Three Years Ago
I SHOULDâVE BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF THEM. Miles and Astrid were ugly and vile, and I couldnât believe what theyâd tried to do to me in there.
I fisted my hands as I sat in Michaelâs car, waiting for the guys to come out of Sticks.
Astrid and Miles deserved so much more than what they got. Tears welled as I chewed on my thumb nail and stared out the window, holding my cries back.
They wouldâve raped me in that bathroom. And they wouldâve gotten away with it.
Rage fired under my skin, and I wanted to go back in and hit them until they understood. Until they knew I wasnât a victim.
I moved to open the door, but I looked up and stopped, noticing the guys coming out of the pool hall.
They still wore their masks, and I spotted several people inside following them with their eyes.
Everyone knew who the Horsemen were and probably had no doubt about the shenanigans they were up to tonight. While interested, onlookers wouldnât interfere.
Michael and Kai slid into the front seats while Damon climbed in Willâs side, dropping into the back as usual. Will followed, sitting down next to me and slamming the door, and I noticed that the sleeve of his sweatshirt was torn. There mustâve been a struggle.
I almost started to worry if he was hurt, but he was laughing his ass off.
âWhat did you guys do?â I asked.
Everyone pulled off their masks, setting them aside, and I watched Will wink at me and shoot me a dashing grin.
âHold out your hand,â he instructed.
My stomach sunk. Shit. What now?
Reluctantly, I inched out my left hand and watched as he lay something soft and red across my hand, the strands spilling over the sides like a scarf.
He removed his hand, and my eyes rounded.
âOh, my God,â I gasped, horror heating my blood. âIs thisâ¦â I breathed out, trying to wrap my head around it. âIs this from them?â
In my hand, sat a bloodied tooth and a thick rope of long, red hair.
I cringed, acid burning my throat as the weight of what was in my hand suddenly went from nothing to a thousand pounds.
âWe took a souvenir from each,â Will explained.
Kai spoke over his shoulder from the front seat. âThey wonât ever touch you again.â
âTheyâll never even look at you again,â Damon chimed in from the back.
âBut wonât they tell someone?â I knew I sounded worried, but my hand was shaking, desperate to get rid of the shit in it.
âWho they going to tell?â Michael started the engine and peering at me in the rearview mirror, smirking. âMy dad is in three real estate ventures with the Andersons.â
I sat there frozen as realization hit. Holy shit. He was right.
The law may have failed to protect me, but it also worked the other way around, too. Who were Miles and Astrid going to tell to get justice now?
I let out a smile. No one.
âA âthank youâ might be in order,â Damon said behind me.
âIâ¦â I stared at the tooth again, its bloodied root growing cold on my hand. âIâm just a little weirded out.â I offered a nervous laugh.
âYou wouldâve been a lot more weirded out waking up naked with the cum of ten guys spilling out of you at that party,â he retorted. âNot to mention what they were going to do to you in that bathroom.â
I dropped my eyes, the horror of whatâs heâd said hitting me as I stared at the tooth and hair.
âYeah,â I whispered, in complete agreement.
Last spring, passed out on that bed, what wouldâve happened to me after they were done? Would they have invited more to come in and hurt me, one after the other? Pictures? Videos? How many people wouldâve violated me?
I clenched my teeth, suddenly wanting them to hurt more. I wanted to kill them. No one should hold the power to change your life forever.
Closing my fist around the objects, I stared hard. âThank you.â
I heard the click of Damonâs lighter and then an exhale as he blew out smoke. âYour attempt to strong-arm them was cute, though.â
I rolled my eyes, opening the door and quickly disposing of the tooth and hair in the stream of water flowing to the gutter. The remnants of their assault disappeared into the void.
There was nothing wrong with my attempt. Maybe I didnât chop off body parts, but Iâd defended myself. What more did they want?
Slamming the door, I wiped my hand on my black sweatshirt, thinking I should definitely burn my clothes after tonight.
