Chapter 19: Chapter 19

I STAB THE MAKESHIFT BUTTON, feeling dazed. Stab stab.

“Hey,” he says.

A grinding sound comes from below. Like the elevator didn’t get the message.

Stab stab stab.

“Don’t do that,” he catches my wrist. “You’ll burn out the winch starter.”

“Somebody is quite the micromanager,” I say.

He kisses my fingers.

The little cage arrives with a strange whirring sound and I get in, and then he gets in and hits the down button. The elevator lurches and begins to lower. It sounds funny. Different than before.

Just then, a motor below makes a grinding, screeching sound.

“Shit,” he says.

“What is that?” I ask.

“We’re okay,” he says, but the cage we’re in grinds to a stop. The motor falls silent. The light flickers out.

We’re in the darkness. Deep in a well.

“No!” I whisper, turning and clutching the cage side. “No…”

“We’re okay. There’re safety cables all up and down this.” A light flashes on—Henry’s phone. He’s talking to somebody, trying to work out what floor we’re near.

I slide to the cold, corrugated floor, arms around my legs, back against the chain-link cage. I’m in that well again, that well where I spent three lonely, terrified days.

Breathe. Breathe.

You’re not there.

“Vicky?”

Breathe. Breathe.

He squats next to me. Gently, he settles his hardhat onto my head.

“Okay, that just makes me think we’re going to crash headfirst,” I say. “Or something is going to crash on top of us.”

“None of the above,” he says, adjusting it to fit my head. “I’m only putting it on you because I know I’d lose points off the manliness portion of the New York’s Most Eligible Bastard competition if people knew I was hogging the only hardhat in a situation like this.”

I nod.

“Here’s my thinking.” He settles in next to me. “We know I can win the swimsuit part of the Most Eligible Bastard competition. And I have the name memorization bit nailed. But as you can imagine, the manliness portion is extremely important to me.”

Hammers and voices ring up from below.

“You can smell me if you want.”

“I’m so not smelling you.”

He checks his phone, then puts it down in a way that lights the area in front of us. That helps, too. “My guys are down there working on the machinery. It’s a simple winch starter issue…”

“A winch starter issue,” I say. “Like what? Tell me.”

“You want to hear about the winch issue?”

“Did I burn it out like you said I would? Wait, don’t answer that. Just tell me about winches.” I hate how tiny and scared my voice is. I really just need him to be talking. “Start at the beginning. The history of winches.”

“Are you being sarcastic?”

I press my fingers to my forehead, feeling so messed up and hating the silence. “I’m being sarcastic, but also I want you to.”

He seems thoughtful in the silence. He takes my hand, warm and cozy in his. “I have something better to tell. My secret.”

“You have a secret?”

“How I do the names.”

I look up at the outline of his head in the dark. “How?”

“I took a class in memorization techniques. You can’t say anything. I don’t ever want our employees to feel like a number.”

“You took a class? That’s commitment.”

“It means a lot to people, and as the company grew, it got harder and harder. So I took the class. I know it sounds a little intense, but people…they see me in a certain way, and I don’t like to let them down.”

“Wow,” I say. “You make it look so easy. You make it look so easy to be you.”

He huffs out a quiet little laugh. Shifts my hand in his. “Anyway, everybody gets a special visualization location. If somebody is named Mike, I imagine him on a stage singing with a microphone. Clarence is in an orchestra playing a clarinet. Dirk is in dirt.”

“What about Fernando?”

“Are you serious? ABBA.”

“Like it’s so obvious.”

“Isn’t it?”

“What did you use for me?”

“I’m not telling.” I hear the smile in his voice.

I widen my eyes. “Come on.”

“Nope. Sorry.”

Playfully, I shove at his shoulder. I kiss his cheek. I nip his earlobe. “Please,” I beg.

“Nope.”

“Hmmph. Well I’ve got one for you, Henry. For the name Henry. And you won’t like it.”

He says nothing.

“You won’t like it. Not. At. All,” I add. Then it hits me. “There are thousands of employees! You remember all their names?”

“Only the local ones.”

“That’s more than a thousand,” I say. “That’s…intense.”

“Once I started it, I felt like I had to keep it up.” A thread of weariness winds through his words. He makes it look easy to be him. Doesn’t mean it is.

More hammering from below. “How long until we’re out?”

“I don’t know. Between ten minutes and an hour.”

