âWhat is all this?â I asked, staring down at the plate upon plate of sliced meats and cheese.
âSandwich stuff.â King said, tossing me a roll.
âYes, I can see that. But why are we making sandwiches on the dock?â
I wondered what his ulterior motive was. King didnât seem like the type to picnic on the dock, no matter what the situation. Plus, in the entire time Iâd been staying with King, heâd never once made a meal for me.
Or even eaten a meal with me.
âBecause itâs a nice day to be outside, and because who the fuck doesnât like sandwiches?â King sat on one of the plastic chairs surrounding wooden table that was screwed to the dock so it wouldnât fly away during a storm. âAnd Preppy saidâ¦I donât fucking know, just go with it.â King loaded his roll with salami and cheese and dug out a huge scoop of mayo from the jar with a spatula.
âThatâs enough mayo to choke a horse,â I said, carefully selecting turkey and bacon for my own sandwich.
âHave you actually seen a horse choke from ingesting too much mayo?â he asked.
âI very well could have. I just donât remember.â I grabbed a handful of Cheetos from the bag and smushed them into the top slice of bread with both hands. King pulled the other chair up along side his until the arms were touching and motioned for me to sit down.
And then OUR arms were touching.
âSo whatâs it like?â King asked, popping the top off a beer and handing it to me.
âWhatâs what like?â I asked, setting my paper plate in my lap.
âNot remembering anything. I keep thinking about what that would be like and I canât imagine it.â
âItâsâ¦â I searched my brain for the words but only one popped into my mind over and over, ââ¦empty.â
âYouâre a lot of things, pup, but empty isnât one of them.â King tucked an unruly strand of hair behind my ear.
âOh yeah? Then, you tell me what I am, because I canât think of anything that doesnât have to do with me losing my memory.â I took a bite of my lunch that was so big I could barely close my mouth around it.
King laughed. âWell, for startersâ¦youâre kind of quirky.â
âQuirky?â
âPup, did you or did you not just put Cheetos on your sandwich?â
âDuly noted. Okay, quirky. I can handle that. Keep going. What else do you think you know about me?â
âWell, youâre bold. Brave. I would even go as far as to say that youâre irritatingly feisty. You speak about three hours before you think. You ask way too many goddamn questions. You have this dimple on your left cheek that comes out when youâre smiling, but it also shows up, along with the one on the right cheek, when youâre pissed off.â Embarrassment burned my neck as if I was standing too close to a fire. âYour neck and your face get red when youâre embarrassed. It starts at your neck. Right here.â King lightly wrapped the palm of his hand around my throat. âThen, it jumps up to your cheeks.â He brushed his thumb over my cheekbone. âThen, it travels all the way up to these ears.â
He leaned in and sucked my earlobe into his mouth, trailing his tongue along the delicate flesh of my ears sending sparks of pleasure down my body. My nipples hardened and pressed up against my shirt.
King chuckled and pulled back. âSo donât say that youâre empty, pup, because you are anything but.â There was a mischievous glimmer in his eyes. Something I hadnât seen before. âI think you are, by far, the most interesting person Iâve ever met.â
âThank you,â I said. âBut stop trying to imagine what it would be like without your memory. Youâre lucky you know who you are and where you belong.â
King pulled at the label on his beer and sighed. âSometimes, I wish I didnât.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âIf I could chose to wake up tomorrow and not remember who I am, the shit Iâve done, the people I would be leaving behind, I would do it. I could just start over. Be someone else.â
âI donât want you to be anyone else,â I blurted, interrupting his confession.
âYou should hate me,â King said, taking my plate from my lap and setting it on the table. âIf I were you, I would hate me.â
âI thought I did.â
âAnd now? What do you think of me now?â King asked, leaning in closer.
âI think you are the most stubborn, overbearing, anger inducing, obnoxious, complicated, and beautiful man that has ever lived.â
âI think you are beautiful, too,â King breathed. In one graceful movement, he had me out of my chair and onto his lap.
His hands had just slid into my hair when a loud crash sounded from the other side of the mangroves.
