Chapter 729
Standing Before Love
When did Zayne even contact that man? Heather felt that Zayne seemed to be keeping a lot of things from her. However, at this rate, that person would show up at any time if they kept on stalling like this.
Heather sunk into the sofa in distress once again. Since that man was able to come to an agreement with Zayne, he had probably made his fair share of sacrifices.
When she put it that way, Heather no longer felt as stressed to meet him. After all, Zayne had always been on her side all this time; to be âbetrayedâ by him once in a while wasnât such a bad thing.
Just then, a gust of wind sent the rustling noise of grass into the villa, and Heather was agitated by the slight commotion. From then on, she paid extra attention to pick up any movements from outside while a hint of anticipation tickled her heart. After all, she had been thinking about this person a lot for the past few days.
She had once been in love with him, so how could she erase him from her memory in the blink of an eye? After experiencing that, Heather truly felt that emotions could make a person act in predictable ways. Back then, she was an outsider to all these conventional patterns of human nature; now, she was a part of them. Sheâd never imagined for this to happen to her, but the truth was right in front of her eyes.
Meanwhile, the white walls around her seemed like a cage; Heather hugged her knees on the cushion, her eyes clouded with weariness and confusion.
At last, a knock on the door cast away her moment of self-deprecationâit appeared that their guest had arrived. Heather waited in anticipation for him to come in on his own, and she even forgot to speak.
âIs anyone home?â Matthias stood outside the door; he was as nervous and restless as the woman inside. As a result, he went a little heavy on the knock, and the door creaked open under his unintentional force. He realized it wasnât locked to begin with.
It seemed like Zayne had helped them out quite a lot this time. Matthias headed straight inside, for he knew this was an indication that he was welcomed. After entering the living room, he noticed Heather on the sofa right away. Even though her hair was messy and she was wearing a pair of slippers, he still thought that her beauty was unparalleled.
âHey,â Matthias greeted Heather.
However, she had been looking elsewhere since he entered. She was deliberately avoiding his gaze and wasnât planning to respond to him either.
Instead, Matthias went up to her; as his footsteps approached gradually, Heatherâs heart sped up steadily as well. He finally came to a stop when he was about three steps away from the sofa.
He stood there and looked down at Heather for a long time, but she wasnât willing to spare him a glance. Hence, he leaned toward her and nudged forward a little, slightly closing the distance between them.
âAre you really going to ignore me, Heather?â Matthiasâ voice was as soft and soothing as ever, and his expression couldnât be more kind.
âWhy are you here?â Heather acted like she didnât know about his visit.
Matthias took another step forward. Heather finally turned to him, and the two shared a moment of silence as they locked eyes. Just then, Heather found her words stuck in her throat; similarly, Matthias couldnât seem to voice out the sweet talk that he had planned either.
âI missed you, so I came to see you.â Matthias wanted to keep staring at Heather like this without a care in the world.
On the other hand, the woman was fully prepared so that she wouldnât be caught off guard. She wasnât planning to keep on conversing with Matthias, nor did she want to have any physical contact with him.
Thus, she instinctively scooted to the side.
âIâve already made it clear last time,â she said firmly. She couldnât bring herself to be with him, after all.
Meanwhile, Matthias promptly sat down next to Heather when she turned away. The moment she felt him beside her, she darted far away in reflex like she was being scalded.
âYou always pretend to hate me, but I know how you truly feel.â Matthias didnât want to lose her anymore, and he wanted her to understand his feelings.
âPlease behave yourself, Matthias.â Heather stood up immediately, not being able to do it anymore.
The man reached out and grabbed her by the arm, for both sides were unwilling to give in. Heather struggled to break free from his grip, but she couldnât seem to muster the strength to do so.
âI know that youâve been thinking about it for the past few days, Heather.â Matthias wanted to take control of the situation this time. In other words, he refused to be on the passive side forever and to be led on by Heather all the time.
âI donât know what you mean by that,â Heather said coldly with a scoff as she flung away his hand.
Unfortunately, his fingers were so tightly clasped around her arm that she couldnât shrug it off at all.
âRunning away isnât going to help us, Heather.â Matthiasâ voice became cold as well.
Heather didnât expect him to be so headstrong today, and she couldnât reject him when he acted this way. At that moment, she was a little regretful that she had decided to wait for him in the living room.
âWeâre on two opposite sides, Matthias. It wouldnât do us any good to keep hanging onto each other.â
Heather would rather put everything on the table at this point.
âYou seem to be the only one thinking weâre on opposite sides,â Matthias reminded her.
âAm I wrong, though?â Heather stared condescendingly at him; she was now standing while he was sitting down. Meanwhile, Matthiasâ calm and collected demeanor made it seem like he had full confidence of winning the woman back.
âIâve always been with you, so how could we be on opposite sides?â Sometimes, Matthias felt like he didnât understand Heather at all. Why wouldnât she voice out her doubts? Instead, she was always beating around the bush and blindly making assumptions.
âWeâre both businesspeople, so you should know how pros and cons work.â Heatherâs eyes were emotionless as they remained fixed on Matthias. In reality, she wanted to hide the panic in them.
âBusinesspeople are entitled to be in love too, and theyâre fully capable of giving up their profits for the one they love.â Matthias returned her eyes without any reservation. He was aware that she had her own considerations and doubts.
