Chapter 13
MIRABELLA
Iâm home alone, I might as well put a call across to my associate and handle my own business.
Exactly three days ago, about two hours after my very thoughtful husband violated me with his eyes and walked out of the room, I decided to go to the kitchen and help myself with something to calm my nerves.
While I made my way down the hall, my ears picked up on some inaudible chatter and being a curious personality that I am, I decided to listen in.
The closer I got to where the sound was coming from, the clearer I could hear what was being talked about. Matteo and his father seemed to have been in a heated argument about me?
âFather, I already told you many times before that I do not trust her father. This marriage is just an illusion; heâs playing a game with us and
we donât even know it.â
Well, I didnât think Iâd ever say this but my husband is a smart man.
âSheâs your wife regardless,â Matteoâs father had voiced.
âOnly on paper!â Matteo snapped and silence ensued amongst them. âI do not see her as anything other than another human being living under the same roof as us, and Iâll not introduce her to my business partners as my wife because sheâs not.â Matteo had declared in a this is
final tone.
âI understand how you-â his father tried to speak but Matteo made sure to cut him off.
âYou understand nothing father. Youâll never understand because it wasnât you,â Matteo let out a shuddered breath.
âThe best decision you could ever make for that girl is to get her far away from me as possible or Iâll ruin her. Iâll break her soul piece by piece until sheâs begging for death; and then Iâll give her the worst kind of death. You donât want that for your daughter in law now father, do you?â
Cold shivers had run down my spine when I heard Matteo utter those words. It hurt so bad that my husband harbored those dark thoughts
toward me.
And to think I was starting to look at him differently.
âCareful now, Matteo, you have less than twenty four hours before youâre declared the head of this fagmilia but I can change all of that if I will it.â His father had threatened.
Matteoâs laughter was hysteria when his father was done threatening him. âYou can keep your Don title father. You might be the Don, but I run this business and I hold more power than you could ever fathom.â
re for God knows what reason. And I
âStill son, thereâs a certain kind of power that comes with that title; a power you so desperately desire promise you, that title will never be handed to you if you do not get your head out of your
Matteo and his father continued their argument while I stood there frozen. I was confused about what to do or why Matteo agreed to this
union if he hated it so much.
In that moment, I hated myself more than have ever done and it pained me to the core.
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Matteo pushed open the door and froze when he saw me standing on the other side. He remained silent while his eyes did all the talking. His eyes were heavy on mine and mine on his as we continued looking at each other in utter disgust.
âGet to your room Bella and stop wandering about like a mad fucking woman. We donât need you stumbling into places youâre not needed,â Matteoâs voice was stern as he walked away from me.
That was the last I heard from him and three days later, he still hasnât come home.
I pick up my burner phone and dial Ares. âJesus f**g Christ, Mirabellalâ Aresâs voice echoes loudly and I chuckle. Always so f**g
dramatic.
âYouâll get us killed at this point,â he snickers and I heave out a sigh.
âI have ten years worth of supplies ready, what seems to be the problem sweetheart.â I match Aresâs playful tone and he mirrors my sigh.
âYour father?â Ares asks in a whisper and I hum. The line goes silent for a minute and he tsks, âwe should take the deal.â
âAres,â I warn.
âWhat? We need the money and the connections. How else are we supposed to keep ourselves safe if we donât do this!â He yells.
âGetting into business with them will get us into more trouble!â
âWeâre already in business with them, only weâre not exclusive just yet. How long do you think itâd take before their patience runs out? Do you think we have a say in this? Come on, Mirabella, weâre already one leg in, why donât we just go all the way.â Ares sighs.
âThatâs your greed speaking.â I counter, Ares huffs and laughs slightly. A humorless laugh. âYou think me a greedy person? You should look at you for a second, Mirabella.â
We both go silent for one minute, two? Five perhaps before we burst into laughter. âJesus Christ, I was about to throw hands but I realized youâre not wrong. Weâre both f**g greedy! But there should be a limit, no?â I chuckle.
âI know. But the moment those men pitched their business idea to us, we lost every right to say no. Weâre nothing for now but we can become something if we chose to and this is an opportunity. An opportunity we should take now that we can do so on our own terms,â Ares whispers slightly and I hum.
I completely understand what heâs saying but I find it extremely difficult; making deals with men like that.
Hypocritical much. I already made a deal once and I wonder why this is so difficult for me to come to terms with.
