Ji Nuan narrowed her eyes at him. âSo you do know that Iâm only twenty-five. In this modern-day and age, most women only marry and have children in their thirties. I should at least wait for another eight to ten years.â
Mo Jingshen chuckled softly. âItâs all right if we wait; I donât mind being an old father. But no matter how strong Grandfatherâs body is, he canât wait that long. We should give him the chance to watch the child grow up, en?â
Speaking of Elder Mo, he had yearned for a great-grandson for so many years, yet right now, even his granddaughter-in-law and grandson were too busy to visit him at the Mo home.
Thankfully, as an elder, he has always had a lighthearted mindset. Otherwise, by now, he would have raised his walking stick and broken down the Yu Gardenâs door.
Furthermore, it wasnât that she didnât want a child.
It was just that, she never thought she would have another child.
âIf you donât want it, we can wait a few years. Thereâs no rush.â The man placed his hand on her head reassuringly.
Or perhaps, if she really did not want a child, he would still accept it; those were the unspoken words.
Ji Nuanâs heart was moved both by the words he had spoken and the image that had suddenly appeared in her mind of Mo Jingshen holding and feeding their baby.
Back when Xia Tian had first given birth, her familyâs police officer had been the classic example of a man who was masculine yet gentle. Outside of the home, he was a senior military officer with absolute authority, while at home, the sight of him changing his babyâs diaper was sufficient to deal a critical blow to oneâs eyes. This also included him holding and feeding his baby milk through the bottle...
If that face was replaced with Mo Jingshenâs...
She suddenly leaned close to Mo Jingshenâs face; it was hard to imagine the way great Boss Mo would appear while holding a child.
He was already so doting towards her; if they had a child, wouldnât he completely transform into a stay-at-home-dad?
And so, back when she had her miscarriage, how could it be that his heart didnât ache?
It was only that he was far too good at concealing his own emotions. He did not display it, and so no one had seen the pain he had intentionally kept away.
It was likely because Ji Nuanâs expression was too serious as she contemplated, and because she had only just regained her consciousness and he did not wish to affect her recovery, the man took a few deep breaths and left a kiss on her neck. He then abruptly let go of her.
Ji Nuan raised her head to look at the man who was moving away from her. âActually, itâs not impossible...â
Mo Jingshenâs eyes were filled with her reflection; he chuckled at her words and helped her up from the sofa. He made her sit up and lean against his side.
Ji Nuan was about to neaten up her clothes when the man brought her into his arms: âNuan Nuan.â
âEn?â The manâs voice was too gentle, and Ji Nuan couldnât help but turn to look at his handsome complexion.
The man spoke slowly: âThat year in Los Angeles, Su Xueyi pushed you off of the car on the highway and the serious fall caused your miscarriage. According to Feng Ling, you had to go through emergency treatment at the time. Was it very painful?â
Ji Nuanâs expression was peaceful. She laid her head against his shoulders and under the lights, her eyelashes cast a fan-shaped shadow on her skin: âNo matter how much pain I endured, it canât be compared to the pain you felt when you used your own body to block the incoming truck. Iâve always believed that the reason you were able to keep your life despite the serious injuries, is because our baby left first, and prayed in heaven for his Daddy to accompany his Mommy longer so that we wouldnât have to separate so early.â
âOr perhaps...â Ji Nuan raised her hand and carelessly played with his buttons the way she did a few days ago. It seemed like even though she had regained her consciousness, she had become used to relying on him in his embrace. She spoke softly: âPerhaps he knew that the direction of my life had to be changed and that it wasnât suitable for him to be born yet. And so, he returned obediently to wait for another time to meet us.â
âIt must have been extremely painful. I heard that you bled a lot in the emergency room, and because of your pregnancy, they couldnât use any anesthesia on you. You fainted over again and again from the pain.â
For Ji Nuan, it had been much more than just physical pain. While enduring the immense pain, she had been keenly aware that her baby could not be kept. At the same time, she had to worry for Mo Jingshen, who was also undergoing emergency treatment. It was as though life had found all of the worst forms of torture and dealt it on her; as though all of the worst pains she had experienced in her past life had returned to her at the same time.
And right after that, he had personally pushed her away.
It had to be very painful.
And so, even after learning the truth, she still could not bring herself to lower her head.
Yet, no matter how stubborn she was, and how strong her temper could be, at the end of the day, it couldnât change the fact that she still loved him; that she couldnât let him go.
âI think so. There was a period where my stomach felt unusually flat every time I touched it. I couldnât get used to it at all. But at the time, your parents were especially worried about you. I didnât want to give them any more mental pressure, so I never said anything. At moments when my heart felt especially heavy, I would send you messages. I sent you one everyday...â
âI read all of those messages.â
âEn, youâve told me before. I know.â
âEvery single one of them.â
âI know.â
Seeing the way she seemed to have forgiven him, and had no interest in nitpicking about those small matters, Mo Jingshen held her slightly cold cheeks and leaned down: âNuan Nuan, Iâm sorry.â â
Ji Nuan was originally playing with his buttons. When she heard his words, she subconsciously tightened her grip around his shirt fabric. She then smiled. âIn order to express your sincerity, youâll have to accompany me to rest for a while. Right now, MN Group is under Xia Tianâs care. If I suddenly return now, and she finds out that Iâm all right, sheâll definitely try to throw the company back into my hands. Itâs rare that I have the opportunity to rest my body and mind. I donât want to head back just yet.ân/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
Mo Jingshen never expected that the little womanâs final condition would be something like this. His graceful, deep brows moved slightly: âSo simple?â
âYouâre the great Mo Jingshen who doesnât want for anything. I donât lack for anything either. Itâs been so many years. What weâve truly missed is the opportunity to put down our work and enjoy being with each other. Besides, we never had a honeymoon after our marriage. This is only compensation for it,â Ji Nuan spoke as if this was all expected.
The man lifted one corner of his lips. âAll right. Weâll do as you say.â
âThen, letâs play for another two months?â Ji Nuan planned out the time as she spoke: âLetâs play in Argentina for a few more days. Afterward, when we pass by America, I want to head to New York to watch a fashion show. I also want to visit the school I studied in Los Angeles. I also have to bring you to London, to show you the places I frequented when I was in England. En, we should also go to Ireland, Greece, Egypt... Actually, it seems like two months is completely insufficient?â
âIf two months isnât enough, weâll do three months. If three months isnât enough, weâll do a year. Iâll be by your side the whole time, en?â
âIs it really all right to make the Shine Groupâs Great Boss accompany me as I travel the world like this?â
âOf course. My wife is the most important. Everything else is secondary.â