JAMIE
I stood on the terrace of the beach house with a warm mug of coffee in my hands.
The day wasnât as cold compared to yesterday; there were even some walkers on the beach with their pets.
Maybe I would like a dog someday, to run around the garden. A garden full of lilies.
Last night with Mason was weird. Not in a bad way, just different from what I was used to with him.
I was turned around on all fours on the bed expecting him to take me hard and fast from behind. Only this time he didnât.
Mason had turned me around and looked at me, moving my hair gently back from my face before moving over me and pressing his naked skin against mine.
Missionary! That was the type of sex we had.
The man who took the piss out of people for doing the missionary position gave me exactly that last night.
It was so intimate and soft. Again, definitely unexpected.
Mason Knight likes me. But Iâm so in love with him!
I donât know how to interpret any of the things he does.
A blanket was placed around me and I turned around.
So very handsome, that man.
He was dressed casually, taking me by surprise yet again. Just seeing him in jeans and a T-shirt was making me flutter.
I was also appreciating the fact that he cared enough about me to bring me a blanket for warmth. âGood morning.â
âYes, it is.â
He covered my lips with his. It was sweet and left me wanting so much more.
âI wish youâd woken me when the workmen arrived, Jamie.â
âYou looked like you needed the extra hour. I let them in. No trouble.â
I drank from my coffee cup, taking in the morning fuel I needed.
âSo, letâs talk about this blanket. Are you showing me your sweet side, Mason Knight?â
He grabbed my hands as I swatted at him playfully and he pulled me toward him.
âYou called me Mason. You donât usually call me anything but Mr. Knight.â
âThings change, I guess.â
~Like the way I feel about you.~
I just feel like letting it out and telling him exactly how I feelâlike, right this second.
I also feel like Iâm totally going to puke.
âOh God, no!â
I ran toward the glass door and through the kitchen area full of working men.
âJamie! Whatâs wrong?â
Mason followed me up the stairs and toward the en suite bathroom in the big bedroom.
I shut the door behind me, not wanting him to see me puke up everything Iâd eaten this morning. Itâs not very attractive to see a woman puke.
I crouched over the toilet, heaving until I couldnât be any emptier and finally felt the ease of the nausea.
Ugh.
Must have been the eggs.
It came on so suddenly.
I washed up before opening the bathroom door.
Mason was leaning against the wall, waiting for me. I was embarrassedâheâd been standing right there listening to me puke.
âAre you okay? Maybe you ate something off, that sounded like a lot.â
âIâm fine, Iâm good now. It couldâve been those eggs.â
I grabbed my bag from the window seat and took out my toothbrush and toothpaste.
âWell, I order you to spend the day in bed. You should rest. And if you're feeling better later, Iâll make us both dinner.â
I like the sound of those orders.
âI hope youâre not planning on staying with me. I donât want to make you sick. I might be contagious.â
Mason walked toward me and pressed his lips to my forehead.
âI donât care about that. Iâll grab you a water. Get settled in bed.â
Isnât that sweet? I thought he was going to run a mile at the sound of me throwing up, but obviously I was wrong.
He wants to take care of me.
***
After six, the workers left, having fixed up the kitchen to order.
I was feeling better by thenâfamished, in factâand Mason left to get takeout from a nearby restaurant.
I walked around the kitchen, cleaning every dusty surface down after the workmen.
The doorbell went all of a sudden, giving me a fright.
Who the hell could that be?
I walked toward it and looked out the side panel of glass.
Of course I was doing the smart thing and not just opening the door to anyone.
A man was on the other side, a man with dark hair and in casual wear. He smiled when I opened the door.
âHello. You must be Jamie?â
He knows who I am?
âErâsorry, but who are you?â My heart was in my throat.
âIâm Eoin. Masonâs cousin.â
I didnât know of any cousins.
Then again, why would I? Family is just one of the many things we donât discuss.
âHarry told me you two were here for the weekend. He said I could come by and pick up some boxes for my dad.â
âMason isâheâs not here right now.â
I stood hesitant. He knew Harry and Mason by name, and I did happen to see a box sitting on the sideboard.
âBut Iâll let you in.â
I opened the door up and let the man I didnât know into the house. He was taller now that he was in front of me.
Mason had better hurry back.
âThank you for letting me in. Itâs been quite a long time since Iâve been here.â He scanned the downstairs. âLooks the same, just about. Fewer pictures on the walls.â
âYou mean there were a lot more than this before?â
There were many family pictures on the walls, more than Iâd ever seen on any other. I walked toward the kitchen counter and stood there.
âA few. Family ones. I remember ones of Mason and me on the beach when we were younger. We spent every summer here as kids.â
Eoin walked over to the sideboard and looked at the box.
âIs this the one?â
âI think so. Itâs the only one Iâve noticed.â
I glanced out the window and didnât see any sign of Mason.
Iâm sure heâll be surprised to see that his cousin is here.
Eoin carried the brown box toward the kitchen island and set it down on the countertop.
He opened it and pulled out a stack of family pictures, some framed and some not.
âOh, these are great. My father will love them.â
âMasonâs mumâis your mumâs sister?â I picked up my water glass to tide over the hunger that was making me nauseous. I had to take a stab.
âMy dadâs.â He looked at the framed photos and smiled before looking back up at me. âYou look a bit pale. Are you okay?â
~Some makeup might have been a good idea, Jamie.~
I tucked my hair behind my ear in awkwardness.
âIâve been feeling sick, I think I must have eaten something bad, or maybe I have a bug or something.â
âOr maybe that cousin of mine has gotten you pregnant,â he joked, glancing back down at the photos and shaking his head.
What kind of a joke is that?!
Now I could feel heat in my cheeks.
âNo. Definitely not. I just ate a bad egg. Thatâs all it was.â
The front door opened and Mason walked in carrying takeout bags.
âI probably got way more than I should have done, but after the morningââ
He stopped cold when he saw us.
âEoin, what are you doing here?â
âJust picking up this box of photos for Dad. Your dad said it was okay I popped by.â Eoin smiled. âGood to see you, cousin. Itâs been a while.â
âIt has. Youâve grown some facial hair since the last time I saw you.â Mason set the bags down on the island and looked at me.
âAre you okay?â
âFine.â I folded my arms over my chest. The smell of the food was making my stomach rumble like crazy.
âIâll get going and let you two enjoy your night.â Eoin packed the pictures back into the box. âNice seeing you both.â
I was feeling guiltyâwith so much food, we should have asked him to stay.
âEoin, please do stay. Thereâs plenty of food here for the three of us. Stay and have dinner.â
His lips curved into a smile.
âI really wouldnât want to impose on youââ
âYouâre not imposing. Itâs just dinner. You and Mason need to catch up anyway, since youâre already here.â
I removed some containers from the bags and glanced in Masonâs direction in hopes that he would say something.
Anything.
Eoin looked at Mason. âIs that all right?â
Mason considered for a moment, then relieved me by walking to the kitchen cupboard and pulling out three plates.
âDonât see why not.â