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101. Psychology: Wrist-cutting Suicide

Translator: Guy Gone Bad

Su Bei felt like thousands of alpacas running in his heart. He really wanted to say that classic line-

‘Even if you get me, you can’t get my heart.’

But because that was too dog blood, Su Bei couldn’t speak it out.

Su Bei got completely isolated from the world. He only had himself except Xiao Qianran.

The captivating bar froze there, and now he was imprisoned.

This let Su Bei very fidgety.

Adhering to the true fragrance theorem, Su Bei who had said he would never ask 748 for help opened his mouth, “748, help!”

748 said blandly and nobly, “Call me dad.”

Having no choice, Su Bei could only yield and called, “Dad, help!”

748 then threw two words at him, still so bland and noble, “Commit suicide.”

Su Bei complained, “Is this how you solve a problem? Just asking to me kill myself?”

748 did not speak again, Su Bei whispered to ask, “In which way would it not hurt?”

748 finally opened his mouth again, “Cut your wrist.”

Su Bei’s mouth slightly twitched, “It hurts even thinking of it, OK?”

That’s a cut in the wrist, a big gash in the hand!

748 went silent again.

Su Bei mumbled, “But I got no tools even if I want to.”

Suddenly, his eyes stopped on the bowl of porridge Xiao Qianran got him.

He stared at it for a moment, smashed the bowl, and then held the broken pieces and gestured over his wrist for quite a while.

Then 748 said, “He will be here soon.”

Su Bei clenched his teeth and said, “If you can’t finish the task by cutting my wrist, I will sue you, you silly system!”

Then he closed his eyes and cut his wrist.

Ouch! So fucking painful!

Tears even popped out from the corner of his eyes.

The blood gushed from the wrist.

After having handled everything, Xiao Qianran thought finally he could go to see Su Bei.

As he opened the door, he saw Su Bei lying in a pool of blood, dying.

He just froze there, looking at him.

It took quite a while before he moved forward and gently held Su Bei up, “How could you be so careless? I’ll take you to the hospital.”

748’s mechanical sounded again, “Captivating bar hit 100%, ask him now.”

Seeing all darkness before the eyes, Su Bei felt he would die at any time.

If Xiao Qianran did not come back, he would really say dirty words.

It really feels awful.

He raised the hand covered with blood, trying to feel Xiao Qianran’s face, but only hung down.

It was a pity that he had run out of strength.

Xiao Qianran carried Su Bei and quickly walked to the door, “You will be all right soon, you said you would never leave me.”

Su Bei asked with difficulty, “Do you love me?”

Xiao Qianran asked himself, “Do I love him?” then he answered to his own question, “Yes, I love you very much.”

Fear filled in his trembling voice. “So don’t leave me, OK?”

Su Bei sighed slightly, “But love is not equal to captivity.”

Xiao Qianran kept walking, bowed his head and kissed on Su Bei’s lip corner, “I will all listen to you. I will never treat you like this.”

However, the next second, the man in his arms became breathless.

Xiao Qianran stopped, feeling at a loss.

Why? Why is this happening?

His mother had ever said to him, as long as he could imprison the one he loves by his side, he would never leave him.

But he still left him.

Xiao Qianran’s clothes were dyed red, looking a bit sad and beautiful in the sunset.

His face showed the gentle expression, and he walked back holding Su Bei.

He said, “Su Bei, you are not only a little liar, but also very cruel to me.”

He stole his heart and then left with it…