As if sensing my questions, Kai peeked over his shoulder, speaking to me, âWhen you want to make an impression and you think youâve gone far enough, go a little further. Always leave them wondering if youâre just a little bit crazy, and people will never fuck with you again.â
I nodded, understanding. I wasnât sure if I could ever do what they had done, but I knew what he was saying. When your enemies didnât know your limits, they didnât press them.
Michael pulled away from the curb, rounding the corner down Baylor Street.
âWhat took you guys so long?â I finally asked, remembering that theyâd waited far longer to come in after me than Iâd told them to.
âWe waited for his girlfriend to follow,â Will answered.
âDonât worry,â Kai assured. âWe wouldnât have waited too much longer. You did good.â
I stared out the window, seeing teens laughing and joking around on the sidewalk outside the theater as we passed. Halloween decorationsâghosts with flowing white gauzeâblew in the breeze as they hung from the street lamps. Orange leaves spilled down from the trees, and I could smell rain coming.
âLetâs go find some food away from the scene of our latest crime,â Will joked, reaching up the front and cranking up Drowning Poolâs Bodies.
He started rocking out to his air guitar as Michael took a right onto Breckinridge, circling the town square. I glanced over, always enjoying the sight of the park in the town center. The small pond glittered with the white lights from the trees surrounding it, and orange bulbs had replaced the normally white ones in the lanterns, bringing a festive feeling to the square. Halloween flags danced off poles hanging outside the shops along with jack-oâ-lanterns and more decorations.
âHey, stop!â Will shouted. âStop!â
âWhat?â Michael called, slamming on the brakes and making all of us jerk in our seats.
Will rolled down his window, and Michael turned down the music, waiting.
âShe finished it,â Will said, gazing into the park.
I cocked my head, trying to see what he was seeing, but I wasnât sure what we were looking at. I glanced to my right, seeing FANE, my familyâs store across the street. The glass display cases were all lit up, and even from here, I could see jewelry glittering.
I turned back, seeing Will still staring out the window in silence. He then twisted his head, holding his hand over his shoulder to Damon.
âGive me a bottle,â he ordered.
âWhy?â
âYou know why,â Will shot back, and I blinked, surprised at his suddenly sharp tone. âGive it to me.â
âNot out in the open like this,â Kai argued.
âScrew that.â Will shook his hand at Damon, urging him. âNow!â
What the hell was going on? I saw Damon shoot Michael a quick glance through the rearview mirror as if still not sure.
âGive him a bottle,â Michael said quietly.
My heart skipped a beat, wondering what he was going to do. If Kai was nervous, whatever it was wasnât a good idea. And if Damon was nervous, it definitely wasnât a good idea.
Will slid his mask back on his face and pulled his dark hood over his hair before reaching over, sticking his hand in the center pocket of my sweatshirt, and pulling out my matches. Then taking a bottle of liquor and cloth from Damon, he swung his door open and hopped out.
âJesus,â Damon said, sounding suddenly worried as he shouted after him. âFuck that bitch. I donât even know why you care!â
But Will didnât seem to hear him. He kept walking, fiddling with the materials in front of him.
Who were they talking about?
âLetâs go,â Michael said, opening his door and climbing out.
I watched as they all pulled on their masks and hoods and slammed their doors shut.
I clutched the handle, not sure I wanted to follow. They didnât all seem on board with what Will was going to do, and I didnât have a mask.
âCome on.â Michael peered through Willâs open window. âWe all go. Itâs the rules.â
Ooookay. All for one and one for all then? But that wasnât really true. Damon had gotten away with doing his prank in private, but I guess, since it was a very private thing he was doing, I wouldnât want to be around for that anyway.
I hesitated, blowing out a sigh and yanking my hood up.
I climbed out Willâs side and walked briskly next to Michael, stuffing my hands into my sweatshirt.
Scanning the area, I noticed several bystanders, teenagers and couples, and they were all staring at the men in masks. I kept my head down, trying to be invisible.
