Rhysand
Even from the kitchen, I could hear all of them. The lapping of what was surely the oldest bottle of liquor I owned, then the clink of those equally ancient crystal glasses against each other.
Then the laughter. The deep rumbleâthat was Azriel. Laughing at whatever Mor had said that prompted her into a fit of it as well, the sound cackling and merry.
And then another laughâsilvery and bright. More beautiful than any music played at one of Velarisâs countless halls and theaters.
I stood at the kitchen window, staring at the garden in full summer splendor, not quite seeing the blooms Elain Archeron had tended these weeks. Just staringâand listening to that beautiful laugh. My mateâs laugh.
I rubbed a hand over my chest at that soundâthe joy in it.
Their conversation flitted past, falling back into old rhythms and yet ⦠Close. We had all come so close to not seeing it again. This place. Each other. And I knew that the laughter ⦠it was in part because of that, too. In defiance and gratitude.
âYou coming to drink, or are you just going to stare at the flowers all day?â Cassianâs voice cut through the melody of sounds.
I turned, finding him and Azriel in the kitchen doorway, each with a drink in hand. A second lay in Azrielâs other scarred handâhe floated it over to me on a blue-tinged breeze.
I clasped the cool, heavy crystal tumbler. âSneaking up on your High Lord is ill-advised,â I told them, drinking deeply. The liquor burned its way down my throat, warming my stomach.
âItâs good to keep you on edge in your old age,â Cassian said, drinking himself. He leaned against the doorway. âWhy are you hiding in here?â
Azriel shot him a look, but I snorted, taking another sip. âYou really did open the fancy bottles.â
They waited. But Feyreâs laugh sounded again, followed by Elainâs and Morâs. And when I dragged my gaze back to my brothers, I saw the understanding on their faces.
âItâs real,â Azriel said softly.
Neither laughed or commented on the burning in my eyes. I took another drink to wash away the tightness in my throat, and approached them. âLetâs not do this again for another five hundred years,â I said a bit hoarsely, and clinked my glass against theirs.
Azriel cracked a smile as Cassian lifted a brow. âAnd what are we going to do until then?â
Beyond brokering peace, beyond those queens who were sure to be a problem, beyond healing our fractured world â¦
Mor called for us, demanding we bring them a spread of food. An impressive one, she added. With extra bread.
I smiled. Smiled wider as Feyreâs laugh sounded againâas I felt it down the bond, sparkling brighter than the entirety of Starfall.
âUntil then,â I said to my brothers, slinging my arms around their shoulders and leading them back to the sitting room. I looked ahead, toward that laugh, that lightâand that vision of the future Feyre had shown me, more beautiful than anything I could have ever wished forâanything I had wished for, on those long-ago, solitary nights with only the stars for company. A dream still unansweredâbut not forever. âUntil then, we enjoy every heartbeat of it.â