Nestaâs connection to the Cauldron, Rhys mused as we gathered around the dining table in the town house, had allowed her to sense that the King of Hybern was rallying its power.
The same way I was able to wield the connection to the High Lords to track their traces of power, and to find the Book and Cauldron, Nestaâs own powerâown immortalityâwas so closely bound to the Cauldron that its dreadful presence, when awoken, brushed through her, too.
That was why he hunted her. Not just for the power sheâd taken ⦠but for the fact that Nesta was a warning bell.
Weâd all departed the Dawn Court within minutes, Thesan promising large shipments of faebane antidote to every High Lord and army within two days, and that his Peregryns would begin readying themselves under his captainâs commandâto join the Illyrians in the skies.
Kallias and Helion swore their own terrestrial armies would march as soon as possible. Only Tamlin, whose southern border covered the entire wall, was unaccounted forâhis armies in shambles. Helion just said to Tamlin before the latter left, âGet your people out. Bring whatever host you can muster.â Whatever remained after me.
Tarquin echoed the sentiment, along with his promise to offer safe harbor for the Spring Court. Tamlin didnât reply to either of them. Didnât confirm that he would be bringing forces before he winnowedâwithout a glance at me. A small relief, since I hadnât decided whether to demand his sworn help or spit on him.
Good-byes were brief. Viviane had embraced Mor tightlyâthen me, to my surprise. Kallias only clasped Rhysâs hand, a taut, tentative gesture, and vanished with his mate. Then Helion, with a wink at all of us. Tarquin was the last to go, Varian and Cresseida flanking him. His armada, theyâd decided, would be left to guard his own cities while the bulk of his soldiers would march on land.
Tarquinâs crushing blue eyes flared as his power rallied to winnow them. But Varian saidâto me, to RhysââTell her thank you.â He put a hand on his chest, the fine gold-and-silver thread of his teal jacket glinting in the morning sun. âTell her â¦â The Prince of Adriata shook his head. âIâll tell her myself the next time I see her.â It seemed like more of a promiseâthat Varian would see Amren again, war or no. Then they were gone.
No word arrived from Beron before we uttered our farewells and gratitude to Thesan. Not a whisper that Beron might have changed his mind. Or that Eris might have persuaded him.
But that was not my concern. Or Nestaâs.
If the wall had come down ⦠Too late. Weâd been too late. All of that research ⦠I should have insisted that if Amren deemed Nesta nearly ready, then we should have gone directly to the wall. Seen what she could do, spell from the Book or no.
Perhaps it was my fault, for wanting to shelter her, build her strength, for letting her remain withdrawn. But if I had pushed and pushed â¦
Even now, seated around the town house dining table in Velaris, I hadnât decided whether the potential of breaking my sister permanently was worth the cost of saving lives. I didnât know how Rhys and the others had made such decisionsâfor years. Especially during Amaranthaâs reign.
âWe should have evacuated months ago,â Nesta said, her plate of roast chicken and vegetables untouched. It was the first words any of us had spoken in minutes while weâd all picked at our food.
Elain had been toldâby Amren. She now sat at the table, more straight-backed and clear-eyed than Iâd seen her. Had she beheld this, in whatever wanderings that new, inner sight granted her? Had the Cauldron whispered of it while weâd been away? I hadnât the heart to ask her.
Rhys was saying to Nesta, âWe can go to your estate tonightâevacuate your household and bring them back here.â
âThey will not come.â
âThen they will likely die.â
Nesta straightened her fork and knife beside her plate. âCanât you spirit them away somewhere southâfar from here?â
âThat many people? Not without first finding a safe place, which would take time we donât have.â Rhys considered. âIf we get a ship, they can sailââ
âThey will demand their families and friends come.â
A beat of silence. Not an option. Then Elain said quietly, âWe could move them to Graysenâs estate.â
We all faced her at the evenness of her voice.
