ADELIE
I held out for a sign, any hint of their whereabouts.
I ventured into the forest, sneaking away from the others. I needed solitude.
The night was inky black, punctuated only by the distant howls of wolves. I found an ancient oak tree, its girth three times my size. I approached it, resting my forehead against its rough bark. âSpeak to me.â
The trees didnât always respond. But when they did, I felt it deep in my bones.
A gruff voice echoed in my mind, âBlood has been spilled. Evil has been sealed.â
âAre they here now?â I asked.
âIn the grave.â
The only grave I knew ofâ¦was the pit.
I rushed to the nearby pit, a grim resting place for nymph bodies.
I hurried, but found nothing. No bodies, thankfully. I created a makeshift staircase and descended carefully. It was pitch black. My hands instinctively found the spot where Kairos had discovered a note previously.
I ran my fingers over the rough surface until they snagged on something. Paper. I quickly climbed out of the pit and into the open where I could read.
Once I reached the first lantern-lit path on pack ground, I noticed a small bag hidden in the folds.
~Dear Adelie~
~Use this guiding crystal to find us.~
~
I pulled out a crystal stick. It glowed, reminiscent of the one Maeve had given me to locate the vampire coven.
I held it tentatively, and the light dimmed. But when I stepped back, it flared to life again. It seemed to guide me, glowing brightly when I was on the right path and dimming when I strayed.
I rushed back to the kingâs castle, finding Kairos in the living room. âWhatâs wrong?â he asked, seeing my distress.
âGather everyone,â I instructed him, and he immediately sent out a mind link.
Kairos rushed to my side, snatching the note from my hand. His gaze flicked from the note to me. We both knew this was inevitable. âWeâll get through this,â he assured me. âEverything will be all right.â Was he trying to reassure me or himself?
I managed a weak smile. âYou say that. But you donât believe it.â
He looked puzzled. âWhat do you mean?â
âYou abandoned me when I was at my lowest. I was never okay after you left.â I swallowed hard, cursing myself for revealing my vulnerability.
âI didnât want to give you another reason to runâ¦â
I shook my head. âI was born to runâ¦from my very first breath. I didnât want an easy life, I wanted you!â
He stepped back. âYou know what your problem is? Youâve been running all your life. It doesnât have to be that way,â Kairos said, his voice steady.
I met his gaze. âWhy did you leave?â I asked again.
His expression softened. âYou think I left because I wasnât enough. Or because I didnât love you. But thatâs not it.â
âThen why?â I pressed. âKairos⦠I need closure. If you had left because you didnât love me, at least I would have an answer. Now Iâm left wondering.â
âBecause I would have done something I would regret more than leaving.â
âLike what?â
âKill you.â
I instinctively recoiled. âKairosâ¦â
âWhatâs the hurry?â Leonard asked, descending the staircase, followed by Maeve and Collin.
He wanted to kill me?
I shook my head, trying to dispel the thought. I turned to Maeve. âEsty?â I asked, and she nodded, confirming she was informed.
I held up the letter. âI have the coordinates.â
Their expressions mirrored my own. We all knew what was coming, but no one wanted to accept it.
Leonard reached the bottom of the stairs and nodded. âIâll send my men with you. When do you plan to leave?â he asked.
âAs soon as possible. At sunrise.â
Leonard turned to Collin. âTell them to be ready.â He nodded and left.
I looked at Esty, who was leaning against the staircase railing. âYouâre strong,â she said. âBut sometimes you forget youâre not invincible.â Her eyes were filled with sadness, even from this distance. Maybe thatâs why she stayed at the top of the stairs.
I nodded. âI donât have a choice.â
âI know.â She looked away and left.
Sleep eluded me that night. I tossed and turned until dawn.
I stared at my reflection in the mirror. Dressed in pants and a jacket, my hair pulled back in a bun. I didnât recognize the woman staring back at me.
I had never looked like this before. And everyone already knew what I looked like. Why pretend? I quickly changed into an emerald green dress, letting my hair cascade down my back, adorned with a crown of thorns.
This was better. This was me.
I sat at my desk and penned a letter. For Kairos. I had agonized over whether to write it, and now I was pouring my heart out, telling him everything he needed to know. My farewell to him.
My second letter was for Elias. But his would go to Maeve, as his restless mind wouldnât wait.
With the sealed envelopes in hand, I went to Eliasâs room.
He was asleep, innocent and peaceful. I finally understood my parentsâ actions.
They had separated my sister and me, and while it may not have seemed like the best decision, they had to do it. Now, my sister and I were both grown up. She was out there somewhere, and she knew I was here.
It wasnât until I had my own child that I understood the sacrifices I was willing to make for him.
I wanted him to grow up in a safe world. And if this was the last time I saw him, I knew he would grow up to be a wonderful person.
I descended the stairs to find everyone gathered in the living room. I handed Maeve Eliasâs letter, tucking the other into my pocket. âIn case I donât return,â I said, her eyes scanning the handwritten âEliasâ.
She surprised me by pulling me into a hug. We werenât usually affectionate. I wished we were, especially in moments like these.
She held me tight, and I returned the embrace. âIf you donât come backâ¦â
âThen youâll have to be a little stronger and take care of Elias with Esty.â I finished her sentence before she could say goodbye.
I felt her nod against my neck. I pulled back and smiled at her. âThis isnât the end of the world. And you know better than to wallow.â
Before her tears could affect me, I turned to the others. Lucy was there, sitting next to Leonard.
Esty and Collin were on the couch in the corner. Kairos was leaning against the wall with two other men. The room felt like a funeral. Gloomy. Sad.
âIâm not dead yet,â I said.
âWeâre just worried,â Lucy said.
I shrugged. âIâve seen a lot. Endured a lot.â
âThatâs true.â Esty said from the corner. âBut back then, you were new. We barely knew you. But now, youâve become a part of us. Weâve gotten to know you. Weâve grown accustomed to you. We know what youâve been through andâ¦â her voice faltered. âHow some of us have hurt you.â She was referring to herself.
âIf you spend too much time with someone, it becomes harder to leave. And now you have a son. None of us want to see him cry.â
I cared for Esty, more than I ever thought possible. People change. And she had become a wonderful woman. Some sins can never be erased, but there is always goodness that comes with it.
âTake care of him.â Thatâs all I said. âI think itâs time to go.â
The two men approached me, followed by Kairos.
I took out the crystal, but it didnât glow. âWhat?â Was it broken? Even when I was going in the wrong direction, it still glowed faintly. Now it was lifeless.
I was certain I was on the right path. I looked at Esty, her gaze fixed on the crystal.
âWhat is it?â I asked.
âThere are different types of these crystals. It makes sense they chose this one. It absorbs energy. But it only works with one energy source. It can only guide one person.â
âDo we just keep our distance?â Kairos asked.
Esty shook her head. âShe has to go alone.â