I spotted Will with a rag now stuffed in the bottle of alcohol as he, Damon, and Kai headed for what looked like the Witchâs Hat Gazebo in the park.
What?
âWhyâs he going after the gazebo?â I asked Michael.
âBecause heâs in love with the girl who built it,â he replied, âand she canât stand him.â
I pinched my eyebrows together, confused and not caring who saw my face anymore.
âEmmy Scott?â I shot out, wanting to laugh.
âWhat?â Michael looked at me, not sharing the joke.
âWell, sheâs notâ¦â I trailed off, thinking of moody little Emory Scott in her black-rimmed glasses and overalls who never wore a stitch of make-up. âWell, sheâs not really his type, is she?â
I couldnât believe it. This had to be a mistake. Will had only ever been seen with girly girls in short skirts with perfect hair. Girls who knew how to flirt. Emmy Scott wasâ¦well, kind of a nerd by everyoneâs opinion, including her own.
We stopped as we neared the gazebo, and I turned my head, seeing Michaelâs piercing eyes lock with mine.
âWe want what we want,â he explained, the weight of his soft words meaning more than I think he intended.
And my heart starting beating faster.
I glanced over to the guys, seeing Damon hold the bottle as Will lit the cloth, and I shook my head.
âI donât like this,â I whispered, keeping my head down again. âEmmyâs a good person, and she worked her ass off on that gazebo. It was her senior project for Social Science. It got her into Berkeley.â
Sheâd built the gazebo a year ago last summer, and while she may have been thrilled to get out of here and go off to college, sheâd certainly put everything she had into that gazebo, as well as a few other little projects sheâd built around town.
Michael tipped his chin up. âHeâll make it right,â he assured. âLet him go through his shit.â
And then, before I could say anything, I saw a flash of light fly through the air. I held my breath as the bottle crashed into the gazebo, an explosion of flame bursting forth and drowning every inch of wood in fire.
âOh, Jesus.â I shot my hand to my forehead, guilt filling me up. âIâm not watching this. This is a dick move!â
I spun around, but Michael grabbed my arm. âYou stand with us or you can go home,â he warned.
I yanked my arm out of his grasp, scowling up at him.
I didnât want to go home.
But this wasnât fun, either. They were being assholes, and if I didnât stand my ground, heâd always see me as weak.
I stalked off, back toward to the street to where the car sat.
Screw them. Iâd find an open business and call Noah to pick me up.
Pulling open the car door, I dug inside the back pocket of Kaiâs seat where Iâd stuffed my phone and pulled it out, slamming the door.
The fire blazed only a short distance away, and several excited voices rang out around me.
âOh, shit!â someone called, noticing the blaze.
There were more gasps and a few excited laughs. Certain people knew what to expect on Devilâs Night and had probably been waiting for it.
I ignored them and swiped the screen of my phone, dialing 911. Maybe the fire trucks had gotten back through.
I hesitated a moment, not wanting to get the guys in trouble, but then I remembered that they didnât get in trouble.
Fuck it. I pressed Call.
âStop!â
I jerked my head up, seeing Officer Baker across the street in the park. My stomach dropped.
Oh, no.
He was headed straight for the guys. With his hand on his firearm, he slowly approached where they all stood together now. âHands in the air! Now!â
I ended the call, knowing he probably called it in already.
âShit!â I heard Will growl. âDammit!â
âHands up! Now!â Baker bellowed again. âYou little shits are done for the night! Iâm taking you in!â
âSon of a bitch,â I breathed out, stuffing my phone in my sweatshirt.
Michaelâs hands went up first, slowly followed by everyone else.
âThis really ruins our night, Baker,â Will joked, and I heard the rest of the guys erupt in laughter.
âDown on the ground!â the officer shouted, ignoring their teasing. âSlowly.â
âMy fatherâs going to have my head,â Kai grumbled.
My pulse raced, and I watched as they all lowered to the ground and a crowd of spectators gathering around the scene.
