Kairos
Stepping into my home, the darkness and silence were as expected at two in the morning. I made my way to Adelieâs room, her sweet scent lingering in the air outside her door.
Should I go in? She might be asleep. I did promise to see her when I returned. Maybe I could just peek in to see if sheâs sleeping.
I pushed the door open, my eyes adjusting to the darkness. The sight of her body on the bed stopped me in my tracks. She was turned away from me, still in the same dress.
She was so quiet, I didnât want to disturb her. But then again, she shouldnât be sleeping here. She should be in my bed, in my arms, where I know sheâs safe.
Iâm such an idiot. I wasted the entire night she was here. I should have told her how much I adore her. How could I ever consider letting her go to someone else? Sheâs mine, only mine. And Iâm hers, forever and always. Thatâs how it should be.
I was about to close the door quietly when I heard her soft voice. âIâm awake,â Adelie said, not moving an inch. âWhat happened?â she asked immediately.
âIâm handling it,â I replied, though I wasnât sure if I was. I had no plan yet. How could I negotiate with the vampire coven? What could I offer them?
âWhat happened?â she asked again.
I didnât want to tell her. Sheâs been through so much already. Besides, what could she do to help? Iâm the Alpha. I should know what to do. But if I donât, would she?
âYou donât need to worry about it,â I told her, and she seemed to let it go. âDid I wake you?â I asked, moving closer to her bed.
âNo,â she replied softly. âI canât sleep. I wish I could, just to give my mind a break. I hate the thoughts Iâm having. Theyâre not fair to either of us.â
âWhat are you thinking?â I asked. She didnât answer for a while. âTell me,â I urged her.
âI donât think you want to know. And I canât lie to you anymore.â
âI want to know. No matter how terrible or crazy your thoughts are, I want to know you. Talk to me. Thatâs what mates do, right?â I spoke in a half-whisper, as if we werenât alone.
âIâm thinking about Hans,â she admitted. Of course, I didnât want her to think about him for even a second. And of course, I was jealous. I couldnât help but ask, âDo you think you made the wrong decision?â She sat up quickly and turned to face me.
âNo! Of course not!â she exclaimed, her eyes meeting mine.
âYour sleep is troubled because thoughts of him are overwhelming. Why did you choose me? Heâs your original mate, he could have loved you.â I needed answers. Was I just being selfish, or did I deserve some answers?
Adelieâs eyes sparkled, even in the dim light of the room.
âHis love wouldnât be enough, it wouldnât be the same. You make me feel things that seem impossible with anyone else. Iâve always known my choice, and Iâm sorry for making you wait. And Iâm sorry for lying to you. I promise thereâs nothing you donât know about me now.â Her voice was sweet and high.
I moved closer, cupping her chin in my hand and lifting her face to meet my gaze. Her eyes were red and tired, but still as beautiful as ever.
The darkness was a welcome blanket, making me feel more daring than I usually was. I reached out, taking Adelieâs hands and gently pulling her up from the bed. She stumbled slightly, but I was there to steady her.
I tenderly brushed her cheek, my hand slowly moving down to rest over her heart. She didnât resist, just let out a shaky breath as she tried to steady herself. Her dress had a plunging neckline.
There was nothing but her soft skin beneath my hand. I let my palm rest there, feeling her heart pounding wildly. I wanted to make her entire body react the way her heart was reacting to my touch.
I wanted her to crave my touch, just as I craved hers. I wanted her to imagine us together in ways that were so wrong, yet felt so right. Her scent was intoxicating, and I wanted to be enveloped in it. I wanted to taste her. I had so many desires...
I knew she was still hurting. âDoes it hurt?â I asked, even though I already knew the answer.
Adelie swallowed hard, her throat moving slightly. âMore than ever,â she managed to whisper, her lips trembling. If my hand wasnât resting on her bare skin, she might have been able to speak more clearly. But I liked the effect I had on her. I liked knowing that only I could make her feel this way.
âBecause of him?â I asked, already knowing she was hurting because of Hans.
âY...yes,â she stuttered. He was still her mate until I marked her. I moved my hand back up, gently brushing her hair aside to reveal her neck.
My hand rested on her shoulder, my thumb rubbing the bare skin of her neck. I imagined my mark there. One bite and Hans would be gone from her heart.
One bite and she would be mine. Everyone would know she was mine.
Adelie was the one who reached up, her hands cupping my face as she pulled me in for a kiss. I didnât hesitate, it was as natural as breathing. The moment our lips met, it felt like I couldnât live without her.
The kiss deepened, becoming more than just a simple, soft kiss. Adelieâs kisses were never simple. This kiss was powerful, passionate, unlike any weâd shared before. Iâd never felt this intoxicated before. I wanted her. I needed her.
One hand was wrapped around Adelieâs waist, the other tangled in her long curls. The thought of her being with me in this way was driving me wild. My hands seemed to have a mind of their own.
I couldnât resist moving down to her neck. Our breathing was heavy as I left a trail of kisses along her skin. When I found the spot where her shoulder met her neck, she let out a moan. It was the sweetest sound Iâd ever heard. âMark me,â she whispered.
My inner wolf, Kye, was struggling to break free. I knew I shouldnât mark her yet, not with my impending trip to the vampire coven, but Kye didnât care. I pushed Adelie against the wall, torn between my desire to mark her and my need to protect her.
I wanted her in every way possible. My hands were gripping her sides, my kisses becoming more intense. She was pressed against me, as close as she could possibly be.
âKairos, mark me!â Adelie demanded, her voice filled with desire. I couldnât resist any longer. My teeth sank into her neck. Adelie groaned in pain, her nails digging into my back through my shirt.
With each passing second, I could feel her losing control. I pulled back, removing my teeth from her neck. It wasnât long before she collapsed, unconscious, in my arms.
I gently laid Adelie down on her bed, my gaze lingering on the mark Iâd left on her. She was mine now, and our connection would only deepen from here.
I didnât want to leave her side, so I settled down next to her. Sleep had never come so easily before. As I closed my eyes, darkness enveloped me.