Jamie
âI canât believe the wedding is tomorrow,â I grinned as I grabbed the bags from the trunk of Masonâs fancy car. I couldnât help but notice how unexcited he was to be here. âArenât you excited?â
âWell, itâs not as if Iâm getting married, Jamie.â
~Well, no, because youâre not the marrying type, remember?~ I thought about saying but decided not to.
I thought it would cause more harm than good. As far as he was concerned, I didnât have a problem with it.
âIâm excited! Carmen is my best friend, and sheâs getting married tomorrow. If sheâs happy, then so am I.â I picked up a bag and hung it from my shoulder.
Mason pulled out the last suitcase and closed the trunk.
âIâm excited that I get to spend the weekend with you.â He closed the distance between us and set his lips on mine. âDo you plan on behaving yourself this weekend?â
âWell, I donât know. I guess that all depends on if you want me to.â I pulled my bottom lip between my teeth as I looked at him.
~This gorgeous specimen of a man wants to get naked with me. I donât think I want to wait any longer.~
âNo, I donât want you to. I want you to be very, very naughty.â He smirked mischievously. âIâll carry these bags. You can carry the baby.â
âAll right.â I grabbed a sleeping Penelope from her car seat and followed behind him. I liked watching how strong he was, carrying all our luggage.
I was turned on just looking at his muscles bulging, his crisp white shirt hugging his frame.
I need to talk to him about the whole Iâm-not-the-marrying-type-of-guy thing. Iâm waiting for the right moment. Maybe after this weekend is over.
The thing is, I didnât know how I felt about it yet. The choice had been taken away from me now that I knew that marriage wasnât something he wanted in the future. It makes me want it a little bit more.
What about kids?
I didnât even know if he would like another child. Letâs face it, if I hadnât gotten pregnant with Penelope, he might not have wanted to have any.
~Should we have had this conversation sooner? Or is it too soon to be having this conversation? I guess thatâs the ultimate question.~
Mason booked the suite for the three of us, just like I knew he would. I couldnât imagine him staying here unless he had the best room. Luxury all the way!
I didnât mind. It meant that Penelope had more room to run around.
Carmen and Brent were already there. Ethan had yet to check in alone, and my parents were following behind us in their car, so they would be there any minute.
I noticed the bouquet of flowers on the side table by the couch and walked that way.
I wondered if they were from Mason. Had he ordered them for me when weâd arrived? That would have been pretty sweet of him. Romantic.
I admired them before reading the little white card that was tucked between two roses.
~For my Maid of Honor.~
I smiled, but that quickly turned into a sigh. At least I could always rely on Carmen to get me flowers. It was sweet of her.
Mason walked out of the master suite holding Penelope. âWho are they from?â
âFrom a secret admirer. Are you jealous?â I joked.
âNo, Iâm not jealous. I have no reason to be.â He put Penelope down and picked up a suitcase. âWhoever theyâre from, they clearly donât know you.â
âWhy do you say that?â I asked him as he walked toward the master bedroom. I started to play with Penelope on the floor.
âBecause itâs lilies you like, not roses,â Mason shouted back, taking me completely by surprise.
He remembered! He remembered my favorite flower, and he had no idea how much that meant to me.
That was romantic enough for me.
Mason had left the room an hour after check-in to have drinks with Brent and the guys at the bar downstairs.
Penelope and I were in Carmenâs room getting ready before going down to join them for dinner.
âI canât believe he said that. Did you talk to him about it?â she asked.
âWell, no, not yet. I wanted to wait until I had time to think about it first. I donât want to make this into a big deal when it didnât have to be.â
âBut it is a big deal, Jamie,â Carmen replied. âIf you want to get married someday and he doesnât, then thatâs something you need to talk about.
âMaybe he feels the same about kids as he does about marriage, and I know you want a dozen of those.â
I released a sigh. âMaybe it just takes the right woman to change his mind. Maybe Iâm not the right woman for him.â
âOf course you are. Youâre the only woman for that guy. I think itâs pretty obvious how much heâs in love with you.â
She looked in the mirror and applied her mascara. âHe might need a little persuading when it comes to marriage.â
âI donât plan on doing any persuading. If he wants to marry me, then heâll marry me. If he doesnât, he doesnât. Iâll talk to him about it and see where we stand, and I guess weâll just go from there.â
We were sitting in the hotel restaurant, a couple of tables of us having dinner and chatting about the wedding tomorrow.
Carmen and Brent were a little off, considering they were getting married in less than twenty-four hours. He was ignoring her, and she was vying for his attention.
âSo, did you manage to get a date for tomorrow?â I leaned in and whispered to Ethan. He was sitting in the chair next to mine, minus a plus one. I felt bad for him.
âItâs a wedding. Iâm keeping my options open.â He smirked.
He was happy! It was nice to see Ethan happy about being single after everything heâs been through with Steph.
I sometimes wondered if it was just a front he put on, hiding how he truly felt inside. He wouldnât even talk about her.
âCan we get another round of drinks over here?â Brent shouted, and I could tell that Carmen was feeling a little embarrassed. He wasnât drunk just yet, but he was getting there.
The waiter was quick to our table to take his endless drink order. âCan we get some champagne, some scotch for the guysâ¦â
âDonât you think youâve had enough to drink?â Carmen said. âItâs still early, baby. You should pace yourself.â
He clicked his tongue off the roof of his mouth in disapproval. âI think I know when Iâve had enough. Weâre getting married tomorrow. I want to celebrate.â
The two of them continued to bicker while the rest of the table pretended not to notice.
