Malarvizhi pov:
When I called for the manamaedai. I felt super nervous..... I don't know what I am doing!!!!... For the sake of children, I am going to use another person life.... I don't know how he look and his character and all... I don't know how he accept this marriage. I have only one things in my mind. That is too get married so that children's will be get away from the problems....
Then I came out with mom, as usual she didn't took my hand, she just asked me to walk fast. "That is why am saying to eat less. See now you can't even able to walk fastly" uff here again comes insult..... Who cares....
Krithi get tensed I know she is going to burst out. So I hold her hand tightly. I don't want her to get into any trouble.... These people's true face I got too know today only right. Such a money minded cunning people....
Then I reached the mandapam, and Iyaar asked me to sit beside the groom.... I don't know why but I couldn't control my crying.... Don't even know why am crying now ....
Suddenly i got an goosebumps all over me... As some one came near to me and said
"stop fucking crying" in an husky voice.... I just turned and seen an handsome man.... Oh god is he is the one who am going to get married....
Oh god am soo sure he is not even in my dreams going to accept me.... Then he will not even said okay for the marriage right...
May be maybe, he will not be like the others who in need of the outer beauty.... He might be the one for me may or may not be.. So I am not going to set the expectations.... Then I don't get hurt right.... Then I stopped crying instantly.... After sometime Iyaar asked Aaditya to tie the thaali, and he tied the thaali around my neck... That's it I got married..... Am an married woman for crying out loud. I just saw krithi. She too seeing me with an eye full of tears.... After that he put the toe ring.... Then we both took the blessings from his and my parents...
After some more rituals, we are asked to go to the temple as its their family ritual. So me and Aaditya asked to come in one car.....
My in-laws family are coming in an another car!!!!!
I just gone and hug krithi tightly as I don't want to go to the unknown house.... Why it is always like this, only an girl have to go to others house. Not boys... Fuck this.....
Krithi consoled me as much as she could and also said "See here babe am always there for you. If in case nothing works there came to me okay.... We all support you okay... Love you dearâ¤ï¸....." I again hugged her....
My mom and dad didn't even look at me.... I just gone to them....
"Now I got married please ask the local goons to come back from the orphanage...." I said to my so called dad....
" Okay will do that. But if in case you tried to say this anyone. Then think that I will definitely do more than this. This information have to buried. No one should know this. Did you get it. Or else you will face the consequences.... " saying this he turned around.... Nothing that's it.... I just stand there dumbfounded.....
I then moved to maa and hugged her too tightly and said" Take care maa, don't work too much Maa....love you ... Call me whenever you needed anything. Am just a call away..... Will miss you maaa"... She too said "Take care beta, if you ever felt that you needed someome or somplace to stay. Just come to your maa okay " I nodded to her. she just kissed my cheeks I too kissed her cheeks...
Then I moved to Nakul. I know that he won't even wish me anything. So I said meekly bye... But he hugged me from behind. I stopped in my track shockingly.... Him hugging me is not happening right... Am might be dreaming.... But its true.... I turned around and seen his face.. He too crying. I just hugged him tightly as much as I can. I think he accepted me now. But I can't spend my time with him. My cute bro. He said "Take care akka" I cried in his embrace.... He too kissed my cheeks. I too kissed him in his cheeks.... After a very long time we having an bonding like this.....
Aaditya cleared his throat, I looked at him. He is looking at me irritatingly.. Super. Way too start my married life.... I chuckled at my thought.
Then I sat inside the car. And bid my bye to my loved ones.... Krithi is in crying mess. Maa and Nakul too....
We all gone to vinayagar temple and did our poojas. Then we all started to go to their home.... I don't even know what job he is doing his education, liking, his friends, nothing I know !!!!!..... I just wish which is to be loved by Aaditya.... Will see that......
I sat in the car silently.... Aaditya is using his mobile. Why he is always in an brooding mood.... Very nice.... Did he even have any friends.... I think he had no one because who will have friendship with him....
With in half an hour we reached their home scratch it looks like an mansion. Very good, these people's will always show off their rich assets oh god.... I don't even going to fit in their rich status and looks....
