The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin Chapter 43. When itâs Enough ROYCE.
My heartâs racing as she sits there in front of me, looking the perfect image of the sexy little thing she is.
Her seductive, tantalising behaviour is luring me in and Iâm falling.
Just the way I began falling for her without seeing her⦠the reason I began to struggle to connect with my exâ¦
Iâm not falling because I know Iâve fallen with someone I shouldnât fall for.
And this time, I know sheâs not flirting on purpose. Itâs not to get to me, but if only she knew this got to me worse. I want to yank her close and kiss her senseless, but how do I do that when Iâm the worst thing for her?
Being a part of my life is nothing Iâd wish on anyone⦠even if I wasnât her teacher, being with meâ¦
would be hell.
My gaze dips to those plump lips, the corner. smeared with cream that I just want to lick right off⦠But I donât- I canât.
Instead, I reach up. Brushing my thumb across the corner of her mouth, she turns her head instinctively and licks the cream off my finger. Those pretty lush lips wrapping around them.
Fuckâ¦
She acts feisty; she acts like sheâs the queen of zero fucks, but thereâs a vulnerability inside of her that fucks with my mind. She acts brave, to show the world sheâs dealing, when I know sheâs struggled with more things than sheâll ever voice out aloud.
I want to shield her from it all⦠Iâm ready to, and I donât know why.
But I know the greatest thing I need to protect her from is my family⦠If only it was just them⦠but the Court of Solaria is behind them.
Am I strong enough to take them both, or will I fuck this up even more?
The sound of footsteps makes me jerk back, my heart thudding as I stride towards the sink, just as one of the Westwood boys enters.
âHow long are you⦠wow, what happened here?â Ares asks, and I know heâs watching us sharply.
âFood fight.â Skyla says, chuckling lightly, but her heartâs still racing.
Glad he hasnât shifted and canât hear that. I wash my hands and face in the sink. Iâm a mess though, thereâs whipped cream everywhereâ¦
I almost smile. I canât deny that it was fun.
âWell, the final round is going to start soon.â Ares says.
âOh yeah, let me finish the drinks. Weâre coming.â Skyla sounds a bit distracted.
âSureâ¦â He replies before I hear him walk out. I turn to Skyla to see sheâs wiping her face and neck.
âIâm actually going to head out. Iâm going to get this all over everything if I stay.â I say quietly.
She looks at me, and I think I see the flicker of regret in her eyes.
Fuck, I hate that Iâm making her feel like sheâs done something wrong.
âYour drink⦠itâs still hot yet.â She says holding up a black cat-shaped mug.
Is that your way of asking me to stay for longer?
I walk over to her, trying not to let her scent get to me as I pick up one of the hot chocolate mugs.
âLucky for me I can fix the temperature.â I whisper, letting coolness flow through to the mug until it cools a little before downing it in one go.
âSexy.â She remarks before shaking her head. âI mean the powers.â
I nod, âSure.â
Our eyes meet, and that urge to kiss her again rises inside of me.
Iâm not safe around her, itâs getting harder⦠and fuck, the fact that thereâs a room full of people just down the tiny hall and itâs not bothering me is bad.
âThanks anyway for coming to check up on me, I appreciate it.â She says, running her fingers through her hair before she cringes when she gets cream on her hand.
âYeah, you better wash that out.â I smirk. â
So, Iâll probably miss the final round, but keep me filled in?â
Her heart skips a beat before she smirks and nods. âIâm great at commentating.â
I know you areâ¦
Itâs not the first time Iâve had to miss matches due to meetings, Dad and other engagements. She would always keep me updated.
I miss thatâ¦
I place the mug down and head out to the hallway.
âDo you want a blanket or something to put over your seats?â she asks when she pulls open the front door, glancing out at my car.
âNo, itâs alright, the seats are leather, easy to clean.â I say, pulling my top off, and wiping the cream that got on my neck off with it. âBesides, itâs mainly on my T-shirt. You really went crazy with that can.â
She smirks, leaning against the door frame and crosses her arms.
âIt was worth it.â She muses, with a tilt of her head, her eyes raking over my abs before she snatches the shirt from my arms. âIâll wash it and return it.â
I wonât argueâ¦
An image of her in my shirt fills my mind and I force it away.
âDo you mind?â I say, since sheâs still shamelessly checking me out.
Taking my keys out, I step outside.
âNot at all, I can enjoy a good view, canât I? Besides, weâre friends. I should be allowed to admire a fine sculpture. Got to have some benefits to being friends with a total hottie.â She states.
Yeah, I didnât mind, but I donât want her to recognise me as Reign⦠the temptation to just tell her is there, but I donât.
âYeah, donât get too confident. So, Iâll see you tomorrow. Letâs meet for training before classes. I think we can use a change of place.â
âOh? sounds like a plan, what time?â she scrunches up her nose.
âSix am.â
She groans but nods, her eyes raking over me once more before I turn and head to my car. Sheâs still watching as I get in and start it up.
Even now, I am unable to get what had happened out of my head.
For a few minutes, I was able to forget everything else.
Bloody hellâ¦
Reaching home, I enter, bidding Charles a good evening and head straight upstairs to shower, but first I lock the blood away in my safe. One that no one can access.
Even in my own house, I cannot trust everyone.
I will run some tests tonightâ¦
Stepping out of the shower with a towel around my waist, I glance at my phone to see sheâs sent me a string of messages, step by step, commentating.