She swallowed, her slender throat so pale, and explained, âHis father has high wallsâmade of thick stone. With space for plenty of people and supplies.â All of us made a point not to look at that ring she still wore. Elain went on, âHis father has been planning for something like this for ⦠a long time. They have defenses, stores â¦â A shallow breath. âAnd a grove of ash trees, with a cache of weapons made from them.â
A snarl from Cassian. Despite their power, their might ⦠However those trees had been created, something in the ash wood cut right through Fae defenses. Iâd seen it firsthandâkilled one of Tamlinâs sentinels with an arrow through the throat.
âIf the faeries who attack possess magic,â Cassian said, and Elain recoiled at the harsh tone, âthen thick stone wonât do much.â
âThere are escape tunnels,â Elain whispered. âPerhaps it is better than nothing.â
A glance between the Illyrians. âWe can set up a guardââ Cassian began.
âNo,â Elain interrupted, her voice louder than Iâd heard in months. âThey ⦠Graysen and his father â¦â
Cassianâs jaw tightened. âThen we cloakââ
âThey have hounds. Bred and trained to hunt you. Detect you.â
A stiff silence as my friends contemplated how, exactly, those hounds had been trained.
âYou canât mean to leave their castle undefended,â Cassian tried a shade more gently. âEven with the ash, it wonât be enough. Weâd need to set wards at the very minimum.â
Elain considered. âI can speak to him.â
âNo,â I saidâat the same moment Nesta did.
But Elain cut us off. âIfâif you and ⦠theyââa glance at Rhys, my friendsââcome with me, your Fae scents might distract the dogs.â
âYouâre Fae, too,â Nesta reminded her.
âGlamour me,â Elain saidâto Rhys. âMake me look human. Just long enough to convince him to open his gates to those seeking sanctuary. Perhaps even let you set those wards around the estate.â
And with our scents to confuse the hounds ⦠âThis could end very badly, Elain.â
She brushed her thumb over the iron-and-diamond engagement ring. âItâs already ended badly. Now itâs just a matter of deciding how we meet the consequences.â
âWisely said,â Mor offered, smiling softly at Elain. She looked to Cassian. âYou need to move the Illyrian legions today.â
Cassian nodded, but said to Rhys, âWith the wall down, we need you to make a few things clear to the Illyrians. I need you at the camp with meâto give one of your pretty speeches before we go.â
Rhysâs mouth twitched toward a smile. âWe can all goâthen head to the human lands.â He surveyed us, the town house. âWe have an hour to prepare. Meet back hereâthen we leave.â
Mor and Azriel instantly winnowed out, Cassian striding for Rhys to ask him about the Court of Nightmares soldiers and their preparation.
Nesta and I aimed for Elain, both of us speaking at once. âAre you sure?â I demanded at the same time Nesta said, âI can goâlet me talk to him.â
Elain only rose to her feet. âHe doesnât know you,â she said to me. Then she faced Nesta with a frank, bemused look. âAnd he hates you.â
Some rotten part of me wondered if their broken engagement was for the best, then. Or if Elain had somehow suggested this visit, right after Lucien had left Prythian, for some chance to ⦠I didnât let myself finish the thought.
I said, watching the space where my friends had vanished from the town house, âI need you to understand, Elain, that if this goes badly ⦠if he tries to harm you, or any of us â¦â
âI know. You will defend your own.â
âI will defend you.â
The vacancy fogged over her eyes. But Elain lifted her chin. âNo matter what, donât kill him. Please.â
âWeâll tryââ
âSwear it.â Iâd never heard that tone from her. Ever.
âI canât make that promise.â I wouldnât back down, not on this. âBut I will do everything in my power to avoid it.â
Elain seemed to realize it, too. She peered down at herself, at the simple blue gown she wore. âI need to dress.â
âIâll help you,â Nesta offered.
But Elain shook her head. âNuala and Cerridwen will help me.â
Then she was goneâshoulders a little squarer.
Nestaâs throat bobbed. I murmured, âIt wasnât your faultâthat the wall came down before we could stop it.â
Steel-filled eyes cut to me. âIf I had stayed to practiceââ
âThen you just would have been here while you waited for us to return from the meeting.â
Nesta smoothed a hand down her dark dress. âWhat do I do now?â
A purpose, I realized. Assigning her the task of finding a way to repair the holes in the wall ⦠it had given my sister what perhaps our human lives had never granted her: a bearing.