“Uh.” I pull into myself more tightly, my limbs finding the old familiar grooves with each other. I feel like I’m falling, falling, back into that well.

“Are you claustrophobic?”

I pull my legs tighter. I should answer, but I want him to talk, not me.

“You seemed okay in the many elevators we’ve been traveling,” he says.

“It’s because this shaft feels like a well. The unfinished sides, the light above.”

“Oh.” A beat, then, “Do you have…history with a well?”

“I fell in one,” I say. “When I was younger. They didn’t find me for a pretty long time, and I was just terrified out of my mind.”

“How long?”

I’m about to say three days, but that’s the kind of thing that gets reported in the news. “Long enough,” I say. “I felt like I’d fallen off the face of the earth. But most of all, it was terrifying. I was scared of the dark to start with. And you don’t know how dark the bottom of a well is—you have no idea. I thought I’d never get out. People couldn’t find me. And there are slugs, and it’s just…” I shudder. “It was a long time in there.”

He slides his arm around my shoulders. “This isn’t a well.”

“I know,” I say. “But I kind of don’t know.”

He pulls me close. I find myself leaning into him.

“It would be scary,” he says. “Alone. Not sure if you’d be found.”

“Yeah,” I say. Not sure if you’d be found by the right people, anyway.

He pulls his phone out and whips off a quick text, then clicks off. A few moments later, the shaft is flooded with light from the bottom.

“Oh,” I say.

“Is that better? Less well-like?”

“Thanks. It is better.”

“You got out of that well, Vicky.”

“I got out. And grew up to be a dog whisperer slash captain of industry,” I add. He says nothing. It’s a stupid joke. “I’m sorry. I’m just messed up right now.”

Bangs and drills sound from below.

“It’s hard to be powerless like that.”

“It’s more about the fear,” I say. “Did you ever have that fear of footsteps in the dark? And then you get to the warmth and light of safety and it’s such a relief. But in the well, it was like the footsteps never stopped. Hour after hour, the terror kept grinding on. It took everything out of me. Fear is exhausting. Little-known fact.”

“How long were you in it?”

“Can we talk about something else?”

“I’m sorry that happened to you,” he says.

“Something. Else.”

He sighs. “You know that model we fixed together? With the trees? And I wouldn’t tell you why it was important to fix it?”

“Yeah.”

“Okay, well, now I’m telling you. There’s this guy, Renaldo, he’s the one who made it. He eighty-five, one of the oldest guys in all of Locke. He helped my grandfather and father build the company, and he definitely has enough money to retire, but building is his life. Those models take him forever to make, but Brett and I feel like it keeps him alive. And if he saw the thing destroyed…he’d be crushed.”

“You seemed mad.”

“Well, who’s leaving their bevs all over the model? Right? Anyway, he was kind of an uncle to Brett and me. As my dad got too busy to deal with us, Renaldo was the one who’d take us around, make us learn the ropes with the trades. Brett and I would go and do our homework at that place, and if we finished in time, Renaldo would give us little assignments. Make a five-inch bridge out of ten toothpicks and a piece of string, stuff like that. And there would be a test, like the bridge would have to extend between blocks spaced five inches apart and be able to support a stack of ten quarters.”

“A bridge made out of just a piece of string and toothpicks? How is that possible?”

“You’d be surprised what you can make from a piece of string and toothpicks. It’s excellent building material.”

“Maybe this is the part where you reassure me that even though it’s excellent building material, you went on to use more durable materials in the construction of things like freight elevators in boutique hotels.”

He turns to me there in the strangely lit shaft. “This thing’s solid steel, baby.”

I suppress a smile, because of course it sounds slightly sexy. “So you keep Renaldo on staff. That’s sweet.”

“He gave us an amazing education. He’s a master builder—literally.”

It comes to me that he didn’t mention his mother. As if she wasn’t in the picture. “Did your mom help out with the company?”

“No.” He pulls out his phone. I don’t press him on it. I’m not exactly the mother relationship queen myself.

“I want to tell you something and have you hear me on it. Trust me on it.” I need to tell him without violating my pact with Carly.

“Yeah?” He slides his hand along mine.

“Your mother handed over the company to Smuckers.” That’s not violating our pact, right? It’s a true fact. Light beams up from below, peeking through slits in the metal. “Things…tend to work themselves out. When something belongs to somebody, it tends to find them.”

