Adelie
I found myself alone in the dining room. The table was bare, devoid of life. Helen had left, leaving me without anyone to cook or clean. I ran my finger along the table, lifting it to reveal a layer of dust.
The evening was creeping in. I was waiting for Magdalena. I moved to the kitchen, brewed some tea, and fetched candles. I didnât want the harshness of full lighting.
I looked worn out, defeated. I needed to hide my vulnerability as best as I could.
Footsteps echoed in the hallway. It was Fala. âHey,â she greeted, and I mustered a smile in return.
âI thought I could help out, since most of the pack is gone.â
I lit three white candles and took my place at the tableâs end. âJust stay safe. Thatâs all you need to do. The pack is at Archibaldâs if you feel safer there,â I offered.
I wasnât sure if it was best for her to stay here. âYou might want to go there. Itâs less gloomy, and if anything happens, there are people who can protect you. Theyâve sworn to protect our pack.â
Fala stared at me, her expression blank. âDid you have something else in mind?â I asked.
âI donât plan on staying here,â she admitted.
âOh,â I stammered. âNot in the pack?â
She shook her head.
âWhere will you go?â I asked.
âBack,â she replied. âIâm a rogue now. I met with the others who left. The children and the elderly.â
âNone of you are coming back?â I asked, hoping it was just a temporary situation.
âI donât think so. I donât live with them, but they seemed safe. Theyâre taking good care of the children.â
âWhere are they staying?â I asked.
She hesitated before answering. âThey joined another pack,â she said, her voice shaky.
It made sense to keep the children safe, but there was a closer pack. The next nearest pack wasnât even within walking distance. If they ~were~ there. They could be even further.
âAre you there too, just afraid to say it? Iâd feel better knowing youâre in a pack,â I told her.
âIâm not coming back to the pack. Iâm leaving to live in the human world,â she declared.
âA rogue in the human world? Whoâs there for you?â
She seemed puzzled by my question. âA simpler life. I feel more comfortable there.â
âFala. Itâs not safe for you there.â ~But then again, it wasnât safe here either.~
âIâll be okay. I grew up alone. I can take care of myself. But know this isnât about you or Kairos or whatâs happening.
âI think youâre a great Luna and will do great things.â
I smiled at her. âNot for much longer.â She tilted her head and sat beside me.
âYour brother told me he doesnât want me to be Luna anymore. So if you want to return to your old life, you have nothing to worry about. Once this is over, Iâll be gone.â
âHe canât mean that. You canât take anyone seriously right now. Everyoneâs struggling,â she said, trying to lift my spirits.
âI failed, Fala. I failed many times. He stood by me through it all and I still failed. He canât keep seeing me fail and not think itâs a mistake for me to be Luna.â
She took my hands in hers. âThis is hard on everyone, but donât let things said in the heat of the moment get to you. Iâm sure itâs just a rough patch.
âThey say the first year of marriage is the toughest, in the human world at least.â She laughed, but I didnât share her amusement.
âItâs not just about that,â I countered. âHow do you help someone who doesnât want to be helped?â
âHeâs exhausted. And frightened,â she replied.
âI donât think he knows fear. Not once. Thatâs how I know heâs done. Thatâs how I know heâs giving up. Because heâs ~never~ afraid.â
Just as I finished speaking, Maeve entered with a group of older women. âLuna Adelie. Magdalena has arrived.â I wanted to ask Maeve to stay, but she left before I had the chance.
âHello, Magdalena.â I rose to greet her. âIâve been expecting you. Iâm glad you could make it,â I said.
She looked surprisingly youthful. Older than me, but still vibrant. I had pictured an elderly woman when I thought of young Kairos. âI was informed. But I havenât been introduced to the new Luna of this pack yet.â
âOh, yes, I apologize. Iâm Adelie Garcia.â I couldnât shake off what Kairos had said. Just uttering his last name made me question whether I should say it or not. âIâm Luna of this pack.â
âItâs much quieter here than I remember,â she commented as I motioned for her to sit. âBut I was told about the tragic history of the pack. It must be devastating for all the pack members.â
âIâve heard it was a nightmare.â I poured her a cup of tea and slid it across the table to her. âSo, did you live here orâ¦?â
She laughed. âOh no, I was just visiting. The Garcia family said they trusted only me,â she said, her smile sweet as she sipped her tea. She seemed to be reminiscing about happier times.
She set down her cup. âBut thatâs not why you summoned me, is it? Not to discuss me. Iâm curious to know what this is about and how it could help Kairos,â she said, seemingly aware of all the details.
âYou were the one who delivered Garciaâs firstborn, correct?â I asked.
âYes, I was,â she confirmed.
âI was told that the answer lies with the firstborn Garcia. Was there anything unusual?â I rubbed my eyes.
âIâm not sure what Iâm looking for, but if anyone would know, it would be someone who was there.
âAnd just to be clear, Iâm willing to pay whatever you ask for any information. Please, I beg you, donât hold anything back.â
She smirked at that. âI wonât ask for much. The tea is enough. You canât put a price on a memory from so long ago,â she said.
She folded her hands together and placed them on the table. âThere were many unusual things, from his birth to when I saw him as a young boy.
âHe was not a typical child. I was told to keep quiet about it. But those who made me keep secrets are gone. His parents.â ~Was it really that bad?~ âThe parents noticed right away that the child had a dark side.â
That didnât sound like Kairos, but I continued to listen. âI cared for the child, but there was only so much I could do. He wasâ¦different. And itâs strange to say that about a child.â
She took a sip of her tea. âWell, at least now heâs come to his senses. Something must have clicked in his mind.â
Did she really remember that well? I wasnât sure we were talking about the same person.
âActually, heâs cursed right now. Thatâs why I was searching for you,â I said, my hope fading. âHeâs been imprisoned now.â
She placed her cup on the table, her brows knitting together. âThatâs not true. I saw him today. He seemed perfectly okay. I mean, I canât speak for his mental state, but physically, heâs good.â
I offered her a weak smile, shaking my head. âYou must be confused. Kairos is heavily protected. Thereâs no way he could have gotten out.â
âWhy are you bringing up Kairos? He isnât the eldest Garcia child.â