Malarvizhi pov :
After the thief stunt with him in night. I slept instantly. Today I felt so secure while sleeping. Like I have someone to look over me. I slept without even having any lonely feeling in my life which I felt in these 24 years of my existence.
During my sleep, someone called me. Who the fuck will wake me. I want to sleep more. No one is going to wakeup me, as I always used to wake by myself. I will always use an alarm to woke up. I don't think that I kept the alarm last night. Oh god with that thinking I opened my eyes. What will be the time.
When I opened my eyes, I first saw the face. In a panic state I started to shout. Who will not shout, when you seen some face that too at such a close shot. Ufff. Atlast it was Aaditya . He even consoled me. That was cute.
I asked him, what is he doing here. He said that he came to wake me. Thank god. I seen myself just to ensure that I slept like an good lady. You see am an a heavy sleeper. I always wokeup in an inappropriate state only.
Today thanks to god. Because am in an appropriate state.
Then he asked me to freshen up. With greater difficulty I freshened up. I came and sat in my bed. Then he took me to the hall. Vikram gave the coffee to me and asked about my burn. I said it's okay now.
He said "Yeah how it will not heal, because brother is there to taking care you right. He even slept in your room itself, so that he can take care of you. How sweet of you Aaditya bro." which is shocked me to the core.
Aaditya why you were doing this to me. You are complicating my feelings now. Already I started to like you. Its not even an month of marriage. I don't want to fall for you. Because I know at the end, it will be only me who is going to have heart break. I need to avoid you. Yeah will do that.
'As if it's going to happen' my mind argued with me.
I just raised my eyebrow to ask him what's the matter. He started to divert me. Now it's my time to stutter. I said to him that I came to meet him. To just see him. So lame of me.
After he gone for the office. I gone to my room. Even Vikram too as he don't want to go to the college. I reached my romo and informed my team lead about the leave. Alas he started to scold me. But who cares. Ahhh. He is such an lazy ass. But he saying that am an lazy girl. Leave that moron.
I just called krithi "Hello" she said
"Hello"
"I can't able to attend the work babe. Its hurting soo much "
"What happened?"
Before I start to speak she started to shout.
"Oh girl am so happy am so happy" what the fuck she is speaking.
"Why you are happy?"
"I will became an aunty right"
"Yeah everyone for one day" without thinking I said it
"Ayaaa am not asking about that. You will get pregnant, then I will become aunty right" I got chocked with my saliva.
"What the fu*k you are speaking"
"Yeah that only that Fucking only, you both done it right" oh god this girl.
"First say where are you now" I asked her in an panic state as I don't want her to speak this dirty talks in road or worst in my office.
"In home only?"
"Thank god"
"Oh then you are going to give the juicy details. Am I right" this girl. Did she got hit in any lamp post or whatð.
"Krithi krithi stop, you are going overboard" I said to her. Expecting her to stop there itself. But we are speaking about krithi.
"Okay okay, but please tell me how was your first time experience" not again
"Krithi, we don't do any such things." I said to her.
"Oh then I can't become Aunty right now"
"Yeah" I said awkwardly. Here am thinking about how to avoid him. She is speaking about love making. I mean we don't even love each other right now.
'As if its going to happen later. May be you will be loving him in one side. That's it Malar' I literally got the tears, but I controlled it.
"Okay then do it fast, I want to hold your babyð" what she is speaking right now.
"Are you drunk" I asked her to ensure she is in sober state only. I just asked her simply. Heee.
"Hello girl, I won't drink you know that right." she said it in a obvious tone.
"Yeah, but you were asking me to do the love making girl. Is it how you speak" I asked her.
"Oh come on girl. As if you are going to die in an virgin state. If not now, you both are going to do that deed one day right. And am your friend, so why not to speak about this"
"Okay. Just a minute I will call you back babe" I said it urgently and cut the call.
Why krithi why. Its never going to happen. He just helped me till now, it would be either out of respect or responsibility. I personally knows that he prefer the beautiful girls with slender legs, size zero figure. Not some fatty who has an thick thighs, stomach rolls and stretch marks. He already said that one on the sane mind will won't ever touch me. Even if he tried too he will won't get mood. Wow what an amazing words right. These are the wedding gifts of mine. I literally laughed at my state. Why god? I already suffered a lot from fat shaming, because of my so called parents and the society. Uffff.
