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âIts fine.â Liu Ronghua spotted Shen Zhijingâs expression and said immediately, âIâm here with some friends. I thought Iâd stop by and say hi. Go on ahead girls, donât mind me.â
Shen Zhijing pulled a long face and remained quiet. Liu Ronghua looked at her expression and said, âIâll go back to them.â
She smiled at Chang Jingqiu after saying that and returned to her seat, continuing the chat with her friends.
Chang Jingqiu glanced briefly at Liu Ronghua and retracted her gaze seamlessly. She continued smiling and talking, as if the incident with Liu Ronghua did not happen at all.
Slowly but surely, Shen Zhijing went back to normal.
After a while, she placed her cup down and said, âIâm going to the restroom for a bit.â
Soon after she left her seat, Liu Ronghua received a text: [Iâm waiting for you at the restroom. Come here now.]
Chang Jingqiu noticed that Liu Ronghua got up and went to the toilet, so the former excused herself from her seat on the pretense that she was going to take a call.
Xia Zishan had no idea what was there about Shen Zhijing that Chang Jingqiu wanted to take advantage of, but she knew that Chang Jingqiu came because of Shen Zhijing. Xia Zishan thus went along with Chang Jingqiu. On the other hand, Chen Pinyan knew nothing at all, and thus did not suspect anything.
Once Liu Ronghua entered the restroom, Shen Zhijing locked the door.
With no one else inside, Shen Zhijing said unhesitatingly, âIf you see me outside next time, just pretend not to know me. Donât come up to me and acknowledge me.â
â...â Liu Ronghua put on a pitiful expression, angering Shen Zhijng even more.
Shen Zhijng was so exasperated that she wanted to give Liu Ronghua a slap. Annoyed, she said, âDonât give me that pitiful look. Iâm not a man. I wonât have any pity on you. Besides, youâre already so old. Would men even take pity on you? Isnât it disgusting for such an old lady to act all pitiful like a young woman?â
Liu Ronghua stared at Shen Zhijng dolefully and sadly, âZhijing, why must you say something like this? For better or worse, weâre still family, and I...â
âWho are you calling family, huh? Donât disgust me,â Shen Zhijing cut her off unhappily. âOh yes, you donât have any family now, because Ruan Danchenâs not even your own daughter. She doesnât even acknowledge you now. I just donât understand why youâre still clinging on to our Shen family? Qi Chenglin gave you a lot of money, right? With that money, you can live by your own outside and be comfortably well-off. Youâll still be like a rich woman. Why must you suffer the mistreatment of the Shen family? My dad doesnât like you, and I hate you even more. What are you planning exactly?â
Shen Zhijng regarded Liu Ronghua as a brainless woman who just had to tell everyone that Ruan Danchen was not her own daughter. If she kept her mouth shut, she would still be useful and could still take advantage of Ruan Danchen. With the truth revealed, Ruan Danchen did not even acknowledge her as her mother. Liu Ronghuaâs usefulness was all but gone.
Moreover, if Shen Zhijing were in Liu Ronghuaâs shoes, she would have long deserted the Shen family and seized the opportunity to mend relationships with Ruan Danchen. Sucking up to Ruan Danchen was the normal, proper thing to do. She could have endless riches if she could be on good terms with Ruan Danchen and had Qi Chenglin as a son-in-law.
Even if Ruan Danchen was not her own child, Ruan Danchen mightâat the very leastâfeel some form of gratitude for being raised by Liu Ronghua. If Liu Ronghua were to acknowledge all those mistakes in front of Ruan Danchen and get the latterâs forgiveness, Ruan Danchen might just be filial to her as if she was Ruan Danchenâs own mother.
Shen Zhijing wondered what Liu Ronghuaâs brain was filled with, as the women was adamant on clinging to the Shen family, repulsing Shen Zhijing daily.