âTheyâre a little much,â Mason whispered. âDo you think we can sneak away without them noticing?â
âProbably.â I smiled and looked at him. âBut I donât think weâd get away with it for long. Theyâll find us.â Penelope started to cry, so I took her out of her highchair and onto my lap.
âI have a surprise for you later. Do you think your mom can watch her?â
~A surprise. Now Iâm intrigued. I wonder what heâs planning. He knows that Iâm not a very patient woman.~
âUm, sure, I can ask. What kind of surprise?â
âWell, if I told you, it wouldnât be a surprise.â
He threw me a wink and drank the remainder of his scotch. It was the only drink Mason had the entire day because we had Penelope with us.
He was being a responsible parent, and I was digging that.
***
~Tonight is the night!~
My parents had taken Penelope, so Carmen and I were at the bar having a drink. The guys had disappeared not long after dinner to do their own thing, whatever that is.
I was pretty sure Carmen was livid about that. It was the day before their wedding, and he didnât want to spend time with her at all.
It seemed to be all about having fun with the guys and nothing else.
âWeâve been ditched!â Carmen drank from her wine glass, not a care in the world about being hungover for her wedding day. âMen can be such assholes!â
âWell, going by tradition, youâre not supposed to see the groom before the wedding anyway.â
âWhose side are you on?â she asked.
âYours, of course.â I didnât actually intend to stick up for Brent. I was just making my point. âYou donât want to be arguing with him the night before your wedding. Maybe you should call him?â
âItâs a little hard not to argue with him when heâs not listening to a word I say. All I ask is that he paces himself tonight. Iâd really like to go to bed with a sober man, not a drunk one.â
She released a sigh and opened her clutch bag. âIâm going to give him a call then.â
A couple of minutes later and there was still no answer. No replies to her texts either.
âHis phone is probably on silent. He always does this. Whenever we get into it, he totally blocks me out of his life. Iâm sure I wouldnât even be able to find him right now if I tried.
âThis is what married life is going to be like, Jamie. Maybe Mason is right about the whole marriage thing. If itâs not broke, donât fix it.â
~Ouch! Someoneâs had a change of heart.~
âHow about you stay here and have another drink?â I signaled the bartender our way. âAnd Iâll have a look around for him. Iâll call Mason. Theyâre probably together.â
âYouâre the best, you know that?â She smiled.
âAnything for you. Iâll be back.â I left the bar area to look for Brent, but I had no idea where to start. He couldâve left the hotel for all we knew. I wouldnât put it past him.
If there were any strip clubs in the area, I was sure heâd sniff them out.
I searched the entire bar area and the restaurant and eventually took the elevator up to their honeymoon suite. I knocked and waited at their door, but there was no answer.
I guessed he just didnât want to be found. Maybe he wanted his space.
I received a text message on my phone from Mason, and I opened it.
~Iâm waiting in our room.~
I grinned. ~I guess this means my surprise is ready. Iâm finally going to have sex for the first time in like two years.~
I didnât want to go straight to Mason without checking in with Carmen first. Iâd have to go back and at least make sure she was okay.
I stepped out of the elevator and walked toward the bar. I heard a womanâs giggles and turned my head in that direction.
There in the hallway toward the bathroom, I found him with another woman.
He was whispering something in her ear, and she was loving it. Whatever it was, it mustâve been good.
The blonde waitress moved her hand down his body toward his crotch, and he started kissing her neck seductively.
My blood was boiling.
Iâd just caught him in the act! Iâd had a feeling he was a cheating scumbag all along, and now I was actually witnessing it. I didnât know if I should be happy or sad.
Sad because my best friend didnât deserve to be treated like this. She deserved to be lovedânot cheated on the day before her wedding.
Happy because at least weâd found out before it was too late. This wouldâve been worse if Carmen had married him and then found out.
âJamieâ¦â Brentâs eyes locked with mine.
I couldnât tell how he was feeling by his facial expression at that moment. I didnât wait long enough to find out.
âAsshole!â I mumbled and walked away toward the bar.
Brent followed after me. I tried to walk fast enough so he couldnât catch up, but I was wearing heels from hell, so that didnât go very well.
âJamieâ¦â he hissed in anger and grabbed hold of my arm. He practically dragged me to one side so no one would overhear us.
âLet go of me!â I pulled from his grasp. My arm was now red and sore.
It got me wondering if he ever did the same to Carmen when he didnât like something she was doing or something that she said.
âWhat are you doing?â
âIâm trying to stop you from blabbing your mouth off!â He glared at me.
âYou mean telling Carmen the truth about what I just saw? She deserves to know what kind of man sheâs marrying.â
I folded my arms across my chest. âHow could you do that to her? Itâs the night before your wedding, and youâre feeling up some waitress you donât even know.â
âThat was nothing. It didnât mean anything.â
âItâs clear that Carmen doesnât mean anything to you either since youâre so quick to forget about her when youâre thinking about your dick!â
I was impressed that I was expressing my anger toward him so well when usually I held it all in.
âShut the fuck up, Jamie!â He pointed his finger in my face. âYou know nothing about my life, about the stress that Iâm under. So I had a little slip with the waitress. Carmen doesnât need to know.â
~What an idiot! He really thinks heâs actually going to get away with this. I was just waiting for this day to come.~
Obviously, I would rather it had come sooner, but beggars canât be choosers.
âIâm telling her, Brent. She needs to know.â
âFine!â He sighed in agitation. âIf sheâs going to find out, then it should come from me. Iâll tell her.â
He walked past me and toward the double door to the bar. I stood with a horrible feeling in my stomach, dreading what was about to come.