Fuck this society, always comes to give the fucking advice for the fat people. The word fat is itself an wrong, in my point of view. Even the unknown person too comes for giving an advice as if he/she done an PhD in exercise, doctor. He don't even knows the abcd of my health conditions, he/she keep on advicing. I generally don't give any fuck about this. But my heart is to not made up of stone right. I usually cry at night. Still now even krithi too don't know about my worries, problems, my wishes etc. I wrote everything, every little frustration in my diary.
I want a person who will love me for me. I just wish that Aaditya will love me. But I know, It will be only an wish. That's for sure.
This society makes everything difficult. We are bound to think in those stereotypes only. One among those were an bride should have to get the less income than groom. Then only the match will be okay. Ufff. It was like what the fuck is happening. If you see both the girl and boy giving their best of hardwork. So they expect their fruits right. But no still having these kinds of mind.
The groom should look handsome and the bride should look beautiful with size zero. Then where the other sizes will go. They expect every girl should be lean. Atltast if a boy loves a chubby or other size girls then he will mocked by their relatives or friend. This is an sick society. Many more things are there.
Aaditya is never going to accept me. Thats 100 percent sure. If he wants divorce I will definitely give to him. Because I don't want to be an selfish person. When one didn't like us, we can't make them fall for ourselves right. It's his choice, I will never be his choice.
Right from my small age, I belongs to the chubby side. So, this fat shaming starts with small age itself. This was not happened only to me. This was, is, will be faced by all who is on other sizes except lean, but there too some of them are facing an skinny shaming. As a child, they don't even knows anything, but the society makes the child to hate her body. I was belong to those kids. It took me years to be in comfortable in my own body. I don't want to mourn over these.
Sorry for my blabberings ðª. I just messaged krithi saying that I got burned my hands by spilling the coffee and the leave details she said to take care.
Around lunch Vikram decided to order the food. We both sat at the sofa and waiting the order.
"Anni how are you feeling now"
"Fine da"
"You?"
"Am fine Anni. Thanks a lot. Its because of you am sitting here. Or else who knows am may be in an prison right"
"Don't speak like that Vikram. You don't do any wrong things. It's all because of that girl"
"Yeah Anni. But I don't know even my family would have trusted me or not. But you took a stand for me. Eventhough I had called you many things. I am happy that Aaditya got you as an wife. Don't worry Anni. I know for one day he will be around you only."
I just smiled at him.
"Thanks for accepting me as your Anni. I mean I know that you want an beautiful Anni and all. But you got me"
"I won't go for the beauty shits and all. Its just that I don't like your family. That's the reason I spoke to you at that day like that. Because I thought you too among them, just using my brother for the money. Am sorry I too prejudice you. Its wrong right without knowing anyone we shouldn't gossip "he looks very sad.
" Leave those shits Vikram. We will rekindle our relation. What you say? "
" Okay "he said in an bright state.
" I am Malarvizhi" I have my hand out for a shake. He took it gladly.
"Am vikram"
"Friends" I said.
"Best friends and brother too" he said.
He gave me an side hug. Am soo happy. I mean I got one more member in my lifeð.
*Throat*clearing sound heard. Me and vikram turn around saw that Aaditya is standing there.
What he is doing here that too at afternoon with Aarav. Even krithi too there.
Aaditya is glaring at me. Okay did I do anything wrong. When I looked at him immensely, I got one thing clearly, he is not glaring at me. At his brother only. Hahahha. What happened now. Did krithi said the happenings of college incident to Aaditya. Oh god. I turned to krithi, as if she knows what am going to ask. She nodded her head as no. Telepathyðð.
Vikram immediately took his hand from my shoulder. Then Aaditya face changed. What is with him. Did he glared at him for an side hug. Oh god Malar don't be foolish like this. He already said that he won't ever love you, then why the heck he will be jealous of his brother. My mood instantly falled.
Krithi came forward and started to shout at me. "Don't you walk properly, what are you small child. Don't even know how to hold the glass." what she is saying. I looked at Aaditya he looks like an caught. Okay he said to them with an different story. Okay.
"Sorry"
"Okay okay. Take care Dear" saying this she hugged me tightly. I too hugged her lightly.
"Okay come on all, we will eat now" Aaditya said
"We ordered food now only. It will take sometime to arrive" said Vikram.
"Don't bother, We bought the food along with us" Said Aaditya.
My stomach to growled. Nice way to embarrass myself. Why god why.
Everyone laughed. Oh god total damage.
Krithi is visiting this house for first time. She is seeing everything. We all entered into the dinning table. Krithi took my right side and Aaditya took my left side. Both Aarav and Vikram took the opposite side.