“What does that mean?” He watches my face with intense interest. “Is Smuckers giving back the company? Is there something in the will that reverts it?”

I shake my head. “Things work out, don’t you find?”

“You can’t say more?”

“I can swear to you that I never had my sights on Locke. I know you have no reason to trust me,” I say. “I know what the evidence makes it look like. What it makes me look like. I’m not that terrible person. It’s not what everyone thinks.”

My throat feels thick. It’s like the emotion of the last eight years is rushing up all at once, choking me.

“I want you to believe.” The words rush out of me. “I need you to believe in spite of the evidence.”

“Hey.” He pulls me onto his lap, holds me tightly. “I believe you.”

Emotion lurches through me. I’m stunned. Reeling. His arms pull tight around me. “I believe you. I trust you.” He kisses my cheek. “I see you.”

I swallow. I close my fingers around his arm. His breath warms my cheek.

And he believes me.

Contrary to all evidence, he believes me. The world seems full of possibility. Like what’s happening between us could be real. Like maybe things work out for Vonda, too. Like string and toothpicks can make a bridge.

Clanks and voices ring out from below.

“Show me one of those bridges,” I say. “I want to see.”

He’s got his phone and he’s swiping the screen. “Brett sent me this last year. This is before.” He shows me a picture of a tiny bridge with string running as tension wires under the arch of toothpicks. He swipes. “After.” It’s a sad little pile of quarters and toothpick bits.

“Awwww,” I say.

“Wait, I might have one of the old successful ones.” He’s flipping through his photo cloud when the elevator lurches back to life.

I grab onto his arm as it begins an excruciatingly slow descent.

“Hold up,” he says. “Don’t think I’m letting you out before finding a successful one.” He finally gets it, hands me the phone.

It’s the bridge—string and toothpicks supporting quarters, but the shot gets his face, and that’s what I love. He’s maybe eleven, crouching behind the table with a shit-eating grin on his face and those dimples in full force. Happy. Proud.

Eventually, we reach the bottom and the cage door opens to a group of guys in hardhats. They help me out first, all apologies. Henry goes to inspect the motor with them.

I wander over to the reclaimed junk he wants to incorporate into furniture like it’s something I super need to check out.

I’m afraid to think it’s real, but I do. My heart pounds like a happy drum. I smile. I shove at the pile with my foot and smile like a madwoman.

I feel him near. I don’t know why I always feel him.

I say, “They used to make everything so ornate. Even the most lowly electrical thing was ornately designed. Buildings had pretty flourishes they didn’t need. Why don’t they do it anymore?”

“We still do,” he says. “Just in a different way.”

I pick up a piece of grate with a vine pattern.

“How cool would it be incorporated into a table or seating?” he says.

I kneel and pick up a metal circle the size of a dinner plate with elaborate edge pattern, trying to get my head straight. It has numbers and a bird logo pounded into it. A patina of scuffs from across the ages.

I toss it onto the pile and pick up a block of weathered timber with old nails in it and a shiny metal plate the size of a playing card stuck to the side. “I know how to get this made into furniture. More awesome than you can imagine.”

It’s Latrisha I’m thinking of. This is her jam.

“Tell me.”

His eyes lock onto mine and I’m back on that roof, breath coming in shaky tremors, awash in the goodness of him. Still holding my gaze, he tosses it back into the pile. It’s a sexy, confident, screw-it-all move that I love.

It’s the kind of thing Vonda would love even more. It’s weird to imagine that, against all odds, he senses that fun, wild Vonda part of me. He trusts her.

He doesn’t know the most important details of my life or even my real name or hair color, but he knows my Vonda side. And he knows my maker’s heart.

“You got a truck?”

He comes to me—slowly. My blood races as he nears. Is he going to kiss me? I would let him kiss me.

But instead of kissing me, he stops.

I look up at his gorgeous lips and sparkly golden-brown cheek stubble and enchantingly uneven dimples.

“Did you just ask Henry fucking Locke if he has a truck?”

AN HOUR LATER, we’re rumbling over the Brooklyn Bridge in a heavy-duty diesel pick-up truck with the Locke Worldwide logo on the side.

It’s loaded with the best stuff from the site, courtesy of the crew that Henry called over. He told me to point out the best bits, then he disappeared.