âZhijing, how could you say such a thing?â Liu Ronghua was beginning to feel unhappy and looked disappointedly at Shen Zhijng. âI did so much for you, for the Shen family. I donât want you to like me that much, but you should at least treat be courteously. Isnât it good if we lived peacefully together! All those years ago, on your behalf, I was even willing to let Ruan Danchen...â
âSHUT YOUR MOUTH!â Shen Zhijng expression changed in an instant, cutting off Liu Ronghuaâs 1 [1] words at once. âYouâre not allowed to bring up whatever that happened in the past. None of that happened during that time. If you dare to bring it up again, Iâll make sure youâre completely exiled from the Shen family! Forget about everything that happened in the past! Also, donât talk to me about all that as if I should be grateful for your help. You agreed to it because itâs a condition that we brought up. Itâs a like-for-like exchange and we each got what we wanted, so weâre even!â
Liu Ronghuaâs lips were trembling, and so was her lower jaw. She may be cutting a sorry figure, but her words were thus, âNow that youâve mentioned all that, I guess I donât need to keep wishing for you to treat me slightly better. You asked me why Iâm still clinging to the Shen family?â
Tears were puddling at the rim of her eyes, and it seemed as though it would flow out at any given time. Her lips began twitching and trembling.
âBecause Iâve given you so much, and yet none of you have ever been grateful to me. You use me when you need me, and then treat me like your servant, telling me to do this or do that, as if thatâs the proper thing to do. If I canât do it then Iâm useless, or Iâm stupid. Itâs like I owe you all the world, and no matter what I did for you, youâll never say a word of thanks to us. You never even show me a warm expression, let alone a smile. Why should I continue to be treated like your bull or your horse?
âYouâre correct, Ruan Danchen isnât my daughter, and I made sure to say that to the Qi family because I donât want any of you to continue using me. I know that no matter what I do for all of you, none of you will treat me even the slightest bit better. Why should I keep letting you reap benefits from me then? As long as Ruan Danchen knows that she isnât related to me, she wouldnât even care about me after what you did to her by using me. If you donât treat me well, why should I treat you well? Letâs see what you can do without Ruan Danchenâs relationship with me!â
Liu Ronghua pursed her lips and snickered. âYou asked me why Iâm still purposely hanging on to the Shen family? Itâs because I want to do exactly that. I know you donât look kindly on me and feel disgusted to see me, so I want to make sure I show myself in front of you and disgust you to death. Now that I have money, thereâs nothing for me to be afraid of if you cut me off and remove my means of survival. I live in the Shen Residence, but I donât need you to show me your good side. The more you despise me, the happier Iâll be! Even if I donât get my status, just staying in the Shen family is good enough, at least I donât need to spend money to buy a house.â
âYou...â Shen Zhijng did not think that Liu Ronghua would sink into such a crazed despair. The woman was completed undauntedâlike a dead pig that did not fear scalding waterâand in that split second, Shen Zhijing found herself unable to deal with the situation at hand.
âShen Zhijng.â Liu Ronghua smiled coldly. âYou donât need to think about chasing me out. I know that you treat me as if Iâm an idiot, but I donât think youâre that smart either. Thereâs no need for you to think about chasing me out of the Shen family. If you really dare to do that, or letâs put it this this way, if you still dare to treat me rudely, Iâll reveal everything that happened in the past!â
âI donât care how Ruan Danchen might end up, but I thought about it before. She has already given Qi Chenglin a son, and I heard that theyâve already gotten a marriage certificate. Even if news gets out, divorce is unlikely even if Ruan Danchenâs reputation gets tarnished and everyone starts to say things about the Qi family. They wonât divorce, not unless Qi Chenglin really get disappointed in her.
âYou, on the other hand, are nearly thirty, but still no one wants you. If everything about your past was exposed, youâll be done for, and itâll be even more impossible for you to find a good husband. Youâre not happy with those whose status is lower than you, but anyone who has a higher status than you doesnât want you. I think youâll be spending your entire life in solitude and ending up worse than me,â Liu Ronghua chided. The pitiful look on her face was no longer present at all.
