When Fang Xiao received Luo Lin Yuanâs call, he hurried downstairs from home and also asked his mother to cook. At this point, Luo Lin Yuan shouldnât have eaten yet.
He never thought that Luo Lin Yuan would come to him at this time, let alone see such a miserable Luo Lin Yuan.
Luo Lin Yuan, who was always clean and tidy, was dirty and wounded. He still has half a red bean bun in his hand. One side of his face was swollen, and his eyelids were red as if he had been crying for a long time.
Fang Xiao didnât ask or say anything, he went into his house with someone in tow. Instead of letting Luo Lin Yuan run into his mother, he asked someone to go upstairs first. He went to the kitchen and washed a plate of cherries to bring it up, along with a medicine box.
Luo Lin Yuan was nestled on the carpet dazed and kept silent. Fang Xiao brought the cherries to him and shook them, the red fruit rolled around the snow-white plate, without arousing Luo Lin Yuanâs appetite and desire to speak.
Fang Xiao got up and put the cherries on the desk. He opened the medicine box and held his knees against Luo Lin Yuanâs back. âGo take a shower, youâre dirty.â After saying that, he also felt amazing. He didnât expect that one day, he would think Luo Lin Yuan was dirty.
Luo Lin Yuan wiped his face and got up silently and said to Fang Xiao, âRemember to change the carpet, Iâm really dirty.â
Fang Xiao: ââ¦â¦â Itâs been hard on you but you still remembered to keep me clean at this time.
After Luo Lin Yuan took a shower and changed into a new set of clothes that Fang Xiao hadnât worn, Fang Xiao had just finished with the carpet and took another bottle of milk to Luo Lin Yuan.
He didnât have a lot of appetite, and he still shook his head. Fang Xiao said, âDrink as much as you can, the medicine will hurt later.â
Although he didnât know what the medicine had to do with milk, Luo Lin Yuan obediently took it. He gritted his teeth and endured the entire medical process.
He suddenly jolted, âWhereâs my red bean bun?!â
Fang Xiao: âYouâd still eat it ah. I thought you wonât it eat anymore so I threw it for you.â
Luo Lin Yuan got up abruptly to find it. Fang Xiao hurriedly held the legs of the person, âDonât be crazy! Isnât it just a red bean bun?! Isnât it too dirty to eat?! Arenât you afraid of having a bad stomach!â
As soon as his words fell, Luo Lin Yuanâs movements disappeared, and he was completely and utterly quiet.
Fang Xiao panicked, âWhatâs wrong with you? Was there really something wrong with Teacher Yu?â
Luo Lin Yuan shook his head and said, âHe will be fine.â
After a while of silence, he added, âYouâre right. Thatâs so dirty that it will upset your stomach and canât be kept, you can only throw it away.â
Fang Xiao took in Luo Lin Yuan that night. He didnât sleep very well. When he woke up in the middle of the night, he found Luo Lin Yuan wrapped in a small blanket and huddled there by the window.
Fang Xiao rubbed his eyes and said with deep drowsiness, âWhy are you still awake?â
Luo Lin Yuan said softly, âI need the blanket.â
Fang Xiao: âWasnât it the one youâre using.â
Luo Lin Yuan: âItâs not this.â
Fang Xiao wanted to turn on the light but Luo Lin Yuan stopped him, âNo need, go to sleep. I just need time to think about something.â
What was he thinking about? He was thinking about all the details, only to suddenly find that his need for a blanket to sleep with him was perfectly with Yu Han, he could sleep with Yu Han.
He likes to hold Yu Han more than the blanket.
Thinking about it, his heart was crushed to pieces. His eyes hurt so much that he couldnât cry anymore, but he couldnât help it.
No matter how much he liked the red bean bun, he couldnât eat it anymore. He likes Yu Han a lot so he canât keep Yu Han. He didnât want Yu Han and him to regret it in the future.
If he told the matter and his own concerns, he can probably imagine how Yu Han would choose. Yu Han wouldnât accept this so-called breakup that he was doing for his own good.
