[Elizabethâs Perspective]
After the Lycan King pulled Margaret away, it was just me and Armstrong.n/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
I looked uncertainly at Armstrong, who was covered in blood. I couldnât give my mate a straight hug like Margaret. We werenât as close as Margaret and Donald were.
But Armstrong took my hand of his own accord. His palm was dry and warm and full of strength. I had never felt so needed by my mate. He held my hand tightly. Where our skin touched, I felt a soul-stirring comfort. It made it less difficult to accept the smell of blood on his body.
âCan you show me to your room?â Armstrong said.
I nodded and led him in the direction of the stairs.
As we passed by Margaretâs bedroom, I heard her moaning faintly from inside.
I couldnât believe Margaret was doing this with Donald when she couldnât be sure if Armstrong and I had left. A lot of what sheâd done after she got together with the Lycan King wasnât like her. But that wasnât a bad thing. She wasnât as rigid as she used to be. She was much more lively.
Thinking of this, I couldnât help but sneak a glance at Armstrong.
He suggested going to my bedroom. Did he want to do these things in my bedroom like the Lycan King did?
I pursed my lips and opened the door to my room for Armstrong. He walked in.
My bedroom was styled pink. I was worried that Armstrong wouldnât like it, but he didnât comment on it. Instead, he sat on my favorite pink sofa.
I saw that the fabric of the sofa chair was stained with his blood. I bit my lower lip and said nothing.
......
Armstrong opened his arms to me and said, âWill you give me a hug?â
I stepped closer to him and hugged his shoulders.
The sweet scent of my mate with his arms wrapped around me was something even the smell of his blood couldnât hide. Armstrong wrapped his arms around my waist and moved his hands up my arms. Then he patted my hands and held them in his palms.
I trembled slightly. Armstrongâs touch aroused me. This jolt of electricity coursing through my body was something no one but my mate could give, and Armstrong rarely did this to me because he didnât want to be with me in the first place.
This thought calmed my slightly heated emotions. I pulled my hands out of his and asked softly, âWhat happened?â
Armstrong glanced up at me and looked hesitant.
I understood all at once. What he needed now was a mate, only a mate, and not me.
He still hadnât allowed me into his world. He was only willing to share the things in his world with Margaret. There was a lack of communication between us. There were many things that prevented us from doing that.
I turned around and started packing my bags as if nothing had happened. I said, âMargaret said the Lycan King will be sending us away. I think Iâd better start packing now.
âYouâre leaving here too?â Armstrongâs surprised voice came from behind.
âYes,â I replied.
There was silence for a moment. I could feel Armstrongâs gaze on me from behind, but there was really not much to say to each other.
We never found appropriate ways to communicate with each other. Maybe sometimes there were opportune moments, but we missed them.
At this point, it was too late for anything. Some things were irrevocable. It would require a breakthrough to bring our hearts closer.
I threw a few pieces of my clothes into a suitcase. I hesitated when I came to some of my favorite clothes in the closet. I couldnât take them all, but even though I was going to the Lycanâs pack, I hoped I could be the pretty one there.
It was only then that I truly realized I was leaving home, leaving my familiar pack for an unfamiliar one.
Margaret would still have Donald there, but I would have no one but Margaret. I stopped what I was doing as fear of the unknown gripped me.
What will happen to my pack when I leave??I thought.?Will everyone here survive?
Armstrong hugged me from behind. I stiffened, then relaxed my body and leaned back against Armstrong.
His strong arms were in front of me. His warm breath was on my hair. I felt him take a deep breath and then kiss the top of my head.
Armstrong sighed and said, âItâs good to get out of here. We were all worried that it would become unsafe.â
I had a sudden premonition in my heart. Then Armstrong released his hold on me and turned me around to face him. The premonition became stronger.
âElizabethâ¦â
I looked into his eyes which were filled with hesitation.
He slowly released the hands that had touched me. I didnât want him to do that, so I grabbed his arm.
But Armstrong pulled away easily.
I felt my heart sink.
Yes, he would do that.