ADELIE
Without waiting for Esty to finish her sentence, I walked away, leaving her standing alone. I didnât need her negativity. I was going to be okay. ~We~ were going to be okay.
I headed back towards the pack, crossing paths with a few young ones. âAlpha asked my dad to join him for a run. He said I could watch if I stay quiet,â one of the boys shared with his friend.
âWhatâs that about?â I questioned the young pup, Lucas.
They seemed surprised to see me, and even a bit scared to ignore me.
âLuna Adelie, we didnât notice you,â the other boy apologized, lowering his head in respect.
âWhat were you two discussing?â I asked again.
âAlpha is participating in the Night Walkers packâs annual run,â he informed me.
âEvery autumn, during the full moon of the first month, the Night Walkers pack organizes a joint run.
âOur ancient stories tell us that this run is a way to honor the moon goddess. Itâs believed that she protects us from harsh winters, helps our crops thrive, and prepares the soil for the next planting season.â
âAnd how does running achieve that?â I questioned. His explanation sounded more like folklore than fact. But there was something beautiful about their faith.
âThe Luna always runs with usâ¦well, I mean you would be there,â he stumbled over his words, realizing his mistake.
He didnât need to feel guilty. I understood that people would be cautious when discussing this topic with me. âI assumed you were aware,â the boy added.
âAlpha must have forgotten to mention it,â I replied, patting his shoulder and offering a comforting smile.
I felt a pang of disappointment that Kairos hadnât shared this with me. Did he not want me there? Was I no longer included in the Alpha and Luna activities?
As the boy left, I spotted Luna Delilah in the distance. She was engaged in a conversation with some young ones from my pack, aged between five and nine.
Curiosity got the better of me and I moved closer to eavesdrop.
âI was about twelve when I first shifted, but thatâs considered quite late. Most shift around ten, sometimes even earlier.â
The children listened with wide-eyed fascination, as if she was narrating the most enchanting fairy tale. But this was their reality. I couldnât share my reality with them.
My shift had been nothing but excruciating pain with no reward.
âI remember being terrified,â she laughed, âbut once it happened, it wasnât as bad as I had imagined.
âIn fact, seeing my beautiful wolf for the first time made all the pain worthwhile. I never gave it a second thought.â
She glanced in my direction before turning back to the children. âHaving your own wolf is the most fulfilling experience. Donât fear the transformation.
âYou have a wonderful Alpha who takes care of such matters,â she playfully tapped their noses, âand a great Alpha who looks after all of you.â
She rose from her kneeling position. âThank you, Luna,â they chorused before scampering off.
Delilah approached me with a smirk. âHello, Luna Adelie.â I didnât respond, but she continued anyway.
âDoes this mean youâll be joining us for training and participating in pack activities as Luna?â she inquired.
âYes,â I replied. âI apologize for my absence and promise to make up for it. I can take care of my people from now on.â
She crossed her arms and raised an eyebrow. âIs that so?â she mocked. âFrom what I can see, Kairos has been managing this pack alone.
âHe did that while you were out, putting us all in danger. Sure, Kairos has always been that way, even before you arrived. But it shouldnât be like this, not when he has a Luna by his side.â
âSadly, his Luna doesnât contribute much.â
âThis pack is an ally of mine, and I have a duty to protect it. Adelie, donât see me as an adversary, but understand that youâre not doing anything for this pack at the moment.
âItâs high time you step up and be the Luna,â she went on. âYou donât have to be a wolf to lead a wolf pack. But if youâre not up for it, then donât even bother.
âWolves are courageous creatures. They never let weakness deter them from a fight.â She turned on her heel and left me standing there, stunned.
Had I really been so useless? I was always trying to contribute, but it seemed I was never truly helpful. Delilah was harsh, but she was right.
I scanned the area, searching for something, ~anything~ that needed attention. I strained to spot any sign of damage or problem, but I found none. Kairos was already handling everything flawlessly.
I saw the school in the distance, but no ideas came to mind. The education here was already top-notch. No one complained, and Kairos had always done everything for the children.
He even brought in external professors to conduct experiments in various fields.
I glanced at the hospital. We already had an excellent doctor.
I strolled through the pack, choosing the busiest route. It was common knowledge that the ranks lived with their own packs.
Every pack was divided into four main ranks. The first were the Alpha and Lunaâthe leaders of the pack.
The second was the Beta, the second in command. The third tier consisted of the mid-ranking wolves, who served as guards or fighters in the packs.
The last were the Omegasâthe working-class pack. They handled the pack chores and, if necessary, assisted in fights. But they werenât as strong.
And how were these ranks determined? By birth. There was no escaping it. If you were born to Omega parents, you would be an Omega.
Butâ¦it felt odd. Sure, I had been an Omega all my life, but that was because I needed to hide. But what kind of life was it when our parentsâ titles dictated our own?
From the outside, the houses didnât vary much by rank, except for the Alphaâs house.
But it was evident that the mid-ranks lived in better conditions than the Omegas. And Kairos knew it, and he didnât do it intentionally.
It was just that the mid-ranks had the audacity to demand a better life. They knew what they deserved and asked for it.
Needless to say, Kairos would give away everything he had, even to Omegas if they asked. But they knew better than to.
Because their parents taught them to be humble and grateful, thinking it was too much to ask for more than they already had.