âIf you want to maintain your reputation, then youâd best be treating me nicer, donât order me around!â Liu Ronghua sniggered. âIâve never held anything against you, but now youâre in over your head!â
Shen Zhijing was trembling in anger, but she was in such stupor that she could not even say out a single word. Even the âYouâ that she uttered earlier could not escape from her mouth.
At the door, Chang Jingqiu heard everything and left quietly. She wanted to hurry back to her seat before Shen Zhijing came out.
She looked down, wondering about the things that she had just heard.
âWhat did Liu Ronghua mean when she said all that?
âWhat was the secret thing happened in the past?â
She did not expect that Qi Youxuan was really Ruan Danchenâs child, but from Liu Ronghuaâs words, the coupleâs relationship was not as simple as breaking up and then getting back together.
The incident that Liu Ronghua referred to involved the Shen family, Shen Zhijing, Liu Ronghua, and Ruan Danchen.
âWhat was their connection?â
Chang Jingqiu was in such deep thought that she did not notice Shen Zhijingâs presence.
Shen Zhijing even reeked of tobacco. Liu Ronghua was the first to leave the restroom, leaving Shen Zhijng alone there. She smoked a cigarette to vent out the anger that Liu Ronghua had incited.
âJingqiu, Jingqiu,â Chen Pinyan called out a couple of times, finally snapping Chang Jingqiu out of it.
âWhatâs wrong? What are you thinking about?â Chen Pinyan asked.
Chang Jingqiu smiled immediately and replied, âNothing, Iâm fine.â
...
After the four of them finished their meal, Shen Zhijing had no mood for karaoke after Liu Ronghuaâs appearance. The remaining three decided not to carry on, and each of them left respectively.
All four of them drove there, so they each left on their own.
Chang Jingqiu was in no rush to go home. She sat inside her car and waited at the entrance. Then, she saw Liu Ronghua coming out with the friends, and after those friends waved their goodbyes, Liu Ronghua stood by the road with the intention of calling a cab.
Due to the fiasco with the Qi family during the new year, Shen Jialiang no longer spared her any honor, leading her to feel a pain in her heart. The more pain she felt, the more unjust she regarded everything to be, and the more wronged she felt. Although she had accumulated some resentment toward the Shen family, that resentment grew slowly, to the point where she truly hated the family.
Liu Ronghua no longer cared about whether she continued having a happy life. As long as the Shen family had it worse than her, she would feel slightly better.
If she could not live happily, she was going to do her best and wreck the hell out of Shen Jialiang and Shen Zhijing.
Ever since the last day of the lunar new year, when Liu Ronghua came back from the Qi family and the truth about her relationship with Ruan Danchen was revealed, Shen Jialiang felt that Liu Ronghuaâs usefulness had diminished significantly. Perhaps there might be another opportunity to use her, but no one knew if that kind of opportunity would ever arise.
In order to punish Liu Ronghuaâs stupidity, Shen Jialiang took away the keys for the car that was provided for her to get around. In addition, her pocket money was cut in half.
Liu Ronghua stood by the side of the road, letting the cold wind blow on her. As she thought of what happened that night, Shen Jialiang might not even give her the pocket money that he halved.
Never mind, then.
Liu Ronghua thought about how she did not care that much for Shen Jialiangâs money. Qi Chenglin gave her more than enough, and she did not need Shen Jialiangâs money at all. Annoying the father-daughter duo was good enough.
Nevertheless, cabs were hard to come by at that time. Most of them had passengers, and even those that were empty chose not to accept passengers as they were rushing to get off the job.
âAuntie, where are you heading? I can send you.â Chang Jingqiu drove to Liu Ronghua and lowered the windows.
Liu Ronghua was stunned, but she soon smiled and said, âItâll be too troublesome. Youâre too kind.â
âItâs alright. You canât get a cab around this time. Itâs a cold day too, and you might be left to stand out here for a long time.â Chang Jingqiu opened the door to the front passenger seat immediately. âCome on up. I know the road to the Shen family home. Itâs not that far away.â
Liu Ronghua nodded and went in, bringing the gush of cold wind with her.
