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Aaditya pov:
Its been an another 2 weeks after shifting her to our home. I asked Aarav to manage the office work. Krithi is his PA right now as my PA I mean my old PA extended his leave I too sanctioned it. Am so happy for him. They both even shared their love. Right now they are in the love phase. Even their both parents accepted their love. Am so happy for them.
And am taking care of malar. Even am doing my work from here. I don't want to leave her. Not even for a minute. Her head-bandage is unwrapped. Doctor said the concussions are healing. Am so happy. I usually do the work in my bed by sitting beside her.
I couldn't able to think straight. I just want her to open her eyes. Nothing much is needed. It was like am waiting for many days.
Aunty and the nurse taking care of my Malar. And aunty is the one doing cooking. Mom mostly spend time with my Malar. Vikram and Nakul too speak with my angel. Krithi and her family too will spend some time with her. Even our daughter too visit us.
"Am missing your coffee girl please. Come on wakeup. Why are you doing like this. Please. I terribly missing you." I said to her.
I just hugged her and slept.
Time skipped:
Its been an another month, but still she didn't wakeup. I can't control myself. Now a days am getting angry even for silly reasons. I need her. But she didn't even waking up. How can she give an punishment to me like this.
Last two and half months are fucking hell to me without her. Just 15 days were left to her birthday.
For the past months am working in home with the help of Aarav. The Japan project is still in the documentation level so it's not an problem. But I need to get into the office once the documentation overs. I really need her beside me.
"Please love wakeup" I started to shout at her. I just kneel down beside her. And took her hand in my hand. That's it. I can't able to control myself. I kissed her hands.
I closed my eyes. And started to blabber.
"Please please angel you don't know how much am missing you. You can't even able to imagine baby. You know even while eating I will see beside my seat in the dinning table, even while changing the dress in closet, every where every fucking place you were there angel. We might have been only together for 2 months. But you become my everything in those months. That am even unaware you kn.... " but before I continue.....
I just opened my eyes and stopped my blabberings as soon as I sensed some movement in her hands. I can sense some movements on her eyes.
She is trying to open her eyes. Am so happy. Is she she goi... Going to open her eyes.
I think she is going to open her eyes. That's it.
"Am so hap... Happy!" I shouted at her.
"Malar is opening her eyes come on" I started to shout. Everyone came literally everyone. As it's an Sunday so everyone is present to see my angel.
I asked Aarav to call doctor. He said that he will arrive in 10 mins.
Then she opened her eyes with greater difficulty. And closed it again. Okay okay it might be due to not opened her eyes for these months right.
"Malar slow slow" I said to her. She too obliged and opened her eyes slowly that's it.
She started to see around. I just took her hand and tried to kiss it. But She instantly grabbed her hands from mine. I confused looking at her. Is she having any angry over me.
Before I console over her. Krithi came and hugged malar.
"Malar" krithi shouted in her hug.
"Kru.... Krithi" Malar started to speak.
"You okay right." krithi asked malar.
She nodded to krithi. "Just light pain here and there" . Aunty and krithi parents started to ask her. Mom too came and stand before her.
"Malar beta am sorry are you okay now" she asked her with an lovely look.
"Who are you?" Malar asked her. We all looked shocked at her.
"Malar what are you saying. It's okay she hurted you. But you can forgive her right" krithi said to malar.
"What are you speaking. I don't know who is she." she again said. We all looked confused let at her. What happened to her.
"Angel" I called her
"Do... Do you know me. I don't know you. Who are you all." she said to us. That's it my life collapsed.
"What are you speaking anni" Vikram too asked her.
"Anni. Who is your Anni. Am no one's anni. Iam still now an single" she said to us. What the fuck. Here am sitting like an stone as her husband. She is saying that she is an Single.
Doctor came and started to examine her.
He asked us to wait outside. We all came outside. I couldn't able to understand what is happening around me. I need her. Please god don't make me suffer more. I cant live without her.
After what seems like an hour. He came outside and said which shooked me to the core.
"Your wife is having an retrograde amnesia it seems." he said to us.
"What amnesia I couldn't able to understand" I asked him.
