Chapter 706
Standing Before Love
There werenât many other people at the State Science Center at this hour. Meanwhile, it was also Nataliaâs first time here. Back when Matthias had asked Heather out, he would always decide on places that she liked. With other women, he didnât think too much about it.
Natalia surveyed the place curiously. She was only in her early twenties after all, and since she was still a young woman, she had a strong sense of curiosity. Moreover, she felt that the place was extraordinarily fascinating since Matthias was the one who had asked her to come with himâthis was probably how the mind of a person in love worked.
âDo you find all of this boring?â Matthias turned to ask Natalia, to which she shook her head. She always ended up shy whenever she was with him, and it was to the extent that she didnât dare to look Matthias in the eye.
âItâs all very interesting.â Natalia didnât forget to emphasize that.
Matthias smiled since he was pleased to hear this. âAs long as youâre having fun.â He had been worried that Natalia would not be interested in the displays here.
Meanwhile, the woman nervously clutched at the hem of her shirt. She hadnât taken a good look at her appearance when she left her home earlier, and she felt utterly defeated right now. She was embarrassing Matthias as she stood next to him in her dowdy outfit. She had happily gotten into his car without even thinking about her clothes, not to mention that she had gone out without makeup today.
Needless to say, it left her insecure.
Naturally, Matthias didnât know about Nataliaâs thoughts. He just couldnât understand why she perpetually kept her head lowered, and she looked like she had no confidence at all. This made Matthias unconsciously think of Heather, for the woman had always been brimming with confidence. In fact, those around her would be drawn to her because of the aura she exuded.
Heather gave off an unattainable air, and even Matthias was never able to succeed in his pursuit of her.
There was just a world of difference between the two women.
Although Natalia said that she liked the science center, Matthias didnât feel that she was genuinely happy, wondering if this place wasnât to her taste. Had it been Heather, he would have taken her somewhere else without a momentâs hesitation. However, the person before him was Natalia, not her.
Matthias was excited to be here, and he couldnât figure out another decent place for them to go. Hence, he decided to continue looking at the exhibits since he loved the technology on display here. He was absorbed by the exhibits, and it was closing time soon. It was already evening by the time they left the science center, and night always came earlier during winter season.
Natalia looked off to the side, for she didnât know what to do. When Matthias looked at her, his heart dropped before he gave it some thought and said, âItâs getting late. Iâll send you back.â
Natalia had been waiting for Matthias to announce where they would be going next for their date, but she hadnât expected it to end here. Disappointment flashed across her heart, but this was within Nataliaâs expectations.
âAll right, thank you,â Natalia answered politely, but the disappointment on her face was still apparent.
Matthias glanced at her, but he didnât say anything else. Instead, they simply walked straight toward the parking lot. He felt that he must have gone crazy for inviting Natalia, and he was completely worked up by Heather.
While they were in the car, Matthias thought about what he had been wanting to say to Natalia. He had kept delaying it all day, and he nearly forgot about his main motive. However, was there any need for him to tell her about that matter? Matthias couldnât be sure.
The two of them were silent, neither of them taking the lead to speak up. Natalia nervously clutched at her seat, for she still wasnât courageous enough to talk. Everything that she wanted to say to Matthias was stuck in her throat.
Meanwhile, the latter mulled it over and over. He couldnât let things drag on, so he just opened his mouth.
âNow that youâve resigned, are you going to look for another job?â His question was phrased in a polite and inoffensive manner.
Natalia initially didnât understand what Matthias had said, so she was taken aback by this sudden question. Still, she answered his question with utter seriousness and replied, âYeah, Iâm planning to look for a new job as soon as possible, but my educational qualifications arenât up to snuff. It wonât be easy looking for another job.â
Matthias continued to ask Natalia like he was an elderly family member speaking to her. âHave you ever thought about what kind of job youâd like to apply for?â
Natalia turned her head to look at Matthias. She wanted to find some hints in his expression, for his questions were getting weirder and weirder that she couldnât answer him. At the sight of his face from the side as he drove, Natalia was starstruck. She thought that Matthias was cool no matter what he did.
It wasnât until he turned to face her as well that Natalia frantically answered, âMaybe sales or something like that will be a good fit for me.â
âBeing a saleswoman is a job thatâs great for picking up new skills. If youâre confident, you can come and interview at our company.â Matthias finally found a good opportunity to extend a job offer to Natalia, and the latter stared at Matthias uncomprehendingly as she wondered if her ears were playing tricks on her. She had Googled Matthiasâ name before, so she knew that the Locke Group that Matthias headed was one of a handful of mega corporations that went unrivaled in Bradfort Cityâno, even the entire country.
Nataliaâs heart leaped for joy at Matthiasâ offer to let her work at the Locke Group. She couldnât describe her current emotions. If Matthias hadnât been there right now, she would definitely have jumped up right there and then. Naturally, she was willing to take up his offer.
âAre you really letting me work at your company?â Natalia didnât dare to believe it, so she asked him again. Her eyes were wide open at this piece of good news that had befallen her, and her excitement radiated from her entire being. Seeing Nataliaâs simple joy, Matthiasâ mood improved greatly all of a sudden.