Got to love my Lil Lucifer.
âDinner is ready Royce, do join us.â Momâs voice comes through the link.
âSure.â I say, as I quickly grab some boxers and pants, knowing if Mom knows I returned then so does Dad.
Ten minutes later, I enter the dining room.
Theyâre all here.
Great.
I glance at my phone one last time and read her message.
âBlack Wolf won. I donât know how, but he did! I swear they need a rematch. It was close!â
âLOL, so in short, you lost then?â I text back.
my I hit send, before slipping my phone into pocket before kissing mom and Charlotte on the forehead and taking my seat next to Aleric. Charlotte and Mom are opposite us, with Dad at the head of the table.
âWhere have you been?â Dad asks after the member of staff removes the lids of our dishes and leaves the room.
âOut,â I reply simply.
âI asked where.â Dad repeats with a small smile, one that doesnât reach his cold eyes.
âAnd I donât feel the need to share.â I counter emotionlessly, picking up my fork and knife.
Iâm not hungry but I still decided to come and join them, but like always, itâs the questions I dislike.
âShall we at least begin on our meal?â Mom interjects. âThe roast looks absolutely delicious.â
âGo right ahead, sweetheart.â Dad says, motioning for her to carry on, his eyes fixed on mine.
âIt will make matters easier if Royce simply replies⦠Where were you, Royce, that you seem to be struggling to share?â Aleric asks, his eyes cold as he turns to look at me.
âAt a friendâs.â I reply shortly.
âOh, I hope it is just a friend Royce, because another Ruby is not another situation I want again.â Dad says curtly.
I clench my jaws, âJade, her name was Jade, not Ruby.â I reply icily.
âWhatever it was, she was just a bad influence, and in the end, she left you. Do something worthwhile with your time, Royce. If it wasnât for the courtâs opinion, you would be in a far lower position than you are. You have not shown me that you are worthy of being my son.â
âKenneth!â Mom says, hurt flashing in her eyes.
âI am being honest Catherine, he does nothing but his own choice. He will face the consequences if this careless behaviour keeps going⦠Iâm beginning to wonder if he simply genuinely wants to help others out of his own good will, with nothing in return.â
I look ahead at Charlotte, who sits there quietly, a small frown on her face as she ducks her head, focusing on her food.
He keeps going, and I drown him out until he calls me.
âRoyce, do you want to witness my wrath?! Do not ignore me!â He thunders. âIf it was not for you, holding the Solaris power, you would not be so arrogant!â
âIâll welcome your wrath⦠I donât see me doing as I want, as arrogance, but maybe thatâs just me⦠as for the court, they need to remember that Iâm the one who wields the power that the court wants, is it not? This isnât even about me.â I ask icily.
âDonât give yourself so much importance Royce.â Aleric remarks, his face wearing a mask to disguise the irritation heâs feeling, but heâs failing.
âAm I the one giving myself importance or the court? Ask yourself why thatâs the case, Aleric?â I growl, hating how he had to butt in every fucking time.
âRoyce, enough.â Dad warns, and I canât help but scoff.
If it wasnât for this shit, life would be so much easier. Even Aleric doesnât know the truth, but Dad does⦠He knows the extent of my abilities.
âNo, since this family likes to share everything, whatâs to hide?â I ask Dad coldly.
âRoyce, if you donât want to share where you went, then letâs end this discussion. Now.â Dadâs eyes flash and I wonder why heâs so adamant to hide it from Aleric.
Aside from the bitch fit that heâll throw.
Aleric looks between us, and I know he didnât miss what I said, and, as if on cue, he places his fork down.
âWhat power do you think you have that the High Court sees as special? The Goddess and the Sun God himself have blessed us. I represent that.â Aleric declares.
I can see the suspicion in his eyes at how Dad changed the topic. Iâm not sure if heâs trying to convince me or himself.
âRoyce, do not delve into it, you know the rules.â Dad warns through the link.
I ignore him, glancing at Aleric.
âYeah, you sure do.â I reply to his statement, finally appreciating the silence that has fallen over the table.
Only the sound of the cutlery against the china filled the room.
âHow are classes going Charlotte?â Dad asks after a few moments.
âExcellent father⦠I was thinking since Aleric and Royce teach at the Academy, I was wondering if I could attend Midnight Academy?â She braves, making me look up as Mom looks concerned and Dad frowns.
âThat is a discussion I have already been through with you Charlotte, you will not step foot into that place.â Dad says dangerously.
âBut Aleric and Royce are-â
Dad slams his knife down, making Charlotte jump.
âI said no.â He hisses, his eyes flashing dangerously.
She looks down. Despite being treated like a princess, sheâs also kept caged.
âBut-â
âCHARLOTTE!â Dad thunders.
âThereâs nothing wrong with her wanting to be around other kids her age.â I say, knowing that neither Mom nor Aleric were about to defend her.
âRoyce, please donât make matters worse.â Mom says. âCharlotte is getting the best education.â
âBut she wants to attend an actual school, like she said Aleric and I are-â
âItâs not safe. Sheâs better off here. One would think you would know that. Do you really want our sister in a place that is full of people with ill intentions?â
âComing from a predator himself, Iâm shocked that you care.â I counter icily.
âRoyce!â Mom gasps.
Alericâs eyes flash, his eyes blazing as he glares at me.
âTake it back.â
No.
âI said nothing but the truth, right? Tell me, isnât preying on your students, fucking wrong?â