âShall we give it time? Just a little time.â
Ares hums, âI just realized, Mirabella, you never call from the burner except the situation is bad. Tell me what is going on with you and that psycho father of yours.â
I begin narrating every single thing that has occurred so far to Ares and he makes sure to listen carefully: One of the qualities I appreciate the most about him; such a great listener.
âLet me get this straight, youâve been buried alive, drowned, flogged, locked up and pushed out in the freezing cold, and youâve had to endure because your father wants to become the Don?â
âBingol Smarty pants.â
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Ares giggles, âyour life has suddenly become interesting. Iâm to jealous.â
an is insane and I wonder how weâve been able to remain friends this long. âAres,â I warn
This man is
âWhat?â
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âI need your help. Matteo is planning on doing more damage to me and Iâm in desperate need of a way out.â
âExactly why we need to seal that deal,â Ares grits his teeth.
âAres! Stop with the deal for a moment and help me out here. Iâm in desperate need of saving; the man Iâm married to is a mad man. And he acts impulsively,â my voice cracks up and I sniffle. âHow long do you think itâd take before Iâm dead if this continues?â
âYour husband is one of the most powerful men in the underworld. If you run, heâd find you and if heâs unable to find you, trust your father will search the ends of the earth until he gets hold of you.â
âYes Ares, you think I havenât thought about all of that?â
âYou need to gain his trust and support. And that cannot happen until youâve gained access to him on a very personal level,â Ares affirms and I sigh.
F**g finally, his brain is up and running.
I and Ares spend the next hour going over series of ideas. F**d up ideas thatâd make me cringe if I think too much on them. âHow about i
tell him the truth?â I ask.
âThat might work. Except heâd look at you differently. You after all played along with your fatherâs plan until now,â Ares tsks as he taps his fingers of whatever surface it is on the other side..
âYour body, Mirabella,â Ares breathes out.
âWhat about my body?â
âPowerful men like your husband, theyâre obsessed with the idea of owning things or people especially their women. If you made him feel as though he owns you, that could work.â
âI donât understand, Ares.â
âUse your discernment Mirabella, some things are better off not spoken about.â
âGod, Ares, thatâs so disgusting! And I donât have a great body. Even if I did, Matteo would never look at me longer than two seconds.â
âYou have the most breath taking body, sweetheart, donât let anyone convince you otherwise. Youâre a woman, Mirabella, use what you have and bend your husband to your will; heâs a man through and through is he not?â
I go silent for longer than five minutes. My bottom lip caught between my teeth as I rack my brain as to what to do. âF**k nol Iâm not offering my body to that a**e! Why the f***k would you even suggest that? So disgusting Ares.â
Ares and I go back and forth, arguing and going at each otherâs throat as though weâre sworn enemies. Iâm even more angry at myself for seeing reasons with him. I could never let Matteo see or touch me in the way Ares is suggesting.
The thought of it alone is nerve racking.
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I end the call after cursing at Ares for trying to make me into one of Matteoâs whores.
Shit!
Whyâs the thought of this exciting?
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I jerk my head up from the loud talking and commotion outside my room. âF**k,â I stretch myself with a loud groan after waking from a well deserved nap.
This has to be the first time in a long while since I slept peacefully.
I walk downstairs to grab something to eat and find the guards running around the whole estate; taking their stance. âWhatâs the commotion about?â I ask my personal guard.
âDon is back in Sicily and will be headed for the estate soon. Weâre increasing security, standard protocol maâam.â He answers in a stern and
direct tone.
âDon as in Matteo? My husband?â
âYes maâam,â he nods once.
Well, F**k your Don.
I donât say another word and walk back into my room. I feel somewhat nervous about Matteoâs return but I shake off the feeling, reminding myself that thereâs little or no chance weâd ever meet.
I take my top off and lie on the cushion by the open window as the cold breeze of the night sweeps across my skin. It is simple things like this
that makes me the happiest.
But of course my happiness is cut short.
The door is pushed open and Matteo walks in.
Iâm f**g bare; again.
I have no top on and my legs are almost completely exposed because I chose today of all days to put on the shortest shorts there ever has
been.
Thankfully, I have my contact lenses on, else Iâd be screwed.
I
Matteoâs eyes dart from my eyes to my exposed breasts and then to my bare thighs. And for a second there, I see what Ares talked about flash in his eyes. Possessiveness, Ownership.
And itâs sick that I want him to keep his eyes on my body. How my skin is lit on fire just by the way he unravels me with those gorgeously intimidating eyes of his. F**k.
I snap out of my trans and make a run for the bed. I hurriedly grab my robe but before I can slip it on, Matteoâs deep octave voice reverberates in my spine.
âDrop it.â
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