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Malarvizhi pov:
I slept thinking him. At morning I wokeup with an dull face. Because I know one thing that I can't get his love right. He is having another girl in his life. I can't hold him and ask him to love me. Because I don't have any ownerism over him.
For the past three months am getting some blurred negative like images of someone who is holding me in his/her lap. And that person is crying and asking me to speak, not to close my eyes something like that. If I think about this then this head started to pain like anything. I don't want to think about anything right now.
After my everywork I got down to the hall. Where Aaditya is waiting for my coffee. So I prepared for both of us and gave it to him and then took oppposite seat to him. He looked at me.
Aaditya pov:
What happened to her. Why she is sitting opposite not beside me. I didn't even like it for an one bit.
"Malar are you okay" I asked her hoping she will speak it out anything which is swirling in her mind.
"N.. Nothing Aaditya" she said to me.
"Okay. Come on its time for breakfast" I said to her.
"Aaditya I will eat later first you will have it. Hereafter I will travel by bus, I don't want to go before my working time. Because now a working as developer only right. So i don't want to reach the office early itself" she said to me. What the fuck.
"Malar" I called her.
"Aaditya please don't disturb me" she said to me.
"Oh... Okay" I don't know what to say. She is speaking like this. What happened to her. Even when she feeled after seeing me talking with another girl,i explained to her clearly that only she is important to me. Now what might be her problem.
Malarvizhi pov:
Am sorry love. I hurted you. I can die rather than hurting you Aaditya. I don't want to disturb your love life. I want you to have every happiness in your life
For that I won't ever be an obstacle. Don't worry Aditya.
Am going to ignore you from now onwards. I don't know what kind of relationship we had before my accident. But I don't going to exploit your current relationship just for the sake of my happiness.
If you felt happy by living with her. Then I won't ever be an problem for that.
He didn't even had the breakfast. He left for work just like that. Ahhhh. So I too didn't had the breakfast. How can I when my aadi didn't had his.
I just reached the bus stand and waited for sometime. After 10 mins bus came and I boarded it. Then after taking the ticket. I just sat in some random place.
The tears are continuously flowing from my eyes. Can I able to live my life without him beside me.
I can't even think him with that smrithi. That day is going to be my painful day. I have undergone many painful days in my life. But nothing can be compared to this which am going through right now.
"I love you aadi" I just kissed the picture of him in my phone. Which I took it while am working as his PA.
Haha he is so cute in it. Where he is thinking.
When I reached the office, I just gone to my cabin and started to work. Because I want to divert my concentration.
Aaditya pov:
I straightly reached my office. What she is thinking. Ahhh I can't even able to say anything to her. She is getting that headache many times. I asked her not to think about anything. But I know she is not following my orders.
I just want to confess everything to her, but I know she can't able to grab all these informations. I even thought of saying my love to her, but I don't want to start our relationship with an lie. I don't want any secret within us. Her amnesia I want to get cured. I will wait for her.
I know she will be fine in some more months. That's it right. I can wait for her. After everything, she is going to see my other side. She is fine right now that is all I want now.
Then I started my work, but I can't concentrate on it. So I just switched on the video recordings of her floor. She is working seriously. Ufff. I want to have romance with her. But see what she is doing, as if she is the one who is increasing the turn over of my company it seems.
I messaged her.
"Hi" - Aaditya
She seen the message, but didn't even replied to it. What the fuck.
I called her. But she is not at all attending my call too.
"Come to my cabin right now" - aaditya
I messaged her again. No response.
So I straightaway went to her floor. After seeing me everyone stood up. I just nodded my head. Even my PA is following me.
Yeah I forget to say his daughter get recovered am so happy.
There my madam working sincerely.
I gone behind her. Yeah everyone is seeing me. But right now am not going to think about anything. She is still now didn't seen me.
*Throat cleared * she somehow turned behind.
After seeing me she looked shocked at me. I raised my eyebrow. Iam standing their with folding my hands.
"Aadi.... *Throat cleared* sir" she said to me. What the fuck sir and all. She is the only one who is having the right to call me as Aaditya or Aadi.
"Come to my cabin" I said to her loudly. It's not going to be an problem right. Because she already worked as an PA. So no one is going to think about anything.
"y.. Yes sir" she said to me.
"Good" I said to her.
Then I gone to my cabin. And waited for her to come inside my cabin. As soon as she knocked the door. I just opened it myself and hugged her.
