Chapter 5003: Who Am I?
At first glance, he seemed like a scared child hiding in a safe spot. But given his bored expression, he was more like a python that was full from a meal. Now it was time to digest.
He pulsed with the maddened flames - the result of devouring Elemental Kingâs attacks. He seemed rather bored as he occasionally tossed rocks into the pit.
He was a puzzling existence, possessing all the abilities and instincts of a dragon lord yet lacking a normal state of mind.
Li Qiye approached and sat down next to him. The others stood behind Li Qiye, not daring to utter a single word. They saw him as a slow-witted child more so than a member of the Ten Monsters.
He didnât run away this time. There was not a single reaction either. The group patiently waited, aware that Li Qiye was interested in him.
After a while, the boy seemingly woke up from his stupor. Nonetheless, his eyes were still muddled as he asked with curiosity: âWho are you?â
âWho are you?â Li Qiye smiled.
âI am meâ¦â The boy answered.
âI am me too.â Li Qiye said.
âThen who am I?â The boy was caught up in the questions.
âYou are you, and only you.â Li Qiye answered.
This only confused him even more as he tried to come up with an answer. Alas, there was a minute change in his muddled eyes - the chaos seemed to be flowing, albeit virtually indiscernible.
âI donât know me.â He eventually said.
âAsk your heart.â Li Qiye replied.
âWhat is heart?â The boy asked.
âThe heart is right here.â Li Qiye grabbed his hand and placed it on his left chest: âFeel it.â
After a few seconds, the boy giggled and said: âSomethingâs beating.â
âFeel it, feel its beats.â Li Qiye led the way for him to feel the rhythm: âBadump, badump, badumpâ¦â
âBadump, badump, badumpâ¦â Flame-eater followed his lead.
As he felt the beat, he closed his eyes as if he was about to sleep. Drooling came next and made him look more like the slow son of the regional lord, one step further away from the appearance of a dragon lord.
Li Qiye smiled and observed the youth.
âYoung Noble, is it working?â Yunyun could tell that this was some sort of mesmerization.
âIt is up to him.â Li Qiye said: âHe forgot himself or does not want to remember.â
âHuh? Why not?â Ming Shi asked.
âLife is cruel.â Li Qiye said: âSometimes it is better to forget instead of living in misery.â
âHe had a sad past?â She stared at him and couldnât come up with the right scenario for him to purposely do this.
âNot necessarily.â Li Qiye responded: âThere might be another reason.â
âIs there a difference in forgetting oneself versus actively trying to do so?â Goldcrest asked.
âThe second is an avoidance mechanism for pain. The first case can be more complicated, it might be an injury or something else.â Li Qiye said.
âDo you have a guess as to why, Young Noble?â Yunyun said curiously.
Li Qiye gazed into the horizon and took his time before responding: âA few existences, once they reach a certain cultivation level, might want to forget themselves.â
The group exchanged glances of confusion.
Li Qiye then looked back at them and continued: âSome have heavy burdens and responsibilities, others can no longer restraint their dao heart or power. After all, there is a price for everything, especially for power.â
âOne of the prices is loneliness. There is no one else at the top.â Yunyun said.
âIndeed, you got that right.â Li Qiye praised with a smile.
âYouâre too kind, Young Noble.â She responded with a slightly embarrassed tone.
âAmitabha, amitabha.â A chant could be heard and next came a billowing Buddhist affinity.
A monk appeared before the group - one looking rather casual and carefree. However, everything about him exuded Buddhism.
It was Mahayana again - the highly respected monk.
The young ones were surprised to see him. Nonetheless, they bowed to greet him. This included the vivacious princess.
âBenefactor, seems like we are connected by fate.â The monk placed his palms together and told Li Qiye.
âI donât want to have anything to do with a monk, nothing good comes out of it.â Li Qiye smiled and went over to a pond nearby, took off his shoes, and played with the water.
âAmitabha. Only those truly connected to Buddhism say your line, they are bound by karma without knowing so.â The monk smiled before taking off his shoes and joining Li Qiye to enjoy the water.
âLet me try to enlighten you so that you can reach the dao of Buddhism?â The monk didnât give up.
Li Qiye finally stared at the monk and smiled charmingly, wanting to enlighten him instead.
âBuzz.â The monk became shrouded by the image of a heavenly dragon with eight legs. Others couldnât help wanting to prostrate before his magnificent aura.
It took everything from him to stop Li Qiyeâs smile.
âAmitabha.â He lowered his head, not daring to stare at Li Qiye.
This personâs smile had a devilish power far beyond his current Buddhist attainment. He would be the one converted instead.
âThis avatar of yours canât convert me.â Li Qiye stopped and shook his head.
This surprised the youths and made them stare at the monk. He was only an avatar?
The dragon lords prior didnât notice anything and assumed that he was the real thing. This meant that he wasnât actually here.
âAmitabha, you are correct, Benefactor.â The monk admitted while placing his palms together.