I came out of the car... Another car too came. There stands uncle, aunty and Aaditya's brother and two other male who will be having the same age of aaditya... Everyone is somewhat looking okay now....
Aunty came and asked both of us to come and stand before the door. She then goes inside the mansion and came out of it and did the Aarathi..... Kept the bindhi like in my and Aaditya's head.... And asked both to kept the right leg inside the home at the same time. We both obliged and done the same....
When I entered into the mansion, everything speaks rich.... Mmmm rich people.... I had many unasked questions with me... Who knows when will I get the answers for that....*sighs*
Aunty asked me to take the seat in sofa. I don't know what to do, so I sat in it..... Then she came with an glass.
She gave the glass to Aaditya. Just now am seeing, he too sat beside me. I immersed in site seeing this mansion without even noticing that Aaditya sat beside me....
He looked confused as he don't know what to do with this?... How many movies we have seen. After marriage groom mom will gave the glass which consists of mixed banana and milk.... And asked them to feed each other as this way the groom and bride will share the happiness with each otherð.... He seriously didn't know this... What! is he that dumb?
His mom explained him. I think now his bulb got its switch. Because he seems to understand what his mother said to him....
He hesitantly took the content in the spoon and bring it near my mouth. He didn't even seen my face. His face held an blank emotion.... So without wasting any more time I opened my mouth and took the content as I don't want to make him more irritate.....
Now it's my turn. He gave the glass towards me. I took it from him. Took less amount of fruit with milk and kept it near to his mouth. He keeping his mouth in mumm state... What now I have to separate his mouth too, so then only I can feed him.... His mother slightly give an punch too him, with that he came out of his lala land.... And seen me with an spoon... So without wasting any time, he took it and ate.....
Then everyone took the seats in the sofa. Now iam in my self conscious state. You know whenever am surrounded by many people, they either used to mock me or judge me....
Aunty started to speak "Can I call you Malar as in shortly!"
"Definitely Aunty, whatever you want, you can call me in that way" I said to her....
"And Malar you have to call me as Maa or mom anything which you prefer. Don't call me with an aunty and all okay!".... And uncle too asked me to call him dad only.... I got dad and mom wowww..
I literally had tears but I controlled it and said okay.....
She then started to introduce all. His brother name is Vikram kumar. He have two friends. Mmmmm
Its nice to hear.... Their names are Aarav and Gaurav... They all smiled at me, I too returned it....
She asked me what I like to have as we all still don't have the breakfast. I think the time may be around 12. Exactly my stomach too growled, way too embarras myself!!. As a human being one will have to eat food right....
She smiled at me and kept her hand lovingly above my head.... Wowww she didn't get disgusted with me... So still good human beings are there.... Wow I got an mom, dad.
Again she asked me what I want for breakfast. I stand from my place and asked her where the kitchen is. Because I love to cook..... Mom looked dumbfounded.... I again asked her. But she said "No malar you will be tired by now, if you want, you can definitely cook tommorow...."
"Mom it's okay I can cook. You see I love to cook. So comeon just show me." I said to her. Aaditya just stood up from his seat and gone from there. Maybe to his room...
She showed me the kitchen.... Wow its going to be my favourite place here onwardsð.... I asked here what will they like to have....
Mom said "Just write some food in paper. That is also they will eat. Because they are all in such hungry...." As we all gone to temple I won't cook the non veg items. So I settled for paneer vegetable briyani. I asked were all the spices?, and every required things for making the dish....
At first mom asked me change in simple dress. Oops I too forget everything when it's coming to cooking my favourite dish.... I don't have any clothes with me. Mom gave one of her new saree. I used the same blouse just changed into her saree in her room itself.. After changing, I thought of calling my so called dad to ask if everyone moved out from the orphanage. He attended the call.... I asked him that, is every goons moved out or not. He said yes. I thought of cutting the call.... But he said "Don't ever try to share these blackmail information to anyone. You know what am capable of right.... And we said many lies regarding you to moorthy family, try to manage it..... Did you get it....."He asked me. I just dumbfolded what the heck he is speaking now. How am know that whatever the fuck he said to them?.... Uffff...... I controlled my tears why my life has to be like this???