âYou shouldnât be asking if Iâm okay with letting you work thereâyou should be asking yourself whether youâre fine working there instead.â Matthias believed that Natalia was a talent that could be molded, and he believed that she would be able to excel in a sales position under the Locke Group.
He had looked into Nataliaâs past before, so he knew that she was an excellent and smart student.
However, she would probably have to change that distant demeanor of hers; it was better to be warmer and more approachable when it came to sales. Of course, he couldnât guarantee that customers wouldnât be sadistic toward her, or that they would win against her mouth. At the very least, she looked like she had a certain level of competency.
âI want to work there.â Natalia hastily nodded. How could she let a chance like this pass her by?
That topic opened up a new wealth of other topics. The initially tense atmosphere dissipated, and they began to chat excitedly. Natalia was filled with curiosity about her new job, so she had plenty of questions to ask him.
This was something that Matthias was good at, so he naturally explained everything to her, sparing no detail. He had once been in the sales department back then, and he was as competent as anyone else when it came to that field.
Without either of them being aware of it, they soon reached Nataliaâs apartment block. After all, time always flew by whenever people had fun. Matthias stopped the car, but Natalia was a little reluctant to part since she still had plenty of things she wanted to tell him.
âRemember to come to the Locke Group tomorrow,â Matthias reminded her as she got out of the car.
Natalia revealed a girlish smile and answered, âI know. Iâll definitely be there tomorrow.â
Seeing how Natalia smiled so innocently, he too showed a radiant smile. It was relaxing being with this woman.
After they said goodbye to each other, Matthias continued to drive back into the city. It was already late, so he had to go home and rest. He hadnât been resting well lately, and he had a tough battle ahead of him in a few more days. Hence, he had to make sure that he got enough sleep.
By the time he returned to the manor, it was already 8.00PM. Matthias got out of his car, but Evan didnât come to greet him. At that moment, he felt an inexplicable sense of loneliness. He had personally chased Evan out because of a woman, and he didnât know where the latter was in Bradfort City right now. Nonetheless, he knew that the kind person hadnât left the city yet.
The earlier fight between the two was meaningless. They had been close friends for years, and they shouldnât have gotten into such a huge fight over Heather.
In reality, Evan was concerned for Matthias. He had enthusiastically tried getting him and Heather together because he knew that it was difficult for Matthias to fall in love with someone. Likewise, the reason he wanted Matthias to give up on Heather was because he didnât want to see his friend fall deeper and deeper until he hurt himself. However, when one had been touched by love, it was hard to shake it off.
For the last few days, Matthias attempted to numb himself through different methods, for that was the only way he could stop himself from looking for Heather. He already had no pride left when it came to her, and he shouldnât embarrass himself that much at the very least. Not only would Heather look down on him for that, he too would not be able to look at himself.
But when the hour was late and the night was quiet, Matthias couldnât control himself from thinking about Heather, especially when he had no one to talk to.
He had chased Evan out, and he had also pushed Lara and Nikolai away. Right now, his lonely self seemed so pitiful; he didnât even have one person he could spill his heart to. With that, Matthias laughed at himself self-deprecatingly.
After brushing his teeth, Matthias plopped onto his bed. As he stared at the ceiling, Heatherâs face appeared as an image up there. Damn, Iâm even seeing things right now.
âHeather, if I can do everything over again, I will not get to know you,â Matthias muttered to himself bitterly.
He knew that if he simply bumped into her, he would definitely fall in love with her again. Heather was his other half, and she was someone that God had sent down to him. Matthias could not be saved, and he could not stop himself from loving Heather. From the very first time he set eyes on her, he knew that she was someone fated for him.
Meanwhile, he wasnât the only one suffering from a sleepless nightâHeather couldnât fall asleep either.
She had already left Bradfort City, but her heart still remained there.
At the same time, another personâs breaths could be heard inside the room. Heather recalled the days she spent with Matthias in Iceland; they had stayed in the same room during that trip, and they had also been intimate.
Leonâs even breaths made Heather sink even further into her memories. She couldnât move past Matthias; the more she pushed him away, the more her heart wanted to get close to Matthis. She really was a failure of a person.
Through the haziness of her mind, she heard Leon sleep-talking. âNow that youâre here, please donât go, Heather.â
Those words struck a deep chord within Heatherâs heart. Pining after someone was such a painful thing, and Heather felt that she was hurting others as well as herself.
There was nothing on Matthiasâ side, so she wondered if Matthias had finally decided to give up on her this time.
Heather smiled self-deprecatingly. She always had the feeling that he would abandon her for some gain, and now, Matthias had really let her go. She had gotten her wish, but a chunk of her heart was lost.
âMatthias, you really areâ¦â Heather muttered to herself, but she was also afraid that Leon would hear her. After all, they were only just a meter apart.
In the bed, there was a man who deeply loved Heather as he slept next to the woman. She wanted to take a good look at Leonâs face with the aid of the moonlight, but she seemingly ended up seeing Matthiasâ face instead.