Kairos
Kye, my wolf, was speaking to me. For most Werewolves, this wouldnât be unusual. But for me, it was a first in two years.
Kye was mad at me, and I couldnât blame him. I was the reason for his silence. Iâd hurt him in the worst way possibleâIâd taken away our mate.
Today, Kye decided to break his silence. He didnât answer my questions or even acknowledge my presence.
His words were a jumbled mess. I couldnât make out what he was saying, but I was just glad he was speaking. Even when I was in my wolf form, heâd refused to communicate.
I was in my study when Raphael, my Beta, entered with a single knock. Raphael was the only one who could enter my study without permission. He used to be my best friend, but after the tragedy two years ago, I didnât deserve friends.
âAlpha! Weâve received a message from the Dark Moonâs pack.â
âWhat does it say?â Messages were rare, given our pack's reputation.
âTheir Alpha and his best warriors want to train here.â
This was unexpected. No one willingly came here anymore. We used to receive countless messages from other packs.
Now, they only knew the stories about me and my pack. We were the damned pack. Few outside my pack knew the truth about that night, and no one was allowed to speak of it.
I rose from my leather chair and walked to the window behind me. âWhatâs in it for us?â I asked, gazing at the distant pack houses.
I lived alone in my large house, separate from the rest of the pack. Even my sister, Fala, didnât live with me. She found my place too depressing and chose to live at the pack house.
She said my home had lost its charm. It was isolated, which was probably why I liked it. I preferred solitude.
Especially now.
From my vantage point, I could see people walking. My pack, the Night Walkers Pack, once had over two thousand members. Now, we were down to one hundred and eighty-one, not counting the children.
We had many children, most of whom had lost their parents in battle. The rest were reminders of the werewolves weâd lost.
All of this was my fault. My pack members were blind if they didnât see that. I could have prevented it, but I was blinded by love. I could never forgive myself.
Despite the tragedy, my respect among the pack had only grown, and I despised it. So many lives lost, so many loved ones gone. Yet, they still revered me.
âAlpha Hans offers fair pay,â Raphael explained. âOur warriors are among the strongest. Other packs fear us. This could show them weâre reliable, trustworthy, even helpful.â
Raphael continued, âWe need to expand our pack. The pack members deserve to be seen as more than prisoners.â
âIs that what they say? Theyâre prisoners?â I mused aloud.
Raphael chuckled. âThe stories never end. Theyâre so scared of us, theyâll make up any excuse to hate us.â
Raphael was intelligent, but he mistakenly thought we were friends. Heâd been with me since I first became Alpha. I often wondered why he didnât fear me.
âThey fear us?â I asked, but Raphael sighed in confusion. âTheyâve never feared our pack. For the past two years, theyâve feared me.â
âAlpha, they donât know what happened. Everyone has a different version of that night. Youâre a myth to them.â
I wasnât in the mood to dwell on the past. My focus was on doing what was best for my pack. âInform Alpha Hans that Iâm in agreement. Iâll send him the dates for their training,â I instructed.
My Beta, looking satisfied, left my study.
It was nearing midnight, yet my wolf was restless. Something was off. Perhaps he was losing his sanity from the prolonged silence.
~Whatâs going on?~ I asked him.
~Run! We need to run. Deep into the woods. Thereâs a place. A massive tree. Full moon. Itâs there. We need to go nowâ¦~
His behavior was odd, but at least he was communicating. The least I could do was follow his lead. Maybe heâd fully open up to me.
I set aside my work and did as my wolf suggested. I grabbed a bag for my clothes. I had no idea how far my wolf would take me, but it didnât matter. This was the least I could do for him.
As I entered the forest, I stripped, packed my clothes into my bag, and shifted into my jet-black wolf form, carrying the bag in my teeth.
I let Kye take full control. He ran like a madman. We were now far from our pack.
Kye was dangerously close to the neighboring packâs territory. ~Slow down. Weâre outside our territory,~ I warned him, regaining control.
~We need to go there,~ he insisted.
~Why?~ I asked.
~Canât you feel it?~ he responded.
There was a strange pull towards our neighboring pack, but only in one direction.
I didnât understand it. I could be walking into a death trap, even though I knew this pack was friendly and harmless.
I dressed and let my feet guide me.
This forest was pristine and beautiful. Not a single leaf or branch littered the ground. It was unlike our forest. This one was well-maintained. Keeping a forest this clean must be laborious. How did they manage it? How did they find the time?
As I ventured deeper into the neighboring packâs territory, a sweet scent grew stronger. It was a fresh blend of lilies and sandalwood, potent yet soothing and tranquil.
It was intoxicating. I felt dizzy. A strange, familiar, and long-forgotten sensation washed over me. What was it? I recognized this feeling, but from where?