He was on the verge of losing the Most Eligible Bastard’s manliness competition at that point for not helping to load…but then he came back in work clothes—a long-sleeved green T-shirt and jeans and boots and gloves—and he started loading with the guys.

He went for the heavy stuff, like the hunks of concrete. He sometimes grunted, muscles bulging like melons under the light fabric of the shirt. I tried not to stare too hard as he worked. Or when he’d wipe the dripping sweat off his forehead with his big freaking glove, sometimes leaving smears of dust.

Manliness portion of Most Eligible Bastard unlocked!

We’re heading deep into Brooklyn, away from the trendy parts.

“And you’re not telling where we’re going.”

“Take a left up here on Oakerton,” I say.

He takes a left. On we go.

I look at the increasingly decrepit buildings from his point of view, wondering what he thinks. Was I wrong to bring him here? No matter how dirty he gets his hands, he’s a billionaire, a man from another world. He wields a shovel, yes, but some of those shovels have giant bows on them.

I check my phone. I texted Latrisha during the loading, making sure she’d be around and she hasn’t responded.

This is the kind of reclaimed shit she lives for.

We pull up at the Southfield makers space. There’s actually street parking in this part of town, of the leave-your-vehicle-at-your-own-risk kind.

I suddenly dread taking him into the dank and half-ruined warehouse, with industrial lighting and power sources hanging from ropes and duct tape on things. There are plywood partitions between workspaces. Giant welding setups that aren’t entirely legal. Home-cooked venting that is totally not code.

Even the grungiest Locke fabrication facility is a palace compared to this. Clean and spic and span.

And then there’s the culture of the place.

It’s not all well-behaved jewelry makers who just need a soldering setup, or fashion-forward furniture makers like Latrisha. There’s a wild edge to a lot of the people, from the tattoo-and-leather Neo-Renaissance guys over in the blacksmith area to the facially pierced mosaic artisans to the crazy-ass pottery people and neon guys and everyone else. Will the scene be too outlandish?

“You have an alarm on this thing, right?” I say.

“I’m not worried,” he says. “Who’s going to steal a load of vintage construction debris?”

“Um, you’re about to meet them,” I say.

We hop out and walk up the fractured sidewalk to the entrance. I wince as I unlock the skull-design metal door, made by said blacksmith guys.

I lead us into the hulking space, like the inside of a Klingon warship. And of course the first thing we see are the potters and blacksmith guys in the lounge area couches around a table loaded with empty beer bottles and some kind of sculpture that might be made out of part of a tractor.

I smile and wave at them. “Lively today.” I grab his hand and pull him in toward the more subdued side.

“What exactly is this place?” he asks.

“Southfield Place Makers Studio. It’s a makers co-op.” We pass the welders and the collective hardware area where tattooed urban beardsmen argue over the schedule for a circular saw. “You have to sign up for some of the larger tools,” I explain. “They’re shared.” I lower my voice. “That guy doesn’t always follow the rules, but things usually go really smoothly.”

He doesn’t reply.

My mood fizzles as we go deeper, because I don’t see Latrisha’s bright red hat over the plywood partition of her space. This was a bad idea.

“You do your jewelry here?”

“Well, I need venting for soldering. I think I’d get evicted from my apartment if I tried it there.”

“Damn,” he says.

Miserably, I lead him onward, past rows of messy workshop tables made of raw plywood. Why did I think he’d like this?

It’s not just the scene here, it’s him, too. He’s dressed down, but he’s a different species than we are, like he can’t wash the rich off, no matter how hard he might try.

“It seems a bit low rent, I know,” I say, “but it’s a great deal and the tools here are really good.”

He doesn’t reply, seeming stunned by the decrepitude.

I keep going. If nothing else, he can see some of Latrisha’s furniture and maybe hire her, and that would be great. Whatever else he thinks about this place, Latrisha’s furniture is amazing.

“And it’s not like we let just anyone in, much as it might look like that. People have to pay monthly and we can kick them out if they’re assholes. I mean, it’s hard to do this kind of stuff in the city; it’s not like we all have sheds in our yard, or even yards, and when you look at the start-up capital for like, a woodworker or even someone like me—”

“Vicky,” he says in his laughing way.

I turn and walk backward. “We all have lockers for our personal stuff over there,” I say.

“Watch out.” He grabs my arm just in time to keep me from backing into a couple rolling a cart.