Vikram then gone and comes with plate and every things.
Aaditya pov:
I gone to the work after having breakfast, and feeding her too. I don't even want to go to the office. When I become like this, I don't know. But I like this change. I mean still I wont speak normally with everyone. I am not that extrovert. But its like I am yearning to speak with her.
Okay with that thought I reached my office and started to do the work. Even Aarav to joined with me to attend some meetings. But I couldn't concentrate on my meetings well. Well why am like this. Ahhhh.
After continuous work. I felt exhausted. It is going to be 1 'O clock. Aarav came to my cabin. And asked for the lunch. I totally forget to inform, so I informed about the incident. But didn't said the whole drama as I don't want him to tease me.
"Oh man, that's why I couldn't see Malar with Krithi in her floor"
"What were you doing in that floor" I asked him.
"To see the manager man" ahann
"I highly doubt that" I said to him. He sheepishly smiled.
"Okay. Then shall we order the food from hotel" he asked me.
I thought of saying yes. But IÂ want to see her. So this will be an good chance right.
"What about we both visiting my home. So that I can help her in having food"
"What you going to help her?"
"Yup"
"I think you said that your brother is present at home right. He will help her" he said like it was an good idea. I know one thing that he is testing me. But who cares.
What the fuck. I don't want others to help her. I mean she is taking care of my family. So now it's my turn right. Yeah that's the reason. I somehow consoled myself for the feelings of mine.
"Am not asking your opinion. Say yes or no." I asked him. He just nodded his head.
We both started to move. Aarav got a call. He attended it and said something. When we reached parking lot. There stood krithi. Oh this is the call matter. Oops.
"Hi Anna" she waved at me.
"Hai krithi" I said out of courtesy. This is not me. I usually just nod. That's it. Ufffff. You were changing Aaditya I literally scolded myself.
"How is my Malar, she said that she got burn by coffee or something. " she asked worriedly.
"Okay now"
"How it's happened" she asked me.
"Ah hh she accidently spills the coffee when she came to my room" I said to her.
"Oh okay. She didn't inform me. She just said that she got burn her hands by coffee"
"You are coming with us right" Aarav asked. For that krithi even nodded shyly. *Cough*....
This is too much right. I mean they both seen each other around 1week right. Let's leave them.
I want to meet Malar just to help her. I asked them to take the seat. As I took the driver seat. Even Aarav to sat in the front. Krithi alone sat in the backseat.
I started the engine and drive away. I stopped the car in the hotel. To order food as I know that Malar can't able to cook right. So yeah. I ordered the food for all. Others, I ordered an non veg items. But for malar and me I give the order as vegetable briyani. As I know that she is an vegetarian type.
When I reached home, the scene which I saw is not an likable one. There sitting malar and Vikram in sofa. He is side hugging her, it is out of an brotherly hug only. But I don't like it. So I just cleared my throat.
Malar looked shocked, I glared at Vikram. Then he took his hand immediately. Good boy. Then krithi started to scold her.
They both even hugged. Okay.
'Don't say you are jealous of krithi, as she can able to hug Malar' my mind said which shocked myself.
I mean I can't like Malar right. What if everything is acting. Ahhhhh why I have to be like this. This trust issues. Even if she is an innocent soul And also I can't like her, she might be cute but but I can't show her as my wife. She is not that beauty right. I know its not right love a person based on their looks. Ahhhhh. I don't know what am going to do. Let's leave this. Maybe if some days pass I can say what this feelings mean.
Then I called everyone to eat. But vikram said that he ordered the food now only. But I said to him that I bought along with me.
Exactly malar's stomach growled. Oh god she looked embarrassed. But there is nothing to embarrass right. Everyone smiled at her including me.
Then we all moved to the dining hall. I took the seat beside Malar. As I have to help her right. Everyone served themselves. I served for myself and Malar in the same plate. I started to feed her. Aarav and krithi looked shocked. But Malar is just smiling. I asked her to eat.
Aarav is smiling, even krithi too. Okay. After having the lunch.
"Okay man, it's time for work" Aarav asked me.
"Yeah" I said to him. But alas I don't want to go. Ufff.
We all retired to the office. After reaching there I immersed in my work.
Author's note:
Thank you all for your immense support through your vote and comments.
And am sorry I couldn't reply to all yesterday itself. You see am an early sleeper and don't even think am an early raiserð. I love sleep. Is anyone out there like með.
I know this chapter is somewhat boring. Sorry guys, will try to improve in further chapter.
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