Yu Han preferred to handle these things by himself.
How to deal with it? Theyâre still young. Do they sacrifice their family and themselves?
In Yu Hanâs bitter life, he didnât bring a little sweetness but dragged Yu Han down the abyss and let him move forward with a burden.
If you really like someone, how can you be willing to ruin him?
He hoped that Yu Han can be well, get into a good university, and take good care of his Grandma, just like⦠Before he met him, Yu Han shouldâve had a life.
The darkness by the window faded and the hazy morning light with a line of early rainbow pierced out of the thick clouds, just like the sunrise. Yu Han opened the closed tent and looked back at him with a smile.
He has made a decision.
Luo Lin Yuan used Fang Xiaoâs phone to log in to WeChat, edited the breakup message to send, and deleted Yu Han without waiting for his reply.
It was still quite early when he left the Fangâs house quietly. He thought that the milk candy he left at Yu Hanâs house hadnât been finished yet, the drawing he had given Yu Han wasnât also finished, and he hadnât even been able to spend a birthday with Yu Han.
Luo Lin Yuan returned to the Luo family at nine oâclock in the morning. Luo Ting didnât have time to be angry, Luo Lin Yuan collapsed with a pale face.
Luo Ting was taken aback, he didnât have time to violently criticize him. He hurriedly took the person to the hospital for an emergency.
Fortunately, he was sent on time. No one expected that Luo Lin Yuan had acute myocarditis[1], and he might be gone a second late.
Even if he was sent to the hospital in time, he went in and out of the emergency room several times in just one week. His life was on the line, half of his foot stepped into the Palace of Hell and was dragged back.
The person hasnât woken up and was still in a coma.
After this encounter, Luo Tingâs temple hair turned white a lot and his whole person was much older.
Lin Shu also rushed to the hospital every day, but she wouldnât stay for a long time. Because she really couldnât see Luo Lin Yuan lying in bed breathing in and out.[2]
Luo Ting took out his anger on her, âCanât you just properly keep him company?!â
Lin Shuâs face was blue, âAm I a doctor?! Would it be useful for me to accompany him?! If you have time to get angry with me, why donât you think about who beat, scolded, and locked him up! Now that your son is like this, you have the nerve to be angry!â
The doctor was still awkwardly mediating the quarrel on the side, âThis gentleman and madam, the patient needs quiet.â
Lin Shu calmed her anger and turned around, leaving the hospital. She took the car back to Luoâs house and once again saw the male student in front of the house.
By now, she already knew that the one Luo Lin Yuan with was this student named Yu Han. It turned out to be Luo Lin Yuanâs tutor, but it was really good, just hanging out under his parentsâ noses.
Lin Shu originally intended to ignore him and also ordered that no one should let this male student in.
Unexpectedly, Yu Han came every day, rain or shine, often standing outside for a long time, and didnât go back until it was late at night.
Lin Shu initially didnât want to care, but she couldnât stand it. She was really angry today, so she asked the driver to stop at Yu Hanâs side and lowered the window, âIf you continue to pester, Iâll call the police.â
Yu Hanâs tired-like vision focused on her. It was actually bright. He hurried over, only to restrain himself and stop until he was close.
He looked tired with deep sunken eye sockets, and his lips were dry. He looked very similar to her son lying in the hospital, looking haggard.
He apologized to her, âSorry, I didnât mean to. I just wanted to see Xiao Yuan.â
Lin Shu said unceremoniously, âHe doesnât want to see you, donât come again!â
Lin Shu was about to raise the car window but the male student reached out and clasped the edge of her rising window, refusing to let go. âI just want to see him, just one time!â
His eager voice made Lin Shu even more annoyed. She was furious when she thought that the boy in front of her was responsible for most of Luo Lin Yuanâs illness.