He smiles down at me, and it’s one of his fake smiles. And that’s not okay. “What’s wrong?” I ask.

“It’s nothing.”

“Tell me,” I say.

He lets me go. “It’s a wealthy guy complaint. Trust me, you don’t want to hear it.”

“I know it seems a little shabby.”

“You think that’s the problem?”

“Or…low rent.”

“Vicky,” he says. “You’re seriously apologizing for the state of the place?” he says. “It’s utterly amazing.”

Shivers swirl over me. “You think so?”

“I know so.”

“I worried you’d think it’s…I don’t know.”

“One of the little-understood things about having my kind of money is the insulation. It can be great—you’re insulated from tedious chores and time sucks, and I never have to talk to anybody who I specifically don’t want to talk to; other people talk to those people for me. But I’m also insulated from something like this. I literally can’t have this.”

“You could if you wanted.”

“Yeah, okay, technically I can, because it’s a free country, but I’d almost have to come as somebody else. Like a poser. Look at me. I could buy an airplane hangar and fill it with the best tools money can buy before dinner. I’d have to take a space from somebody who actually needs it.” He’s silent a bit. “This place is awesome. And I can never be one of the people who belong here.”

I’m stunned at how I misread him. He wasn’t feeling judgy; he was feeling jealous. Billionaire Henry Locke can’t have this. And he thinks it’s awesome.

I grin and turn to him, walking backwards. “I wanted you to like it. It’s one of my favorite places in the world.”

His eyes sparkle. “I like it a whole lot.”

Heat creeps over my neck, because I feel like he’s talking about me.

He catches up to me and takes my hand. My heart skips a beat.

“Do you have a lot of collaboration?” he asks. “Do people walk around and see what each other is doing?”

“Yeah, people hook up on projects, but it’s not as if we’re walking around all dude, please tell me about this awesome creation of yours! That would be a little dorky.”

“They hook up from the lounge,” he says.

“More often than not,” I say.

I see Latrisha’s head pop up, and I think, Yay! She widens her eyes at me. I suppress a smile. I warned her I was bringing Henry, but she still looks a little stunned.

We get to her space, and I see she’s cleaned it up. “Latrisha, this is Henry. Henry, this is Latrisha. She makes furniture out of reclaimed stuff and it’s freaking amazing.”

“Hey,” he says, taking her hand. “So nice to meet you.”

“Likewise.” Latrisha’s apron is full of pockets and her hair is wound in a braid on top of her head like a rope crown. She’s trying to disguise her grin, and it makes her look a bit mad. “I’ve heard a lot about you.”

“I think I might be familiar with one of your recent pieces, actually,” Henry says, moving over to her workbench and picking up a remnant of the polished metal she used on Smuckers’s throne. He goes on to slide his hand over a partly finished stool on her workbench. “I love this burnished effect. How did you get it?”

She explains her burnishing technique, which I realize would be good with the reclaimed posts and wood. She ends up showing him pictures. They discuss finishes so extensively, it seems like a joke at one point.

I go to my locker and grab work clothes to put on behind the changing curtain.

When I get back, she widens her eyes. Yeah, that’s right; it’s Henry Locke, hot Henry Locke, here in our space recognizing the awesomeness of her furniture. It makes me feel ten feet tall.

He wants to hire her to do the furnishings and they talk about that. And I know he’s not hiring her to appease me. She really is one of the best, and Henry would see that.

Henry gets this world. It makes my heart swell.

We head out to the truck, the three of us, and pick through the wood chunks and start matching parts together. We haul a few things out onto the broken sidewalk. Latrisha’s thinking tables and a lobby desk. Henry has measurements on his iPad.

I get the idea of having Bron, one of our smithy pals, heat and reshape small bits of the rebar to make design elements. Latrisha is talking about an entire lobby desk of chopped and polished construction timbers, fit back together like a puzzle with mostly triangular pieces. It’s an awesome idea, and soon enough, Bron, another smithy friend, and Henry are unloading the truck.

People don’t recognize Henry right off, though I have no doubt word will spread once somebody figures it out.

But right now, to everyone but Latrisha, he’s one of us, full of energy and ideas.

Maybe his work clothes cost more than a month’s rent, but he makes up for it with his passion, not to mention his construction expertise. He and Latrisha and Bron and I take to the collaboration of making a grand lobby desk from the reclaimed materials like we’ve been working together forever.