After the call I came into the kitchen
After all the cuttings. I started to prepare.... Mom to helped me.... She just smiled at me. I asked her what mom why are are you kept looking at me!?... She just said nothing beta.. So I leave it and concentrated in preparing it. After 1 hour I prepared the dish. And for sidedish I prepared brinjal curry which will suit and even yogurt tart(Thaiyr pachadi) too.....
I asked mom to call everyone for lunch. Everyone came even Aaditya too... I started to serve for everyone. Mom asked me too have lunch along with them... But i said I will have afterwards. But dad too persist me. So I too sat down next to Aaditya. As it was the only place left... Everyone praised my cooking except Aaditya. He just had his lunch and gone from there.
He is the first one who stood up
having lunch.... Okay leave that.... Vikram, Aarav and Gaurav too appreciated my cooking by nodding their heads... I thought of Nakul. Did he have his food or not. I don't even know that.... Here am eating, thinking it I lost my appetite..... I started to stand up.
Mom asked me "Why are you not having food is it because of Aaditya..."
I said "No mom"... She asked what is then.....
"Its just I don't know whether Nakul have his food or not...." I said to her. She just smiled at me....
She said "Your mom and dad said only priya used to cook for all. Then how comes you cook this much well" oh god she used to cook huuu..... My foot. She don't even know how to boil the water ... Then how the heck she knows cooking and all... Atleast my parents can come up with other lies right. See now I am trapped here.... If I say anything which will not sync with their sayings. Then I have to face the consequences. For that I need the lie script right.... Ufff these creatures.... Haaa.....
" I know how to cook Mom. As we have ma.. I mean maid. So she only cook for us. But I know how to cook...." I said to her somewhat consoled her.. She look okay with my answer!!!!. I don't want to lie her,thats why I didn't mention the Priya name over there.
After lunch we all sat in the hall itself. As there are many more rituals which need to be performed by bride and groom. Again Aaditya came down on his mom persistent.... I think he slept in these hours. Because his hair look dishelved.... But he kind of look hot only... What malar when are you become this pervert... Not even one day is complete on your marriage, now itself you happened to have this much of dirty thoughts.... Uffff.....
I think am staring at him for long time. Because he looks so irritated... So I just lowered my head.... Way to ruin your image before him. *sighs*
After that we performed some more rituals... Its now 5 clk.... Mom asked me if I want to take rest. I said yes to her.... She gave me one room to just take rest, as bride and groom don't be in a same room before night.... I just slept crying over my life which got destroyed by my ownfamily....
already missing krithi, maa and nakul
I don't want to think anything. I just laid down and slept off.... Someone wake me up. It was mom. Asked me to get freshen up. She gave me a bag and said it has my clothes from my parents home....
When I came of the bathroom. Mom gave saree which looks heavy and asked me to change into it.... When am done with it. She asked me to do some makeup and all. I said I don't even know the 'abcd of makeup' . She chuckled at my answer. Who will not, heeee this is me.... Its okay to be different right!
She said okay and asked me sit down. She done some makeover to me..... Mmm I look nice.... She smiled at me!
After some hours she took me to Aaditya's room and make me to sit in his room. Then only the realisation dawn to me. Oh god today is going to be the wedding night. Uffff... I didn't think about this.....
Oh god now what is going to happen! Already I exhausted from the happenings of today. Even the few hours of rest won't enough as you see I had done enough rituals right. I need more rest rather than this wedding night. Sudden marriage and me being the replaced bride took a toll in me and mainly the crying makes me feel exhausted way too much!. I didn't think about this nonsense things which is now going happening to me. Today only i got married to a stranger and literally they prepared me to attend the wedding night. Why god Why?.... Please help me I am not prepared for this at least for now. So you are prepared for later uhhhhh enjoy madam enjoy mocked my mind voice. I literally blushed with this thoughts. Ufff still now i mean during my 24 years of existence i didn't think about this wedding night. What am I supposed to do now, am very much sure that i won't let anything to happen today itself, because i want this to happen with a person I love. Will seee....