âWell, I canât do that, so I donât want you to force yourself to either.â Heather felt it was quite unfair for Matthias to be stuck in this situation. Moreover, she still couldnât trust him fully.
âAre you a fool, Heather? The world we live in isnât deadâone plus one doesnât always add up to two.
No matter what happens, I love you and Iâm willing to stand on your side.â Matthias was transparent with his words for he no longer wanted to play the guessing game with Heather.
âWhen the time comes, can you guarantee that youâll be able to do something that could hurt yourself all because of love?â Heather never believed in love; she was also unconvinced that a slick and cunning man like Matthias would actually offer such a naive compromise out of the blue.
âI can guarantee that, but Iâm not sure about you.â Matthias was spot on with his response.
Heather was touched by the sincere look in his eyes, and she was nearly convinced by his words.
However, there was a voice inside of her constantly reminding her to not be swayed by Matthiasâ
honeyed words in the heat of the moment.
âYouâre right, I canât. Compared to love, Iâm more willing to put my trust in human nature.â Heather gave him her answer. There was nothing he could do about it, for she didnât believe in love no matter what.
Matthias chuckled in response; his laugh was candid and radiant even in such a tense atmosphere.
âIâm sorry, I know itâs my fault for not making you feel safe. Iâve never given you a definite answer since the beginning, so itâs only normal for you to feel this way.â Matthias unhesitantly put all the blame on himself.
Heather stared at him suspiciously; the man before her felt like someone sheâd never met. More than that, she couldnât understand how he could see through her thoughts so easily.
Needless to say, Matthiasâ words had reached her heart, and it would only take another second for her to give in entirely. However, her rationality pulled her back, stopping her from surrendering and agreeing to it.
âWhy canât you give up on us, Matthias? Itâs a path full of obstacles and hardships,â Heather couldnât help but ask him. After all, she was curious about the reason behind Matthiasâ perseverance.
âHow is this giving up when we havenât even gotten together yet?â Matthias saw through her conflict inside, for he knew that she was currently in a dilemma and beating herself up.
âYouâre getting harder for me to understand, Matthias,â Heather said in resignation. The look in his eyes were terrifying to watchâhis eyes were passionate and warm, and Heather had nowhere to hide in front of them.
âJust donât leave me. Youâll understand everything about me sooner or later.â Matthias finally let go of her arm. He was confident that she wouldnât be rushing to head upstairs anymore, for her resolve had already begun to falter.
âIâm afraid I donât have the time.â Heather felt like time was ticking rapidly. There were still many things waiting to be done, and it wasnât right for her to be in a relationship now. Thus, she simply couldnât agree to be with him.
âI have a lifetime ahead of me, so why would you be short on time?â Matthias could easily refute her every claim. Heâd been taking control of the situation since the start of it, and Heather found herself unable to counter his unyielding attitude.
âWhy do you have to be so stubborn? In this day and age, a lifetime of happiness isnât possible in a relationship anymoreâ¦â Heather was pessimistic all the way.
Matthias didnât want to hear her carry on, so he interrupted her immediately and said, âIâll do my best to give you a lifetime of happiness.â
After all, it wasnât easy to convince Heather with just a few touching words. She glared at Matthias fiercely while hiding the sliver of delight she felt from his wordsâshe didnât want to let him know that she was feeling that way.
âDo you know the current situation in Bradfort, Matthias?â Heather went all business-like all of a sudden.
Her change in attitude told him that she was giving him a chance. He replied calmly, âYes, I do. In fact, I know everythingâI know that Bradfort is in a mess right now. I even know that Myra has been kidnapped and that Tony is being threatened.â
Sure enough, Matthias knew everythingâit was just as he said, but Heather was surprised. She didnât expect him to know this much. It turned out that he was only pretending to be oblivious, for he certainly knew more than Heather had imagined.
âSince you know everything, you should also know that we Langstons are the heart of the storm. I canât promise you that Iâll be able to leave everything behind.â Heather had long since accepted the truth;
since she was already being hunted down, there was a huge possibility that her familyâs name wasnât the only thing on the line this time. Hence, she had to put her life on the line as well.
âI know. I know that youâre in a horrible situation right now, and you must be feeling awful inside too.
However, Iâm willing to face it all with you even if I have to put my life and the Locke Group at stake,â
Matthias said firmly. He gave Heather full confidence that he would protect her at all costs.
âItâs not worth itâIâm not worthy of such kindness from you,â Heather replied miserably. The more Matthias was being kind to her, the more she felt lowly and inferior. How could someone as heartless and impatient as her deserve such compassion and tolerance from him?
âItâs up to me to decide whether or not youâre worth my efforts and not anyone elseâthatâs including you.â Matthias stood up abruptly. As he used his taller stature to his advantage, he stared down at Heather. Despite that, his eyes remained soft and affectionate.
Heather looked up at him, and she was dumbfounded. Since he had already put it this way, she was now stuck in a dead end with no way out. However, she still couldnât say yes to him.
Meanwhile, Matthias felt that he was almost thereâhe knew that he was just one step away from victory, but the final step was a tough one to cross. Nevertheless, he patiently waited for Heatherâs response. He was positive that heâd be able to get through to her, for he knew that the woman had a soft heart.