Malarvizhi:
"Hey piggy wake up. Its already 6.30 and still you are sleeping" Oh god its an irritating voice of my one and only brother. Today is Sunday right why the heck he is waking me now itself... Haaaaaaa. Oh yeah I forgot to introduce about myself where is my manners uff.. Let me introduce myself. Myself Malarvizhi. As u all know its pure tamil name which I like most. Its meaning is cute eyes. I don't know what my grandma thought while naming me like this... Because I don't have cute eyes. That's for sure because I have the very small eyes which is ends up hided by eyebrow itself. Funny right yeah. So you can imagine I don't even have to use eyeliner or any other stuff because it simply waste. Well even if I used those makeup stuffs I won't going to look beautiful, because my body is like that. Don't get me wrong I won't ever says mine is ugly or stuff like that. Because I love my body, its true. That only keeping me alive right. So yeah I have to thank for that. About my appearance me is overweight girl. Not any overweight let's juz say I am weight about 80kgs and even my height is not doing any justice for me, which is just 5'2. Very bad right. Yeah I know. But what I will do. Mine skin color is tanned one. So overall there is nothing appealing or attractive. Other than body image I might say I am a good girl **cough**. Oh god here comes my inner voice I thought it won't damage but no it will come at the right time *sighs*. I am from Tamilnadu to be precise from Chennai side. I done engineering from reputed college and even am working now as Software Engineer in MR Limited. Its around more than 2 years am working now.
"Mom that piggy is still sleeping mom" uff I totally forget about my nuisance brother.
"Malarvizhi come on wake up your brother is waiting for the coffee, he is preparing for his exams right come on fast" comes my mom voice oops how I loathe this family members aahhh... He is not even studying. He is just into the mobiles using insta, watsapp, games etc..., other than studying he will do every damn things hahaaa. For this he even want coffee. If I ask my mom for coffee whenever i am tired, she will strangle me and says already you are overweight you even want coffee now which is milk product this will lead to weight gain like this she will give some long speech.
You all may wondering why I have to do this work, you may all even think that my mom is having some other important work. Let me say, My mom currently sleeping she is just saying these from bed itself. You may think that she is having some fever or any disease. Then my answer is literally no. No one I mean no one will do anything like household chores. Except me, offcourse. Atleast they have some courtesy because we have maid here.Her name is Ananthi. So she can help. And she is such a awesome lady. I literally thinking why I can't get a mom like her. Because she is such a lovely lady who is working here since my small age itself. So yeah I always attached with her. She is the one who teached me all the household chores. She is the one from whom I understood how the mother's love look like. I always envy her children's because all are able to get the same amount of love. But here it is not like that, my sister and brother are able to get the unconditional love from my parents but me nothing.My dad is working in a higher position from some private company and coming to my mom she stopped to going work as she had some medical conditions during my college starting days.My sister is working as interior designer from LR company. My brother is studying just 10th standard.
OK ok let me wokeup for the day. From Monday to Friday having office work. Now this household work... why god why. Actually I feel happy whenever I spend doing some things because it will help me to keep my stress at bay because of my overthinking capability. Hahaaaa.
Now am officially out of my bed. My room consists of small wardrobe, one comfy bed, an study table with lamp and attached bathroom. I always try to keep my room clean.
After finishing my morning rituals and having bath. I changed into normal chudi. I just do my hair as normal plait. And having small bindhi. I am ready. Haaa yeah!.
Just when I am out of my room, my lovely brother came again in order to annoy me, I have to deal with him Haaaaa.
"How many times I have to wake you up. You are not some maharani(Queen) okay. Just have this in mind. We are helping you to reduce your weight , but you as always sleeping like pig and always eating. When you are going to change, I don't know" my lovable brother Nakul said.
"Hey monkey don't you give any respect to elders, always mocking others. Change your attitude and use your mouth only for necessary work. Don't you dare call me with unwanted names. Then you have to deal with me. And what do you say you were helping me to reduce my weight by asking me to do work ha. Do some works my boy. You too are not lean . At least do some studies don't waste your time in mobile by using it unnecessarily" by saying this I got away from him, already wasted my energy ufff. This boy I say he is pain in an a**.
"Mommy Mommy see what she is saying about me" here comes again his play mommy mommy who calls his mom as mommy still in his 15 year... Such a mumma boy.
"Leave it da Nakul. She is ungrateful child. Always says useless things. She is unwanted child you know it right. We are trying to help her to get loose some weight. But she always eats, sleeps other than this she don't knows nothing" my mom said and even my dad to nodded his head as he is sitting in chair beside mom. This is like a recorded voice for me now. So you may think that now these words won't hurt me anymore, but as like always an tear slept from my eye. Yeah I am an unwanted child. Because you see I conceived for mom very early after my sister born. Me and my elder sister having only 1 and half year difference. So yeah me is not an planned one. They even thought to aborting me but doctor advices it may risk her life . Because they got to know about me late so it's kind off late to abort me. So in order to survive she thought of having me. And even i dont look beautiful so the hate get increases. So me practically an unwanted child. It's time to work. This is why I love to do these household chores. Because I can able to keep my thoughts at bay. Ahhhh....