"Retrograde amnesia. It's an memory loss where the person have trouble accessing memories from before the onset of amnesia. As it's also because of concussion in her brain. This type of amnesia will loss the ability for most of them like they don't know how they got accident and all. But some members will lost part of the memory loss like 6month or 1 year prior to the accident. "he stopped and again continued.
" So for your wife it seems she forget 4 months if not added for the coma period. Now she is living in the stage before she get married phase. So obviously she don't know you all. "he said to us. That's it my life get collapsed just like that.
" When she will get her memories back doctor" Vikram asked.
"It depends on her condition. This type of memory loss can be an permanent one too. But will hope for the best. She is still in the recovery phase. Don't push her to recover her memories, if you did like that then it will be result in her life treating problem. Did you all get it. Mostly this memory loss will get back, with some triggered like that. We can give her an therapy which is specific for this, so they can retrieve their person memories. But don't start anything as for now. Because her brain needs to take rest right now. " everything is gone. My angel forget me.
" Can we go and see her " aarav asked him.
" Yeah you can. But don't bother her. Don't make her to think. Right now you all can't able to disclose your identies or relations to her. As it will result in brain problems. Don't make her strain by trying to retrieve her memories. First she needs to recover. Then we can able to think about other process okay. We have to wait for atleast 6 months. If she got her memories back within this period is well and good. If not we will contact the therapist. Okay " he said to us. We all nodded our head.
I can't able to say it to her that am his husband. This is torture malar.
We all gone inside, she is trying to sat in the bed. I instantly gone by her side and took her shoulder and made her sit properly.
" Thanks" she said meekily.
"How are you feeling" I asked her.
"Who are you. Please can you say it to me" she asked in her lower tone.
"Malar what is your last memory. I mean what is the last incident you have in your memory" krithi asked her.
"It's Jan 2019 where I came late to the office, even I had collided with one man where he hold me from falling by placing his hands over my wa..... Ahh that day" she even blushed while saying it and stopped as soon as she seen everyone is looking at her.
Why why it has to be like this. She didn't even seen me that day.
*Throat cleared* I just cleared because everyone looking at her.
"Oh okay" krithi said.
" Who are you all please say it to me. I felt like my brain is going to explode. Please please." she started to shout at us.
"Bab... Malar malar don't cry. We are no one to you. We all knows krithi, that's how you know us" I said to her.
But she started to sob heavily. I called doctor he came inside and then he put some injection.
"This is what will happen. First we need to take an MRI scan. So for that, we need to shift her to the hospital. You can discharge her in the evening itself." doctor said to us.
Already malar is sleeping because of the injection. So I took her in my hands in an bridal state. Everyone is following us. Everyone took their respective cars. I placed malar on my car and asked the driver to drive it.
I took her in my lap and I wrapped my hands over her waist. And made her lie above me. I just kissed her forehead. Then after some mins we all arrived to the hospital.
Then we gone to the scan section, where they took the scan and we admitted malar in the hospital.
Doctor called us when scan report arrived, we all gone inside.
"The same which I said inside. Her brain nerves still have concussions. It's an retragrade amnesia only. So her prior memories which is around 4 months before coma got erased. Take care of her. If she tried to recovery her memories it will result in severe head pain. It is dangerous. You have call me okay " he again warned us.
We all gone to her ward. Already doctor said she is in medications. For the next 2 hours she will be sleeping.
Everyone is crying. I don't have any words to describe my feelings. I love her so much but now I can't say it to her. How will I tell her that she is married to me and we were so much in love with each others. Ahhhh.
"We can shift malar to our home krithi" aunty said.
"Yeah it will be good" everyone accepted it.
"No I can't live without her. How can I please..." I shouted at them.
But Aarav and even gaurava too hugged me. They both consoled me. Atlast without any choice I said okay with that.
I first gone and sat beside her. Everyone gone out of the room to give us privacy.
I couldn't control my tears, so I started to shed my tears. I first took the thaali(Nuptial chain) from her neck. I don't want her I think about anything. I need her to recover fastly. Then we can think about other things. Instead of thaali I put some other chain which is an simple and elegant one which I bought recently for her. I kept it along with me in my pocket to give it to her when she woke up. But I didn't think like it will turn around like this. I just put tha thaali in my pocket.
