Doe and I were lying in bed on a Saturday afternoon, watching Demolition Man. Her idea. Not mine. Out of all the DVDs in my collection, that was the one sheâs watched the most in the past few days. She also liked Disney movies, but every time she watched them, I thought about Max and a pain formed in my chest thinking that she might never be around to watch them with us.
Or Max might be around, and Doe might be gone.
I was going to do everything I could to get them both under one roof with me. Although as the days went by, the reality of putting together the money for the payoff seemed less and less likely.
Disney princess movies may have just been a bunch of fairy tales, but the idea of the three of us togetherâfour if you count Preppyâwas my idea of happily ever after.
âAll restaurants are now Taco Bell,â Doe said in sync with Sandra Bullockâs character. She knew every line. It was downright adorable. Besides, we were naked, and I had one hand on her tit and the other was cupping her pussy, so I had no complaints. âWhy is the house half-painted?â She turned to me abruptly, propping her head on my chest.
âCause when Preppy and I first moved in, it was already an old house, but we kind of trashed it with all the parties and didnât think much of fixing it up. Then, I asked Preppy to fix it up a bit because I expected to bring Tricia and Max here.
âBut why did he stop?â
âBecause I went to prison, and the house being painted didnât seem to matter to either of us anymore. There wasnât a chance in hell theyâd let me have her at that point. Besides, Preppy may be able to cook, and heâs a killer mechanic, but heâs a shit handyman. So, the place kind of went to hell while I was gone.â
âWell,â she said, stretching her arms over her head. Her perky tits bounced as she yawned and hooked her leg over my thigh. âYou better get to painting again because weâre going to get the money, and sheâs going to come home.â
âYeah, baby. Weâre going to get her back.â I was unsure if I was speaking to her or trying to convince myself. The truth was that each and every day that passed by, Max was slipping further and further away.
Preppy opened the door, and Doe sat up quickly, pulling the sheet over her bare chest.
âDude, fucking knock much?â I asked.
Preppy ignored me and hopped up onto the bed, settling himself between me and Doe. He slung an arm around each of us.
âI just love you guys,â he said, squeezing the three of us together like we were one big, fat, odd-as-fuck family.
âIs there a purpose to this love fest?â Doe asked, giggling as Preppy leaned in to tickle her.
It shouldâve pissed me off that he was even touching her, but there was nothing sexual about their connection. Although I often found myself jealous of their easy friendship. I had to work my ass off to get Pup to like me, and even then, I was shit at it.
But, Preppy wore both his crazy and his heart on his sleeve, and I was always a little envious of how easy it was to be around him.
All of us together just made sense. Doe could read bedtime stories to Max as she fell asleep at night. Uncle Preppy could teach her how to make pancakes. Those were the kind of images that made it all come together for me. It was clear. I had to do whatever it was going to take to make this shit work.
Max had to come home.
Pup had to stay.
Iâd told her I was a selfish prick, and Iâd meant it. I just didnât think she realized how true that statement really was. I guarantee that she had no clue that I was hiding the truth about her past from her.
I didnât plan to fall for her, but I did. Now, she wasnât just a pawn I was going to use to get Max back. Now, she was a part of my life.
A part I wasnât willing to give back.
Even if that means keeping the truth about who she really is a secret until Iâm rotting in the ground.
âAs a matter of fact, there is a point. So glad you asked!â Preppy turned to me, and his face went serious. âBear wants us to come to the compound tonight. Theyâre having a party since daddy over here got pissed when he threw the last one and grounded him for a month.â
âCut the sarcasm, Prep,â I said, I had no patience for Preppyâs humor because all I wanted was for him to leave so I could be alone again with my girl.
âYes, a par-tay with the bikers and the four Bâs.â
âFour Bâs?â Doe asked.
âYep. Beer, Booze. Blow. Babes.â Preppy looked between us. âWell, maybe not the babes since you two seem to be an exclusive thing. Are you an exclusive thing? Should I be getting out the fine china and calling the preacher?â Preppy turned to Doe. âAre you with child?â
âWhat?â she asked. âNo! Iâm not.â She laughed while Preppy pretended to pass out on the mattress.
