Chapter 592
Standing Before Love
Regardless of what Heather said now, Myra wouldnât listen to any of it. Heather couldnât think of a better countermeasure. She had imagined this sort of situation happening before, but she never thought through how to face it.
âI donât want to see you.â Looking at Heatherâs indifferent expression, Myra couldnât see the slightest bit of sincerity. It didnât look like she was remorseful at all.
Myra regretted having met Heather. No matter what Heather did now, it would all be misinterpreted in her eyes. Their friendship had ultimately been jeopardized.
All along, Heather never liked to give explanations, but she already did her best to explain things to Myra. It didnât look like Myra wanted an explanation from her at this point. Nonetheless, what could she do? She was completely at fault.
She maintained eye contact with Myra for quite some time. It was the first time Myra looked this tough in front of her. Her mouth opened slightly; the words had reached her mouth, but she couldnât speak them out loud.
While they were locked in a stalemate, Myra was the first to turn around. When she called Heather over this time, she held onto a thread of hope and probably didnât think things would turn out this way.
It was Heatherâs fault for abusing her trust. This came as such a heavy blow to Myra that she couldnât bring herself to look at Heather in the face. She always thought that Heather was only a conniving person to outsiders, but it turned out that she herself had gotten caught up in her schemes. Heatherâs selfishness could make oneâs blood boil.
âI can stillââ
Heatherâs words got cut off right away. Standing with her back straight, Myra was cold and distant.
âWhat else are you using me for?â Myra didnât even want to look at Heather while she spoke without a trace of warmth in her voice.
Heather wasnât able to proudly claim that she had never taken advantage of Myra before. A while ago, she planned to mend the relationship between the Langston and Hart Families through Myra. If that counted as taking advantage of someone, then Heather had used Myra many, many times.
âYou really took full advantage of me. It looks like Iâm quite valuable to you, seeing as you stayed friends with me for so many years.â Myraâs words were filled with ridicule. Even though she was sad, she had to say a few things to hurt Heather. She really couldnât help herself.
Now that they had come to this point, Heather was forced to reflect on herself. She was starting to hate herself more for ending up as a cold-blooded ace business person who was blinded by greed.
If she had even the slightest bit of repentance back then, perhaps they wouldnât have come to this.
Myraâs right. I am selfish, yet I canât admit it, and Iâm even defending myself with excuses. I have to face my dark side head-on. After all, things that had already happened canât be treated as though they never had.
âI admit that I was selfish, and I understand if you donât want to forgive me. I just hope youâll give me another chance to make up for my wrongdoings.â Heather gave an earnest plea. Apart from making up for her mistakes now, there wasnât a better way.
âNo need. Havenât you done enough of that all these years? Thinking about it now, every time you did something that made you feel sorry for me, you would always treat me a lot better. I felt grateful each time and always thought about giving back to you twice as much. I didnât think there was a better friend than you in this world. But I only just realized that you never treated me as one.â Myra couldnât accept this contrast. Before Tony showed up in her life, the person she depended on and trusted the most was Heather.
Their friendship felt like a joke now. Even at this moment, Myra couldnât bring herself to say anything mean to Heather. The words were just stuck in her throat, unable to be said out loud.
Heather lowered her head dejectedly. There is no point in trying to explain further. This time, Myra isnât going to forgive me so easily. From the outside, her silhouette looked very desolate.
âLeave, and donât come back again.â Myra spoke lightly, but the weight of these words made Heatherâs heart sink.
After Myra was done, she left the living room. They didnât even have a cup of tea to drink. Myra was absolutely resolute this time. Once Myra was gone, Heather left the house by herself; it felt like the strength had drained from her body, and she had to use all her energy to open the door.
At this moment, she wasnât expecting to see Matthias outside the house. He had found information on Leon and driven to Myraâs house to wait for Heather.
Coming out of the villa, Heather saw his car parked in clear view outside, but she simply walked past his car in low spirits, as though she hadnât seen a thing.
Getting out of the car, he grabbed Heather and said, âGet in my car.â He still felt uneasy about showing up in front of Myraâs house so hastily.
Heather allowed herself to be pulled into the car. Once she was in the passenger seat, she didnât fasten her seatbelt, which triggered the car safety alarm that started to annoy Matthias.
After driving a distance away from the villa, he stopped the car and helped fasten her seatbelt for her.
He was saddened to see the bleak look in her eyes, but he didnât know what had happened to her.
âWhatâs wrong?â His gentle voice also failed to bring Heather back to her senses. It looked like she had lost her soul and was a mere wandering spirit.
âGet me out of Bradfort City.â She didnât want to stay here anymore. Her emotions were a wreck.
