Seeing her like this, Bo Dingjingâs heart that had been tightly clenched all these years finally relaxed. His eyes were a little red.
People said that death was a relief, and death was a good thing.
One might be able to live well, especially if they had someone they loved. They wouldnât want to die. Who didnât want to live as long as they could with the person they loved? This was especially so since they were in such good physical condition. Even if one of them was over 50 and the other was over 60, it wouldnât be a problem for them to live for 20 more years.
If she could live well...
Why would she want to die?
Mu Huan looked at the two of them through the glass. She was happy for them and felt assured.
She was also indignant.
Yes, indignant.
âWifey...â Bo Junyan reached out to pull her into his embrace and was about to say something.
Mu Huan said, âDonât try to convince me not to get hypnotized or forget about you.â
Bo Junyan froze.
Mu Huan looked up at him and said, âDo you know how I feel when I see your mother getting better and your father smiling? Apart from being happy, what else do I feel?â
Before Bo Junyan could say anything...
She said:
âI feel unwilling, I feel uncontrollable unwillingness! Uncontrollable dark emotions! Why did my father pass away just like that when they get to live well?! You know how much I yearned for my parentsâ love. My father used to treat me so badly, yet I couldnât bear to let him go and only wanted him to be well. But when I just found out that he still loved me that much, I suddenly lost him.
âAnd Iâm even letting the person who killed him live well. Do you know how indignant I am?! Do you know how much I hate him? Junyan, Iâm not a kind person. If I donât forget, Iâll never let go! Youâd better not let me remember him when heâs still alive. Otherwise, even if he only has his last breath, Iâll make him die in the most painful way in this world!â
Using hypnosis to forget, letting go of such hatred, and giving them a possible future was already her limit.
Donât say anything else to her.
No, she didnât want to do this if he asked her not to leave him.
If he continued speaking and she wavered, she would destroy the happiness he had now and make him be with her in pain. Or, she would make him forget everything and only remember his love for her.
Donât force her. She could really do it!
She was really not a kind person.
Bo Junyan looked at her, who was in so much pain that she had lost control. âSorry, Wifey...â
If it werenât for him, she would definitely be able to take revenge happily.
She could stop being in so much pain.
Mu Huan realized that she had lost control. âI should be the one apologizing. You didnât do anything wrong. Youâve already done very well. Itâs me who canât control my dark thoughts sometimes.â
She could not help but wonder why her granny and father died just like that.
But this wasnât their fault, especially not Bo Junyanâs.
She shouldnât have lost control.
Bo Junyan was about to say something.
âThis is the medicine that Iâve concocted for Mom and Dad. Take this box to Mom first. This box of medicine will allow her body to recover quickly. When sheâs done taking it, take this box. This box of medicine is for extending oneâs lifespan. Dad should also take this box of medicine first to treat his bodyâs small illness. Then, have them take this box of longevity medicine. After taking these medicine, with their constitution, theyâll be healthy until theyâre old.â Mu Huan had recently made the medicine according to their physiques.
After giving him the last thing she could give him, it was time for her to leave.