âBut we are exclusive,â I chimed in. Iâm not sure why I felt the need to say it, but I did. I needed Preppy to get the message loud and clear. It may be an innocent friendship between them, but the warning to your fellow horn-ball friends about your woman could never be too obvious or too loud.
âAhhhhh, so what do you say, my friends? Par-tay with Preppy tonight?â He rubbed his hands together like an evil warlock casting a spell.
âDo you want to go?â I asked Doe who was all smiles.
âReally?â She asked.
âReally.â I replied. If going to a party was all it took to coax that kind of smile from her, Iâd take her to one every fucking night if she wanted.
âYipeeeee motherfuckers! Get dressed, lovers. Weâre going to the clubhouse.â Preppy stood up on the bed, jumping up and down until his head hit a spinning blade of the ceiling fan. He dropped back down to his ass, clutching his forehead. âThatâs gonna leave a mark.â
Doe leaned over Preppy and pushed his hand off his head to inspect his injury. Sheâd let the sheet fall from her chest, her bare breasts swayed in front of Preppyâs face.
Preppy was no longer concerned about his wound. He openly stared at her nipples and licked his lips.
I might not have been mad that they were friends, but my best friend was about to take a fist to the face for ogling my girl like that.
I grabbed her waist and dragged her back to me, covering her chest with the sheet. She blushed.
If she thought my homecoming party was wild, she would be shocked to see what went on over at the Beach Bastardsâ compound. âShit, I forgot about those fucking bikers,â I said.
âOh stop it,â Preppy said. âBearâs people are harmless now. Youâve staked your claim, flagged your territory, put your sausage in the onion ring. Thatâs all they care about. Thatâs bible to them. She wonât be fucked with. Besides, Iâll be there, and so will Bear, and so will you.â
âIâm not all that trusting of Bear these days,â I said. âIt wasnât a week ago that he was asking my girl to be his old lady.â
âBut as I said, you gots it in. Itâs all good, play playyyyyyy.â
âPreppy, how much coffee have you had this morning?â Doe asked.
âNot much, six, seven cups. Why?â He twitched his fingers like he was playing an imaginary piano.
âWe can go, but youâre not to leave my fucking sight,â I told Doe. âI mean it. Either me or Preppy are with you at all times, got it? Worst case scenario, go to Bear, but I swear to god if he lays a hand on you, I will chop it the fuck off.â
It came out harsher than I intended, but I wasnât fucking around. The reality of what could happen to her if she wondered off on her own was what was really harsh.
Not a motherfucker in that place would survive if they touched her. Just remembering what Ed had almost done made me want to kill that piece of shit all over again.
âGot it,â Doe said, recognizing the seriousness in my tone. She placed a hand on my shoulder. âI wonât go anywhere unless you or Preppy are with me.â
âGood.â I let out a breath I didnât know I was holding.
âSo, what are we watching?â Preppy asked, leaning back on his elbows and crossing his feet at the ankles. âOoh, Demolition Man. This is my jayum.â
âGet the fuck out,â I said, shoving him off the bed.
âYou guys are no fucking fun,â Preppy pouted, picking himself up off the carpet. âYou are all in loversâ land and forgot all about ole Preppy over here.â He stuck out his lower lip and drooped his shoulders.
âHave the car ready in twenty,â I barked, throwing a pillow at his head.
âYou mean the truck. My classic caddy is in a million little pieces, and âdeath by bombâ isnât covered by insurance,â Preppy said, dodging the pillow.
âYou donât fucking have insurance,â I said. Preppy didnât believe in anything that kept him on the grid, no matter how illegal it was.
âBut if I did, it wouldnât cover it,â he said, waving us off and leaving the room.
âRemind me to get a deadbolt for that door,â I said.
âOh, stop. Preppyâs great, just highly caffeinated,â Doe said in his defense.
âYou can back out now if youâve changed your mind. We can stay here and stay naked and watch whatever stupid movie you want, as long as we are naked while watching it. We donât have to go to Bearâs party if you donât think you will feel comfortable.â
âI want to get to know your friends better. I want to get out of the house for a while. I want it all.â Doe smiled. âAnd I want it with you.â
I wanted to puff out my chest and beat on it like a gorilla. Her words were empowering. She wanted it all.
With me.
I felt so good about where we were and where we were heading that I almost felt okay about living the rest of my life lying to her.
Almost.