Shangguan Yu looked at him. In the past, her eyes were filled with love. Now, they were filled with despair. He could no longer see any love for him there.
Her eyes made Fu Siye speechless.
All along, he had felt that no matter who in this world didnât love him, Shangguan Yu would still stand there and do so. Her eyes were filled with love when she looked at him. As long as he smiled at her, she would be so happy that her eyes would be filled with light.
In the past, he didnât need to search for the love and light that he could see at a glance. Now, no matter how carefully he searched, he couldnât find a trace of love and light in her eyes.
This made him suddenly panic.
That panic instantly spread throughout his limbs and bones, making his hands tremble.
He didnât know why he was so flustered.
However, he couldnât control his panic.
He was speechless.
He couldnât say a word.
He had never thought that Shangguan Yu would not love him.
A person who had loved him since she was young, who saw him as the sky and everything, who lived for him without any other goal or source of meaning, actually didnât love him anymore...
And she was so determined to leave him.
He didnât know how to react or what to say. His mind was blank.
He felt like his world had collapsed.
It had completely collapsed.
Someone who would have definitely loved him for the rest of her life. She was now someone who didnât love him and was about to leave him...
Heart.
He was no longer panicking.
What he felt was fear and pain...
This feeling was indescribable.
He could only stare at her in a daze.
He watched as her familiar face became distant, unfamiliar, and afraid...
Shangguan Yu waited for a long time, but Fu Siye did not respond. She did not know what he was thinking, and she did not want to guess what he was thinking.
âIâll get Mr. Chu to look for you again. When are you going to sign and confirm the time? Weâll meet at the Civil Affairs Bureau. Thereâs nothing else to talk about between you and me other than our divorce. You donât have to talk to me personally.â With that, she stood up.
She was tired and needed to rest.
Just as she was about to leave...
Fu Siye instinctively reached out to grab her. He couldnât just watch her leave like this. Once she left, it would be as if she had left his life forever. From now on, she would never look at him with eyes full of love and would never belong to him again.n/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
He would lose her forever.
âIâm sorry... Iâm sorry, Xiao Yu... Iâm sorry...â Heâs sorry for saying those things. Sorry for not being by her side when she needed him and then saying those things. Heâs sorry...
âSiye, you donât have to apologize to me. You didnât do anything wrong. It wasnât your fault that you didnât like me. It wasnât your fault that you didnât want the child Iâd have given birth to, and what happened after wasnât your fault either. Everything was my fault. I shouldnât have liked you and shouldnât have married you. All of this is my retribution. Itâs a sin that I should bear. You really donât have to feel sorry for me and feel guilty. What do you want to make up for?â
âItâs not that I donât want a child from you. I just feel that weâre not yet ready to have a child. I...â Their previous relationship had made him feel that it wasnât suitable for them to raise a child. Hence, he had never wanted a child.
âYou donât have to explain anything. No matter what your reason is, itâs not important now.â
Shangguan Yu said that it was not important, so Fu Siye did not know what else to say.