ADELIE
âI need a minimum of fifty of you here,â he declared, causing my head to whip around in surprise. âMore would be ideal, but Iâm not sure of your numbers yet.â
Heâd initially wanted no one here, but now he was requesting at least fifty. How would the pack react to that many vampires? Theyâve never been our allies.
What had Maeve said to him to make him want more of them here?
Even Irene couldnât help but laugh. âArenât you pushing it a bit, Kairos?â she questioned.
âI have my reasons, as do you. What better way to show vampires can be trusted than to have more than ten living here?â he responded, his mood surprisingly light.
She moved a step closer to Kairos. âArenât you scared?â she asked, her tone serious.
âShould I be?â he retorted. What was with his sudden playful demeanor? From despising vampires to now inviting more in.
âNo,â Irene replied instantly. âI suppose we have formalities to discuss now?â she inquired.
Kairos nodded. âIndeed, letâs head to my study.â He turned to me. âYou wonât be needed with me now. But could you kindly inform the other pack members of the news?â
He was asking me to do the one thing I didnât want to. I doubted anyone would be happy to hear this. I didnât want to be the bearer of such news, but what other option did I have?
âAlright,â I responded simply.
âNathan and Maeve will assist you,â he said, glancing at them before departing with Irene to go upstairs. At least he didnât mention Riley, even though she was the beta.
At a time like this, when the alpha would need her most, she was absent. It seemed like she was the one afraid of vampires right now.
I finally stepped outside into the fresh air, Nathan and Maeve at my side. I turned to Maeve. âWhat was that all about?â I asked, my tone almost accusatory because I still didnât understand why she had done that.
She had gone behind the Alphaâs backâthe one person she had always respected and obeyed.
âIâve sorted everything out with the Alpha. Itâs in both our best interests,â she said, but I found it hard to believe that Kairos would just let it slide when Maeve had gone behind his back. There was more to it.
I didnât get a chance to probe further before I was interrupted by the task at hand.
âPeople wonât be pleased about this,â Nathan said from my other side. âVampires in our pack, the ones we use to scare children from venturing into the forest alone.
âMy father used to frighten me with tales of vampires biting me if I strayed too far when I was a kid. Now, the childrenâs nightmares will be living among us.â
He seemed to be talking more to himself. He was more frightened than he was letting on.
We all walked to the center of the pack, where the stage-like podium stood. People were gathering around, and I started to ascend but noticed that Nathan and Maeve werenât following me.
âArenât you coming?â I asked them. They exchanged glances before looking back at me.
âYouâre the luna, the peacekeeper. We donât hold your rank.â Nathan was the one to respond, yet another person emphasizing the importance of rank.
I just wanted someone to stand with me up there. I shook my head, took a deep breath, and climbed onto the podium.
People were still arriving from all directions, curious about what was so important that the luna herself was making an announcement.
I started to hope that they would spread the word anyway. âNight Walkers Pack!â I called out with the strongest voice I could muster, the only authoritative voice that my soul possessed, my luna voice.
âA decision has been made. As we speak, Alpha Kairos is finalizing all the formalities.â
Their attention was snagged. Maeve and Nathanâs brows knitted together, their faces etched with concern. I could feel the room buzzing with confusion and hushed whispers.
âIâve agreed to allow vampires to reside within our pack,â I announced. The murmurs instantly amplified, punctuated by sharp gasps and shocked expressions.
âThis is purely for our protection. Theyâve pledged to coexist peacefully and safeguard us.â
An elderly man approached the podium. âHow can you trust them to suppress their true nature?â he questioned.
âThey feed on blood. Do you really believe we can coexist without them attacking when theyâre hungry?â His anger was palpable, his words felt like an accusation. As if I was the vampire he was referring to.
âWeâve struck a deal. They wonât harm us. Itâs in everyoneâs best interest,â I tried to reassure them. But a woman stepped forward, her lips pressed into a thin line, shaking her head in disapproval.
