That night, Song Yan consciously made a bunk next to the bed, and then fell asleep with his clothes on.
Xia Lin sat on the bed and watched him silently for a long while. He had already thought of several ways to kick Song Yan out of bed, but Song Yan was so obedient that his plan was useless.
After a while, Song Yan snored slightly.
This level of snoring originally did not affect Xia Lin's sleep, not to mention that he had been used to listening in his previous life, but for some reason, his thoughts were upset that night, tossing and turning, and unable to fall asleep.
The pictures of mudslides in the last life flashed in his mind. He wanted to warn everyone, but he no longer remembered the exact date. He was afraid that he was helpless and no one would believe it.
Thinking of this, he rolled over irritably, and the bed board suddenly creaked, awakening Song Yan who was sleeping.
Song Yan looked up at the bed, and asked in a slightly confused voice: "Xia Lin, can't you sleep in the bed here?"
"It's fine." Xia Lin doesn't think he is a delicate young master who needs to recognize the bed when he sleeps. In the previous life, he came here because he was too tired from the long journey and almost fell asleep.
Song Ting turned sideways in this direction and said, "If you can't sleep, I'll sing "Sleep Song" for you, okay?"
"..." Xia Lin wanted to habitually refuse, but Song Yan had already sung softly. stand up.
"Sleep well baby, lilac red rose, gently crawling into the bed, accompany you to sleep..."
His voice is soft and full of magnetism, especially intoxicating in the quiet night.
I have to admit that Xia Lin has no resistance to his voice. He first found out that he liked Song Yan because of the songs he sang. After the two got up, whenever Song Yan hugged him and gasped in his ear, he would be particularly emotional.
"Don't sing." Xia Lin interrupted a little embarrassedly. He didn't want to admit that his heart that had been silent for a long time was agitated again on this summer night.
. Does it sound good? "Song Yan asked cautiously, "Then I will change to another one?" "
Don't change it, I don't want to listen." "
. Song Yan fell silent
a moment later, Song Yan whispered:" Summer Pro, is not no matter what I do, you will only attracted resentment and even disgust? "
You can tell me what you don't like, and I can change it. "
Xia Lin said coldly: "To be honest, live a lifetime, I found that you have a lot of things that I hate, but what I hate the most is that you always do the same thing you did to Yu Luotong before doing it to me. Once, it made me nauseous. "
Song Yan was silent for a moment, and whispered: "This is the first time I sang "Sleep Song" tonight. I have never sang it to anyone before. "
Xia Lin"..."
He glanced in Song Yan's direction. In the dark, he could clearly see the bright light on Song Yan's mobile phone screen. The lyrics displayed on it should be the lyrics of "Sleep Song" just searched from Baidu. .
summer Pro quietly looking back, I thought the first time you sing what I should rare.
Song Yan sighed: "summer Pro, I am the person is not rich imagination, I can think of things to please people, come and There are just a few things to go, but I really want to be nice to you, not pretending to be. "
Xia Lin didn't object to this. Song Yan liked Yu Luotong in his last life, so he wholeheartedly pleased Yu Luotong. Although he was with him later, but the feelings did not reach that point, so he did not give him the same treatment as Yu Luotong.
That kind of treatment was originally what Xia Lin dreamed of, but in this life, when this kind of treatment really fell on him, he didn't want it anymore, and he didn't want to deceive himself anymore.
After a moment of silence, Xia Lin said quietly: "Song Yan, you are not in love with me, can't you see this now? No matter the previous life or this life, you only regarded me as a substitute for Yu Luotong. But the last life Yu Luotong had feelings for you, and this life Yu Luotong and you missed it from the beginning, you just donât have to choose. What's more, you keep saying that you owe me and want to make up for me, but love does not depend on making up for it. Here, feelings of guilt are not the same as love, do you understand?
"I understand. "Song Yan said, "It's just too late to understand. I've missed you for a lifetime when I'm late." "
Xia Lin thought, no, you still don't understand.
But Song Yan went on to say: "After the rebirth in this life, I combed through the memories of the two lives. The more memories I have, the more I understand the last life Luo. Tong's mother died young, and his father didn't go home all year round. The incident in the bar at the age of seventeen not only severely hurt his body, but also became a lingering fear and haze in his heart. He felt that he had been abandoned by the whole world, and he wanted to cut his wrist to commit suicide, but I stopped him in time. "
Xia Lin was taken aback. He didn't know the details of that incident, let alone that incident almost pushed Yu Luotong to a dead end.
Song Yan continued: "After I heard what happened to him, I ran to find him in a fit of anger. The beast settled accounts, you should also know what happened later, I was severely punished by the school. Luo Tong was both grateful and guilty to me. He said that he wanted to repay me, but he had nothing to give me except to promise me personally. At that time, I felt particularly uncomfortable in my heart, thinking that since no one in this world treats him properly, I will protect him and become his lifelong support. "
Song Yan said here, and suddenly laughed at himself: "I always thought that Luo Tong loved me. I deceived myself for a lifetime. I didn't know until I was reborn in this life. It turned out that it was not love. He was just in desperation. I caught the only life-saving straw, whoever extended a helping hand to him, he admired and relied on whom. It was me in the last life, and you in this life. "