âYou come with usâto Graysenâs estate, and then travel with the army. If youâre connected with the Cauldron, then weâll need you close. Need you to tell us if itâs being wielded again.â
Not quite a mission, but Nesta nodded all the same.
Right as Cassian clapped Rhys on the shoulder and prowled toward us. He paused a foot away, and frowned. âDresses arenât good for flying, ladies.â
Nesta didnât reply.
He lifted a brow. âNo barking and biting today?â
But Nesta didnât rise to meet him, her face still drained and sallow. âIâve never worn pants,â was all she said.
I could have sworn concern flashed across Cassianâs features. But he brushed it aside and drawled, âI have no doubt youâd start a riot if you did.â
No reaction. Had the Cauldronâ
Cassian stepped in Nestaâs path when she tried to walk past him. Put a tan, callused hand on her forehead. She shook off the touch, but he gripped her wrist, forcing her to meet his stare. âAny one of those human pricks makes a move to hurt you,â he breathed, âand you kill them.â
He wouldnât be comingâno, heâd be mustering the full might of the Illyrian legions. Azriel would be joining us, though.
Cassian pressed one of his knives into Nestaâs hand. âAsh can kill you now,â he said with lethal quiet as she stared down at the blade. âA scratch can make you queasy enough to be vulnerable. Remember where the exits are in every room, every fence and courtyardâmark them when you go in, and mark how many men are around you. Mark where Rhys and the others are. Donât forget that youâre stronger and faster. Aim for the soft parts,â he added, folding her fingers around the hilt. âAnd if someone gets you into a hold â¦â My sister said nothing as Cassian showed her the sensitive areas on a man. Not just the groin, but the inside of the foot, pinching the thigh, using her elbow like a weapon. When he finished, he stepped back, his hazel eyes churning with some emotion I couldnât place.
Nesta surveyed the fine dagger in her hand. Then lifted her head to look at him.
âI told you to come to training,â Cassian said with a cocky grin, and strode off.
I studied Nesta, the dagger, her quiet, still face.
âDonât even start,â she warned me, and headed for the stairs.
I found Amren in her apartment, cursing at the Book.
âWeâre leaving within the hour,â I said. âDo you have everything you need here?â
âYes.â Amren lifted her head, those uptilted silver eyes swirling with ire. Not at me, I realized with no small relief. At the fact that Hybern had beaten us to the wall. Beaten her.
That wasnât my problem.
Not as the words of that meeting with the High Lords eddied. Not as I again saw Beron walk out, no soldiers or help promised. Not as I heard Rhys and Cassian discussing how few soldiers the others possessed compared to Hybernâs forces.
The kingâs taunt to Rhys had been roiling through my mind for days now.
Hybern expected him to give everythingâeverythingâto stop them. Had claimed only that would give us a fighting shot. And I knew my mate. Perhaps better than I knew myself. I knew Rhys would spend all of himself, destroy himself, if it meant a chance at winning. At survival.
The other High Lords ⦠I couldnât afford to risk counting on them. Helion, strong as he was, wouldnât even step in to save his own lover. Tarquin, perhaps. But the others ⦠I didnât know them. Didnât have time to. And I would not gamble their tentative allegiance. I would not gamble Rhys.
âWhat do you want?â Amren snapped when I remained staring at her.
âThere is a creature beneath the library. Do you know it?â
Amren shut the Book. âIts name is Bryaxis.â
âWhat is it.â
âYou do not want to know, girl.â
I shoved back the arm of my ebony dress, the finery so at odds with the loft, its messiness. âI made a bargain with it.â I showed her the band of tattoo around my forearm. âSo I suppose I do.â
Amren stood, brushing dust off her gray pants. âI heard about that. Foolish girl.â
âI had no choice. And now we are bound to each other.â
âAnd what of it?â
âI want to ask it for another bargain. I need you to examine the wards holding it down thereâand to explain things.â I didnât bother to look pleasant. Or desperate. Or grateful. I didnât bother to wipe the cold, hard mask from my face as I added, âYouâre coming with me. Right now.â