âStay the fuck here,â King ordered. He stood and tossed me off his lap. I crouched behind the cement retaining wall that separated the dock from the yard. King leapt over it effortlessly and ran in the direction of the garage, toward where the sound had come from.
It seemed like I was there for hours, waiting for King to come back or for something to happen.
Nothing.
My stomach growled, and I was reminded that I had barely started my lunch. I scooted down to my ass and stretched out my leg in an effort to drag the chair that held my plate toward me. I hooked my foot around the leg of the chair and slowly pulled. It made a horrible scraping noise against the wood planks of the dock. I paused and waited.
Nothing.
So, I continued. Slowly, inch my inch, I dragged my lunch closer to me until my Cheetos smushed sandwich was within my reach. I pulled my plate off the seat and picked up my sandwich. I opened my mouth and was about to chomp down on victory when someone cleared their throat.
With my sandwich still in launch-into-my-mouth position, I looked up from behind the bread to see both King and Bear standing on the top of the seawall, peering down at me.
Bear looked just a good as he did the night I met him, but now, he looked even better. Because he was shirtless. His ab muscles glistened with sweat. I thought King had a lot of tattoos, but Bear didnât have a single inch of available real estate left on his skin.
King spoke first. âOh no, donât worry about me. Iâm fine. Just went to check out what that bomb like noise was, but you go ahead and finish your sandwich. Weâll wait.â He was smiling out of the corner of his mouth.
Bear crouched down. âOh shit. Check you out. Didnât think youâd still be alive.â
I put my plate down and stood up. âIf you two are done mocking me, can one of you tell me what the fuck that noise was?â
âOh shit. Sorry, that was all me. This girl came over, and sheâs got this old Volkswagen Bug. One thing led to anotherâ¦â
âI donât want to know,â I interrupted.
Bear continued, âAll I was going to say is that while her lips were wrapped around my cock, I vaguely remembered promising to fix her bug for her. What you heard was that very car backfiring. For what Iâm thinking was the very last time, because itâs dead. Like super dead. Like there is no coming back from that dead. Which totally blows cause the girl could suck theââ
King held up a hand. âOkay, Bear, cut the bullshit, you can tell her what really happened.â
Bear nodded and his phone rang. He pulled it out of his back pocket and clicked a button on the screen. âYeah.â He scratched his beard. âFuck. Okay. Yeah. Yeah, Iâll tell him.â He clicked the phone again and put in back in his pocket.
âIsaac is on the move. Jimmy and BJ spotted him and his boys in Coral Pines this morning. Looks like theyâve got business there. BJ spoke to a guy in Isaacâs crew. Theyâll be riding into our corner of the world in a week or so.â
âShit,â King cursed.
âI told you to fucking get out of town, dude. You knew he was coming.â
âYeah, and when you told me that, I didnât care if he came right up to my front door, guns-a-fucking-blazing.â
âBut now?â Bear asked.
King nodded to me.
âAh. I see. What do you want to do, man? Your call. You know Iâm behind you no matter what.â Bear lit a cigarette.
âI think we go on the offense,â King said.
âWait, what does all this mean? Who is Isaac?â
King ignored me. âIâll get her to Graceâs before then,â he told Bear.
âKing, who the fuck is Isaac? Who the fuck is Grace?â I shouted, jumping up and down to make my presence in the conversation known.
âPup, when Preppy took you out with him, did he tell you that when he and I started the granny operation, we cut out our main supplier?â
âYeah. He did.â
âWell, Isaac, was that supplier.â
âShit,â I said.
Bear took a long drag of his cigarette and blew out the smoke through his nose, looking very much like the bird recently tattooed on Kingâs hand. âYeah, that about sums it up.â
âWhat you heard was a warning,â King said.
âWhat kind of warning?â I asked.
Bear stubbed out his cigarette into the concrete of the retaining wall. âThe kind that goes boom.â
âWhat was blown up?â
Preppyâs wail broke through the air like another explosion.
âWHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO MY MOTHERFUCKING CAR?â