Song Yan drove fast on the highway.
Xia Lin sat in the passenger seat, tilted his head to the glass window, closed his eyes, and looked like he was asleep.
But Song Yan knew that he was not asleep, he just didn't want to talk to himself.
The atmosphere in the car was stagnant, and the silence was suffocating.
Two hours ago, Song Yan finally compromised and left his bachelor apartment with Xia Lin.
Xia Lin originally insisted on taking the motor train back by himself, but his physical condition was really not very good, and his legs became too weak after walking a few steps. In the end, Song Yan forcibly hugged him into the car.
Xia Lin actually didn't want to stay with Song Yan for a moment, but his body didn't listen to his orders, and now sitting in the same car with Song Yan was an unbearable humiliation to him.
But thinking that sitting in Song Yan's car is more realistic than squeezing the car by himself, he can only force himself to swallow the humiliation.
Song Yan was driving while silently paying attention to Xia Lin's condition.
He found that Xia Tempi curled up his body from time to time, frowning his eyebrows and pale lips, as if trying to endure some pain, so he gently held his hand and asked, "Where is it uncomfortable? Do you need me...
" Drive your car." Xia Lin shook his hand away.
Song Yan hesitated for a moment, and continued: "If you feel unwell, I'd better take you to the hospital. Before, I really couldn't control myself. Now that you feel so uncomfortable, I don't feel good in my heart..."
Xia Lin wanted to go to you The cat cried and the mouse faked compassion, but still closed his eyes and was too lazy to care about him.
Song Yan was silent for a while, breaking the jar and saying: "Or, I'll go to the police station and surrender. You can sue me whatever you want, as long as you feel comfortable in your heart."
Xia Lin finally couldn't help but open it. He stared at him, "Have you kicked your brain by the donkey? You are shameless and I have to face!"
Song Yan was scolded with aggrieved expression: "I just want to make you feel better, Xia Lin, you beat me and scold me It's okay, but don't ignore me..."
"Song Yan, if you really want to make me feel comfortable, you can stop forcing me into my life, okay?"
Song Yan pursed his lips and whispered, "This is the only thing, no."
Xia Lin sighed. , Give up communicating with him.
Song Yan said again: "Xia Lin, I know that you don't believe me now. I did a lot of sorry things in my last life, and the last thing I regretted was that I beat you without listening to your explanation. I can't wait I chopped off my hand. I thought that after I found you, I coaxed you back in a low voice. You can let me make up for it, but you didn't give me this opportunity. You went too fast. It collapsed..."
He said here, his voice choked a little, so he turned his face and silently forced his tears back.
After adjusting his emotions, he continued: "I didn't know what to do at the time. When all my thoughts were lost, I could only make a wish to heaven. If I can do it again, I will treat you well and give you all that I owe you... I didnât expect that my wish would come true, but maybe God also felt that I needed to be punished, so I was late for more than four years, which made me taste the bitter love. But even so, I am already content. As long as you are okay, no amount of punishment will matter, but one thing is that you canât let go anymore. You are mine. You can only be mine in your previous life or in this life."
Xia Lin slowly cast his gaze to Song Yan, silently staring at his silhouette for a long time.
If Song Yan who raped himself before is still in a state of confusion and excitement, then this Song Yan now is more like mixing the two generations of Song Yan together, and gradually becomes calm and rational in speaking and acting. More orderly.
After a long silence, he slowly said, "Song Yan, you are a person with a deep obsession. You and Yu Luotong failed to achieve a positive result in the previous life. His death has always been a thorn in your heart, no matter what I do. Efforts, there is no way to really enter your heart. And now, maybe you have turned my death into a thorn in your heart, so you are determined to make up for me no matter what. But have you really thought about it? Holding me persistently, is it because of love or obsession?"
Song Yan didn't know how to answer for a while, love and obsession were the same thing in his opinion. He used to love Yu Luotong, so he was attached to Luotong, but now he loves Xia Lin, so he is attached to Xia Lin.
But Xia Lin said that persistence does not equal love.
In the end, none of them was able to convince anyone. But after this heartbreaking remark, Xia Lin's tight guard was loosened, and then a huge sense of exhaustion swept over him, and he soon fell asleep.
I don't know how long it took, Xia Lin was awakened by a gust of warm wind, and she was in a daze before remembering that she was still in Song Yan's car.
"Wake you up?" Song Yan said cautiously, "I just want to open the window for ventilation. If you feel uncomfortable, I will close it again?"
"Open it." Xia Lin moved his stiff body and slept for a while. I feel more energetic after I feel it, and the discomfort in the body before has been relieved a lot.
"Where are you?" Xia Lin asked.
"Get off the highway," Song Yan said, "in twenty minutes, we will be in B."
Xia Lin checked the time, it was already six o'clock in the evening.
At this time, the phone rang, and the caller ID was Yu Luotong.
Xia Lin was stunned. Yu Luotong had called him for the first time since asking him for his mobile phone number, not to mention it was in such a sensitive period. Xia Lin looked at the phone, hesitating to answer it.
Song Yan looked at him strangely without answering his mobile phone ringing for a long time.
Xia Lin subconsciously obscured the phone interface, so that Song Yan didn't let Song Yan see the words "Yu Luotong".
He thought for a moment, but still pressed the answer button.
"Hey, Xia Lin?" Yu Luotong's voice came from the other end of the phone, sounding in a good mood,
"Did you eat dinner?" "No..." Xia Lin hadn't been relieved from the depression and even spoke. I don't want to say one more word.
"That's right," Yu Luotong said happily, "I will invite you to dinner... No, I will invite David together. It's in the "Li Ren She" near the school."
"Why are you suddenly..."
"Not suddenly, I have Didnât tell you that I will leave when I get my graduation certificate? I have already got it today. Our college is earlier than other colleges. Both David and I have booked air tickets. I will leave in a few days. I invite you today. Eating is a farewell."
Xia Lin subconsciously went to see Song Yan.
Song Yan couldn't understand what he was talking on the phone, so he glanced back inexplicably.
Xia Lin pondered for a moment, a wicked thought suddenly rose in his heart, and asked, "Can you bring an extra friend?"
Yu Luotong was taken aback for a moment, and then said: "Okay, it's okay, you can bring a few. I'm going to decide. Box, come here quickly."
Xia Lin hung up and turned to look at Song Yan.
Song Yan still had an unclear expression.
"My friend, please have dinner, and you can stay too. You can go back after eating." Xia Lin said blankly.
Song Yan was overjoyed at once: "Okay!"
There was no smile on Xia Lin's face. He turned his head and looked out the car window, his expression a little gloomy.
He took Song Yan over at this point, and to Yu Luotong, it was really unkind.
But he just couldn't help it, trying to find Song Yan some unhappiness.