But she is..... Is not my malar. Because my baby is standing behind. So I seen who it is that, it is that smirthi. Ufff. I thought it would have been malar.
But after seeing us, malar just turned and gone out. Ahhh Aaditya what you have done.
"Aaditya" smirthi called me.
"Yes" she is our family friend. Ufff. Right now I don't have any mood to speak with her.
Malarvizhi pov:
This is what happen I know this. But this heart is not at all accepting the reality. He is loving her. I seen his face when he hugged that girl. His face shown that he is loving her so much.
I don't want to be an intruder in his love life. So I just left his cabin. Actually I didn't even entered his cabin. Because they both were hugging in the outside of the cabin itself. So I just gone from there. And went to my floor and entered into the restroom.
I then started to cry. This is my life. I again going to be lonely. Because I know smirthi won't leave me to have friendship with Aaditya. I seriously need to go to my home.
"Aaditya" I said his name silently and cried. Next 30 mins I just cried. Then I entered into cubicle. I again want to concentrate on other things. So I just immersed myself in the work.
"Malar am sorry." - Aaditya.
I got the message from him. I know he might felt sorry to left me. But when it comes to the love life definitely this will happen right.
"It's okay Aaditya" - Malarvizhi
I replied to him.
Aaditya pov:
Aahhh. This day really sucks to me. Why why. I think she got wrong idea. I have to clarify it to her. Ufff.
When my work overs I straightly went to my home. When I reached, I gone to my room. Freshened up and gone to the malar room. But she is not there. So when I get down there malar is helping in the kitchen with maa and mom.
So I just sat in the sofa and continously started to see her. Ahhh she is wearing an saree. I mean an simple homewear saree like that. Yeah yeah her navel is in display. So I was seeing her.
Heeee. This is what will happen when you don't able to touch your wife.
After sometime we all gathered to have dinner. After having it we all gone to our respective rooms.
I waited for malar to reach my room. Yeah she mostly spend some time with me, before she goes to the sleeping. But even after 20 mins she didn't come to my room. So I thought of checking her, is she having any headaches something like that.
My heartbeat started to beat fast. Because seeing her in the pain is the most painful thing to me. She many times asked me to give some tablet or something to make her sleep because she couldn't able to with held the pain.
But when I reached her room she is sleeping peacefully. I think she had her tablet. Because if it so then she can't even wokeup. So with that thought I just gone and sat beside her. I kissed her forehead and her lips. I want her. Please god, I want her to get cured. Nothing more is needed.
I then reached my room.
After 3 hour I again gone to her room and slept along with her. What I will do without her.
"My baby" saying this hugged her tightly. Just this morning when she ignored me I felt like someone is ripped my heart from me. Uff.
"Don't do something like this baby" I said to her.
I don't know what to say. So I just slept hugging my personal teddyâ£ï¸.
My comfy cushionðð.
At morning I just started to get out of the room quickly. Because I too overslept today. Good thing she didn't wokeup.
I want the day where I can't even let her sleep in all night. I want to make love to her. Ahhh.
I just kissed her lips and gone out.
She didn't eat along with me. Ahhh again my mood sulked. I waited for her to come, but she didn't came. So I gone to my office. I don't want to irritate her.
After reaching my cabin. I started to do my work. Yeah not before watching her.
Malarvizhi you were doing many things to me.
Time skipped:
She is not at all speaking properly with me. It's been another 10 days. Seriously I couldn't even understand her. I totally becomes an insane right now. I cant even able to clarify the doubt. I don't know why she is behaving like this.
Daily I following her. Like am an college student who is following his lover.
Yeah now a days am going to office by bus. Yup I know she didn't noticed me still now. She always sat in some random place and don't even turn around from her place in the bus. Ufff. Am following her because of her health condition only. I don't want to irritate her by asking her to travel with me so as a result her head will start to hurt. This is the better way. I get to know many things like this way.
She is turning me into different person.
While at breaktime, today I want to meet her. So I just gone to the cafeteria. Everyone is seeing me as is seeing me like some ghost.
But who cares. I straightly went to my baby place and sat beside her.
She turned in her seat and seen me with an wide eyes.
Even krithi too first seen me with an wife eyes. Then she smiled at me. Yeah now too she is working as an PA for my friend. They are going to get married in next month. Am happy.
"Anna what an surprise" krithi shouted at me.
"Ahh krithi. Where is Aarav" I asked her.
"Yeah he is there see" she shown him where he is standing in the line to pick up the order.
"Okay" I said to her. She smiled.
"Malar" I called her.