She got out of the door and slammed the door with the back of her hand. âWhat will you see him for!â
Yu Han refused to back down in the face of her anger, âSee him and talk clearly.â
Lin Shu couldnât bear it anymore, âMake what clear! Whatâs there to talk about! Isnât it enough that you ruined his reputation? Didnât your parents teach you etiquette and honor?!â
After that, she suddenly remembered Yu Hanâs background and said sarcastically, âI forgot, youâre an illegitimate child. How could you know this?â
Yu Han wasnât angered by her words, but said quietly and persistently, âI want to see Xiao Yuan.â
Lin Shu: âHow many times do I have to say it? He doesnât want to see you, and you canât be together.â
After that, she raised her hand to call the security guard to get rid of the person, but she was caught by the wrist. Lin Shu was shocked. After all, heâs also half a big boy, tall and with a lot of strength. It was more than enough to do something to her.
But Yu Han didnât make a move, but repeated his words, âI want to see Xiao Yuan.â His eyes were slightly red as he said in a hoarse voice, âEven if he wanted to break up, he has to say it in front of me. This is the most basic respect.â
Lin Shu didnât expect that his son had dealt with it cleanly. The boy had already been dumped, and now he was just unwilling to be reconciled.
It turned out to be soâ¦Â Lin Shu shrugged off Yu Hanâs hand, âHe said he didnât want to see you, even if you wait here for a long time, he wonât see you. If you donât believe me, you can try waiting here. Maybe if you wait a day and a night, heâll come out, right?â
Lin Shu passed by the boy and entered the Luo residence. That night, she almost drank half a bottle of red wine to ease her emotions, and she stayed in the studio for a long time.
As the night wore on, she couldnât resist giving the security guard a call, and it came back to her that he was still waiting there.
Lin Shu clutched the microphone, wanting to laugh sarcastically but couldnât. She really doesnât know this so-called deep love, young and frivolous.
She couldnât sleep so she finally got up and went to Luo Lin Yuanâs bedroom.
She thought she should pack up a change of clothes to the hospital for the little enemy. Maybe changed his clothes and be more comfortable without wearing a hospital gown. He would wake up as soon as possible and wonât lie down.
Lin Shu rarely came to Luo Lin Yuanâs room. There were some unfamiliar, many furnishings she didnât know who sent.
After packing a few clothes from the closet, Lin Shu sat on the edge of the bed and folded them, only to find that half a photo frame was exposed under Luo Lin Yuanâs pillow.
She took the frame out. It was a framed drawing of another boy sleeping in the light, warm as a dream.
The drawing was full of strong emotions that almost dragged the person viewing it in to feel a deep love inside.
She never knew that her son had such a talent.
Lin Shu looked at the drawing for a while and finally put it back in its place. She put on a thin jacket and walked out of the Luo residence, only to find that it was raining at some point.
She opened an umbrella and felt the scent of the coming winter in the wind from the shower. When she walked to the front door, she saw the boy standing in the dark and waiting.
Lin Shu walked over, âLeave, he really wonât see you.â
The boy in the rain didnât speak but only looked at her in silence.
Lin Shu said, âSince he chose to break up with you, you should understand what he means.â
Yu Hanâs voice was hoarse as if he hadnât spoken in a long time, âI want to hear him say it.â
Lin Shu: âDoes it make sense?â
Yu Han didnât answer her. He probably heard the softness in her tone and said, âAuntie, help me tell him⦠Let him come out to see me. Regardless⦠Regardless of what he thinks, I want to hear it from him personally.
Lin Shu turned around and went back to the Luo residence, ignoring the boy who stood by the door. She only ordered the people in the security room to send him an umbrella, and not to worry about anything else.
When she woke up the next morning, she went downstairs and saw Luo Ting sitting with a bad expression while eating breakfast and still instructed Uncle Wu to strengthen security.
Lin Shu frowned and said, âWhat are you tossing about early in the morning.â
Luo Ting slammed his coffee cup on the table, âThat brat thinks since heâs Guan Shuofengâs illegitimate son, Iâll be polite to him! How dare he come here!â
Lin Shu: âWhat can you do to him anyway?â
Luo Ting smiled insincerely, âWhat else can I do? Just beat him up and drive him away, I canât even k!** him.â
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