chapter 5493: even ghosts hate you
âtrue.â immortal emperor mu zhuo stared at the puddle with li qiye.
the latter could feel his sense of disgust intensifying. while being under this condition, those affected would start to hate the world and feel tired of life. they would prefer to live reclusively instead, retreating to the farthest reaches away from humanity.
âhow does it feel to be dead?â li qiye asked.
the emperor stroked his chin and for a split second, he returned to his original state and had escaped the boundary of repulsion.
âbetter than being alive.â he said.
âisnât this what you wanted?â li qiye said sentimentally.
âmy wish is fulfilled.â he stared at the puddle as if it was the manifestation of his self-hatred.
âso go in peace, thereâs nothing left in the world for you to cling to.â li qiye said.
âright, but where do i go now?â he asked a rather difficult and profound question.
âanywhere you want.â li qiye said.
ânowhere to stay, just like when i was alive.â he shook his head. was there a different world for the dead?
âlife and death, both are the same.â li qiye sighed and said: âdeath is sweet release for me while it is a test for you, an experiment to another world. it doesnât seem to be successful.â
âperhaps it will be the same for you after death, no sweet release.â the man said.
âwe are different in that you are weary of life while i am willing to move forward where my heart leads. in the beginning, there might be some distinction between life and death for you but eventually, they possess the same end.â li qiye said.
âhated by heaven and all living beings.â he said softly.
âyes, and even ghosts hate you too.â li qiye shrugged.
he couldnât help but smile, but his smile was uglier than if he were sobbing. after a while, he murmured: âright, even ghosts abhor me, let alone living people.â
after a brief silence, he added: âyou best go on living.â
âyou want to die yet you tell me to stay alive?â li qiye joked.
âbecause i have a feeling that if you die, ghosts will hate you too.â he said.
âi wouldnât be surprised, i have some ghosts who hate me even right now.â li qiye said.
he only sighed and didnât respond.
âsay, what if i give you another chance to live?â li qiye suddenly asked.
this prompted him to stare at li qiye for a second before lowering his head: âlife and death, both are the same.â
âthat is indeed the essence of this path.â li qiye sighed and said: âdo you regret your decision?â
âdo you?â he answered with the same question.
âi do not.â li qiye shrugged while speaking with a firm tone.
he stared at the puddle in a daze, contemplating certain things. this caused the aura of repulsion to intensify and spread even more.
âokay, okay, i went through the effort of coming here to pick up your corpse so letâs cooperate now.â li qiye patted his shoulder.
he calmed down and once again tried his best to control the aura before responding: âdeath isnât what i imagined.â
âbecause your world-weary dao and its aura of repulsion live on.â li qiye said.
âcan you reduce me to ashes, leaving nothing behind?â he asked.
âdoing that will splatter it onto me, am i the only one who can do this?â li qiye smiled wryly.
âyes, only you.â he agreed.
his killer didnât touch him physically yet was still stained by his aura. purifying this mess required eras of hard work.
today, li qiye came to help him with his corpse - something no one else wanted to do.
âif both your body and dao are destroyed, would you want to start over?â li qiye suddenly asked.
he looked up at li qiye for a second before becoming dejected again. he wrapped his arms around his knees and shook his head: âjust being reduced to ashes is already an impossible wish. thatâs all i can ask for and i will truly appreciate it if you can do this for me.ânove-lb(1n
he yearned for death and after being killed, he came to find that death was not enough. his dao still remained.
destroying his dao required purifying his hatred. otherwise, he would continue to be stuck in this world. the issue was that no one would take up this task lest they be infected by his aura as well.
âstarting over might be possible after total destruction.â li qiye said.
âimpossible.â he blurted out.
âwhy not?â li qiye asked casually.
he stared at li qiye and shook his head again: âeven if it is possible, whatâs the point, just another cycle of the same thing.â
âwhat if it is severed?â li qiye asked.
ânow that is even more impossible.â he responded, aware of the implication of death.
no heaven-defying method could revert this for a new cycle. plus, given his circumstances, living again wouldnât change anything.
others coveted this possibility, especially the epoch overlords. they wanted to live again after death, starting the cycle anew while conveniently keeping certain advantages of their previous life. the same couldnât be said about the emperor.
âwell, letâs pretend that it is possible.â li qiye said.
this caused him to ruminate while staring at the puddle.