"I love you angel.
First I yearned to see your eyes,
Now am yearning to hear your love,
Will you, my darlingâ¤ï¸"
Without getting any reply I just took her hand and intertwined it. I just kept seeing her, this itself is enough for me now.
After 2 hours she started to open her eyes. I don't want to stay before her without anyone. Then she will ask many questions. I stood up and bend down kissed her forehead fastly and gone out of the room.
I even thought of kissing her lips but refrained myself because I know she will surely open her eyes at that time.
Then we all again gone inside.
"Akka how are you" Nakul asked her. He even hugged her. Malar looked shocked. Oh they get rekindle in our marriage only right. So it might an shock for her.
"Am f... Fine. When you started to speak with me. Why I didn't h... Have any memory regarding it. What is the month. What hap.... Happened to me. How I got accident. Please can anyone say it to me." she asked it slowly.
"Ahh that today is 30th July 2019. You got accident before 2 and half months while crossing the road, an car hit you. You were in coma for 2 and half months. And you have memory loss of before 4 months. That's it baby. In that 4 month you got rekindle with your brother. " krithi said to her. These are all planned before itself.
" Where Is my parents, my sister " malar asked krithi.
" Oh I forget it. They don't like me right. " she itself said before krithi can reply.
" No no baby it's not like that. They.... They are in ja... Jail right now. Because they all are involved in illegal activities of printing fake money." krithi said. As this news we can't able to hide it from her. Because it's all over the news right. But I asked her to hide that krithi and thaanavi kidnapped news and all.
" Oh my god. Seriously I ashamed to be born in that family" she started to cry.
"Akka don't cry. Please" Nakul started to console her.
I couldn't able to see this. If only she is in the good condition I would have taken care of her. Ahhh why why. I can't even able to hug her. This is pure torture for me. Where my lover is crying and am just gazing at her.
"Krithi... Who are all they" she pointed us. My family and Aarav.
"Ahh they.. Ahhh they all are my family friends. And you too know about all of them. But now you just forget that's it baby. And also They are the one who helped you during your operation and all" sehow krithi said to malar.
But she looked unconvinced.
Immediately maa I mean a Ananthi maa hugged her.
"No malar don't cry. Everything is okay now." she started to console malar.
Everyone is able to convince her. But not me. Ahhh....
I just kept looking at her. She instantly turned towards me. I just avoided my eye contact with her. I don't want to look obvious.
" Krithi I want to know all their names" she again asked.
"Ahh malar, this is Vikram. This is his dad Moorthy and his wife. Here comes last one Aaditya he is the elder son of aunty and uncle. And this Aarav Aaditya friend and gaurav too his best friend" she informed.
I want to shout at her that am your husband. But I can't right.
Doctor came and he said we can discharge anytime.
"Krithi can you drop me in my home please I don't want to disturb you all. Please" she again started to ask.
"It's not going to happen" krithi said in her harsh tone. Malar just closed her mouth like an small baby.
I couldn't control my laugh. Aww she is so adorable right nowâ¤ï¸. I want to badly kiss her. But I can't right. Ufff.
After all the formalities we discharged malar, we all come out of the hospital. I took the car, Nakul took the front seat, I took driver seat both malar and krithi took the back seat. This is more than enough right now for me.
I just started to drive the car in an slow pace. Every now and then I used to see her through the mirror. She is speaking with krithi and after some time she started to sleep. When we reached krithi home. Its looks homely an middle class house.
Everyone reached there.
I just open the door and carry my angel in an bridal manner, she instantly wrapped her hands around my neck even in the sleep. Aww so cute right. Krithi showed me the direction to some room.
krithi just opened the door and gone to give an privacy for us. I then entered the room and placed her in the bed. She is still now wrapping her hands around my neck. I just unwrapped her hands and placed it in her stomach.
"Love you malar" saying this I kissed her lips.
I then turned and started to move but she got hold of my hands. I panicked what if she knows that I kissed her lips. I thought i got caughted.