âWhere do you want to go?â He was rather taken aback. Why does she want to leave Bradfort City all of a sudden? Something isnât right about her. Did she and Myra get into a fight?
Thinking about how the both of them used to be so close to each other that they were practically one person, he wondered what conflict they couldâve had that made Heather look this dejected. It pained him just to see her that way.
âDonât ask me any questions. Just be with me, okay?â The âokayâ she said at the end sounded so weak that he couldnât bear to say no to her.
Hence, he gave her a firm nod. He was willing to spend his whole life with her. No matter what had happened to her, he was her pillar to rely on at this moment.
After that, the two stopped talking. Heather stared blankly ahead while Matthias focused on driving.
Neither of them knew where their destination was, and they just drove aimlessly.
The only thought he had in mind was driving out of Bradfort City, and the rest could be discussed later.
Heather became vulnerable so suddenly that he also felt the pain.
A long while later, they finally drove out of Bradfort City. That was when he brought up Leon to her, but she only gave him an indifferent murmur in response and did not make another sound.
âWeâre about to reach a fork in the road. Should we go left or right?â He asked for her opinion as he didnât know where they were headed either. Currently, it somehow felt like they were eloping together.
âRight,â she replied with one simple remark. Seeing her listless appearance, he felt like taking her to see a doctor badly.
âItâs so cold out. Why donât we go south instead?â He treated this hasty journey as a trip. Since it was their trip, he figured they should go somewhere with a beautiful view.
He already had a place in mindâhe wanted to go to Soville. However, Soville was so far away, so it wasnât practical to drive there, and it was much more reasonable to take a plane.
âOkay.â Without the slightest suspense, Heather lost her own judgment and went with anything he said.
He couldnât bear to see her this way. How much longer will this situation go on for?
âShould we go to Soville?â he continued asking. Roselake in Soville was a suitable place for a trip during winter. There wasnât any smog there, nor was the winter dry and cold like it was in the north.
âI want to go abroad.â She didnât even want to stay in the country and wanted to go somewhere further away. The further she could be from Bradfort City, the better.
Heather didnât think she would become an escapee one dayâsomeone who was trying to escape from realityâbut Myraâs words were still ringing in her head, and she couldnât forgive herself. Her mind was in such a mess that it was impossible for her to think straight.
âDo you want to go to Northern Europe or the United States?â He followed up on her statement.
âNorthern Europe.â She was only resorting to mechanical judgments now.
âLetâs go to Norway, then.â He immediately thought of a new location to go to.
âOkay,â she murmured and did not go on to say more.
âIâll drive to the airport. Weâll take a flight there.â He had been driving for a long time now and was slightly worn out. Moreover, the sky was also getting dark.
When she didnât answer him, he assumed that she agreed. Turning on the navigation system, he wanted to find the closest airport to them. They might have to transfer flights on their way to Norway.
He never got to appreciate the scenery in Northern Europe, but he would get the chance to now with Heather.
Upon making the hasty decision, neither of them seemed to remember that Heatherâs company was going to open for business on New Yearâs Day. At the moment, starting a business was the last thing on her mind.
Another core member of the company, Leon, was also facing a complicated situation. It was going to be difficult for the company to open for business on New Yearâs Day. Presently, the only people concerned about starting a business was Paige and her father. They werenât aware of what had happened and were still set on preparing for the opening of the business.
Without realizing, Heather might have to let Paige and her father down again as she was not in the right state of mind to attend to company matters. Furthermore, she was even doubting whether she was fit to be a business person. She was truly tired and weary now.
She had only lived through less than half of her life, but she was already wavering. She was not fit to be a business person anymore. The more concerned she was about this, the more she wasnât able to make hard-hearted decisions. Perhaps she couldnât be a good person nor a good businesswoman.
âMatthias, am I a failure?â she asked suddenly. They were still a long distance away from the airport, but she felt like they had been on the road for a long time; it was as though half a century had passed by.
âWhy are you asking that all of a sudden?â He looked at her quizzically. The current Heather no longer had the energetic spirit and confidence from before. Who knew there would come a day when she would also grow inferior?
This made him extremely astonished. It seemed like she had been doubting herself all this while, and he could only watch on helplessly from the side.
âForget it. I donât want to know the answer.â She went limp in her seat, as though she had used up all her strength.
âYouâre always outstanding and extraordinary to me. I donât know what exactly happened, but I hope you can pull yourself together soon,â he encouraged. Seeing her this way, he couldnât be happy himself either.
âIâm not fit to be a businesswoman, nor do I qualify as a decent human being. I know I have many flaws, but I donât know how to fix them,â she repented.