My train of thoughts came to an end by loud banging sound. Even i get startled due to the sound. Oh god don't he have any manners. Standing in all his glory in traditional attire my handsome man. Literally cringed at that thought. Before yesterday he seems to be my Brother-in-law . But now he is my Husband. This word looks so foreign to me. He's looking so handsome but delete that when i seen his face . He is looking like devil. He is breathing hardly. Don't say he is angry at me. There is no way he had to be angry with me, either way he have to thankful for me. Not the other way around. Why the heck he is now angry. So instead of arguing with myself I can ask with him directly right. Before I even ask why he is angry. He is standing before me. Oh wow he has long legs unlike me, So he can able to took long strides. Before i can ask what is his problem , he gave me an wedding gift . Oh you must be wondering what is that gift , let me say it is an 'Slap' . Yeah he gave me a tight freaking slap. That's it, what he thinks himself.
"Hello mister, why did you slap me right now?" I asked him . For which he just stands there like an statue. I think he is regretting what he does because i just seen his eyes which holds somewhat guilty feelings. But as soon as it came it goes off. Again he looks like an bull. Super now I have to deal with him!
"Excuse me Are you deaf or what! Oh god don't say me you have problem with hearing?" as soon as he heard this his face reaction changed. Today 1st day of being my husband that's why I didn't give the same gift which he had given to me, or else the scene her will be an different one.
After a minute or two he starts to speaks "Don't you dare to step in my room. Did i make you clear?" . I was like then where the heck i will go. Instead of speaking with myself I voiced out my thoughts. "Then where will I stay, this is your room and you got married with me so obviously it belongs to me also right"
Again he was looking in a rage "I just married you in order to save my family name in this Fu**king society and for my mom, don't you dare think yourself as my wife" Super very super now Oh here I thought leave it.
Before I can speak anything he just grabbed my shoulder forcefully and dragged me , me being in a shock state gone with him. I couldn't even walk in this heavy saree , i just stumbled with saree pleats but thankfully he stopped before in the mirror which is floor length mirror.
"Did you ever look at yourself? See at least for now" saying this he grabbed my chin from behind makes me forcefully to face the mirror. That's it he too will loathe my existence from now onwards. I thought at least he will be different, but no every fu**ing one is same in their mindset. So with this thinking I just directly seen his eyes which held the look of disgusting. He is disgusted with my mere existence that only I can able to grab from his reaction.
"Do you think i can proudly say , You are my wife? No right everyone will mock in my back right. I need a wife who i can proudly show off who is having the tag "Beauty with brains" not some 'ugly duckling' like you. Did you thought that we are going to start to have wedding night. Never in your lifetime think those things. Because it will never happens. I wont ever touch you. Every sane man who is in his mind definitely don't touch you. You are just disgusting woman who is not having an ounce of beauty but having many rolls of stomach and thick thighs. Even when a man try to touch he wont even get mood to do that." That's it, all my confidence which I built from my small age get smashed. Tears started to flow from my eyes. Yeah i know am not beautiful, but not always beauty is needed right. Why everyone seeking for beauty.
Before I can get away from his hold , he just grabbed my elbow and in one swift movement he makes me turn, so for now we literally standing in front of each other . He again grabbed my chin and makes me to see him and said "Never in your lifetime says that You are my wife to others . Set this in your thick head You are just my 'Replaced bride' other than that nothing is there. we are not going to have the happily ever after and you are going to see the hell because of your cunning family" With that said he leaves me.
And I just landed on the floor with the thud sound. His words are kept hearing in my mind again and again. I don't know when my tears stopped and when i slept there itself. But I got to know one thing clearly I am not meant to be happy. Only an beautiful girl can get an happy life.
Author's note:
Thank you soo much for all of you. When I started this story I don't even expect that I will get this much of response.
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Am sorry I didn't do much of editing and all. Please bear with me. As there will be an plenty of mistakes. Once I finish the story, will try to do editing.
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