These ranks were meant to determine your work abilities, and no one ever complained. They accepted it.
***
As the day wore on, everyone was winding down, some fixing things, some building things. They were relaxing in the evening, catching up on gossip and simply enjoying themselves.
The path between houses was wide. Each house had a front yard; some had flowers or bushes, while others had bare lawns.
As I walked through, people began to notice me. Children were toning down their boisterous play, waiting for me to say something or reprimand them.
But they werenât doing anything wrong; they were just being kids.
I just walked past, observing what they had. They had everything they needed. But did they have everything they wanted?
Their life choices were so limited.
If a mid-rank ever showed exceptional talent in fighting or their abilities, Kairos always supported them to reach their full potential, but what about the Omegas?
They couldnât rise higher. Even Maeve. She did so much, yet she was only an Omega.
I paused. An elderly man stepped forward. âCan we assist you, Luna?â he asked. He leaned on a crutch, yet his smile suggested a world without pain.
I slowly shook my head, and he smiled again before turning his stooped back and grimacing as he walked away.
My powers frightened me, but I couldnât just stand by. âExcuse me,â I said, catching his attention. âAre you hurting?â I asked.
He glanced at his leg. âJust an old war wound,â he chuckled.
âMay I take a look?â I offered.
His eyes widened. âLuna, Iâd never defy you. But understand, Iâm old. Pain is inevitable.â His tone remained light.
I gently took his arm and guided him to a bench outside his house. As he sat, I knelt beside him. âWhere does it hurt?â I inquired.
âHurt my knee fighting that disgrace, Luna Mia. Doctors said there was no hope.
âNow, thanks to my age, I have this as a nightly companion,â he laughed, a deep, raspy sound.
It was a poignant paradox, their happiness despite the losses theyâd suffered under the previous Luna, the physical and emotional scars still evident.
I softly placed my hand on his knee, feeling the compress wrapped around his leg to alleviate the pain.
Closing my eyes, I felt a sharp pain in my own knees. Iâd have to endure this discomfort for a few days to heal him.
The thing with chronic conditions or injuries like this was that they returned after a few weeks, but I only experienced the pain for two or three days.
I withdrew my hand, looking up at him. âI canât guarantee there wonât be repercussions. Iâm not a doctor or a chronic pain specialist. But I can take the pain away.
âAre you willing to risk potential long-term effects?â
I asked because I knew they were aware of what happened with Maeve. I didnât want them to feel obligated to comply with my every command.
The old man took my hand, kissing my fingers, his coarse gray mustache scratching my soft skin.
âMy Luna. If you could relieve my pain for even a moment, Iâd take it. Iâm willing to risk whatever I have left,â he said, leaning in closer.
âDonât fear, child. One unfortunate healing doesnât make you a monster. Heal if you can, child. Youâve healed so many. Donât let one incident prevent you from doing good.
âAnd sheâs fine and well. I know she is. Donât neglect your gifts. Theyâre gifts for a reason. Theyâre meant to be used and appreciated.â
I placed my hand back on his knee, closed my eyes, and gradually felt his pain seep into my body, stopping at my knee.
Before I even opened my eyes, I felt him stand. âOh, blessed Moon Goddess!â he exclaimed, tears streaming down his face as he looked at me.
I quickly stood, and he enveloped me in a tight hug, lifting me off the ground.
I let out a surprised gasp at his strength. But when he released me, I couldnât help but smile as I watched this elderly man hopping around.
The other Omegas had gathered, watching. I even spotted Maeve in the distance, smiling at me. She looked proud.
Soon, a woman approached me. âDear Luna, could you help my daughter? Her migraine is acting up again.â
Her pleading gaze tugged at my heart. I smiled at her and followed her to her daughter.
Before long, I was helping everyone with their ailments. They were becoming more comfortable with me, offering me tea and food, expressing their gratitude for my assistance.
A few people were still waiting for me when I saw Kairos emerge from the forest. But he wasnât alone. He was dragging Esty by the elbow.
I followed his path with my eyes. He was heading towards the prison.
âFinally caught her. She needs to pay for what she did,â a man exclaimed as everyone turned to watch Kairos.
âIâll be right back,â I told them, following after Kairos.
I stepped into the chilly confines of the usually deserted prison, constructed beneath the ground. From the top of the stairs, I watched as he roughly tossed her into her cell.
He didnât stop there, though. Only the gods knew what he intended to do next. âStop!â I found myself yelling at him.
His gaze was filled with pure malevolence. Had I been viewing him through a rose-tinted lens all this while? Had I been oblivious to the predatory hunger in his eyes?
Had I been blind to the sinister undertones of his gaze? Iâd seen him in a rage before, and I knew he was in the same state now. But my perception of him had shifted.
For the first time, I was seeing him for what he truly was, the danger that other packs had warned me about.
He looked like a force of destruction, capable of obliterating everything in his path. Had my wolf instincts blinded me to what was so clear to others?
I had loved him without question, perhaps thatâs why Iâd been blind to this side of him.
Iâd been so naive. The others didnât fear him out of ignorance; they feared him because they knew him. They knew the depths of his evil.
His monstrous behavior was a stark contrast to the man I thought I knew. His gaze had always been intense, but Iâd never really seen it. How could I ever unsee it now?