After closing the door, she said while putting on her seatbelt, âThank you. Oh yes, I donât know your...â
âMy name is Chang Jingqiu. Just call me Xiao Chang or Jingqiu, whatever you like,â Chang Jingqiu said with a smile before driving off.
âHehe, Jingqiu, thank you for today,â Liu Ronghua smiled and thanked.
âItâs not that big a deal. If I bump into someone I know, I wonât just let her stay out in the cold,â Chang Jingqiu remarked.
âSigh, Iâm so lucky to meet you here tonight, if not...â Liu Ronghua shook her head and smiled bitterly. âOh right, are you friends with Zhijing?â
Knowing that Liu Ronghua had a bad relationship with Shen Zhijing, Chang Jingqiu said, âWe met for the first time tonight. An ex-classmate of mine from high school knew her. We agreed to come and have dinner together, and my friend asked Miss Shen out too.â
âI see.â Liu Ronghua remained silent after saying that, and she began silently cooking up a plot.
Silence filled the car for quite some time, before Liu Ronghua finally spoke up, albeit awkwardly, âWould you feel weird about Zhijingâs attitude toward me?â
Chang Jingqiu paused and said, âNot really. Although Miss Shen didnât talk about your relationship, but her attitude, I think I can understand why. This is the first time I met her, but I can see that sheâs a very proud person.â
Chang Jingiqu said nothing further after making those remarks.
âShe...doesnât like me, and doesnât look kindly on me,â Liu Ronghua said softly. âI was shocked that youâd send me so willingly. I thought you were her friend and that youâd stand on her side.â
Chang Jingqiu smiled. âThatâs a private matter between the both of you. Itâs not right for a third party like me to side on anyone. I can understand her thoughts and yours as well, so I donât think anyoneâs at fault here. The interaction has to come from yourself. I have no right to judge on things that happen at your home.â
âSigh, if only Zhijng thinks like you. Jingqiu, I never expected you to be so rational,â Liu Ronghua said gratefully.
Chang Jingqiu smiled. âAuntie, donât say that.â
As the car was getting closer to Shen Residence, Liu Ronghua told her to stop about a couple of hundred meters away.n/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
Liu Ronghua explained, âIf you stop at the door and Zhijng sees you, Iâm worried it might affect the relationship between both of you.â
Chang Jingqiu nodded and left it at that. She merely took out her name card and handed it over to Liu Ronghua, âAuntie, this is my name card. You can see my contact information there. If thereâs anything you need me to help, just call me. Donât worry.â
âThank you.â Liu Ronghua seemed to be very happy when she took the name card, but still, she sighed, âSpeaking of which, Iâve lived here with Zhijing for nearly eight years, and Iâve known her far earlier than that. Still, the way she treats me could never compare to you, a girl whom Iâve just met.â
âAuntie, donât say that. I feel like Miss Shen will one day come around,â Chang Jingqiu consoled.
âHehe,â Liu Ronghua chuckled. Eight years passed and Shen Zhijing still did not to come around. How much longer did she need? âIâm not thinking of all that anymore. So sorry to have bothered you tonight. Itâs late and I had you take a detour just to send me.â
âNo worries. Itâs dark, so be careful,â Chang Jingqiu advised.
Liu Ronghua smiled and said not another word, save for a couple more thanks. She then got off the car.
Utilizing what little illumination from the streetlights, she glanced at Chang Jingqiuâs name card while walking, and a cold little twitch appeared on the corner of her lip.
...
In recent days, Ruan Danchen had been living a rather peaceful life. She went to work and got off work with Qi Chenglin, as husband-and-wife, while an adorable little Qi Youxuan awaited her when she came home. Once a week, they would gather at the manor, and from time to time she would even have a girlsâ day with Song Yu and Qi Chengyue.
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