When I turned towards her she is still sleeping. That is when I realeased my breath. In those few mins I seriously had an heart attack.
I then sat beside her and started to comb her hair. After 1 hour I came out of the room.
Aunty said that she will prepare the food for us. But we all politely declined and then reached our home.
Everyone is looking dull. When I entered the house it is not an place to be live without my angel. Again an empty feelings. This I didn't even in my earlier self that one day I will mourn for some girl, but see everything is different.
Everyone gone to their respective rooms and I too gone to our room.
When I reached there I felt empty again, noooo.
I then entered into the bathroom. Just switched on the shower and started to cry. Who said boys won't cry. They too when they felt nothing is going to be okay. I need her. Just her. But I know it's not possible as for now. She is separated from me. Ahhh no no. It's just for 6 months Aaditya. Think like that. I just blabbering in the shower itself.
After half an hour I just came out of the bathroom with an towel wrapped around my waist and gone to the closet to get changed. This room is full of her memories.
I just banged the wall with my knuckles. I seriously needed her. I got changed into some causal dress and came out of the closet. There Aarav is waiting in my bed.
"Aaditya" he called me.
Even gaurav to came now.
"Ye.. Yes" I can't even able to speak with them.
"Aaditya don't feel man. We all know how much you love your wife. She will be alright okay." Aarav said and hugged me. Even gaurav to hugged me. We all shared the group hug.
"But I can't live without her" I said to them.
"It's just an temporary separation man. You both are going to reunite very fastly. It's not going to be difficult for you to make malar to fall for you right. Don't cry man. Just wait and watch you both are going to be an one best couple." gaurav said to me. I just nodded at him.
Yes I have to make her fall for me again. Will do it. She is my everything.
After sometime we all started to chat normally. Then they both bid bye to me.
I just gone and sat in our bed. How am missing her. Ahhhh.
I need to distract myself from thinking about her. I just started to took my mobile but I made to fall the diary of malar.
I took it from the floor by sitting in my bed itself. I thought of placing it in the bedside table itself. But after seeing the contents of the opened page I just want to read it.
It is the last page of the diary which as some entries in it. I started to read it.
My wishes which will never comes true:
What it is the topic. Seriously malar am there for you baby. I will make your every wish to true. With that I started to read.
* To fall in love âï¸
* To have an loving family atleast after marriage.âï¸
* Wanted to be loved by my husband.
* Wanted to have 2 children of my own
* Atleast to adopt one baby
*To visit beach with my Husband
*To visit theatre with my husband âï¸
*To have kitchen romanceâï¸
*To have a long ride in bike with my lover by hugging him from behind.
*To have family dinner.
* To visit amusement Park with my love and family.
* To learn driving with my husband.
*To have an love marriage
* To have my first kiss with my loverâï¸
*To Travel in bus with my husband âï¸
* To cuddle âï¸
*To visit many places.
* Cook along with my hubby
* Honeymoonð
* To stand up for myselfâï¸
* To celebrate my birthday.
Many things I have but I forget as for now. Many of the wishes are got true because of my husband. I love you Aaditya. I know you can't able to see this. But I will say it here I love you sooo much. Nothing more is needed just your love. Don't leave me for anything please. I can't able to live without you.
That's it this was the entry in the diary. I even searched for any other pages of I left it out. But no that is the last one which I left.
"I won't leave you malar. Now I felt like I have everything. Your words are enough angel. Am going to make you fall for me but this time more harder. That you can't even able to erase those memories even in your amnesia period. Love you pondatti(Wife) " I said.
With an bright smile I just slept by hugging her diary. With only one motto to make her to love me.
" You said that you don't have memories about me,
But you don't know these words crushed my heart,
I waited for you to open your eyes like a new born baby opening her eyes,
Now am waiting for you to utter those words of I Love You,
For you I can wait angel,
With so much of love your aadi is waiting"
" I love all of you, and all of me is belongs only to you!
I love the curves of yours which am craving to hold,
You think you are imperfect, but for me you are only perfect in this world.
My perfect Teddy bearâ¤ï¸"
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