âSince when did we become your guinea pigs? You expect us to let our children roam freely knowing vampires are among us? Not all of us can conjure a creature to fight for us.â
Her words were laced with anger and accusation. âWe have our wolves, our wolf forms. We donât need special treatment. We just want to live safely here.â
âThatâs exactly why weâre doing this,â I responded, my voice wavering. I saw Nathan whispering to Maeve. I had a feeling there was more to this than they were letting on.
âI want to hear from the Alpha!â the woman demanded, stomping her foot and seeking validation from the crowd. I glanced at Nathan and Maeve, who merely shrugged.
I was at a loss for words. They werenât willing to listen to me. I retreated a few steps and mind-linked Kairos. ~âTheyâre not listening to me,â~ I told him.
His response was delayed. ~âIâll be there in ten,â~ he finally replied.
They didnât trust me, didnât value my words. âThe Alpha will be here shortly,â I announced, and they finally nodded in agreement. I stepped away from the podium, distancing myself from them all.
Maeve approached me. âYou okay?â she asked. I managed a weak smile and nodded.
âYeah, of course.â I forced a laugh. âIâm sure theyâll warm up to me.â I lied. I didnât believe that. They had ample time to trust me, yet they didnât.
Soon, Alpha arrived, with Riley predictably by his side. He echoed my words from the podium, but somehow, it was different for them.
Their trust hinged on the source of the information. If it came from the Alpha, it was credible. If it came from me, it was dismissed, as if Luna was just a hollow title.
âRegarding this situation, Luna Adelie is here to ensure peace in this pack. When she speaks, I expect you to listen and accept. Is that understood?â Kairosâs words only served to undermine me further.
âYes, Alpha,â they chorused.
The crowd began to disperse. Even Maeve and Nathan left. Kairos approached me. âEverythingâs settled. The vampires will move into some vacant houses tomorrow.â
I nodded in acknowledgment. âAdelie,â he said softly, placing his hands on my shoulders. âTheyâre still getting used to you. Youâve got this.â
I couldnât help but roll my eyes.
âMaybe I donât have it. Maybe itâs okay if youâre the Alpha and Iâm just your partner. Maybe itâs okay if I donât have to deal with situations where they wonât listen. Maybe Iâm okay with just being a pack member.â
âI donât want you to be just a pack member; I want you to rule beside me,â he countered.
âDonât you get it? I canât just command their respect like you do. Youâve earned it in a way I never can,â I blurted out, instantly wishing I could take it back.
âYou mean by doing the unthinkable and killing my own mate?â His voice was laced with pain as he stared at his shoes. âThatâs not why they respect me, Adelie,â he added, his voice barely above a whisper.
âBut then why? Why wonât they accept me? Iâm their luna, at least in name. Isnât that enough?â
âIâve been part of two different packs. The luna has always been a leader, someone the pack trusts. Why canât I be that?â I asked, desperation creeping into my voice. Panic flashed in his eyes.
He shook his head. âIâll talk to them. Iâll make them understand.â
But there was something he wasnât telling me.
âNo, I donât want you to talk to them. I need you to tell me why they wonât accept me.â
He was hiding something. I could see it in his eyes.
His jaw clenched. âIt doesnât matter.â He wouldnât even look at me.
âI need you to tell me.â I tried to meet his gaze, but he wouldnât let me.
âItâs just some stupid rumor. I donât agree with it. Iâve tried to make them see, but they just⦠they donât see what I see.â
âIâve never thought that, and neither has Kye,â he added, and those words made me question everything.
It wasnât about what Kairos had done to earn their respect. At least, not entirely. When it came to me, it wasnât about my actions; it was about who I was. I just needed to hear him say it.
âWhy would Kye have any say in this? Why would your wolf care?â I asked, forcing a bitter smile. âTell me the real reason why no one here respects me as their luna.â
âMany people do respect you, Adelie. Look at Maeve and Nathanââ
I cut him off. âIâm not talking about my friends. Theyâre my friends. Iâm talking about the people who should see me as their leader.â
My voice was weary now, pleading. âWhy?â I asked, even though I already knew the answer.
âBecause you areâ¦â he began, but his voice faltered.
I could finish the sentence for him. âBecause Iâm not a werewolf.â