The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 93 9. Things I Wasnât Expecting WINONA.
I watch Skyla kiss her chosen mate, feeling an odd sense of turmoil inside of me. His reaction when I stepped out of the house⦠Was it a coincidence that Leo had asked me about my family this morning?
I know maybe itâs just my assumption, but I canât deny heâs watched me more than he has Azura or Kataleya and thereâs a look in his eyes that heâs trying to hide.
I look down at my plate, taking a bite as my mind wonders back to earlierâ¦
(EARLIER ON)
âMind if I have a word?â Leo says, entering the kitchen where I am busy preparing breakfast.
Last night had been a commotion with a patient in critical condition being brought in and I knew Skyla had come too.
Of course, everything was kept quiet until this morning and when I heard who it was, I wanted to cook for them. He had helped Leo when Azura was in trouble, and he had saved Skylaâs life. Itâs also the way I cope with things. When Iâm worried or concerned, I cook.
And the reason for my concern is who exactly he is. Royce Arden, the man we met at the hospitalâ¦
I donât know why, but it makes me feel a little on edge. When we had shaken hands⦠there had been this intense feeling of familiarity, although I have never met him in my life.
âOf course.â I say, almost saying Alpha, but heâs made it clear I needed to stop.
I know sometimes it still hurts him when he sees my mark on Marcelâs neck, but heâs getting more accustomed to it and even then, heâs never changed towards me. He still treats me well, just as he always has.
He glances towards the closed kitchen door, sighing as he takes out a cigarette and leans against the opposite counter, watching as I carry on grating the potato for the hash browns.
âI know you said that you donât want to ever learn of your past, or where you came from.â He begins.
His words make me freeze as my heart thuds.
With bated breath, I wait for him to continue. âBut I wanted to ask⦠if I learned something about your past, would you want to know?â
I frown slightly, looking up at him. âWhat do you mean by learned?â I ask, feeling worried.
âNot intentionally, however. Someone who may be related to you has approached me and requested to meet you.â
I drop the potato Iâm holding, fear enveloping me, and I shake my head. âNo, why would they? They didnât want me. They left me at an orphanage.â I whisper, knowing I sound crazy.
Leo takes a drag on his cigarette. âHonestly, yes, they fucking did. But not all of them. You have a family out there Winona and although yes it was someone who placed you there⦠they are not all alike. However, if you donât fucking want to know anything, this person will walk away. They are willing to respect whatever you decide.â
Deep down I had wished I was really an orphan who had nowhere to go⦠but to know they placed me thereâ¦
But they arenât all alike⦠I know I never wanted to look into it. Even when Alejandro had been curious about my heritage, I was blissfully happy without knowing, but now that I know he knows somethingâ¦
âWhat else do you know, and this person⦠how are they related to me?â I whisper, looking up at him.
Heâs conflicted too. I know he wouldnât have approached me if this person was not good, but I can also see that he fears Iâll get hurt⦠maybe I willâ¦
âHeâs your brother.â He says finally, making my heart skip a beat.
âBrother?â
âA few years younger than you.â He says.
âH-how are you sure?â I whisper.
âThe facts match, and itâs not hard to miss.â He says, his voice short and cold, clearly not wanting to get into that.
âMy parents⦠are they⦠alive? Do they know heâs approached us?â I ask.
He takes a long drag on his cigarette. âYour mother thinks you were stillborn. It was your father who got rid of you.â
A sharp sting of pain rushes through me.
One question burning in my mind.
Why?
Followed by a wave of relief that washes over me.
My mother didnât get rid of me⦠I have a mother⦠one who thinks Iâm dead.
From happy to confused to sad to uncertain, my emotions are havoc.
I have told you what I could Winona, if you want me to find out more⦠I can. If you want me to let you think about it, I will. And⦠if you do wish to meet him, heâll be more than willing and what I can say is, he isnât a bad person.â
That means a lot coming from Leo. I know Leo wouldnât even mention it to me if he was.
âI know, you wouldnât have told me if he isnât a good person⦠Iâll⦠Iâll think it over.â I reply.