A few people drift over and throw out suggestions. He draws the appreciative gaze of most every woman who comes by, but he just keeps rolling with the group, gazing over at me, all sparkly, when things are popping.

Henry is so full of contradictions. He’s a powerbroker into controlling everything, but he can do brainstorming and teamwork like a pro.

More smithy guys come over a few hours later and, not coincidentally, beers come out. The smithy guys clink bottles so hard, I think the glass might break. I wince and catch Henry’s eye and he’s just laughing, like he knows what I’m thinking.

And then he goes off with them, the three of them with armfuls of rebar.

“Oh, how far we’ve come from the dog throne,” Latrisha says to me, watching them disappear.

“What?”

“You’ve done a one-eighty. From wanting to mess with him to quite the opposite.”

I can’t keep the smile off my face.

“What happened to the asshole?”

“His company is his family and, yeah, he’s a complete asshole to anyone who threatens it. Which he saw as me, I suppose—”

“If he really knew you, he would know you’re the most trustworthy person on the planet.”

I smile without meeting her eyes. Latrisha doesn’t know I’m Vonda O’Neil, either. I’m lying about my entire identity. But that’s not what she’d hate me for. She’s my age, around twenty-four. She would remember Vonda’s supposedly destructive lies. She could’ve forwarded the news stories and liked the Facebook memes.

Somebody made a video of strung-together clips of me on the Deerville courthouse steps that made it look like I was dancing up and down the courthouse steps. They spliced in a lot of imagery of pigs rolling in mud and set it to music with violent, misogynist lyrics.

It got millions of likes. Latrisha could have been one of them. I could still go type Vonda pigs in the Facebook search bar and find the seven-year-old video online, and I could search the likes for her name.

I’ve done it before with people, like teachers of Carly’s, but I had to make myself stop that.

Would Latrisha be in there if I hovered over those likes? Would Henry? God, he’d hate me. They both would.

“We’ve come to a good place. It’s complicated.”

“Record scratch!” she says. “Did you sleep with him?”

“Weeeeeell…”

“Oh-em-eff-gee,” she says.

“No, we didn’t do it…” I pause, awash in memory of us on the rooftop. And the way his lips felt against my skin, his hands.

“But you’ve been doing each other.”

“We have.” I toss a bottle cap into the trash. “And it’s amazing. He’s amazing.”

“I thought he didn’t trust you. Like you’re this weasely scammer who stole his company,” she says. “What happened to that?”

“We’ve gotten to know each other—deep down, beneath all the bullshit of this situation. We click. It’s amazing. And I’m giving the company back.”

“Hold on—what?!”

“Don’t tell him. I didn’t actually tell him, but I implied it. Carly and I have that twenty-one-day waiting period thing and promising is the same…”

“Bernadette gave it to Smuckers and you because you two were her only friends in the universe. She wanted you to have it. That is your security. You and Carly. You would give that up?”

“It doesn’t feel right to keep it.”

“What part of going from scrabbling along to super wealthy doesn’t feel right to you?”

“All of it. Carly and I were getting on fine. We have a great life just how it is. And the company was never ours.”

“So, let me get this timeline straight.” She sets a hand on my shoulder and her eyes bore into mine. “He’s an asshole to you. He plays dirty tricks. It doesn’t work. Then he decides to be charming. And we know the tales of him in the sack. I’m sorry. I know he’s hot. He’s smart and fun. But he’s not one of us. He just wants that company.”

I’m shaking my head.

“No, you listen.” She tightens her grip. “He’s spending time with you and he’s all that. And suddenly you’re handing over the company. You—who hate rich, entitled assholes until this one decides to wrap you around his worldwide cock.”

Something twists deep my belly. “I know how it looks.”

“Is that or is that not the timeline?”

My pulse races. “I don’t care.”

“You need to start caring. This rich boy is playing you,” she warns. “Your first instinct was not to trust him. You need to honor that.”

“My instinct is to trust him now.”

Warmth slides over me. I turn to see Henry coming toward me alongside Bron.

Latrisha swears a blue streak, but I’m not listening.

Henry’s all sweaty and wearing his big gloves. They’re carrying something they made out of the rebar. Henry smiles at me, and the smile hooks to something deep in my belly.

“Don’t be a fool,” Latrisha warns, voice hard as steel. “This guy is leading you by the vajeen.”