same the person who had mocked me few hours ago.

There is more to the Shaub Reghen whom the whole world knows but today I get a glimpse of a true him. And he seemed to be a complicated person than I could not understand and I don't know why but my own heart was having a panic attack seeing him like that.

I can resist his breathtaking look ignoring my inner voice but is it same for his blood pumping organ?