Jasper hurriedly felt the temperature of her forehead. Feeling panicked, he took off his coat and shirt and wrapped them around Alyssa, giving her warmth.
Alyssa weakly opened her eyes and saw that he only had a black singlet inside. The tan lines of his muscle were right in her face, making him look extra rugged out here in the wild.
âIs it still cold?â Jasper asked hoarsely, noticing her reddened face.
âYes⦠Itâs fr-freezingâ¦â Alyssa said, her teeth chattering.
Jasper took a deep breath and slowly held her in his arms, pressing her against his chest, as if hoping she could soak up all the warmth he wanted to give.
âStill cold?â he asked softly.
Alyssa leaned against his body, nuzzling into his chest.
Jasper sighed, one hand gently combing through her hair as if he was trying to console her.
Alyssa slowly relaxed in his arms, exhaustion making her body go limp.
Jasper allowed her, silently bringing her hands up so he could check for injuries. Bruises and cuts lined her fingers. Dirt and gravel were caked up under her nails.
He pursed his lips. He couldnât shake the memory of Alyssaâs resolute will to survive on the mountainside from his mind.
Pain lanced through his heart.
âDonât risk yourself like this again, okay, Alyssa? Youâre not some cat with nine lives!â Jasper huffed, actually upset now.
âTsk⦠Why do you care?â Alyssa grumbled, mind heavy and dizzy.
Until now, she remained as loud and adamant as ever.
âWhy?â Jasperâs face took on a reddish hue. âCanât you tell?â
âNo, I canât. Tell me.â
Words eluded Jasper, and in the end, he couldnât go through with it.
âHmph! Whatever. It has nothing to do with me anyway,â Alyssa scoffed and shut her eyes once again, too.
exhausted to care.
All she wanted to do now was take a hot bath and fall asleep in her large, comfy bed. She was so tired.
âWhy did you marry me, Alyssa? Is it all because I saved your life once? All to return the favor?â Jasper pressed her hand against his heart.
Part of Alyssaâs inhibitions were gone now due to her fever. She couldnât even retort anymore, âI married you because I loved you.â
Jasperâs heart skipped a beat.
âIâve always hoped to marry you and never expected it to come true.â Tears filled Alyssaâs eyes, though they never fell. âI spent 13 years trying to catch up to you, Jasper. My entire youth was spent on you.â
âWhat about now? Do you still love me, Alyssa?â Jasper asked, dying to know the answer.
She gently pulled her injured hand out from his grasp, as if safeguarding her pained heart from more suffering.
Until now, her heart still hurt for him.
âI donât feel angry anymore. Thereâs no hate to be found, either. Naturally, there wouldnât be any love lingering on.â