"Yeah Aaditya" she said to me but not seeing me.
"Malar see here. What happened to you. Atleast you can speak with me right." I asked her.
"Aaditya nothing like that. Am speaking with you only." she said to me.
"Okay what you want to eat" I asked her.
"Aaditya please I don't want anything to have. Please leave me" she said to me.
"Malar" krithi shouted.
Malar just stood up and gone from cafe.
I just kept looking at her.
Malarvizhi pov:
I hurted him again. Because because I don't want to be an intruder in his love life.
I straight away went to the restroom in my floor. Now a days am crying so much. Already that smirthi warning me literally everyday. She is breaking me daily without even putting her efforts. She will always speak in front of me with Aaditya in phone. She speak with so much of love with him. There were time I just want to slap Aaditya. But I can't, if he loves smirthi. I can't do anything right. She is beautiful so it's not an hard for an boy to fall for her.
My eyes were red.
I came out of the restroom and reached my cubicle. There stood smirthi.
Not again.
"Malar how are you. How is my Aaditya." she asked me.
"You can check by yourself right" I said to her. I tried to speak politely with her at first. But right now I don't want to.
Only Aaditya is my friend not this bitch. Ahhhh.
"Okay leave it. First of all I need to ask my father to speak with uncle regarding our marriage" saying this she left from there.
My tears started to fall from my eyes.
Aaditya why I have to love you this much. Again I got the picture of someone who is asking me to open my eyes. Ahh who is that. Thinking about this I got the severe headache.
"Ahhh" I shouted.
Aaditya pov:
I reached my cabin then. I don't know what to do right now. I just started to work. But something is saying to me to see my malar. So I just switched on live camera video.
But when I seen that, my baby is shouting. Without wasting any time I just reached her floor. There everyone is standing around her.
"What the fuck is happening here" I shouted at everyone because everyone is seeing her but no one is helping.
And gone before her and took her in an bridal state she clutched my neck tightly.
When I reached to my cabin, I slowly placed her in the sofa.
"Malar malar don't cry baby" I asked her
"Aadi aadi it's paining please do anything." she said to me.
I contacted doctor and asked about this issues. He said that this pain will subsided after taking the tablet. Am even having some of her tablets with me just in case. So I took the tablet and gave it to her. She immediately put into her mouth and had the water which I gave it to her.
"Baby it will be okay now. Okay no cries" I said to her.
"Thanks aadi" saying this she hugged me in her sleepy state as am sitting in knees beside the sofa.
"Just sleep okay" I said to her.
She nodded her head.
"I need you Aaditya" she blabbered in her sleep.
"I too need you malar like an oxygen" I kissed her lips.
Already she slept.
Malarvizhi pov:
When I opened my eyes, Aaditya is sitting beside me in his sleepy state.
Actually not in a sleepy state. He is sleeping only.
I get down from the sofa and sat beside him. I kissed his forehead and placed my head in his chest and took his hands and wrapped around my waist. Call me desperate or anything, but I want him. Atleast for now. I want to enjoy his warmth. I kept seeing his face for sometime. Then I slept hearing his heartbeat which is an lullaby for me.
Aaditya pov :
I don't know when I slept, I opened my eyes. But as soon as I opened my eyes, malar is sleeping over me. By placing her face in my chest, hands wrapping around me. What more I needed. I hugged her even more tightly. The smile which is adoring my face right now is priceless.
I just rubbed her face. And kissed her side head. She smiled as if she knows her husband his kissing her.
"Your husband is waiting baby" I said in her ear.
"Don't make him wait for long" I again said in her ear.
After sometime she opened her eyes.
"Are you feeling better." I asked her.
"Yeah" she said to me.
"Why are getting this headache. What were you thinking" I asked her.
"Nothing much. Just an clip like negative images is coming before to me. So if I think about that my head started to pain. Am sorry" she said to me.
"Don't say sorry to me malar. All I need is you to get alright." I said to her. She nodded her head.
"Okay " she said to me. She again placed her head in my chest. I think I got my malar back.
"Sleep baby" I said to her.
"No no you have work right." she started to move from me.
"No baby come on sleep" I said to her.
She hummed in the sleepy state and slept. Because I can hear her breathing which is in the normal phase.
" Loving you is the easiest thing,
Because no one can resist your charm"
"We can't decide when to love whom to love.
It will happen just like that,
For me you happened baby"
"Love you Malarvizhi Aaditya kumarâ£ï¸ð" I said to her.
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