After pouring the coffee in respective cups. I started to leave the kitchen. When I reached the dining table mom, dad and my lovely bro having chit chat. I just kept their respective cups before them. Then I took the last cup to my elder sister room. She is still sleeping. You may ask why she only sleeping like a rag still now but no one disturbing her. Simple because she is queen of this house. Whatever she asks everything she will get in a snap of a second. She looks beautiful having a beautiful look, even color too appealing one and having the right amount of curves at right place and height of 5'6 which is correct for her. She looks like an model. So yeah obviously my parents love her. I even envy her in my small age, but not now. Because she is not what she is showing to us. She is such a cunning person. Always love to hurt others just mentally . She is working in some company. But apart from everything she is my sister, so yeah I too have some affection towards her. Overall I don't like my family because they treat me like shit. But I always love them. Because of them only I can able to see this beautiful world.
After reaching her room. I knocked her door and waiting for her order. After what seems like an hour I heard an feeble voice which states ;come in'. I entered her room. She is still in her sleeping form. And i don't want to disturb her so I just placed the coffee in the side table. And then I ran out of the room.
After serving the coffee to everyone I started to prepare the breakfast as today Ananthi maa is having off today. Yeah i always used to call her as maa. I was thinking what to prepare for breakfast as today were sunday.
Without thinking much I settled for poori and channa masala. Which is favorite dish for everyone. So for that i first prepared the dough. And i then started to prepare the channa masala. After preparing everything i just noticed its time for the breakfast. So i started to place every dishes and plates in the dinning table. I think everyone is starving because all are waiting in their respective tables expect Priya. They all took the poori whatever amount they needed and having their channa masala too. When everyone started to have their food the Maharani aka Queen came and started to see what is the dishes today.
"Mom what is this, morning itself oily food. How can i able to eat it mom. See this poori it has more oil mom. How will able to maintain my figure mom. " my beautiful akka(sister) said
"Priya sorry da ma! I forget to inform Malarvizhi to cut it down the oily foods. For today alone adjust da okay haaa" my mom cooingly said to her precious daughter.
"okay Mom today only i will adjust it for you. We all know about her always used to have oily foods . She wants to make look like her. Okay i will eat for today" akka said.
Okay now she only started its not me "See here akka if you want to have anything which is healthy according to u means, just cook it by yourself. Don't complain about the foods which i made. Here am not begging you to eat the food which i prepared. You don't want to eat this poori right, so make the healthy food which ever you want" after saying this i literally took her plate. Who she is thinking, it is not like am the only one to bound to prepare the food right. She can be able to prepare her own food. Always throwing tantrums towards me. How childish of her. Even in her 25 years of life.
"Malarvizhi what do you thinking by snatching the plate from my daughter. You have to apologize to her. She is right. You want to eat yummy yummy unhealthy foods so you made this oily food in order to eat by yourself in the name of ours." aha this woman whom she is thinking .
"I wont apologize to her mom. That will never happens" saying this i literally ran out from there to my room. Always saying the mean things right from my small age. Why i even born in this family.
##tring tring, My phone is ringing . where i placed it. It must be near the table. When i picked my phone, instantly smile came into my face. Obviously who wont get when our beloved bestiee called . Yeah you all guessed it right my dear lovely Krithi is calling now.
Instantly i picked the call "Hello Madam happy Sunday. What are you doing . I send the message in WhatsApp but you didn't come in online. What always busy ha. At least did you have your breakfast or not. Let me guess, you didn't have it right. I know about that." without her what i will do.
"Hello girl. Good morning. Yeah happy Sunday to you too. Actually am going to have the breakfast. What about you madam did you have yourself first." i asked her.
"okay then first have your breakfast, then we will do chit chat in WhatsApp or insta okay. challo challo!! bye girl" after me saying my bye to her. I disconnected the call. And placed the phone in the table. Just the call from my bestiee my mood get back to its original state.
After reaching the dinning table. I see my akka is having her 4th poori. This is what she said about dieting right. Nice very nice actually from small age she is having the body type like whatever she eats she won't even get fat. That's the reason she always flaunt about her beauty. Always childish.
"Malar why are you standing there itself come and collect the plates and do the dishes. Even clean all the rooms and cook lunch too" what a mom i get she even didn't asked me to have the breakfast.
Without listening to her, I just sit in the table and starts to have the breakfast. She gave me an unbelievable look, What she wants to do work without having breakfast ha, no way in hell i will do that. I only ate 2 poori's that is more than enough. You all don't get me wrong i don't eat over food. But me have more weight. What to do, this all fate to hear those mean words from this worst society.
After having my breakfast , i did the dishes and starts to clean all the rooms. Everyone is literally taking rest. My mom and dad watching TV in their bedroom. MY sister and brother using their phones. But me like always doing the work. But I enjoy doing some works.
After what seems like hour. Which is now 11am i sat to take some rest. Okay 10 mins rest is more than enough. Because my dearly family will be here in dinning table in 1'o cock itself.
I started to prepare the sambar rice, potato curry and appalam too. At sharply 1'o clock they started to have the lunch even me too have with them. After post lunch i don't mostly have any work. So I started to read the wattpad stories. With this time flew easily. For dinner i prepared the idly and coconut chutney.
With that being my day to end. Tomorrow onwards work mode. Ahhhhh i didn't have a day for myself. Saying this i just gone for sleeping. This is me, which having the simple lifestyle. From very small age i have been bullied still now its happening. I just have one wish. Which is to have my own family with lovely husband who will accept me for being me. That's it will see if i get the love which am yearning to have which I didn't able to get from my so called family.
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