Livianaâs POV
âWhen will you come back?â Dad asked even before I could leave.
I chuckled.
âIâll go and visit tomorrow morning, Dad. The pack house isnât far from here. I can visit as much as I want but I donât want someone to track you guys down just because I keep disappearing to hereâ I said as I hugged my dad.
Dad sighed.
âOkay. As long as youâre safeâ he said and gave me a k**s on the top of my head.
I smiled.
Then, I looked at Pa and went to him for a hug.
âJust stay safe. Thatâs all we ask of youâ he said ang also gave me a k**s on the top of my head.
I nodded.
âI willâ I said.
Then, I went to my uncle and hugged him too.
âBe a good girlâ he reminded and gave me a warning looking.
It was that look that said âdonât flirt too much with your mate while Iâm not aroundâ look.
I chuckled and nodded.
He gave me the car keys and they saw me off.
I waved them goodbye as I made my way out our hidden safe place.
I didnât bother shift and just walked to the car.
After a while, I reached the car and got on.
I drove back to the direction of the pack house.
Amaris was jumping excitedly in my head at the thought of coming home to our mate.
It hasnât even been that long since I left.
Luan and I also contacted each other from time to time but that doesnât seem to be enough for Amaris.
That clingy btch just doesnât understand what space is.
âHey!â Amaris scolded inside my head.
âWhat? Itâs trueâ I said.
âIt is not!â she denied.
âOh really? Before we met Luan and Deimos, you were a very conservative, level headed and calm wolf. Now, youâre clingy, needy and definitely flirtyâ I said chuckling.
Amaris stayed silent and I laughed.
Sheâs changed so much since we met Luan and his wolf.
I did too.
Iâve changed but not in a bad way.
I just opened my heart a little.
I donât think thereâs anything wrong with that.
After a few minutes, I finally reached the gates to the pack house and my guards let me in.
I drove to the pack house and from the distance, I saw Luan burst out of the doors as he came out.
I smiled.
I parked the car and turned off the engine then got out.
Luan was standing outside of the pack house.
He smiled at the sight of me.
I chuckled as I he walked to me and I ran up to him.
Luan caught me in his arms and spun me around.
I giggled as I wrapped my arms around his neck.
He put me down and gave me a k**s.
âI missed youâ he said making me smile.
I gave him a k**s.
âI missed you tooâ I said and he smiled.
âYou were apart for 2 nights and barely 2 daysâ El said as he came out of the pack house.
I chuckled.
Luan held me by my waist.
âYouâll know how it feel when you find your mateâ Luan told him.
El just sighed bitterly.
Luan and I laughed and both went inside the pack house.
âLivi!â Elli squealed excitedly as she ran up to me.
I smiled as I caught her in my arms and lifted her up.
I showered her with k****s as she giggled.
âWhere have you been, Livi?â she asked innocently.
I gave her a small smile as I tucked in a lose stand of her hair behind her ear.
âLivi just went out to do something importantâ I said.
âWere you able to do it?â she asked curiously.
I smiled and nodded.
âYes. I was able to do itâ I told her and she smiled.
I felt so proud of myself.
Iâve really done it.
I saved my fathers.
But still, I have so much in my hands.
âBaby, have you had breakfast yet?â Luan asked as he went to my side and held me by the waist while I was still carrying Ellie.
âI did. Have you?â I asked him.
âI did too since I thought youâd be coming home in the afternoonâ he said.
Coming homeâ¦
I smiled.
âYou guys are an eye soreâ El teased and I rolled my eyes at him with a chuckle.
âBy the way, whereâs Dante? He left with you, didnât he?â he asked curiously.
This was a question we prepared for.
âYeah but he had something come up so we parted ways before we came here. He might be gone for a whileâ I said.
âReally? Thatâs unfortunateâ he said and I nodded in agreement.
âDid he tell you where he was going?â Luan asked.
I shrugged although I actually knew.
âThatâs so suddenâ El commented.
Maybe coming home without my uncle was more of a big deal than I thought.
âWhereâs Edmond?â I asked to change the subject.
âHeâs probably by the borders with Alex. Heâs been working on some papers since you left but he went out earlier to talk to Alex about the pack membersâ trainingâ El said.
I nodded.
âPlease tell him to see me when he comes backâ I told El and he nodded.
I put down Ellie and gave her a k**s on the top of her head.
âIâll go upstairs and wash upâ I told them and made my way upstairs.
I went straight to the bathroom and took a long cold shower.
It was a relief that Pa and Dadâs scent were already masked and it didnât rub off on me.
Because if that was the case, Iâd have to face Luanâs interrogation and his jealousy over again.
Except I wouldnât be able to explain myself.
And I couldnât exactly tell him the reason.
It wasnât that I didnât trust him.
I did.
But I knew more than anyone that the truth would hurt him.
And I didnât want that.
I sighed.
What am I supposed to do when that day comes?
When everything needs to be revealed?
And when he needs to find out everything?
How will my mate feel?
I stood in front of the bathroom mirror with a towel wrapped around my body.
I looked at my reflection.
âWhat will I do then? When Iâll be the reason for it allâ I muttered.
I clenched on the sink as I heaved a deep sigh.
After a while, I got dressed and went out of the shower.
I saw Luan waiting for me by the bed.
âHeyâ he greeted me softly.
âHiâ I greeted back with a smile.
He stood up and made his way to me.
âLet me help you dry your hairâ he offered and gently pulled me to sit on the stool then plugged in my hair dryer.
I smiled.
Luan started to dry my hair.
He does this ever so often.
It was one his sweet gestures that I already got used to.
âYou donât look too well. Are you okay?â he asked worried.
âIâm fine. Just a little tired, thatâs allâ I told him.
âThen, you should restâ he said and I nodded.
âI will. Will you rest with me?â I asked and he chuckled.
âHow can I refuse that?â he said and slightly pinched my cheeks.
Luan finished drying my hair and we went to bed together.
We snuggled into each other and I felt warm and comfortable in his embrace.
âLuanâ I called out softly.
He replied with a hum.
âWill youâ¦still love me even if I end up hurting you?â I suddenly asked him.
Luan was silent for a moment as he caressed my hair.
âI think I will. I think Iâll still feel the same even when you hurt me. Iâll still love you despite anything and everythingâ he said.
âWhy?â I asked.
âJust causeâ he said.
âIs it because Iâm your mate?â I said.
Luan shook his head.
âItâs because itâs you. Itâs because youâre the woman I loveâ he said and kissed my forehead.
I smiled as I snuggled closer to his chest.
âIâm relievedâ I muttered as I closed my eyes to sleep.
âWhy? Are you planning on hurting me?â he said with a chuckle.
I shook my head and I heard him chuckle again.
âI love youâ he whispered making me smile.
Iâm relieved itâs me.
And Iâm relieved itâs him.
Iâm relieved itâs Luan.
My home.