He nods, âWhatever your decision may be, Iâll stand by it and make sure he fucking honours it.â He says.
I nod, and he turns to leave the kitchen. Heâs at the door when I speak up.
âIf it was you! Wh-what would you do?â I ask the man who has been a master, idol, and a saviour to me.
He may be Marcelâs son, but to me, he will always be the person who saved me when I was lost and scared. The person who offered me protection and a home when I had nowhere to go.
He paused, his hand on the door frame.
âif you asked me last year, Iâd have said fuck âem all. But now, I would give them a chance because who knows what will come of it. Things arenât always what they seem and sometimes to get to a better place we have to overcome the pain too. Maybe facing the demons that haunt you might finally get you the closure and peace you wish to attain.â
(END OF FLASHBACK)
âAre you ok Bellissima?â Marcel asks me.
I look up into his rugged face and my heart skips a beat, my cheeks tinging pink under his smouldering gaze.
âIâm not sureâ¦â I say.
I had told him what Leo had told me and although he had frowned; he had simply told me to think carefully, but whatever decision I make he would fully support me.
âWhat is worrying you?â He asks through the mind link, reaching over as he tucks a strand of my hair back.
âNothing much.â I reply, but he knows better than that, caressing my waist, a move that sends intense sparks through me.
Corrado is talking away, and I try to focus on his words and place a smile on my face as I glance at the man across from us.
Perhaps I am being sillyâ¦
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Brunch is soon over, and Skyla will be leaving with Alejandro, who is on his way, because a date for the hearing regarding the attack on the school girls has been finalised.
Leo had informed them, and I felt sorry for the new couple who would now have to part ways as Royce has to remain hidden and it is obvious Alejandro is very angry.
And he is on his way.
I donât want to be around when he loses his temper. The Rossi temper is terrifying.
âIt shouldnât be for long.â I hear Royce say as they approach, their footsteps getting closer. Iâm putting Phoenix to sleep as I stand on the open balcony in the first-floor hallway. Letting the warmth of the sun envelope us.
They are a little away and Iâm trying not to listen, but they arenât really talking privately either.
From the gist of things, Skyla doesnât want to go and I canât blame her. They are young and in love.
âIâm getting a bad feeling with all of this.â She mutters, her frustration clear in her voice.
I turn, seeing Skyla lean against the wall. I donât think theyâve noticed me.
âI know, Love, but there are things we both need to do⦠and shoot, I didnât realiseâ¦â he runs his fingers through his hair, clearly frustrated, and I canât help but wonder what he means.
âWhat is it?â Skyla asks.
âI was supposed to testify at the hearing.â He says, wrapping his hand around her waist. âAnd now I went and did this. I will still find a way-â
âIt doesnât matter, they canât pin anything on me. The truth is in my mind. I did nothing.â She says, hugging him, whispering into his ear. âTell me, My Ice Prince, are you going to leave? I mean, what about finding your sister? You said Leo can help you with that.â
I freeze, my heart thudding as I try to calm myself.
Sister?
âRoy-â
I canât help but look up sharply, my eyes on the blond man several metres away. Just in time to witness Royce shake his head, his hand over her mouth and clearly say something through the mind link, his head turned slightly.
Wait, did he notice me?
Skylaâs heart pounds, her eyes widen and that doubt I had now intensifies.
Why are they looking at me like that?
The way he was looking at me at brunch, the way heâd look away whenever I looked up⦠the way he had instantly moved to help me with the fruit platterâ¦
Skylaâs eyes turn on me, shock clear on her face, but Royce cups her face turning it towards him. His eyes flicker to me but itâs too late, I already know.
My heart is thudding as I look at him.
Heâ¦
Heâs my brother?
He isâ¦
Which means⦠My father, who got rid of me, is Alpha Kenneth Arden?
My head feels light, and I feel dizzy.
Itâs too much to take in.
I slowly turn away, my vision swaying. My only thought is to put our little princess on the ground and make sure sheâs safe. I manage to do so, placing her on the rug, before I feel myself fallingâ¦
I think someone shouts my name and I feel someone holding me before it all turns dark.