My wolf was silent now, seemingly waiting for my next move. I didnât stop. It wasnât my wolf guiding me anymore. It was me.
Then, a girl came into view. No, not a girl. A young woman. She was frolicking among the trees, twirling as if she was breathing fresh air for the first time.
She wore a long, flowing white dress that accentuated every curve of her delicate body. She seemed as light as a feather, almost floating.
Her beauty was unparalleled, like a handcrafted masterpiece. Her dark hair shimmered under the moonlight as it cascaded down her back.
I continued walking until she picked up a piece of fabric from the ground. She noticed me and our eyes met.
Her eyes were a stunning blend of silver and forest green. Her lips were plump and full. Her skin was soft and porcelain-like, flawless.
She was the epitome of divine beauty. She was perfect, angelic.
She broke our gaze and put on the fabric sheâd picked up. It was a cape. She covered her head with a hood, but I kept walking towards her.
Suddenly, I stopped. ~Mate!~ My wolf exclaimed, breathless.
~Mate?~ No, this couldnât be!
She turned towards me, but her gaze was fixed on her feet. I couldnât see her face.
She was my second chance. I looked up at the moon.
~Why, Moon Goddess? Why have you burdened this woman with a mate like me? I canât treat her as a mate should be treated. I canât allow myself to feel again, for the sake of my pack.~
But now that Iâd met her, I couldnât be without her, and she couldnât be without me. I would never be a worthy mate to her, nor would I try. I was sorry, Moon Goddess, for not being a worthy mate.
She would be close enough for us to not lose our minds, but I wouldnât let her close to my heart. I couldnât let history repeat itself.
âWhatâs your name?â I found myself asking her.
âAdelie Murrell,â she replied, her voice as sweet as honey.
Even though her gaze was cast downward, her posture was impeccable. She carried herself with a grace and elegance that was hard to ignore.
âIâm Kairos Garcia, Alpha of the Night Walkers Pack,â I told her.
My declaration seemed to catch her attention, but she remained hidden beneath her hood. She must have known who I was, but I wondered which version of me she had been told about.
âWould you consider joining my pack?â I asked her.
She paused for a moment before responding, âIf thatâs what I must do, Alpha.â
âInform your Alpha that Iâll be there to pick you up tomorrow. Pack your belongings and be ready by five in the afternoon. Iâll personally escort you to my pack,â I commanded. Without another glance, I turned and headed back to my own pack.
My wolf was silent, angry that I hadnât embraced her. But I couldnât. I also couldnât reject herâit would be a death sentence for both of us. Few werewolves survived rejection, and those who did often lost their minds.
Rejection was the cruelest act imaginable.
Back at my house, I immediately mind-linked my Beta. ~I need you in my study. Now!~
He didnât respond, but I knew heâd received my message. I had interrupted his sleep, but this couldnât wait until morning.
My Beta entered my study, hastily adjusting his jacket. âAlpha, whatâs so urgent at this hour?â he asked.
I leaned back in my chair. âI went for a runâ¦â I began, my voice trailing off.
His eyebrows furrowed in confusion. âWhat happened? Were there vampires? Rogues?â I quickly shook my head.
âNo⦠I met a woman. A woman who is my second chance mate,â I confessed, waiting for his reaction.
His face lit up with a smile. âThatâs fantastic news!â he exclaimed, but his joy quickly faded when he noticed my somber expression.
âYou donât seem happy, Alpha. Why is that?â
âIf I had known the moon goddess was planning to give me a second chance, I would have begged her not to,â I admitted, slamming my fist on the table. My Betaâs expression shifted between anger and sadness.
âBut the pack⦠they need a Luna,â he argued. That was one of the reasons I couldnât just let her go.
âYes, and thatâs why sheâs coming here tomorrow,â I replied, keeping my face as impassive as possible.
âSo, sheâs coming because sheâs Luna, not because sheâs your mate?â he asked, clearly confused.
âShe will never be my mate!â I declared.
âYou donât want her, but sheâs coming here?â He laughed mockingly. âYou canât fight the mate bond.â
âI can, and I will,â I retorted, raising my voice. âI wonât let her blind me again.â
âAlpha, give her a chance. Give yourself a chance,â he pleaded. How could he say that after what happened with the previous Luna? âShe wonât be like⦠her. You needâ¦â
âThatâs enough, Beta. In the morning, inform the pack about her arrival,â I interrupted him.
âAlpha, youâre being unfair. I would give anything to have a mate, and so would all the other mateless wolves,â he shouted, slamming the door shut behind him.
She will be just another member of the pack, living under the same roof as me. The mate bond will have no power over meâ¦