It wasnât the first time the guys had gotten taken in. Baker would probably just keep them for the night so they didnât do any more damage and then release them in the morning.
But then I shot my eyes back and forth, noticing several people take out their cell phones and begin recording.
âTake your masks off,â the officer ordered.
My jaw dropped open as I breathed hard. No.
Not with everyone fucking recording! Michael would be made, and heâd lose his spot on the team. Not that I cared.
Okay, yes. I fucking cared.
I shot my head around, twisting side to side and looking for somethingâanythingâto do. Something to distract the cop.
And then I froze, seeing the store windows of FANE.
My heart in my throat, I didnât stop to think.
Just do it.
Lunging for the rear of the car, I opened it and dug out a crow bar. Slamming the back door closed again, I pulled my hood down over my eyes and ran up to the display case, which showed off a glittering set of ruby earrings with a matching necklace and a ring, probably worth over a quarter of a million dollars.
Yeah, my family didnât fuck around when it came to jewels. We were worth as much, if not more, than the Crists.
I raised my arm, wincing with fright at what I was about to do. âShit,â I whimpered.
And I just swung.
The crowbar crashed through the glass, the lights and alarms immediately blazing, filling the town square with its onslaught of noise.
I was just about to run, knowing the cop would come after me in preference of them, but then I quickly realized that Iâd be leaving the jewels unprotected.
Grabbing the shit out of the case, I held it tight in my fist, the stones cutting into my skin, and I bolted.
âOh, fuck! Really?â I heard Willâs excited voice and then a huge, boisterous laugh.
âGo! Get in the car!â someone else shouted, but I was too far gone to make out the voice.
I darted around the corner, down the street, and then I took another quick left, racing into one of the quieter, less ostentatious neighborhoods as I tried to lose the cop.
I didnât know if he was after me, but hopefully he would think Iâd kept going down Breckinridge.
I ran as fast as I could, pushing with every muscle in my legs, the crowbar in one hand and the jewels in another.
Noah didnât live far from here, so I could make it to his house.
Shit! What the hell had I done?
No matter how much I covered my face, somebody was still bound to recognize me, not to mention to cameras around the store. And then Iâd have to return this shit, and my mother would know.
I ran hard, the cool air pouring in and out of my lungs as sweat glided down my back.
âRika! Get in!â a voice yelled behind me.
I spun around, seeing Kai with his head stuck out the window as Michael raced his G-class up the dark street.
He slowed alongside me, and I shot out, grabbing the door handle and opening it. I jumped inside and slammed the door. Michael laid on the gas and sped down the street.
âWoo hoo!â Kai slid the top half of his body out of his window, screaming into the night air.
âYou robbed your own fucking store, Rika!â Will laughed and grabbed fistfuls of my sweatshirt, shouting into my face. âYouâre the fucking king, baby!â
He released me, hysterical with laughter and smiles.
Tipping his head back, he howled up to the roof of the car, the rush of fear and excitement probably too much.
I breathed hard, heat overcoming my entire body, and I felt like I was going to throw up.
I glanced at the rearview mirror, running my hand through my hair in worry, and seeing Michael staring at the road with a small smile on his face. He raised his eyes, as if knowing I was watching him, and I could see something different there.
Maybe respect, or maybe awe.
Or maybe he finally thought I was worth a damn.
I dropped my eyes, forcing myself to relax, a small smile finally peeking out.
âThanks,â a low voice said behind me.
I turned my head to see Damon, his arms resting on the top of the back seat as he stared at me.
I nodded, knowing that probably wasnât a word he said often.
âYo, turn it up!â Will shouted. âThatâs her. Monster.â
He flashed me a smile as Skilletâs Monster filled the car, pumping through my veins.
Will started singing, then slid out of his seat, and I shook with laughter as he straddled me, giving me a lap dance to the music.
âTo the warehouse,â he commanded, holding out his fist. âLetâs get fucked up.â